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lapin. mathild gros / ma pauvre amie

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ive been following ur blog for years and id like to say ive always loved your art, always loved ur analysis and ur music links as well. i own a toh print you made which is actually the only fandom print ive ever bought lol. anyways, this is all to say youve got some casual fans who hope youre doing well, and i truly dont understand why anyone would be so mean online about whatever some weirdos r mad at u abt. u dont have to post this or anything just wanted to say stay strong KeepUrPeace and have a happy holiday! (also: i really love ur OCs and their stories, so if you ever made a webcomic or something similar, id be super interested in reading/buying/supporting that. you have a very unique style and its hard to find stuff that scratches the same itch it does. of course ur health comes first so no rush or anything on that just... u know.)

oh my goshhh thank you so much.. this is one of the sweetest things anyone ever said to meh .. i really appreciate it T_T i want to share my work .. i really really want to share my work so badly. i will continue to do so for as long as i still know people like you want to see it, your kindness fuels me to continue forward despite all my worries.

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I need time. sorry.

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Will your old art be gone forever? or is there any chance you put it in an archive? 100% support your safety over anything tho people are such freaks and hope they fuck off now you've rebranded!! ❤️❤️

I don’t know. I might. But I don’t trust anyone with it and I think if I ever were to make an archive, it’d be down the line when I’m not trying to talk myself out of going to the hospital before work every day. Thank you tho, it means a lot that people still want to see it, even if my paranoia is often telling me it’s for lolcow related reasons and everyone is lying to me, I know that can’t be true for everyone. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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for anyone wondering, i will still be posting art. i needed to gut this blog so i could move on and be safe while still sharing my work. i have a lot of support from so many friends who know what's going on and they have reassured me that i don't deserve the things people have been saying to and about me, which has given me the strength to make this little rebranding decision. maybe one day i will feel well enough to speak about this horrible year i've had... but for now I need to focus and restart while keeping my peace. thank you so much to anyone who has stuck and will stick around ❤️❤️

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Horse figure of the day: Cybis Lord Bentley (1987)

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Amar Akway by Carlijn Jacobs for W Magazine (2024)

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Shot by Steven Meisel for Vogue Italia, November 1988

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‘…muscles groaned against the weight of the skin around them, aching to be set loose.’

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"𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖍𝖊𝖉𝖔𝖓𝖎𝖆"

Dimensions: 8.5 inches by 5.5 inches

Technique: Pointillism

Materials: Stylograph on paper

Date: June 2024

art by me ( 𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔲𝔰 𝔞𝔡𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔬 )

אשמדאי † גבריאל

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