sweetgirlisha

[sweetgirlisha]

i have this huge crush on this 18 year old guy. he is so beautiful and nerdy. he always has his stupid hat and his weird dotted grey, white, blue jacket on and it gives him a dorky look but i like it. he’s cute. unfortunately for him, i blocked him, despite us being friends before. he used to compliment me and all but i don’t know, he got matching pfp’s with a girl on tiktok, so i decided to block him. less than an hour later the pfp disappeared and now he doesn’t have any, which i found suspicious. either way, he checked my profile 3x afterward.

anyhow, today, i got off the tram and who do i see, my love walking all alone like the little baby loser he is. he was so cutee and i think he saw me, but i pretended not to see him and entered the train building, but less than 5mins later came out again, because my train was over half an hour late, so i decided to just take the bus home. afterward, i came back outside, i had to go to the other side of the tracks and when i got there, i see my baby standing with a woman, probably his mother. for about 3minutes he didn’t notice me. but then he did and he wouldn’t stop staring and he was so obviously trying not to make it obvious but being the little loser he is, he was just obvious.

i wish i could say i feel bad for blocking him but i do not. i still like him ofc, but i like it this way better. it makes our story more interesting.

[sweetgirlisha]

4 am music.

#nightactivities #lanadelrey #music

[sweetgirlisha]

i want to know what defines a person; what you like or what you think?

my father says, the answer is what u eat, but i disagree.