sweetdreamsdude

[sweetdreamsdude]

I’ll be real,

I just don’t know how to keep going

[sweetdreamsdude]

sometimes i get bothered that people say “i can’t believe i didn't see it coming” well of course not,

1) you probably didn’t check in much on said person. Not saying you HAVE to, but when’s the last time you checked on your friends? 

2) Its not like we advertise how we feel.. In fact its the opposite, we aren’t going to say how we feel. We don’t want to be a burden to anyone, we are going to say “I’m good” smile, and change the subject. 

even if we don’t talk about it, we are glad people are checking in on us. 

Sometimes, that”s enough. 

[sweetdreamsdude]

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Sometimes when I think about you, I get sad.

But then I remember that you are only doing what makes you happiest & that’s all I ever wanted.

[sweetdreamsdude]

[sweetdreamsdude]

You’re a storm.

[sweetdreamsdude]

I do not want to be here any longer.

[sweetdreamsdude]

Tell depression “good game I almost had you motha fucker”

[sweetdreamsdude]

I am in so much pain tonighttttttttttttt slskldkdkdkdkdodo

[sweetdreamsdude]

when someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.

[sweetdreamsdude]

[sweetdreamsdude]

[sweetdreamsdude]

Casual

[sweetdreamsdude]

you are my firebird.

[sweetdreamsdude]

[sweetdreamsdude]

Oh god I’m so fucked :)

[sweetdreamsdude]

Some days I just want to shoot you a message, because I miss you;

Not even so much the relationship, just my friend. I miss my friend, but I stop myself because there’s a reason it all happened... So I’ll just keep on hoping you’re doing well.

[sweetdreamsdude]

If you carry on abusing you’ll be robbed from us,

I refuse to lose another friend to drugs