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2.5 more years to go

only 2.5 years to go

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kind of depressing but also

well done self. never thought you'll be able to endure as much.

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4/4

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it was like cease-fire

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lord. sana indoor cat na lang ako sa next life

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pero nakakapagod

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yes, being alone brings me peace

and being with you brings me happiness and contentment

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kahit naman ako pagod na sa sarili ko. welp

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I am a bit disappointed

I was so excited to share to you na I finally had a goal ... towards my career. Na its something to be proud of because I am still focusing about my growth and individuality.

Why do people always say "I make plans with you". No its not I am saying na I am not. It does not mean that I will choose career over you when in reality I can manage both. And I trust our future selves that we can. Do you?

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And I am grateful , and very blessed, that I have been found. (and thank you for bringing me back to my senses lol). You made me feel how wonderful it is to love and be loved genuinely. You even made me to like myself for being that 'annoying person who share raw tots' haha. Even though it might spark lil arguements and all. I wont let the day to end that we still dont understand each other. EXCEPT WHEN I WORK AT NIGHT AND YOU NEED TO SLEEP.

I fucked up and that's okay

for a whole year. i lied

2017-2018

i lied to the people I love (j)

I lied to the people who cared (f)

I lied to a person that I dont love (r)

i lied to the people who didnt care (a)

I lied to myself because I dont even care (l)

Yes, i fucked up. But now it's okay.

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And to you, I know I already said to you that I lied back then... but I didnt tell you which and how much...

A L M O S T E V E R Y T H I N G

I lied when I told i love someone

i lied when i told its okay

i lied when i said wanted to

i lied when i said im happy

i lied when i said i enjoyed

i lied when i said i wantef to work it out

........ and so on

Its scary, to say... that i lied almost everything back then. I am very scared to take risk that you will lose your trust to who I am today. I promise you, i was never that kind of a person. That time... I was lost ... and wanted to throw my life... to feel accepted.. to feel loved... to feel human.

I fucked up and that's okay

for a whole year. i lied

2017-2018

i lied to the people I love (j)

I lied to the people who cared (f)

I lied to a person that I dont love (r)

i lied to the people who didnt care (a)

I lied to myself because I dont even care (l)

Yes, i fucked up. But now it's okay.

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but fvxk thosw times... i pretty think i lied almost everything. Ever word, every action, and even every thought. I had that shit goign again where I lie to myself until it comes true.

No wonder everything ends so badly.

you bish

I fucked up and that's okay

for a whole year. i lied

2017-2018

i lied to the people I love (j)

I lied to the people who cared (f)

I lied to a person that I dont love (r)

i lied to the people who didnt care (a)

I lied to myself because I dont even care (l)

Yes, i fucked up. But now it's okay.

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I fucked up and that's okay

for a whole year. i lied

2017-2018

i lied to the people I love (j)

I lied to the people who cared (f)

I lied to a person that I dont love (r)

i lied to the people who didnt care (a)

I lied to myself because I dont even care (l)

Yes, i fucked up. But now it's okay.

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kinda regretting i didnt...