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I don't have to lie about my age anymore I'm an adult now 馃コ
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my sorrow comes from my lack of rage.
I should be upset
I should hate her
I should hate him
what about me
but I just don't care. I don't care enough and I honestly don't even feel like I care enough to be writing this.
maybe I'm broken or something, I just feel like I'm at the point where I should care about this sort of thing more
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haha anorexia is a symptom of autoimmune hepatitis... I think I figured it out before my doctors did lol
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also I've like completely recovered withoit even thinking about it so good on me I guess.
I'm going to leave my old posts up for the sake of documenting my life, but I'm okay now :')
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I have my tilt table test tomorrow and NO ONE TOLD ME
I am so scared I don't want more needles in me.
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I'm okay
everything is normal.
I'm told.
I did it to myself
it's a sad sight
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also my migraines are caused by seizures 馃ズ
idk how they didn't catch that one 5 years ago
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it's weird to look back and remember that I hated myself. I don't remember why I did. I just know I did. it's such an odd feeling that I can't really describe. I know I'm doing this for a reason but I don't really know what that reason is. so here I am, sitting on my bathroom floor, 2 pounds lighter than the weight I thought I would never reach, my body fighting itself to keep going. and I'm wondering if it was all worth it. it had to have been, right?
#im having such a hard time right now#american medicine is fucked#three doctors have told me to take a multivitamin that will not cure my illnesses
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I hate when I get to the scary version of omg I'm going to pass out. the other one is so much more fun
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ugw reached and passed. all I had to do was be chronically ill. and it only took four years.
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not my dumb ass finally listening to all those people saying that higher restrictions are better. one pound away from my goal after so many years and it's because my body will shout down if I don't. weird how things end up this way.
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I was scared into thinking my ed caused all of this but it's just how I am. I have a rare genetic disorder.
also somehow have a fatty liver. I was told it was almost impossible since I'm so young and thin but.... here we are. at least I have an excuse to not eat now.
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