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read in 2018 — church., stylo fantome.

we will tear through this life and we will leave destruction and we will make people remember us.

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In the Company of Killers character posters

“Maybe you should get rid of me,” I whisper onto his lips. 

“Never,” he says, kissing me once softly. “You’re mine for as long as you breathe.”

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“I was wrong about you, Izabel,” I whisper near her ear; the pain engulfing my insides. “I am the ticking time bomb. I am more unstable than I ever could have imagined. You are discipline, and I am rage. And the only way I know to control the chaos inside, is to eradicate the things that control me.”

 ― J.A. Redmerski, Behind the Hands That Kill  

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Dead. I am dead inside. This is how it feels to be dead.

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I’ve lost her.

I’ve lost both of them, every part of the only woman I’ve ever loved or ever will love.

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“You’ll never be without me,” I said and kissed the back of her neck. “And like you said before, we’ll die together.”

“Do you promise, Fredrik? Will you go down with me if I die before you?”

I kissed the side of her mouth, pressing my hips against her. She gasped. “When you die, I die too,” I whispered against her ear. “You’re the love of my life. My beautiful swan. And you’ll be my undoing.”

“No one can ever love you like I love you,” she said. “No woman in this world knows you like I know you, understands your needs, your pain, your past. No woman can ever give you what I give you.”

And she was right.      

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The Apprentice

Izabel Seyfried – From the foot of a Master to the heart of an assassin – Izabel, the dangerous alter ego of Sarai Cohen, may still be learning how to live life as a contract killer, but she is a force in her own right, and should never be underestimated.

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In the Company of Killers aesthetics [2/?] - Seraphina Bragado 

Girls like her were born in a storm. 

They have lightning in their souls. 

Thunder in their hearts. 

And chaos in their bones.

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OTP appreciation [1/?] - Fredrik and Seraphina 

“But I’m here now,” she says, looking into my eyes with all of her dark passion and love and sincerity—all of the things about her that I’ve hungered for for so long. “I’m here now and we can be together again. We can be like we used to be.” She grasps my shirt tighter with emphasis. “We are a one of a kind pair, Fredrik. There is no one else out there like us. Apart, we’d die alone.”

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⛅ lockscreen — victor faust (killing sarai — j. a. redmerski ⛅

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read in 2018 — spiders in the grove, j.a. redmerski.

i left mexico as sarai, and came back as izabel. and once i have what i came here to get, i will kill them all.

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Toxic Love | Seraphina & Fredrik | In the Company of Killers

A soundtrack for an all-consuming love equal parts mesmerizing and destructive, maddening and toxic. A love where there are no winners, only passioned swollen lips and lingering dried blood. 

i. now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you ii. your love’s got me looking so crazy right now iii. i’m a slave to your games, i’m just a sucker for pain iv. didn’t i tell you that i was a savage, fuck your white horse and a carriage v. and you taught me how to love, what nobody ever could vi. in the name of love, i’ll kill for you vii. i punish you with pleasure, i pleasure you with pain viii. it hurts me every time i see you, realize how much i need ix. you’re as cold as ice, baby x. would you bleed for me, lick it off my lips like you needed me? 

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Killing Sarai

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OTP: In the Company of Killers - Izabel Seyfried and Victor Faust.

Seyfaust. 

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