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Here's some fan art for the loveable Alphonse.

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Mmmmmh

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When, you fall, and it's not that you can't get up, you don't want to, you've tried so many times to climb, that your knuckles are bleeding. Your arms are bruised and have an terrible headache.

People keep saying,

"get up!"

"don't give up!"

And I didn't, I tried, but I ran out of rope, and I lost my gear, my finger tips are numb and now it's the top I fear

I ask myself why I even want to go there anyways, and relize that my goal is pointless, and as I look around me at everyone climbing their tower getting closer to the top, I look down and see I'm still on the ground.

And when we get to lunch everyone's talking about what they found, and I laugh with them and lie about how far I've gone.

But sooner or later they will find out that I cant feel,and I don't care.

That my tower means nothing to me and that I don't care to climb it.

That I'm stuck.

-kalyssa eis

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She snapped her head in his direction giving a not so friendly look but you could sence the arouma of fear behind it.

'how do I respond?!' she clicked her mouth before sitting up, to where she's not leaning on the glass anymore. Giving an straight up posture.

Only being an inch taller she sighed the words that begged to be said swarmed around her head, however, not wanting to be exactly rude she looked back at him.

"look, I'm not destroying anything,"she put her hands up in an starcastic defence.

'how do I get out of this?'she thought as her emotion had a quick flash of an uncomfortable panic.

"So shouldn't we be okay?" She shook her head crossing her arms before continuing.

" I was just looking"she stuffed her hands in her pockets trying not to look ashamed as she really was.

"it doesn't even matter, none of this does.."she trailed off as she got up and walked around him with an blank emotion trying not to give him the wrong message to think she was scared.

"so just, don't tell anyone..and..we'll be good fam,"she nodded before stopping.

"a-and that wasn't a threat..so don't take it that way,"she could almost hit herself for stuttering before she whent to leave.

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@r4gn0r0k

Aqua eyes staired intensely at the thick glass surrounded by beeping machines and a cold aroma.

The eyes gazed along the outline of the uncarbonated flames that only burnt red, shattered pieces of the planet, their home.

Running slim and black nail polish chipped hands down to the helm of her sweatpants, securing the grip on her waist as she looked at the contrast of the blue space surrounded the burning planet.

She knew she would be toast if she was caught In The control room, But at this point she didn’t really care.

Her medium curly hair dropping of her masculine shoulders as she got closer gazing intently stuck in thought.

trapped in her own mind she began to ponder about her family and why she never cried when she found out their all gone.

As soon as the thought of her family passed her mind a sour taste intrigued as her nose was about to burn, signaling she was about to cry she shook her head clearing her mind thinking about ramen, and how she would die for some at this moment.

A sight escaped her lips as she successfully escaped the wrong emotion.

You know, outside of emergencies, there were very few non-saints allowed near the controls of the ship. Surprisingly, Matt Miller was one of the few trusted  near the head of the ship. Clearly, the recognized his incredible intellect– that’s why they saved him first, after all, wasn’t it? Clearly he was the only one here who was smart enough to properly keep this ship both running and hidden.

Now, most of the work he did was via computer and could be done just about anywhere on the ship, considering they had plenty of monitors around the place, but… Occasionally Matt liked to slip up to the front of the space craft.

Why?

In all honesty, he wasn’t quite sure. The view wasn’t that great most of the time, it more scared him than anything, looking out into the vast nothingness of space…

Perhaps it was just the quietness of it… It was away from the rest of the ship, so… The hustle and bustle– I.E bickering– wasn’t heard from all the way up here.

Not most of the time, at least.

So, coming up here only to find someone staring emptily out into space came as a surprise to him, to say the least.

“Er– Excuse me… You know, you aren’t really supposed to be up here…”

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I love this a little bit leedleedleedlee

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(humble eyes)(3)

          empathy for the ones who died on these streets, strange to be the most         endangered yet the least unprotected. the saints ruled over this place, she was familiar with the boss from the community, who was her strongest outlet,             along with her friend jhonny, who went to her school at one point.              it was suprizing how one of her old friends ended up president.

                                                        impressive,

         jhonny went missing a few years back, and people say hes dead, she didn’t believe it though, there’s no way he’d go down that easiliy. she wandered on the streets bored and playfully dodging between cars. 

                   “ i cant believe i am saying this but i need more drama...”

                    (would anyone like to be in the story? dm me)

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(humble eyes)(2)

she sat up the yellow of the sun highlighting the hues of her eyes.

running her fingers through her hair she threw her legs over the side of the bed.standing up she walked steadily to the bathroom after stretching,soon the scent of buttercups and flowers, the sweet tint of rose mixed with the steam of hot water, soap that lathered nicely like the softest silk you could ever lay your skin on. 

  when the warm water washed away, so did her fears, leaving a nice rosy scent behind she tied her short hair back looking at the fogged mirror and exiting the bathroom with a towel around her waist with a tank top, and red velvet basketball shorts, when fully clothed the towel dropped to her ankles.

and then she stred at the morning sun with sadness, the lack of motivation, the feeling of wasted time, with nothing to do,no goals, no friends, and a missing family. a succesfull dealer, with no one to pay for, no one to look to..with nowhere to go. 

 she put on name brand socks and slides on before walking outside into steelport, lowkey hoping to spot another shooting or chase down. something that would happen on a daily basis. 

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(humble eyes)(1)

    rain poured the dark and foggy streets. it was 5 in the morning, still dark but the streets buzzed with early workers, some buildings where light up of people getting up in the morning.

          the sent of tinted coffee made its way into sora’s hotel room.

   she raised her head from her warm white sheets looking at the side of the wall, dark blue, cold,her shoulders poked out of her sheets along with her head. 

   messy blond hair and teal eyes gazed lightly as the sen rose turning the blue to a tainted pink. she smiled loving the over all asthetic of the sky’s morning mood.

     letting out a content sight she sat up the sheets revealing masculine arms and a thin waste. feminine but masculine . thin but thick. happy but alone...

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(here?)she blinked a few times,waking up from her unlocationed gaze.

the thoughts from her mind trail off as she spotted his figure in front of her, mixed with a pure state of confusion at his strange remark, it took her a while to comprehend, soon the gears clicked and her emotion gave out a content look, lifting herself off the cold glass and fixing her posture before the words spilled from her mouth a bit startled and bored,

“greetings and salutations,”she looked at him with an icy glair before she continued

    “and dont flatter yourself, people tend to stair at what they don’t understand...”

she clicked her tounge shaking her head slightly.

“and, you didn’t see me here” she brushed past him before stopping a few feet away. 

“oh and what cologne do you use, that shits dope,”she chuckled as her hair uncoverd her face, you could see the tiredness in her eyes.

@sorathedekerspecialist liked for a sassy starter

Noticing the other staring at him, Matt couldn’t help but give a grin.

“You’ll go blind if you keep staring at someone as hot as the sun, you know.”

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@r4gn0r0k

Aqua eyes staired intensely at the thick glass surrounded by beeping machines and a cold aroma.

The eyes gazed along the outline of the uncarbonated flames that only burnt red, shattered pieces of the planet, their home.

Running slim and black nail polish chipped hands down to the helm of her sweatpants, securing the grip on her waist as she looked at the contrast of the blue space surrounded the burning planet.

She knew she would be toast if she was caught In The control room, But at this point she didn't really care.

Her medium curly hair dropping of her masculine shoulders as she got closer gazing intently stuck in thought.

trapped in her own mind she began to ponder about her family and why she never cried when she found out their all gone.

As soon as the thought of her family passed her mind a sour taste intrigued as her nose was about to burn, signaling she was about to cry she shook her head clearing her mind thinking about ramen, and how she would die for some at this moment.

A sight escaped her lips as she successfully escaped the wrong emotion.