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There is always something wrong.

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Do you know what it feels like to hate yourself so much? So much that you don’t want to look in a mirror. You can’t even understand yourself. You wonder why people like you cause I mean you are well you. Do you know what it feels like to never smile. To always look sad, behind your eyes and your face. Do you know what if feels like to be me?

(via kissedby-suicide)

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"I like fucking."

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People who are prone to anxiety are nearly always people pleasers who fear conflict and negative feelings like anger. When you feel upset, you sweep your problems under the rug because you don’t want to upset anyone. You do this so quickly and automatically that you are not even aware you’re doing it

David burns

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Here are some wise old dogs to give you the strength to keep going <3

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I love to love but I hardly ever feel loved back.

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I was not born broken.

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My wounds are not visible with the naked eye. But my wounds are deep and infected. My heart is broken but it still beats. Just a little slower. But it beats for you. My heart beats when I hear your voice. My wounds heal in your hands. Heal me now. I'm hurting...

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Damn anxiety...

Today, I am finally off of work for the week and you think I would kick my feet up and be able to relax, right?…WRONG! My mind is a thousand different places and although I am lying still, binge - watching Grey’s anatomy, I feel like I’m panicking. My heart beats irregularly, I’m completely shaky and I feel like I have rocks in the pit of my stomach. I want to be out in the world but the thought of that makes my heart beat more irregular. I want to lie here and cry and cuddle up to a nice warm man…there’s just one problem with that…can’t find one that wants to do that with me. I feel pathetic.

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(via twloha)

“Fall in love with yourself everyday. Appreciate your gifts. Marvel at your efforts, & most importantly, applaud your existence”

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