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hey. psst. i have to tell you a secret. one of the hottest parts of kidnapping fantasy happens outside of the basement, cage, whatever. that's right, im talking about when you're naked, shivering in the midnight cold, scarred up, pounding on the door of whatever house you stopped running at. when the door opens and the face contorts in pity and horror, as you frantically explain where you came from, what happened to you, beg with all your heart for help, scared to be too loud as if your captor might somehow hear. when your pleads get cut off with empathetic instructions to come in, let them get you a blanket, sit down on the couch. when they ask if they can wrap the blanket around you or if you'd prefer not to be touched. when they get you water and see you flinch when they set it down, shoot you a quick apologetic look. when they help you call someone. their incredulous voice on the phone wondering if it's really you, when you stammer out an inside joke from years ago, when they tell you they love you and they're on their way.

when you see them arrive and you walk out of the house in a tshirt and shorts, terrified with every step, looking back to thank the resident. when you start crying while hugging your friend, when you get in their car, when you cling to the seatbelt as you feel yourself accelerate further and further from that place. when you step into your friend's place. when they agree to stay up with you, since you refuse to fall asleep until you see the sun come up. when your other friends start waking up to the news, you're back, you're really back, let us see you!

when the novelty of being back wears off a bit. when documents have been sorted out, when you've found residence, when you have to figure out how to live again.

when you have to figure out how to live after all of that. when you have to figure out how to have aspirations, life goals, wants, after spending so long just surviving. when you have to figure out how to live again. when you have to figure out how to become yourself after spending so long in a shell of a shell of a shell. when you have to figure out how to live again. when you have to figure out how to keep going while you still feel all this horror, even years after the last time they had their hands on you. when you have to figure out how to live again.

when you have to figure out how to live again.

when you have to figure out how to live again.

when you have to figure out how to live again.

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Wanna be overstimulated to the point where you're shaking so much that it looks like you're having a seizure?

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Let's hang your head off the edge of the bed so I can fuck your face until it's covered in drool and slap your cunt the entire time too

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I want to snap her neck and feel her body go lifeless in my arms

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Stepping on your throat and looking down at you while I make fun of you for rubbing your greedy little cunt

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I think hunting a girl down in the woods and then fucking and gutting her would fix me tbh

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Point and laugh at the idiot with no sense of eros or aesthetic

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i should be allowed to off myself if I get off to it

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stretch them out. tell them that one more finger won't hurt. that you're doing it for their own good, that they need to learn how to take dick.

"shhh it's okay sweetheart i know you can take another one" , while they're crying, shaking and clenching around my 3 fingers already sliding all the way in.

"we should try the big toy today. right?" if they shake their head, just grab the toy and force it in. push one hand down on their tummy so they can feel extra full. watch their walls cling to the slippery silicone and their eyes get super teary as they won't stop sobbing.

"feels good, yeah?" they shake their head. "awhh you'll get used to it." kiss their forehead. ram into them. loosen them up. hit their cervix. bruise it.

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I need a mad scientist kind of dom... someone who will tie me down to a metal table. Someone who will take exact measurements of every important part of my body. Draw notes on my skin exactly what he will do. Force water down my throat because I can't take pills without help. Run cold, gloves hands over my skin. Force his fingers into my mouth to inspect my teeth. Experiment to see how long it takes for him to manipulate me into being a good, well-behaved dog. See how much my slutty body can take until I can't handle it. I'm not a person, I'm a little science experiment.

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Bandaging your wounds after I cut open your smooth skin, licking away your blood, then kissing your scars before thanking you for being such a good victim

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Everytime your dog disobeys you you should find a way to permanently harm it, starting with small things and getting bigger and bigger ideas of cruelality. Strip right here in front of me! oh you wont do it? Ill push a nail through your palm. Walk around on all fours now! Are you not listening? cut off a part of your ear. Come eat out of this bowl! Why are you hesitating?! Ill put fucking rat poison in it next time, you wont get anything else! Look me in the eyes when i hurt you! if you refuse, ill rip them right out. You could end up limbless and id still keep you! Wobbling around as a helpless nubb. I bet all day long youd worry and whine and become completely dependent to me! Worried id find another mutt. Dont worry, even if you were boiled down to bones and mud id keep your pecious skeleton with me. As usual, id find much more work with your corpse beforehand anyways...

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I love you collarbones I love you ribcages I love you bones that you can see beneath the skin

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Choking and beating you until I induce a panic attack and then fucking you through it

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Look at this necklace I made for you (it's a noose that I'm gonna hang you with)