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Dex Reseacher Meowth

comic that makes you say poipole out loud in meowth voice

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For Storytelling class we had to do an autobio comic and of course I had to make it about my cats.

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[attempting to flirt] if i was stuck in a timeloop id desperately explain my situation to you every single reset

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just saw this clip and i think itd make a funny reaction image what do u think... does it have potential

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Four years ago, I wrote a Final Fantasy Tactics fic called “A White Lane Lined With Cypress” for AO3’s “Darkest Night” darkfic exchange. The recipient of the exchange was my very good friend Brig, whose favorite thing in the whole world is when Zalbaag Beoulve is sad, in pain, or experiencing religious guilt.

I’ve been wanting to gift Brig with some art for a while, and I’d also wanted to do more FFT art in general, *and* I love drawing blood and rotting bodies, so it’s handshakes all around.

Here’s the fic in question (mind the tags).

Like it? Reblog it! Love it? Check out my pinned post!

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I can't be the first to make this connection

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let me tell you driving from Ohio to Washington in a SmartCar with everything I owned was funny enough on its own but once I got west of the Rockies, every. single. time. I stopped ar a gas station, random dads would just spawn beside my car. like there was some sort of dad portal following me. and they’d see my ohio plates and go, “did you DRIVE through the mountains in that?” and every. single. time. I’d go, “well, they didn’t airlift me!”

it killed. it absolutely cleared ever time. never failed to make the dads laugh. they were obsessed. i said it the same every time. it was like I was in a groundhog day timeloop on interstate 70 westbound gas stations. and you know what? I was happy.

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FAFO

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Now you can have that crazy old man from pokemon leaf green/fire red laying on your blog because he hasn’t had his coffee

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Hi. I finally finished the Spirk comic set to Johnny Cash's Hurt I have been working on for a month. If you want to, please enjoy and leave some nice words :) thank you.

CW for: blood, self-harm, spoilers for anything TOS, death

HURT

There is a part 2! Please consider reblogging and reading the whole comic :)

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I made a video about the northern pike :]c

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i’m so glad earth only has one moon, if there were more i’d have to pick a favorite and that sounds too emotionally taxing to even fathom

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A lot of the transphobia I experience now so closely mirrors the misogyny I experienced growing up.

As a little girl I got told over and over again that I could be so pretty if I tried. I'd be such a beautiful girl if only I tried harder. If only I shaved. If only I wore make-up. If only I straightened my hair, or cut it a certain way, or used certain products. I could be so beautiful if-

But I wasn't beautiful. I was an ugly failed attempt at a girl.

I was an example of failed womanhood. I failed it at every step, fumbling and tripping over my own feet as I tried to keep up with the dance. I wasn't pretty, and I wasn't really an actual proper girl because I wasn't pretty. Because I didn't want prettiness. Because I said no every single time someone tried to make me into a "real girl".

As a trans man people act so weird about the girl I used to be.

"You were such a beautiful girl," they cry, "You were so pretty. You could be a pretty girl again if you just tried harder."

They mourn my breasts and grieve over my top surgery, call me mutilated and ugly because of testosterone. They get so angry about me wanting bottom surgery, because don't I know I'm just making myself ugly? Don't I know that I'll be an ugly failed attempt at a man? Don't I know that if I just wanted it hard enough I could be a pretty girl again?

I was never feminine enough in the ways that mattered. My masculinity as a little girl was something that needed to be stamped out and punished. My masculinity now is a horror show.

When they open their mouths all I hear is the voice of everyone who was cruel to me as a child, parroting the exact same words even though now I know they are a lie.

I will never be pretty enough. I will never be feminine enough. I will always be a failed woman to them.

And honestly? I'd rather be my own version of a man, even if they consider it an ugly failed attempt at one, because I am much more handsome than I ever was pretty

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Star Trek TOS: *Stablishes that the touching of hands is incredibly intimate in Vulcan culture akin to fully making out.*

Star Trek TOS: *shows us Spock holding Jim's hand while talking about the importance of his feelings.*

The fandom: *reads it as romantic.*

The writers: oh my god, that's crazy, where did you get that from?

Star Trek DS9: *Stablishes that, in cardassian culture, flirtation is done by arguing and bickering, that is how they show interest in another person.*

Star Trek DS9: *Constantly shows Garak and Bashir arguing and bickering, including a scene where Julian shoots at him and everything.*

The fandom: *reads it as romantic.*

The writers: OH MY GOD, THAT'S CRAZY, WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?