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This night is missing people

The sea, it had no-one

Hardly no-one, it had shapes, it had light

Some were flashing, most moved

Me, I couldn't look away

But still no-one came or left, they just stayed

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I live my life as a 100% binary trans man and am completely stealth at work but every time I’m in the locker room or talking to any of my (cis) coworkers this image appears before my eyes like a flashbang

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Am I under some spell? And do my thoughts belong to me? Or just some slogan I ingested to save time? This night is missing people… The sea, it had no one… hardly no one… It had shapes, it had light… Some were flashing, most moved…. Me, I couldn't look away…. But still no-one came or left, they just stayed… But they weren't there in the first place…. Overpopulated by nothing!!! Crowded by a sparseness!!! Guided by darkness!!! Too much, not enough… “Content” that's what you'd call it…. An infant screaming in every room in your gut…. Bets strum on an intention, but best left unattended…. How gathered the pixels in the dust of the digital age to our being…. With what do I wash?? Put on some music…. My friend walks the same path every day… Steep the stairwell, cognizance to coma…. ignoring best he can, an inconvenient reality, the consequential chore that unfolds in the naked sprint from screen to screen… scrolling binary ghettos for escape, for reminders…. And this would be a good idea: to free poets from the back padding dungeons of content and comments… To free artists from empty and vulgar broadcasting ritual…. For this year it became harder to be tender!!!! Harder and harder to remember!!!! Meeting a friend!!! Writing a letter!!! Being lost!!!! Antique ritual…. all lost to the ceremony of progress!!! Like the sensual organs removed, they were only weighing you down, you didn't need them!!!!! Ignore this part, it's an advertisement…. These people are famous, I'd trust them!!!! Protesters stayed home this time around….. Some enlisted, some never heard the first shots…..

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j. g. cotta 1804

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sinner

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I burn out emotionally in the upper atmosphere

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indigenous American models in 1970s Arizona Highways magazine

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From the book “Some Wear Leather Some Wear Lace” a compendium of post punk and goth

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mushroom mugs :]

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Kichen

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12 Days of Medieval Illuminations. Today, 11 medieval suns. (Getty Museum)

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Julia Soboleva - The Healing Can Begin

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hi here’s a cool bird I betcha didn’t know existed, ✨the wallcreeper✨

it literally looks like a monarch butterfly it’s so cute

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Winter Geese. This month's Patreon postcard. Link here.

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On the rocks