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Exactly! Now this is not excusing all the terrible things heâs done đ
, but there is definitely more character depth there! I mean look at when he talks about his father too? I feel like that set him up to act out and be so outrageous! And i hope so too, he really is isnât he đ
Headcanon: Comforting you after a loss.
Pairing: Dean x reader, Beau Arlen x Reader, Soldier Boy/Ben x Reader
Warnings/Tags: Mentions of loss, angst, fluff, established relationships
AN: This is just a little something for @jackles010378, I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time, and hope this cheers you up some â€ïž
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Dean Winchester
Dean isnât great with words when it comes to griefâhe knows thereâs nothing he can say to take your pain away.
But heâs damn sure not going to let you go through it alone.
The moment he sees the heartbreak in your eyes, he'll pull you into his arms, holding you tightly against his chest.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, pressing a lingering kiss to your crown.
He would stay like that for as long as you needed, grounding you in his warmth, his security.
In the following days, he would watch over you like a hawkânot smothering, but making sure youâre eating, drinking, and not shutting down completely.
Heâll cook you your favourite food, even run in to town to get you your favourite cheeseburger if that's what you wanted.
If you canât sleep, neither does he. Heâll stay up, letting you rest against him, running his fingers through your hair until it finally lulled you to sleep
And when the grief feels unbearable, when you finally break down in front of him, he'll just hold you, whispering soft reassurances.
âYou donât have to be strong for me, baby. Just let it out. Iâm right here.â
He never rushes your healing, never tries to fix what canât be fixedâhe just loves you through it, in the way only Dean Winchester can.

Beau Arlen
Beau doesnât pretend to have all the answers, but he knows one thing for sureâyouâre his, and heâs not going to let you go through this alone.
The first thing he does is hold you.
Not just some half-hearted hugâno, he wraps you up in his arms, pressing slow, lingering kisses to your temple, your cheek, your forehead.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, his voice thick with emotion. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
He checks on you constantlyâbringing you coffee, making sure you eat, running his fingers over your back in soothing circles when you canât bring yourself to get out of bed.
And when the silence in the house feels too heavy, he takes you on a driveâwindows down, his hand resting over yours on the gearshift.
âJust us, baby,â he says softly. âBreathe.â
At night, when the weight of your grief is too much, he pulls you onto his lap, cradling you against him.
âI wish I could take this pain away from you,â he admits, pressing his lips against your shoulder. âBut Iâll carry as much of it as I can, darlinâ.â
He'll hold you for as long as you need, whispering sweet reassurances between soft, lingering kisses, letting you cry into his chest if thatâs what you need.
Beau Arlen isnât just your manâheâs your safe place, and heâll spend every day reminding you of that.

Soldier Boy/Ben

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Ben doesnât do emotions. Not really.
Heâs spent decades brushing off pain, cracking jokes, and punching his way through problems.
People cry? He rolls his eyes. People break down? He walks the other way. Thatâs just how he is.
But you? Youâre different.
When he sees you hurting, something inside him tightens, and for once, he doesnât have some snarky comment locked and loaded.
Instead, he stands there, fists clenching and unclenching at his sides, unsure of what the hell heâs supposed to do.
At first, he tries to be himself about itâgruff, no-nonsense.
âHey, shit happens. People die, the world keeps turning.â
But when you donât react, when you just sit there looking so damn lost, he feels something foreign creeping in. Worry.
So, he does the only thing he can think ofâhe pulls you into his arms, tight, unyielding. His grip is almost bruising, like heâs afraid youâll disappear if he lets go.Â
âI got you, baby,â he mutters against your hair, his voice rough but lacking its usual edge. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
Heâs awkward about itâcomfort isnât his thingâbut for you, he tries.
He sticks close, hovering even when he pretends heâs not. He wonât outright ask if youâre okay, but suddenly, heâs around more.
Sitting next to you, brushing his fingers against yours, silently daring you to take his hand.
When the grief finally crashes over you, when you collapse against him in sobs, he stiffens at firstâold instincts screaming at him to run.
But then he melts, wrapping you up in his arms, pressing rough kisses to the top of your head.
âShhh, sweetheart,â he mutters, voice softer than youâve ever heard it. "I got you.â
That night, he doesnât leave your side. He pulls you into his chest, holds you close, fingers tangled in your hair.
âYouâre not alone, doll,â he whispers, voice raw. âNot anymore.â
And maybe heâs never said those words before, but for once, he means every damn one of them.
AN: Okay so this was a new one for me. A first try at Headcanon's đ
I hope I've done it justice and cheered you up a little @jackles010378 â€ïž
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Blinding Lights
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: The annual trip to vegas, the city of all things sin and matrimony đ
Word Count: 5.7k
Warnings/tags: Swearing, drinking, implied spicy times, friends to lovers, FLUFF.
Prompt: Accidental Marriage
AN: Yup, we're going there again đ
the good ol' "friends to lovers". But hey sue me, it's an enjoyable trope đ. This is another submission for my @jacklesversebingo card.
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"Aha! Vegas, baby!"
"Hell yeah!"
Sam shook his head, an amused smile tugging at his lips as he watched the two of you practically vibrate with excitement as you stepped out of the car. It was the same every yearâlike clockwork. The second you and Dean set foot in Sin City; it was as if nothing else in the world existed.
Your eyes sparkled under the neon glow of the Vegas strip, reflecting the flashing lights of massive billboards advertising everything from world-class shows to all-you-can-eat buffets. The scent of warm asphalt mixed with the smoky, slightly stale air of the casinos. It was loud, chaotic, aliveâand judging by the way you and Dean grinned at each other like kids on Christmas morning, it was exactly what you had been waiting for.
It had started years ago; a tradition Dean had set in stone after one particularly gruelling hunt. What was meant to be a one-time trip to blow off steam had somehow turned into an annual pilgrimage. A few days of indulgence, no monsters, no case filesâjust booze, gambling, and in Deanâs case, the occasional fling.
Sam wasnât as wild about the whole scene as his brother, but he could appreciate the break. Maybe play a few hands of poker, enjoy the high-roller perks that occasionally came with hustling a few unsuspecting tourists. But what always caught him off guard was you.
If anything, you were just as bad as Deanâif not worse.
At first, it had been surprising. Youâd always been a hell of a hunter, sharp as a knife, level-headed when it counted. But Vegas flipped a switch in you, and suddenly, you were throwing back shots like a seasoned pro, calling Deanâs bluff at the poker table, and somehow managing to charm casino staff into handing out free drinks like they were candy. The influence between the two of you was dangerousâborderline recklessâbut damn if it wasnât entertaining to watch.
Sam had seen you two fuel each otherâs competitive streak before, but here? It was a whole new level. Whether it was betting on who could win the most at blackjack, seeing who could sweet-talk their way into VIP sections, or even just a ridiculous contest over who could score the best hotel suite upgradeâneither of you knew the meaning of âtaking it easy.â
"Alright," Sam sighed, adjusting the strap of his duffel as he trailed behind you both. "Just⊠try not to get arrested this time, okay?"
Dean smirked, slinging an arm around your shoulders. "No promises, Sammy."
You shot Sam a wink. "Yeah, whereâs the fun in that?"
Sam exhaled through his nose, already resigning himself to whatever chaos was about to unfold.
Vegas, man.
As soon as you stepped into your upgraded suite, you stretched your arms overhead, sighing in pure satisfaction. The room was gorgeousâhigh ceilings, sleek modern furniture, and floor-to-ceiling windows that offered a breathtaking view of the Vegas Strip, glowing like a sea of neon under the night sky. The plush king-sized bed looked like something out of a five-star fantasy, and the sheer space alone made it feel like pure luxury compared to the standard motel rooms you were used to.
Dean, meanwhile, was still grumbling as he dropped his duffel onto the couch.
"Unbelievable," he muttered, looking around the room in awe and then shooting you a narrowed look. He was just pissy because you won the little competitive game of â âwho could get the free upgradeâ.Â
âHey, I won this fair and square" you shrugged with a smug smile before plopping onto the bed with a dramatic sigh.
Dean scoffed, crossing his arms shooting Sam a look who just held up his hands like he wanted no part in it. âFair my ass.â
You grinned, sitting up and tilting your head in mock innocence. âWhat? Itâs not my fault the guy couldnât stop staring at my tits."
"Yeah, because pulling down your top and leaning over the counter totally wasnât planned." Dean shot back, rolling his eyes. You had to bite your lip from bursting out in laughter. Petty Dean was something else.
"Meanwhile, I actually had to use skill to negotiate. But nooo, all you had to do was flash some cleavage, bat your lashes, and boomâyouâre living like royalty while Sammy and I are stuck in a standard-ass room.â
âHey, donât hate the player, hate the game,â you teased, then arched a brow. âBesides, you do realise you just confirmed the corruption and irony of the male hierarchy, right?â
Dean opened his mouth, then closed it. Blinked. Looked at Sam, who was failing miserably at hiding his laughter.
âWhatever,â Dean grumbled in defeat, muttering to himself, âstill bullshit,â as he continued to nose around the room, clearly still sulking.
Once the boys left to go check out their âstandardâ room, Dean lingered in the doorway, casting one last longing glance at the spacious background before you smirked and slowly closed the door in his face.
With the place officially all to yourself, you decided to finish exploring, and thatâs when you saw it.
Oh, sweet heaven on earth.
The bathtub.
Not just any bathtubâa deep, oversized whirlpool tub, complete with jets and a selection of fancy bath salts sitting neatly on the edge. Your eyes widened in absolute delight as you all but floated toward it, running a hand along the cool marble.
It felt like it had been a lifetime since youâd had the chance to soak in a bath. Even when you had the option, motel tubs wereâŠQuestionable at best. You werenât about to risk whatever horrors lurked in those drains, so showers had become your normâmildly warm, rushed, and never truly satisfying.
But this?
This was your chance.
No hunts, no monsters, no worrying about saving lives. No last-minute research, no stitches to sew, no near-death experiences.
Just you, a massive tub, and all the time in the world to finally pamper yourself.
Hell. Yes.
After soaking in the tub until your fingers pruned and the tension in your muscles melted away, you finally dragged yourself out, wrapping up in a plush robe as you wandered over to your suitcase.
For once, you had the chance to ditch the usual hunterâs uniformâno jeans, no flannel, no scuffed-up boots. Just something that made you feel good. Normal.
Your fingers skimmed over the fabric as you pulled it outâa little black dress, classic and timeless, but with just the right touch of allure. The delicate lace trim along the hem and neckline added a hint of elegance, while the way the fabric hugged your curves made you feel undeniably confident. It was the kind of dress that demanded attention without even trying.
You stepped into it, letting the silky material glide over your skin, adjusting the thin straps before smoothing your hands down your sides. It was a far cry from the rugged, practical outfits you usually wore on the road, and damn, it felt nice.
Next, you slid on a pair of black heelsâjust high enough to give you that extra sway in your hips but still comfortable enough for a night out.
Turning to the mirror, you took a moment to focus on your makeupâsomething bolder than your usual go-to. A sultry smoky eye, dark lashes framing your gaze, paired with a soft nude lip. Just enough to make a statement without being overdone.
Your hair followed suitâsoft waves cascading over your shoulders, effortless but polished, framing your face just right.
With one final glance in the mirror, you smirked. Yeah. You looked good. And you were damn well going to enjoy tonight.
And judging by the way both Dean and Sam reacted when you stepped into the hotel bar, youâd made the right choice.
Dean was nursing a whiskey while Sam sipped a beer, both dressed shaper than usualâSam in a crisp, white button-up with the sleeves rolled up, Dean in a black dress shirt with the top few buttons undone, exposing just enough skin to make you roll your eyes at his predictable charm.
At first, they were talking, relaxed, until they both caught sight of you approaching. Sam's brows lifted slightly in pleasant surprise, but Dean?
Dean leaned back in his chair, giving a slow, appreciative once-over, his lips curling into that signature smirk of his.
âWell, damn,â he said, his voice smooth as honey. âDidnât know we were gettinâ all fancy tonight.â
You smirked, stepping up to their table. âFigured itâd be nice to dress up for once.â
Sam nodded, offering you a genuine smile. âYou look great.â
Dean, however, had a different kind of gleam in his eye. He leaned in, his smirk deepening, an eyebrow arching suggestively.
âIn your dreams, baby,â you cooed, patting his cheek mockingly.
Sam snickered as Dean huffed out a humourless chuckle, leaning back in his chair. But the thing was⊠he didnât have to dream.
You and Dean had been down that road before. More than once.
Late nights after hunts, when the adrenaline was still pumping and neither of you felt like wasting time picking up strangers, youâd found comfort in each other. It was an unspoken dealâblowing off steam, nothing more. No feelings, no complications. Because at the end of the day, hunters didnât get happy endings.
You werenât naĂŻve. You knew better than to hope for something more. And so did Dean.
Still, as you slid into the seat across from him, you caught the way his gaze lingered just a second longer than necessary, something unreadable flickering behind those green eyes before he knocked back another sip of whiskey.
Clearing your throat, you reached for the bottle on the table, pouring yourself a drink. âAlright, boys,â you said, lifting your glass. âHereâs to a great night.â
Dean clinked his glass against yours, that smirk never faltering.
âTo a damn good night,â he echoed.
Sam chuckled, shaking his head as he joined in. âAs long as neither of you end up in a cell, Iâll count it as a win.â
You and Dean exchanged a grin, mischief dancing in your eyes. Yeah, tonight was going to be interesting.
The pounding in your skull was the first thing you registered. The second was the taste of regret on your tongue, bitter and stale like the whiskey you clearly had too much of. A low groan slipped from your lips as you forced your eyes open, squinting against the intrusive morning light.
The room was a disaster. Pillows scattered across the floor, empty bottles knocked over on the nightstand, andâoh, fantasticâyour bra was hanging off the damn wall light fixture like some sort of drunken trophy. Your dress, meanwhile, lay crumpled in a heap by the bathroom door, and not far from it, Deanâs shirt.
Shit.
A slow, sinking realisation settled in, and with a heavy sigh, you finally turned your head.
Dean was right there, sprawled out on his back. His chest rose and fell in deep, steady breaths, his mouth slightly open, a soft snore escaping as he slept like he had no damn cares in the world.
You squeezed your eyes shut and groaned.
You had promised yourself youâd stop indulging in the oldest Winchester. The last time, things had started feeling⊠complicated. Unwanted feelings creeping in, making you second-guess the whole thing.
Guess drunk you had a serious inability to deny him.
With another groan, you forced yourself to sit upâimmediately regretting it as your head swam and your stomach lurched. Ugh. You needed something greasy and coffee stat. And some damn privacy so you could at least wash last nights shame off you.Â
So you grabbed the nearest pillow and smacked it into Deanâs face.
"Get up, Winchester."
He let out a grunt, his brow furrowing as he shifted slightly but not quite waking.
You grabbed another one.
WHUMP.
Dean groaned, lazily swiping at his face before cracking one eye open. His brow furrowed as he blinked at you, bleary and clearly just as hungover as you. "What the hell�" His voice was rough with sleep, and he grimaced, scrubbing a hand over his face.
Then, realisation dawned as he shifted under the sheets and noticed he wasnât wearing a damn thing.
A slow, cocky smirk spread across his lips.
"Knew you couldnât resist me, sweetheart," he drawled, voice still hoarse but undeniably smug.
You scoffed, reaching for the closest thing you could throw at himâan empty bottle this time. Dean yelped, flinching as you took aim, but lowered it back down, satisfied with your threat instead.Â
You slid out of bed with a grumbled âassâ and immediately regret the movement as your hangover protested.
"Damn, sweetheart. If thatâs how you treat âem the morning after, no wonder youâre still single.â Dean chuckled, running a hand through his messy hair as he stretched.
You flipped him off over your shoulder as you headed toward the bathroom. âBite me, Dean.â
His smirk widened as his gaze drifted over your retreating formâlingering on the deep, reddish-purple bruise in the perfect shape of his mouth on your bare ass.
Leaning back against the pillows, he let out a low, satisfied hum.
âPretty sure I already did.â
The scent of fresh coffee and sizzling bacon did little to soothe the pounding in your skull as you and Dean trudged into the diner like two barely functioning zombies. You were practically clinging to your massive sunglasses, shielding your eyes from the fluorescent lights that felt like tiny daggers stabbing into your brain.
Meanwhile, there was Samâalready seated in a booth, nursing a coffee, not a hangover in sight. The fucker had even been on a run.
He looked up as you both slumped into the seats across from him, his dimples appearing as he let out a low chuckle. âWell, look who finally decided to join the land of the living.â
Dean groaned, dropping his head against the table. âWhy are you so loud?â
Sam just shook his head, amused, as the waitress approached with her notepad.
You wasted no time reeling off your order. âBacon, eggs, sausage, toast, hash brownsâextra crispy. And coffee. Black. In the biggest cup youâve got.â
When the waitress turned to Dean, he simply muttered, âYeah, Iâll have what sheâs having.â
You smirked, nudging him under the table. When Harry Met Sally references werenât lost on you, and Deanâs slow realisation of it only made it funnier.
Sam just shook his head, taking a sip of his coffee before setting it down and giving you both a once-over. âYou two look like shit.â
âNo shit, Sherlock,â you grumbled, shoving your sunglasses up into your hair. âWe donât even remember what happened last night.â
Samâs brows lifted, something flickering in his gazeâsomething knowing. He hummed, lips twitching in amusement, but before you could question it, the waitress returned with your plates, effectively derailing the conversation.
For a few minutes, all that mattered was shovelling greasy food into your mouths, trying to absorb the alcohol still wreaking havoc in your systems.
And thenâ
âOh my God, there you are!â
A strangerâa man probably in his early thirtiesâgrinned down at you, looking entirely too chipper for you.
Dean blinked up at him. âUh⊠do we know you?â
The guy laughed. âDude last night was insane. Seriously, that wedding? One for the books. You two are hilarious.â
Your chewing slowed. You glanced at Dean, then back at the guy. â...What wedding?â
The manâs smile faltered, confusion knitting his brows. âUh⊠yours?â
Your stomach dropped.
Dean coughed on his coffee. âSorry, what now?â
âOh, man, you guys really donât remember, do you?â The guy pulled out his phone, tapping away before turning the screen to face you.
And there it was.
A videoâclear as dayâof you in the middle of a crowded club, a veil perched crookedly on your head, clearly wasted as you stood on a table, arms thrown wide, screaming at the top of your lungs:
"IâM MARRIED, BITCHES!!!"
The video cut to Deanâalso wastedâgrinning like an idiot before grabbing you and dipping you back dramatically, kissing you deep like something straight out of a goddamn romance movie. The entire club cheered.
The next clip? The two of you wreaking absolute havoc, leading a conga line, starting a round of body shots, and hyping up the entire place like the unhinged duo you apparently had become.
The video ended, and you and Dean sat in stunned silence, staring at the phone in abject horror.
Fuck.
Back at the hotel, you paced the room like a caged animal, running your hands through your hair, trying to make sense of the absolute shitstorm your life had apparently become. Sam sat in one of the chairs, sipping a bottle of water like this wasnât the worst day of your existence, while Dean was still in shock, slumped on the bed, staring blankly at the wall.
âLike, how did this even happen?â you fumed, throwing your hands up. âHow is this even legal?!â
âWell, when two peopleââ
You shot Sam a look of death before he could finish his snarky remark, and for once, he had the sense to shut up.
Then, as the realisation hit you like a truck, you turned on him, narrowing your eyes. âWait a damn minute. Where the hell were you?â
Sam shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck. ââŠI was the witness.â
Silence.
You and Dean slowly turned your heads toward him in unfiltered shock and disbelief.
âYou what?!â you screeched.
Dean shot up from the bed, throwing his hands in the air. âHow could you let this happen?!â
Sam held up his hands, clearly not appreciating the hostility being thrown at him. âLook, I tried to stop you both, okay? But then you," he pointed at Dean, "went on this whole rant about how in love with Y/N you are, something about how she was the girl youâd always wanted to marry.â
Your breath caught, and Deanâs head snapped toward Sam, eyes widening in horror. âDude, what the hell?!â
Sam ignored him, continuing with a shrug. âAnd then you threatened to break my iPod if I got in the way.â
You werenât listening anymore, though. You were still stuck on that part. The part where Dean apparently called you the girl heâd always wanted to marry.
Dean was panicking. His ears turned pink, his mouth opening and closing as he scrambled for damage control. âNoâit was nothing, is nothing.â He shook his head, flailing his arms.Â
âI was drunk! Blackout drunk, apparently! No one listens to drunk meâthatâs just crazy!â He let out a forced laugh, rubbing the back of his neck, but he wasnât looking at you. Because the truth was, if he ever did allow himself to dream of a normal, white-picket-fence kind of life, you were the face that had filled the once faceless woman in that dream. Always had been.
You swallowed, trying to keep your voice even, like your heart wasnât racing out of control. âRight. Obviously.â
An awkward silence settled over the room before you groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
âWe could get a lawyer?â Dean gestured to Sam, who frowned.
âI didnât even finish law school,â Sam huffed humourlessly, and Dean sighed like that was ever going to be an option, âbut I might know some old contactsâŠâ
You narrowed your eyes at the two of them. âAnd then what, huh? What lawyer in their right mind is gonna help a supposed deceased serial killer and a fraudulent criminal?â
Sam winced. âOkay, fair point.â
You took a deep breath, then grabbed your jacket.
âHey, where are you going?â Dean asked, his voice laced with worry.
You ran a frustrated hand through your hair. âIâm going to every damn chapel in town to figure out how the hell we get out of this mess.â
Before either of them could stop you, you stormed out, slamming the door behind you.
The room was left in tense silence.
Dean deflated, rubbing a hand down his face before turning to glare at Sam. âMan, why did you have to go and say that?â
Sam frowned. âBecause itâs the truth?â
Dean scoffed. âYeah, well, she didnât need to know that.â He let out a heavy breath, running both hands through his hair. âYou probably just freaked her the fuck out. Y/N doesnât do love, and neither do I. Thatâs why it works.â
Sam gave him a lookâone of pity. âDean⊠you shouldnât have to go through life alone.â
Dean clenched his jaw. âIâm not alone. I have you. I have Bobby.â His voice softened, almost bitter. âI had her.â
The weight of that realisation hit him like a truck.
Sam sighed. âYou know what I mean.â
âYeah,â Dean muttered, voice hollow. âAnd itâs a stupid fairytale.â His jaw tightened, his gaze dropping to the floor. âPeople like us? We donât get the husband and wife, the kids, the house. It all ends the same for us.â
A quiet beat stretched between them.
Sam wanted to argue, wanted to tell him he deserved more, but looking at his brotherâshoulders hunched, hands curled into fists, bracing himself for heartbreakâSam wasnât sure Dean would ever believe it.
The sun was beginning to slip behind the horizon, the sky a swirl of deep blues and purples as you sat on the stone wall outside the Bellagio, watching the fountain show dance in the glow of the Las Vegas lights, your thoughts swirling as fast as the water before you.Â
The cool breeze did little to calm the fire of frustration in your chest. Youâd been to every chapel in town, and every single one confirmed what you already knewâit was a legal marriage. The papers were real. The priest had done his job. You were bound to Dean in a way you never expected.
The thing was, deep down, you didnât even know what you were running from anymore. Though one thing run true.
Hunters didnât get married. They didnât have families. They didnât get to live out some idyllic, picture-perfect life becauseâwell, they werenât supposed to. They fought, they survived, and most of the time, that meant watching those they loved die.Â
So, the ones who did have families⊠the ones who thought they could have that normal, happy ending? You couldnât think of a single one who didnât lose it all in the end. Their families were gone. Their homes destroyed. There were no happy endings for people like you.
Still, in the quiet momentsâwhen the rush of a hunt faded away, when the liquor finally took the edge off, when you could almost imagine what it would be like to just let yourself breatheâyou had thought about it. Maybe Dean was the guy in your Vision. Maybe he was the one waiting for you at the altar. But that was just a pipe dream. A fantasy you couldnât allow yourself to get lost in.
As you sat there, your fingers gripping the rough edge of the stone, the sound of footsteps broke through your thoughts. You didnât need to look up to know who it was. Sam. Youâd known heâd come looking for you.
Without a word, Sam settled down next to you, his legs dangling off the side of the wall as he gazed out at the fountain too. He didnât push for you to talk, but you could feel the concern radiating from him.
âWhyâs being married to Dean such a bad thing?â Sam asked bluntly, getting straight to the point. Although his tone was light, teasing, but there was an edge of seriousness there, too.
You couldnât help the slight twitch of your lips, and shook your head. âItâs not bad, Sam,â you muttered, voice low. âItâs... complicated.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. âComplicated, huh? You two practically are a married couple already.â
You let out a small laugh at that, more out of disbelief than amusement. Yeah, you and Dean did have that vibe, didnât you? Always arguing, always looking out for each other, always circling each other in that maddening dance of will-they-wonât-they. Everyone could see it but you two.
You could feel Samâs knowing smile before he even spoke again. âYou know you love him, right?â he asked softly, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
You let out a long breath, staring out at the water again. âI donât know how to do love, Sam,â you admitted, the words coming out heavier than you intended. âEveryone Iâve ever loved is gone. All that Iâve known is loss. Thereâs no happy ending for people like me. Thereâs no happily-ever-after for us.â
Samâs gaze softened, and for a moment, you almost felt bad for saying it. It wasnât his fault, after all. But it was the truth, in your opinion.
Sam was quiet for a moment before he spoke again, his voice quieter now, more vulnerable. âI get it. Believe me, I do.â He shifted, his eyes downcast as he relived something only he truly understood.Â
âLoving Jessica,â he began and your gaze snapped over to him, surprised he was bringing her up, âhaving her love me back... that was one of the best feelings in the world. And then... I was lying to her. I was lying about who I was, about what I was involved in. And look how that ended.â
Your heart squeezed at the way Sam spoke about herâhow much she meant to him. You knew her story. You knew what that loss did to him. Youâd seen it all too many times: love, then bloodshed. It always ended the same way.
âButâ Sam continued, his voice steadying, âyou and Dean, you both know the risks. You already know what comes with this life. The danger. The blood. The loss. But youâre still here. Still fighting. Still breathing.â He turned to look at you, his gaze more direct now. âSo why not just take the chance? Why not go for it?â
You turned your head to meet his eyes, studying his expression. He was sincere. And for a second, you almost wanted to believe him. Maybe it was worth taking the chance. Maybe you didnât have to keep running. After all, life was short, right?
You huffed out a laugh, shaking your head as you watched the water dance in the glow of the neon lights. âYou make it sound so easy.â
Sam shrugged. âMaybe it is.â
You glanced at him, arching a brow. âYou really believe that?â
He was quiet for a moment, his gaze still fixed on the fountain. âI donât know,â he admitted, his voice softer now. âBut I do know that letting fear make the choice for you? Thatâs not living.â
Your fingers gripped the rough edge of the stone wall beneath you. Fear. Thatâs what this was, wasnât it? Not just the absurdity of being legally bound to Dean Winchester, but the weight of what it could mean. The possibility of something real. And the possibility of losing it.
âYou sound like a damn fortune cookie.â
Sam laughed, nudging your shoulder. âYeah, well, if I start talking about how life is a journey, feel free to punch me.â
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head before letting out a reserved sigh, like you still couldnât quite let go of the fear and Sam turned to you more determined.
âLook, from where Iâm sitting, you two have been doing this dance for years. You rile each other up like no one iâve ever met,â You chuckle at that because itâs the truth, âyou look out for each other more than anyone else, and Deanââ Sam let out a dry laugh, shaking his head. âMan, you should see him when youâre not around. Heâs miserable.â
Your heart clenched, and you hated that it did. Hated that it mattered.
Sam leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees. âYou love him and he loves you.â It wasnât a question, he was stating a fact.
Your throat tightened, and you swallowed hard. âIt doesnât matter.â
Sam scoffed, and it irked you, because you stubborn, in denial brain just wanted him to get it.
You tore your gaze from the fountain, looking him dead in the eye. âLook, I donât get to keep the people I love, Sam. Us hunters⊠we are just cursed with that burden.â Your voice was quiet, but it carried the weight of everything youâd already lost.
Samâs expression softened, was no less determined as he look at you; his teasing gone. âThatâs crap,â he said. âYouâre not cursed, Y/N. And neither is Dean, or any of us for that matter. Youâre not alone. Not unless you choose to be.â
You exhaled shakily, pressing your fingers against your temple. âItâs not that simple.â
âYeah, it is.â Sam turned to you fully, sincerity in every word. âDean loves you. You love him. The world is already a goddamn messâwhy not hold on to something good?â
The way he said it, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, made your chest ache.
You sat in silence for a long moment, watching the water rise and fall in a choreographed dance. The truth was, youâd thought about it before. Let yourself imagine it in the quiet moments, in the spaces between hunts, between drinks at some rundown bar, between stolen moments of passion in the sheets, where it always felt more than just a need to blow off some steam.
Maybe Sam was right. Maybe youâd been running from something that was already yours.
âHeâs not the best at this whole âfeelingsâ thing, but trust me, heâs all in. Heâs just... scared, I think. Scared youâll walk away.â
You looked away, eyes stinging for reasons you didnât fully understand. You loved him, too. You always had.
âWhy can things never be simple?â you asked softly, more to the universe than to Sam.
âBecause what is life without a little challenge,â Sam teases and you shoot him a look. âDeanâs worth it. And so are you.â
For a second, everything felt still. The fountainâs music was just background noise to the buzzing in your head, the pounding in your chest. Maybe Sam was right. Maybe you didnât have to be afraid of something good.
You took a deep breath. âMaybe itâs time I stopped running.â
Sam clapped you on the back with a grin. âI think youâre starting to get it.â
âHey.â
You watched Deanâs head snap up from where he was leaning over the bar, his focus pulling from the slow drag of his finger tracing the rim of his glass. His eyes, tired and unreadable, softened the moment they met yours.
"Hey." He returned, voice just as soft, just as uncertain. He sat up straighter as you approached, slipping onto the stool beside him.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The silence stretched, thick with all the words left unsaid, tension crackling between you like a live wire.
Dean broke first. âYou want a drink?â
You huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "God, no." You grimaced. "I donât even know how you're drinking that." You gestured toward his whiskey, still untouched except for the way heâd been absentmindedly spinning it in his grasp.
Dean smirked, lifting the glass slightly. "Never heard of hair of the dog?"
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head. And for just a moment, it felt normal again. Easy.
Until it wasnât.
Until the weight of everything youâd been avoiding pressed back down.
You exhaled, staring at the gleaming oak surface of the bar. "Iâm sorry I walked out earlier." Your voice was quieter now, careful. "I wasnât mad at you."
"I know," Dean murmured. "I get it. I do."
But you shook your head, fingers tightening slightly against the wood. "I donât think you do."
Dean frowned, his head tilting in that way he always did when he was trying to figure you out. You turned toward him, finally facing him, and the vulnerability in your eyes made his breath catch.
"DeanâŠ" You swallowed, trying to steady yourself. "I donât get to keep the people I love."
Deanâs brows knit together, his grip tightening around his glass. "Y/Nâ"
"I donât." You let out a shaky laugh, but there was no real humour in it. "Every time I let myself believe in something, it gets ripped away. And I thought⊠if I could undo this, if we could erase it like it never happened, then maybe I wouldnât have to face what it really means.â
Deanâs throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, his jaw locking. "And what does it really mean?"
You met his gaze then, your walls crumbling, your heart in your throat. "That I'm scared. That thisâ" You motioned between the two of you, voice almost breaking. "âthis is everything I ever wanted. And if I lose it? If I lose you?"
Deanâs face softened, something breaking open in his eyes. "SweetheartâŠ"
"Iâm tired of running, Dean." The words came out on an exhale, years of hesitation slipping away. "I donât want to waste another second pretending I donât want this. That I donât want you."
Deanâs lips parted slightly, his expression unreadable, but you could see itâthe way his whole body reacted to your words, the way he leaned in just the slightest bit, like he was being pulled toward you.
And then, his hand found yours, fingers threading together like they belonged there.
"You got no idea how long Iâve been waiting to hear you say that" he admitted, voice rough, edged with something that made your heart pound.
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, and before you could say anything else, before you could second-guess, Dean closed the distance.
The kiss was slow, unhurried, as if he was savouring itâsavouring you. His lips were warm, whiskey-smooth, his touch gentle but grounding. He kissed you like you were something precious, something his.
And when you finally pulled away, breathless, your forehead resting against his, a slow smile tugged at your lips.
"Okay," you murmured, your heart still racing. "But if we're gonna do this, really do thisâŠI want a ring on this finger." You wiggled your left hand for emphasis.
Dean let out a startled laugh, his head tilting back slightly before he grinned at you, his eyes twinkling.
âAnd not something subtle,â you added, your tone teasing with a raised brow as you leaned in closer.
âOh yeah?â Dean leaned in too, his grin never faltering as he played along.
"I want something big and flashy, like Iâm some damn Kardashian or whatever." You tried to hold back your laughter, but his amused expression only made it harder.
Before you could speak again, Dean captured your lips once more, silencing your laughter. You melted into him, the warmth of his kiss overwhelming.
"Anything for you, Mrs. Winchester." His voice was a soft murmur against your lips, the words feeling more natural than either of you expected.
You laughed, shaking your head, but the ache in your chest was the best kind of pain. Because, for the first time in a long while, you weren't running.

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Omg no way!!? đ€Łđ€Ł I love that!! Must have been a fun wedding if itâs sounding anything like this pairâs. đ€Ł And me too, itâs a timeless classic isnât? So simple, even predictive but effective. And thank you! iâm so glad you enjoyed it Avery đ„°đ
Blinding Lights
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: The annual trip to vegas, the city of all things sin and matrimony đ
Word Count: 5.7k
Warnings/tags: Swearing, drinking, implied spicy times, friends to lovers, FLUFF.
Prompt: Accidental Marriage
AN: Yup, we're going there again đ
the good ol' "friends to lovers". But hey sue me, it's an enjoyable trope đ. This is another submission for my @jacklesversebingo card.
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"Aha! Vegas, baby!"
"Hell yeah!"
Sam shook his head, an amused smile tugging at his lips as he watched the two of you practically vibrate with excitement as you stepped out of the car. It was the same every yearâlike clockwork. The second you and Dean set foot in Sin City; it was as if nothing else in the world existed.
Your eyes sparkled under the neon glow of the Vegas strip, reflecting the flashing lights of massive billboards advertising everything from world-class shows to all-you-can-eat buffets. The scent of warm asphalt mixed with the smoky, slightly stale air of the casinos. It was loud, chaotic, aliveâand judging by the way you and Dean grinned at each other like kids on Christmas morning, it was exactly what you had been waiting for.
It had started years ago; a tradition Dean had set in stone after one particularly gruelling hunt. What was meant to be a one-time trip to blow off steam had somehow turned into an annual pilgrimage. A few days of indulgence, no monsters, no case filesâjust booze, gambling, and in Deanâs case, the occasional fling.
Sam wasnât as wild about the whole scene as his brother, but he could appreciate the break. Maybe play a few hands of poker, enjoy the high-roller perks that occasionally came with hustling a few unsuspecting tourists. But what always caught him off guard was you.
If anything, you were just as bad as Deanâif not worse.
At first, it had been surprising. Youâd always been a hell of a hunter, sharp as a knife, level-headed when it counted. But Vegas flipped a switch in you, and suddenly, you were throwing back shots like a seasoned pro, calling Deanâs bluff at the poker table, and somehow managing to charm casino staff into handing out free drinks like they were candy. The influence between the two of you was dangerousâborderline recklessâbut damn if it wasnât entertaining to watch.
Sam had seen you two fuel each otherâs competitive streak before, but here? It was a whole new level. Whether it was betting on who could win the most at blackjack, seeing who could sweet-talk their way into VIP sections, or even just a ridiculous contest over who could score the best hotel suite upgradeâneither of you knew the meaning of âtaking it easy.â
"Alright," Sam sighed, adjusting the strap of his duffel as he trailed behind you both. "Just⊠try not to get arrested this time, okay?"
Dean smirked, slinging an arm around your shoulders. "No promises, Sammy."
You shot Sam a wink. "Yeah, whereâs the fun in that?"
Sam exhaled through his nose, already resigning himself to whatever chaos was about to unfold.
Vegas, man.
As soon as you stepped into your upgraded suite, you stretched your arms overhead, sighing in pure satisfaction. The room was gorgeousâhigh ceilings, sleek modern furniture, and floor-to-ceiling windows that offered a breathtaking view of the Vegas Strip, glowing like a sea of neon under the night sky. The plush king-sized bed looked like something out of a five-star fantasy, and the sheer space alone made it feel like pure luxury compared to the standard motel rooms you were used to.
Dean, meanwhile, was still grumbling as he dropped his duffel onto the couch.
"Unbelievable," he muttered, looking around the room in awe and then shooting you a narrowed look. He was just pissy because you won the little competitive game of â âwho could get the free upgradeâ.Â
âHey, I won this fair and square" you shrugged with a smug smile before plopping onto the bed with a dramatic sigh.
Dean scoffed, crossing his arms shooting Sam a look who just held up his hands like he wanted no part in it. âFair my ass.â
You grinned, sitting up and tilting your head in mock innocence. âWhat? Itâs not my fault the guy couldnât stop staring at my tits."
"Yeah, because pulling down your top and leaning over the counter totally wasnât planned." Dean shot back, rolling his eyes. You had to bite your lip from bursting out in laughter. Petty Dean was something else.
"Meanwhile, I actually had to use skill to negotiate. But nooo, all you had to do was flash some cleavage, bat your lashes, and boomâyouâre living like royalty while Sammy and I are stuck in a standard-ass room.â
âHey, donât hate the player, hate the game,â you teased, then arched a brow. âBesides, you do realise you just confirmed the corruption and irony of the male hierarchy, right?â
Dean opened his mouth, then closed it. Blinked. Looked at Sam, who was failing miserably at hiding his laughter.
âWhatever,â Dean grumbled in defeat, muttering to himself, âstill bullshit,â as he continued to nose around the room, clearly still sulking.
Once the boys left to go check out their âstandardâ room, Dean lingered in the doorway, casting one last longing glance at the spacious background before you smirked and slowly closed the door in his face.
With the place officially all to yourself, you decided to finish exploring, and thatâs when you saw it.
Oh, sweet heaven on earth.
The bathtub.
Not just any bathtubâa deep, oversized whirlpool tub, complete with jets and a selection of fancy bath salts sitting neatly on the edge. Your eyes widened in absolute delight as you all but floated toward it, running a hand along the cool marble.
It felt like it had been a lifetime since youâd had the chance to soak in a bath. Even when you had the option, motel tubs wereâŠQuestionable at best. You werenât about to risk whatever horrors lurked in those drains, so showers had become your normâmildly warm, rushed, and never truly satisfying.
But this?
This was your chance.
No hunts, no monsters, no worrying about saving lives. No last-minute research, no stitches to sew, no near-death experiences.
Just you, a massive tub, and all the time in the world to finally pamper yourself.
Hell. Yes.
After soaking in the tub until your fingers pruned and the tension in your muscles melted away, you finally dragged yourself out, wrapping up in a plush robe as you wandered over to your suitcase.
For once, you had the chance to ditch the usual hunterâs uniformâno jeans, no flannel, no scuffed-up boots. Just something that made you feel good. Normal.
Your fingers skimmed over the fabric as you pulled it outâa little black dress, classic and timeless, but with just the right touch of allure. The delicate lace trim along the hem and neckline added a hint of elegance, while the way the fabric hugged your curves made you feel undeniably confident. It was the kind of dress that demanded attention without even trying.
You stepped into it, letting the silky material glide over your skin, adjusting the thin straps before smoothing your hands down your sides. It was a far cry from the rugged, practical outfits you usually wore on the road, and damn, it felt nice.
Next, you slid on a pair of black heelsâjust high enough to give you that extra sway in your hips but still comfortable enough for a night out.
Turning to the mirror, you took a moment to focus on your makeupâsomething bolder than your usual go-to. A sultry smoky eye, dark lashes framing your gaze, paired with a soft nude lip. Just enough to make a statement without being overdone.
Your hair followed suitâsoft waves cascading over your shoulders, effortless but polished, framing your face just right.
With one final glance in the mirror, you smirked. Yeah. You looked good. And you were damn well going to enjoy tonight.
And judging by the way both Dean and Sam reacted when you stepped into the hotel bar, youâd made the right choice.
Dean was nursing a whiskey while Sam sipped a beer, both dressed shaper than usualâSam in a crisp, white button-up with the sleeves rolled up, Dean in a black dress shirt with the top few buttons undone, exposing just enough skin to make you roll your eyes at his predictable charm.
At first, they were talking, relaxed, until they both caught sight of you approaching. Sam's brows lifted slightly in pleasant surprise, but Dean?
Dean leaned back in his chair, giving a slow, appreciative once-over, his lips curling into that signature smirk of his.
âWell, damn,â he said, his voice smooth as honey. âDidnât know we were gettinâ all fancy tonight.â
You smirked, stepping up to their table. âFigured itâd be nice to dress up for once.â
Sam nodded, offering you a genuine smile. âYou look great.â
Dean, however, had a different kind of gleam in his eye. He leaned in, his smirk deepening, an eyebrow arching suggestively.
âIn your dreams, baby,â you cooed, patting his cheek mockingly.
Sam snickered as Dean huffed out a humourless chuckle, leaning back in his chair. But the thing was⊠he didnât have to dream.
You and Dean had been down that road before. More than once.
Late nights after hunts, when the adrenaline was still pumping and neither of you felt like wasting time picking up strangers, youâd found comfort in each other. It was an unspoken dealâblowing off steam, nothing more. No feelings, no complications. Because at the end of the day, hunters didnât get happy endings.
You werenât naĂŻve. You knew better than to hope for something more. And so did Dean.
Still, as you slid into the seat across from him, you caught the way his gaze lingered just a second longer than necessary, something unreadable flickering behind those green eyes before he knocked back another sip of whiskey.
Clearing your throat, you reached for the bottle on the table, pouring yourself a drink. âAlright, boys,â you said, lifting your glass. âHereâs to a great night.â
Dean clinked his glass against yours, that smirk never faltering.
âTo a damn good night,â he echoed.
Sam chuckled, shaking his head as he joined in. âAs long as neither of you end up in a cell, Iâll count it as a win.â
You and Dean exchanged a grin, mischief dancing in your eyes. Yeah, tonight was going to be interesting.
The pounding in your skull was the first thing you registered. The second was the taste of regret on your tongue, bitter and stale like the whiskey you clearly had too much of. A low groan slipped from your lips as you forced your eyes open, squinting against the intrusive morning light.
The room was a disaster. Pillows scattered across the floor, empty bottles knocked over on the nightstand, andâoh, fantasticâyour bra was hanging off the damn wall light fixture like some sort of drunken trophy. Your dress, meanwhile, lay crumpled in a heap by the bathroom door, and not far from it, Deanâs shirt.
Shit.
A slow, sinking realisation settled in, and with a heavy sigh, you finally turned your head.
Dean was right there, sprawled out on his back. His chest rose and fell in deep, steady breaths, his mouth slightly open, a soft snore escaping as he slept like he had no damn cares in the world.
You squeezed your eyes shut and groaned.
You had promised yourself youâd stop indulging in the oldest Winchester. The last time, things had started feeling⊠complicated. Unwanted feelings creeping in, making you second-guess the whole thing.
Guess drunk you had a serious inability to deny him.
With another groan, you forced yourself to sit upâimmediately regretting it as your head swam and your stomach lurched. Ugh. You needed something greasy and coffee stat. And some damn privacy so you could at least wash last nights shame off you.Â
So you grabbed the nearest pillow and smacked it into Deanâs face.
"Get up, Winchester."
He let out a grunt, his brow furrowing as he shifted slightly but not quite waking.
You grabbed another one.
WHUMP.
Dean groaned, lazily swiping at his face before cracking one eye open. His brow furrowed as he blinked at you, bleary and clearly just as hungover as you. "What the hell�" His voice was rough with sleep, and he grimaced, scrubbing a hand over his face.
Then, realisation dawned as he shifted under the sheets and noticed he wasnât wearing a damn thing.
A slow, cocky smirk spread across his lips.
"Knew you couldnât resist me, sweetheart," he drawled, voice still hoarse but undeniably smug.
You scoffed, reaching for the closest thing you could throw at himâan empty bottle this time. Dean yelped, flinching as you took aim, but lowered it back down, satisfied with your threat instead.Â
You slid out of bed with a grumbled âassâ and immediately regret the movement as your hangover protested.
"Damn, sweetheart. If thatâs how you treat âem the morning after, no wonder youâre still single.â Dean chuckled, running a hand through his messy hair as he stretched.
You flipped him off over your shoulder as you headed toward the bathroom. âBite me, Dean.â
His smirk widened as his gaze drifted over your retreating formâlingering on the deep, reddish-purple bruise in the perfect shape of his mouth on your bare ass.
Leaning back against the pillows, he let out a low, satisfied hum.
âPretty sure I already did.â
The scent of fresh coffee and sizzling bacon did little to soothe the pounding in your skull as you and Dean trudged into the diner like two barely functioning zombies. You were practically clinging to your massive sunglasses, shielding your eyes from the fluorescent lights that felt like tiny daggers stabbing into your brain.
Meanwhile, there was Samâalready seated in a booth, nursing a coffee, not a hangover in sight. The fucker had even been on a run.
He looked up as you both slumped into the seats across from him, his dimples appearing as he let out a low chuckle. âWell, look who finally decided to join the land of the living.â
Dean groaned, dropping his head against the table. âWhy are you so loud?â
Sam just shook his head, amused, as the waitress approached with her notepad.
You wasted no time reeling off your order. âBacon, eggs, sausage, toast, hash brownsâextra crispy. And coffee. Black. In the biggest cup youâve got.â
When the waitress turned to Dean, he simply muttered, âYeah, Iâll have what sheâs having.â
You smirked, nudging him under the table. When Harry Met Sally references werenât lost on you, and Deanâs slow realisation of it only made it funnier.
Sam just shook his head, taking a sip of his coffee before setting it down and giving you both a once-over. âYou two look like shit.â
âNo shit, Sherlock,â you grumbled, shoving your sunglasses up into your hair. âWe donât even remember what happened last night.â
Samâs brows lifted, something flickering in his gazeâsomething knowing. He hummed, lips twitching in amusement, but before you could question it, the waitress returned with your plates, effectively derailing the conversation.
For a few minutes, all that mattered was shovelling greasy food into your mouths, trying to absorb the alcohol still wreaking havoc in your systems.
And thenâ
âOh my God, there you are!â
A strangerâa man probably in his early thirtiesâgrinned down at you, looking entirely too chipper for you.
Dean blinked up at him. âUh⊠do we know you?â
The guy laughed. âDude last night was insane. Seriously, that wedding? One for the books. You two are hilarious.â
Your chewing slowed. You glanced at Dean, then back at the guy. â...What wedding?â
The manâs smile faltered, confusion knitting his brows. âUh⊠yours?â
Your stomach dropped.
Dean coughed on his coffee. âSorry, what now?â
âOh, man, you guys really donât remember, do you?â The guy pulled out his phone, tapping away before turning the screen to face you.
And there it was.
A videoâclear as dayâof you in the middle of a crowded club, a veil perched crookedly on your head, clearly wasted as you stood on a table, arms thrown wide, screaming at the top of your lungs:
"IâM MARRIED, BITCHES!!!"
The video cut to Deanâalso wastedâgrinning like an idiot before grabbing you and dipping you back dramatically, kissing you deep like something straight out of a goddamn romance movie. The entire club cheered.
The next clip? The two of you wreaking absolute havoc, leading a conga line, starting a round of body shots, and hyping up the entire place like the unhinged duo you apparently had become.
The video ended, and you and Dean sat in stunned silence, staring at the phone in abject horror.
Fuck.
Back at the hotel, you paced the room like a caged animal, running your hands through your hair, trying to make sense of the absolute shitstorm your life had apparently become. Sam sat in one of the chairs, sipping a bottle of water like this wasnât the worst day of your existence, while Dean was still in shock, slumped on the bed, staring blankly at the wall.
âLike, how did this even happen?â you fumed, throwing your hands up. âHow is this even legal?!â
âWell, when two peopleââ
You shot Sam a look of death before he could finish his snarky remark, and for once, he had the sense to shut up.
Then, as the realisation hit you like a truck, you turned on him, narrowing your eyes. âWait a damn minute. Where the hell were you?â
Sam shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck. ââŠI was the witness.â
Silence.
You and Dean slowly turned your heads toward him in unfiltered shock and disbelief.
âYou what?!â you screeched.
Dean shot up from the bed, throwing his hands in the air. âHow could you let this happen?!â
Sam held up his hands, clearly not appreciating the hostility being thrown at him. âLook, I tried to stop you both, okay? But then you," he pointed at Dean, "went on this whole rant about how in love with Y/N you are, something about how she was the girl youâd always wanted to marry.â
Your breath caught, and Deanâs head snapped toward Sam, eyes widening in horror. âDude, what the hell?!â
Sam ignored him, continuing with a shrug. âAnd then you threatened to break my iPod if I got in the way.â
You werenât listening anymore, though. You were still stuck on that part. The part where Dean apparently called you the girl heâd always wanted to marry.
Dean was panicking. His ears turned pink, his mouth opening and closing as he scrambled for damage control. âNoâit was nothing, is nothing.â He shook his head, flailing his arms.Â
âI was drunk! Blackout drunk, apparently! No one listens to drunk meâthatâs just crazy!â He let out a forced laugh, rubbing the back of his neck, but he wasnât looking at you. Because the truth was, if he ever did allow himself to dream of a normal, white-picket-fence kind of life, you were the face that had filled the once faceless woman in that dream. Always had been.
You swallowed, trying to keep your voice even, like your heart wasnât racing out of control. âRight. Obviously.â
An awkward silence settled over the room before you groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
âWe could get a lawyer?â Dean gestured to Sam, who frowned.
âI didnât even finish law school,â Sam huffed humourlessly, and Dean sighed like that was ever going to be an option, âbut I might know some old contactsâŠâ
You narrowed your eyes at the two of them. âAnd then what, huh? What lawyer in their right mind is gonna help a supposed deceased serial killer and a fraudulent criminal?â
Sam winced. âOkay, fair point.â
You took a deep breath, then grabbed your jacket.
âHey, where are you going?â Dean asked, his voice laced with worry.
You ran a frustrated hand through your hair. âIâm going to every damn chapel in town to figure out how the hell we get out of this mess.â
Before either of them could stop you, you stormed out, slamming the door behind you.
The room was left in tense silence.
Dean deflated, rubbing a hand down his face before turning to glare at Sam. âMan, why did you have to go and say that?â
Sam frowned. âBecause itâs the truth?â
Dean scoffed. âYeah, well, she didnât need to know that.â He let out a heavy breath, running both hands through his hair. âYou probably just freaked her the fuck out. Y/N doesnât do love, and neither do I. Thatâs why it works.â
Sam gave him a lookâone of pity. âDean⊠you shouldnât have to go through life alone.â
Dean clenched his jaw. âIâm not alone. I have you. I have Bobby.â His voice softened, almost bitter. âI had her.â
The weight of that realisation hit him like a truck.
Sam sighed. âYou know what I mean.â
âYeah,â Dean muttered, voice hollow. âAnd itâs a stupid fairytale.â His jaw tightened, his gaze dropping to the floor. âPeople like us? We donât get the husband and wife, the kids, the house. It all ends the same for us.â
A quiet beat stretched between them.
Sam wanted to argue, wanted to tell him he deserved more, but looking at his brotherâshoulders hunched, hands curled into fists, bracing himself for heartbreakâSam wasnât sure Dean would ever believe it.
The sun was beginning to slip behind the horizon, the sky a swirl of deep blues and purples as you sat on the stone wall outside the Bellagio, watching the fountain show dance in the glow of the Las Vegas lights, your thoughts swirling as fast as the water before you.Â
The cool breeze did little to calm the fire of frustration in your chest. Youâd been to every chapel in town, and every single one confirmed what you already knewâit was a legal marriage. The papers were real. The priest had done his job. You were bound to Dean in a way you never expected.
The thing was, deep down, you didnât even know what you were running from anymore. Though one thing run true.
Hunters didnât get married. They didnât have families. They didnât get to live out some idyllic, picture-perfect life becauseâwell, they werenât supposed to. They fought, they survived, and most of the time, that meant watching those they loved die.Â
So, the ones who did have families⊠the ones who thought they could have that normal, happy ending? You couldnât think of a single one who didnât lose it all in the end. Their families were gone. Their homes destroyed. There were no happy endings for people like you.
Still, in the quiet momentsâwhen the rush of a hunt faded away, when the liquor finally took the edge off, when you could almost imagine what it would be like to just let yourself breatheâyou had thought about it. Maybe Dean was the guy in your Vision. Maybe he was the one waiting for you at the altar. But that was just a pipe dream. A fantasy you couldnât allow yourself to get lost in.
As you sat there, your fingers gripping the rough edge of the stone, the sound of footsteps broke through your thoughts. You didnât need to look up to know who it was. Sam. Youâd known heâd come looking for you.
Without a word, Sam settled down next to you, his legs dangling off the side of the wall as he gazed out at the fountain too. He didnât push for you to talk, but you could feel the concern radiating from him.
âWhyâs being married to Dean such a bad thing?â Sam asked bluntly, getting straight to the point. Although his tone was light, teasing, but there was an edge of seriousness there, too.
You couldnât help the slight twitch of your lips, and shook your head. âItâs not bad, Sam,â you muttered, voice low. âItâs... complicated.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. âComplicated, huh? You two practically are a married couple already.â
You let out a small laugh at that, more out of disbelief than amusement. Yeah, you and Dean did have that vibe, didnât you? Always arguing, always looking out for each other, always circling each other in that maddening dance of will-they-wonât-they. Everyone could see it but you two.
You could feel Samâs knowing smile before he even spoke again. âYou know you love him, right?â he asked softly, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
You let out a long breath, staring out at the water again. âI donât know how to do love, Sam,â you admitted, the words coming out heavier than you intended. âEveryone Iâve ever loved is gone. All that Iâve known is loss. Thereâs no happy ending for people like me. Thereâs no happily-ever-after for us.â
Samâs gaze softened, and for a moment, you almost felt bad for saying it. It wasnât his fault, after all. But it was the truth, in your opinion.
Sam was quiet for a moment before he spoke again, his voice quieter now, more vulnerable. âI get it. Believe me, I do.â He shifted, his eyes downcast as he relived something only he truly understood.Â
âLoving Jessica,â he began and your gaze snapped over to him, surprised he was bringing her up, âhaving her love me back... that was one of the best feelings in the world. And then... I was lying to her. I was lying about who I was, about what I was involved in. And look how that ended.â
Your heart squeezed at the way Sam spoke about herâhow much she meant to him. You knew her story. You knew what that loss did to him. Youâd seen it all too many times: love, then bloodshed. It always ended the same way.
âButâ Sam continued, his voice steadying, âyou and Dean, you both know the risks. You already know what comes with this life. The danger. The blood. The loss. But youâre still here. Still fighting. Still breathing.â He turned to look at you, his gaze more direct now. âSo why not just take the chance? Why not go for it?â
You turned your head to meet his eyes, studying his expression. He was sincere. And for a second, you almost wanted to believe him. Maybe it was worth taking the chance. Maybe you didnât have to keep running. After all, life was short, right?
You huffed out a laugh, shaking your head as you watched the water dance in the glow of the neon lights. âYou make it sound so easy.â
Sam shrugged. âMaybe it is.â
You glanced at him, arching a brow. âYou really believe that?â
He was quiet for a moment, his gaze still fixed on the fountain. âI donât know,â he admitted, his voice softer now. âBut I do know that letting fear make the choice for you? Thatâs not living.â
Your fingers gripped the rough edge of the stone wall beneath you. Fear. Thatâs what this was, wasnât it? Not just the absurdity of being legally bound to Dean Winchester, but the weight of what it could mean. The possibility of something real. And the possibility of losing it.
âYou sound like a damn fortune cookie.â
Sam laughed, nudging your shoulder. âYeah, well, if I start talking about how life is a journey, feel free to punch me.â
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head before letting out a reserved sigh, like you still couldnât quite let go of the fear and Sam turned to you more determined.
âLook, from where Iâm sitting, you two have been doing this dance for years. You rile each other up like no one iâve ever met,â You chuckle at that because itâs the truth, âyou look out for each other more than anyone else, and Deanââ Sam let out a dry laugh, shaking his head. âMan, you should see him when youâre not around. Heâs miserable.â
Your heart clenched, and you hated that it did. Hated that it mattered.
Sam leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees. âYou love him and he loves you.â It wasnât a question, he was stating a fact.
Your throat tightened, and you swallowed hard. âIt doesnât matter.â
Sam scoffed, and it irked you, because you stubborn, in denial brain just wanted him to get it.
You tore your gaze from the fountain, looking him dead in the eye. âLook, I donât get to keep the people I love, Sam. Us hunters⊠we are just cursed with that burden.â Your voice was quiet, but it carried the weight of everything youâd already lost.
Samâs expression softened, was no less determined as he look at you; his teasing gone. âThatâs crap,â he said. âYouâre not cursed, Y/N. And neither is Dean, or any of us for that matter. Youâre not alone. Not unless you choose to be.â
You exhaled shakily, pressing your fingers against your temple. âItâs not that simple.â
âYeah, it is.â Sam turned to you fully, sincerity in every word. âDean loves you. You love him. The world is already a goddamn messâwhy not hold on to something good?â
The way he said it, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, made your chest ache.
You sat in silence for a long moment, watching the water rise and fall in a choreographed dance. The truth was, youâd thought about it before. Let yourself imagine it in the quiet moments, in the spaces between hunts, between drinks at some rundown bar, between stolen moments of passion in the sheets, where it always felt more than just a need to blow off some steam.
Maybe Sam was right. Maybe youâd been running from something that was already yours.
âHeâs not the best at this whole âfeelingsâ thing, but trust me, heâs all in. Heâs just... scared, I think. Scared youâll walk away.â
You looked away, eyes stinging for reasons you didnât fully understand. You loved him, too. You always had.
âWhy can things never be simple?â you asked softly, more to the universe than to Sam.
âBecause what is life without a little challenge,â Sam teases and you shoot him a look. âDeanâs worth it. And so are you.â
For a second, everything felt still. The fountainâs music was just background noise to the buzzing in your head, the pounding in your chest. Maybe Sam was right. Maybe you didnât have to be afraid of something good.
You took a deep breath. âMaybe itâs time I stopped running.â
Sam clapped you on the back with a grin. âI think youâre starting to get it.â
âHey.â
You watched Deanâs head snap up from where he was leaning over the bar, his focus pulling from the slow drag of his finger tracing the rim of his glass. His eyes, tired and unreadable, softened the moment they met yours.
"Hey." He returned, voice just as soft, just as uncertain. He sat up straighter as you approached, slipping onto the stool beside him.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The silence stretched, thick with all the words left unsaid, tension crackling between you like a live wire.
Dean broke first. âYou want a drink?â
You huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "God, no." You grimaced. "I donât even know how you're drinking that." You gestured toward his whiskey, still untouched except for the way heâd been absentmindedly spinning it in his grasp.
Dean smirked, lifting the glass slightly. "Never heard of hair of the dog?"
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head. And for just a moment, it felt normal again. Easy.
Until it wasnât.
Until the weight of everything youâd been avoiding pressed back down.
You exhaled, staring at the gleaming oak surface of the bar. "Iâm sorry I walked out earlier." Your voice was quieter now, careful. "I wasnât mad at you."
"I know," Dean murmured. "I get it. I do."
But you shook your head, fingers tightening slightly against the wood. "I donât think you do."
Dean frowned, his head tilting in that way he always did when he was trying to figure you out. You turned toward him, finally facing him, and the vulnerability in your eyes made his breath catch.
"DeanâŠ" You swallowed, trying to steady yourself. "I donât get to keep the people I love."
Deanâs brows knit together, his grip tightening around his glass. "Y/Nâ"
"I donât." You let out a shaky laugh, but there was no real humour in it. "Every time I let myself believe in something, it gets ripped away. And I thought⊠if I could undo this, if we could erase it like it never happened, then maybe I wouldnât have to face what it really means.â
Deanâs throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, his jaw locking. "And what does it really mean?"
You met his gaze then, your walls crumbling, your heart in your throat. "That I'm scared. That thisâ" You motioned between the two of you, voice almost breaking. "âthis is everything I ever wanted. And if I lose it? If I lose you?"
Deanâs face softened, something breaking open in his eyes. "SweetheartâŠ"
"Iâm tired of running, Dean." The words came out on an exhale, years of hesitation slipping away. "I donât want to waste another second pretending I donât want this. That I donât want you."
Deanâs lips parted slightly, his expression unreadable, but you could see itâthe way his whole body reacted to your words, the way he leaned in just the slightest bit, like he was being pulled toward you.
And then, his hand found yours, fingers threading together like they belonged there.
"You got no idea how long Iâve been waiting to hear you say that" he admitted, voice rough, edged with something that made your heart pound.
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, and before you could say anything else, before you could second-guess, Dean closed the distance.
The kiss was slow, unhurried, as if he was savouring itâsavouring you. His lips were warm, whiskey-smooth, his touch gentle but grounding. He kissed you like you were something precious, something his.
And when you finally pulled away, breathless, your forehead resting against his, a slow smile tugged at your lips.
"Okay," you murmured, your heart still racing. "But if we're gonna do this, really do thisâŠI want a ring on this finger." You wiggled your left hand for emphasis.
Dean let out a startled laugh, his head tilting back slightly before he grinned at you, his eyes twinkling.
âAnd not something subtle,â you added, your tone teasing with a raised brow as you leaned in closer.
âOh yeah?â Dean leaned in too, his grin never faltering as he played along.
"I want something big and flashy, like Iâm some damn Kardashian or whatever." You tried to hold back your laughter, but his amused expression only made it harder.
Before you could speak again, Dean captured your lips once more, silencing your laughter. You melted into him, the warmth of his kiss overwhelming.
"Anything for you, Mrs. Winchester." His voice was a soft murmur against your lips, the words feeling more natural than either of you expected.
You laughed, shaking your head, but the ache in your chest was the best kind of pain. Because, for the first time in a long while, you weren't running.

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Blinding Lights
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: The annual trip to vegas, the city of all things sin and matrimony đ
Word Count: 5.7k
Warnings/tags: Swearing, drinking, implied spicy times, friends to lovers, FLUFF.
Prompt: Accidental Marriage
AN: Yup, we're going there again đ
the good ol' "friends to lovers". But hey sue me, it's an enjoyable trope đ. This is another submission for my @jacklesversebingo card.
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"Aha! Vegas, baby!"
"Hell yeah!"
Sam shook his head, an amused smile tugging at his lips as he watched the two of you practically vibrate with excitement as you stepped out of the car. It was the same every yearâlike clockwork. The second you and Dean set foot in Sin City; it was as if nothing else in the world existed.
Your eyes sparkled under the neon glow of the Vegas strip, reflecting the flashing lights of massive billboards advertising everything from world-class shows to all-you-can-eat buffets. The scent of warm asphalt mixed with the smoky, slightly stale air of the casinos. It was loud, chaotic, aliveâand judging by the way you and Dean grinned at each other like kids on Christmas morning, it was exactly what you had been waiting for.
It had started years ago; a tradition Dean had set in stone after one particularly gruelling hunt. What was meant to be a one-time trip to blow off steam had somehow turned into an annual pilgrimage. A few days of indulgence, no monsters, no case filesâjust booze, gambling, and in Deanâs case, the occasional fling.
Sam wasnât as wild about the whole scene as his brother, but he could appreciate the break. Maybe play a few hands of poker, enjoy the high-roller perks that occasionally came with hustling a few unsuspecting tourists. But what always caught him off guard was you.
If anything, you were just as bad as Deanâif not worse.
At first, it had been surprising. Youâd always been a hell of a hunter, sharp as a knife, level-headed when it counted. But Vegas flipped a switch in you, and suddenly, you were throwing back shots like a seasoned pro, calling Deanâs bluff at the poker table, and somehow managing to charm casino staff into handing out free drinks like they were candy. The influence between the two of you was dangerousâborderline recklessâbut damn if it wasnât entertaining to watch.
Sam had seen you two fuel each otherâs competitive streak before, but here? It was a whole new level. Whether it was betting on who could win the most at blackjack, seeing who could sweet-talk their way into VIP sections, or even just a ridiculous contest over who could score the best hotel suite upgradeâneither of you knew the meaning of âtaking it easy.â
"Alright," Sam sighed, adjusting the strap of his duffel as he trailed behind you both. "Just⊠try not to get arrested this time, okay?"
Dean smirked, slinging an arm around your shoulders. "No promises, Sammy."
You shot Sam a wink. "Yeah, whereâs the fun in that?"
Sam exhaled through his nose, already resigning himself to whatever chaos was about to unfold.
Vegas, man.
As soon as you stepped into your upgraded suite, you stretched your arms overhead, sighing in pure satisfaction. The room was gorgeousâhigh ceilings, sleek modern furniture, and floor-to-ceiling windows that offered a breathtaking view of the Vegas Strip, glowing like a sea of neon under the night sky. The plush king-sized bed looked like something out of a five-star fantasy, and the sheer space alone made it feel like pure luxury compared to the standard motel rooms you were used to.
Dean, meanwhile, was still grumbling as he dropped his duffel onto the couch.
"Unbelievable," he muttered, looking around the room in awe and then shooting you a narrowed look. He was just pissy because you won the little competitive game of â âwho could get the free upgradeâ.Â
âHey, I won this fair and square" you shrugged with a smug smile before plopping onto the bed with a dramatic sigh.
Dean scoffed, crossing his arms shooting Sam a look who just held up his hands like he wanted no part in it. âFair my ass.â
You grinned, sitting up and tilting your head in mock innocence. âWhat? Itâs not my fault the guy couldnât stop staring at my tits."
"Yeah, because pulling down your top and leaning over the counter totally wasnât planned." Dean shot back, rolling his eyes. You had to bite your lip from bursting out in laughter. Petty Dean was something else.
"Meanwhile, I actually had to use skill to negotiate. But nooo, all you had to do was flash some cleavage, bat your lashes, and boomâyouâre living like royalty while Sammy and I are stuck in a standard-ass room.â
âHey, donât hate the player, hate the game,â you teased, then arched a brow. âBesides, you do realise you just confirmed the corruption and irony of the male hierarchy, right?â
Dean opened his mouth, then closed it. Blinked. Looked at Sam, who was failing miserably at hiding his laughter.
âWhatever,â Dean grumbled in defeat, muttering to himself, âstill bullshit,â as he continued to nose around the room, clearly still sulking.
Once the boys left to go check out their âstandardâ room, Dean lingered in the doorway, casting one last longing glance at the spacious background before you smirked and slowly closed the door in his face.
With the place officially all to yourself, you decided to finish exploring, and thatâs when you saw it.
Oh, sweet heaven on earth.
The bathtub.
Not just any bathtubâa deep, oversized whirlpool tub, complete with jets and a selection of fancy bath salts sitting neatly on the edge. Your eyes widened in absolute delight as you all but floated toward it, running a hand along the cool marble.
It felt like it had been a lifetime since youâd had the chance to soak in a bath. Even when you had the option, motel tubs wereâŠQuestionable at best. You werenât about to risk whatever horrors lurked in those drains, so showers had become your normâmildly warm, rushed, and never truly satisfying.
But this?
This was your chance.
No hunts, no monsters, no worrying about saving lives. No last-minute research, no stitches to sew, no near-death experiences.
Just you, a massive tub, and all the time in the world to finally pamper yourself.
Hell. Yes.
After soaking in the tub until your fingers pruned and the tension in your muscles melted away, you finally dragged yourself out, wrapping up in a plush robe as you wandered over to your suitcase.
For once, you had the chance to ditch the usual hunterâs uniformâno jeans, no flannel, no scuffed-up boots. Just something that made you feel good. Normal.
Your fingers skimmed over the fabric as you pulled it outâa little black dress, classic and timeless, but with just the right touch of allure. The delicate lace trim along the hem and neckline added a hint of elegance, while the way the fabric hugged your curves made you feel undeniably confident. It was the kind of dress that demanded attention without even trying.
You stepped into it, letting the silky material glide over your skin, adjusting the thin straps before smoothing your hands down your sides. It was a far cry from the rugged, practical outfits you usually wore on the road, and damn, it felt nice.
Next, you slid on a pair of black heelsâjust high enough to give you that extra sway in your hips but still comfortable enough for a night out.
Turning to the mirror, you took a moment to focus on your makeupâsomething bolder than your usual go-to. A sultry smoky eye, dark lashes framing your gaze, paired with a soft nude lip. Just enough to make a statement without being overdone.
Your hair followed suitâsoft waves cascading over your shoulders, effortless but polished, framing your face just right.
With one final glance in the mirror, you smirked. Yeah. You looked good. And you were damn well going to enjoy tonight.
And judging by the way both Dean and Sam reacted when you stepped into the hotel bar, youâd made the right choice.
Dean was nursing a whiskey while Sam sipped a beer, both dressed shaper than usualâSam in a crisp, white button-up with the sleeves rolled up, Dean in a black dress shirt with the top few buttons undone, exposing just enough skin to make you roll your eyes at his predictable charm.
At first, they were talking, relaxed, until they both caught sight of you approaching. Sam's brows lifted slightly in pleasant surprise, but Dean?
Dean leaned back in his chair, giving a slow, appreciative once-over, his lips curling into that signature smirk of his.
âWell, damn,â he said, his voice smooth as honey. âDidnât know we were gettinâ all fancy tonight.â
You smirked, stepping up to their table. âFigured itâd be nice to dress up for once.â
Sam nodded, offering you a genuine smile. âYou look great.â
Dean, however, had a different kind of gleam in his eye. He leaned in, his smirk deepening, an eyebrow arching suggestively.
âIn your dreams, baby,â you cooed, patting his cheek mockingly.
Sam snickered as Dean huffed out a humourless chuckle, leaning back in his chair. But the thing was⊠he didnât have to dream.
You and Dean had been down that road before. More than once.
Late nights after hunts, when the adrenaline was still pumping and neither of you felt like wasting time picking up strangers, youâd found comfort in each other. It was an unspoken dealâblowing off steam, nothing more. No feelings, no complications. Because at the end of the day, hunters didnât get happy endings.
You werenât naĂŻve. You knew better than to hope for something more. And so did Dean.
Still, as you slid into the seat across from him, you caught the way his gaze lingered just a second longer than necessary, something unreadable flickering behind those green eyes before he knocked back another sip of whiskey.
Clearing your throat, you reached for the bottle on the table, pouring yourself a drink. âAlright, boys,â you said, lifting your glass. âHereâs to a great night.â
Dean clinked his glass against yours, that smirk never faltering.
âTo a damn good night,â he echoed.
Sam chuckled, shaking his head as he joined in. âAs long as neither of you end up in a cell, Iâll count it as a win.â
You and Dean exchanged a grin, mischief dancing in your eyes. Yeah, tonight was going to be interesting.
The pounding in your skull was the first thing you registered. The second was the taste of regret on your tongue, bitter and stale like the whiskey you clearly had too much of. A low groan slipped from your lips as you forced your eyes open, squinting against the intrusive morning light.
The room was a disaster. Pillows scattered across the floor, empty bottles knocked over on the nightstand, andâoh, fantasticâyour bra was hanging off the damn wall light fixture like some sort of drunken trophy. Your dress, meanwhile, lay crumpled in a heap by the bathroom door, and not far from it, Deanâs shirt.
Shit.
A slow, sinking realisation settled in, and with a heavy sigh, you finally turned your head.
Dean was right there, sprawled out on his back. His chest rose and fell in deep, steady breaths, his mouth slightly open, a soft snore escaping as he slept like he had no damn cares in the world.
You squeezed your eyes shut and groaned.
You had promised yourself youâd stop indulging in the oldest Winchester. The last time, things had started feeling⊠complicated. Unwanted feelings creeping in, making you second-guess the whole thing.
Guess drunk you had a serious inability to deny him.
With another groan, you forced yourself to sit upâimmediately regretting it as your head swam and your stomach lurched. Ugh. You needed something greasy and coffee stat. And some damn privacy so you could at least wash last nights shame off you.Â
So you grabbed the nearest pillow and smacked it into Deanâs face.
"Get up, Winchester."
He let out a grunt, his brow furrowing as he shifted slightly but not quite waking.
You grabbed another one.
WHUMP.
Dean groaned, lazily swiping at his face before cracking one eye open. His brow furrowed as he blinked at you, bleary and clearly just as hungover as you. "What the hell�" His voice was rough with sleep, and he grimaced, scrubbing a hand over his face.
Then, realisation dawned as he shifted under the sheets and noticed he wasnât wearing a damn thing.
A slow, cocky smirk spread across his lips.
"Knew you couldnât resist me, sweetheart," he drawled, voice still hoarse but undeniably smug.
You scoffed, reaching for the closest thing you could throw at himâan empty bottle this time. Dean yelped, flinching as you took aim, but lowered it back down, satisfied with your threat instead.Â
You slid out of bed with a grumbled âassâ and immediately regret the movement as your hangover protested.
"Damn, sweetheart. If thatâs how you treat âem the morning after, no wonder youâre still single.â Dean chuckled, running a hand through his messy hair as he stretched.
You flipped him off over your shoulder as you headed toward the bathroom. âBite me, Dean.â
His smirk widened as his gaze drifted over your retreating formâlingering on the deep, reddish-purple bruise in the perfect shape of his mouth on your bare ass.
Leaning back against the pillows, he let out a low, satisfied hum.
âPretty sure I already did.â
The scent of fresh coffee and sizzling bacon did little to soothe the pounding in your skull as you and Dean trudged into the diner like two barely functioning zombies. You were practically clinging to your massive sunglasses, shielding your eyes from the fluorescent lights that felt like tiny daggers stabbing into your brain.
Meanwhile, there was Samâalready seated in a booth, nursing a coffee, not a hangover in sight. The fucker had even been on a run.
He looked up as you both slumped into the seats across from him, his dimples appearing as he let out a low chuckle. âWell, look who finally decided to join the land of the living.â
Dean groaned, dropping his head against the table. âWhy are you so loud?â
Sam just shook his head, amused, as the waitress approached with her notepad.
You wasted no time reeling off your order. âBacon, eggs, sausage, toast, hash brownsâextra crispy. And coffee. Black. In the biggest cup youâve got.â
When the waitress turned to Dean, he simply muttered, âYeah, Iâll have what sheâs having.â
You smirked, nudging him under the table. When Harry Met Sally references werenât lost on you, and Deanâs slow realisation of it only made it funnier.
Sam just shook his head, taking a sip of his coffee before setting it down and giving you both a once-over. âYou two look like shit.â
âNo shit, Sherlock,â you grumbled, shoving your sunglasses up into your hair. âWe donât even remember what happened last night.â
Samâs brows lifted, something flickering in his gazeâsomething knowing. He hummed, lips twitching in amusement, but before you could question it, the waitress returned with your plates, effectively derailing the conversation.
For a few minutes, all that mattered was shovelling greasy food into your mouths, trying to absorb the alcohol still wreaking havoc in your systems.
And thenâ
âOh my God, there you are!â
A strangerâa man probably in his early thirtiesâgrinned down at you, looking entirely too chipper for you.
Dean blinked up at him. âUh⊠do we know you?â
The guy laughed. âDude last night was insane. Seriously, that wedding? One for the books. You two are hilarious.â
Your chewing slowed. You glanced at Dean, then back at the guy. â...What wedding?â
The manâs smile faltered, confusion knitting his brows. âUh⊠yours?â
Your stomach dropped.
Dean coughed on his coffee. âSorry, what now?â
âOh, man, you guys really donât remember, do you?â The guy pulled out his phone, tapping away before turning the screen to face you.
And there it was.
A videoâclear as dayâof you in the middle of a crowded club, a veil perched crookedly on your head, clearly wasted as you stood on a table, arms thrown wide, screaming at the top of your lungs:
"IâM MARRIED, BITCHES!!!"
The video cut to Deanâalso wastedâgrinning like an idiot before grabbing you and dipping you back dramatically, kissing you deep like something straight out of a goddamn romance movie. The entire club cheered.
The next clip? The two of you wreaking absolute havoc, leading a conga line, starting a round of body shots, and hyping up the entire place like the unhinged duo you apparently had become.
The video ended, and you and Dean sat in stunned silence, staring at the phone in abject horror.
Fuck.
Back at the hotel, you paced the room like a caged animal, running your hands through your hair, trying to make sense of the absolute shitstorm your life had apparently become. Sam sat in one of the chairs, sipping a bottle of water like this wasnât the worst day of your existence, while Dean was still in shock, slumped on the bed, staring blankly at the wall.
âLike, how did this even happen?â you fumed, throwing your hands up. âHow is this even legal?!â
âWell, when two peopleââ
You shot Sam a look of death before he could finish his snarky remark, and for once, he had the sense to shut up.
Then, as the realisation hit you like a truck, you turned on him, narrowing your eyes. âWait a damn minute. Where the hell were you?â
Sam shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck. ââŠI was the witness.â
Silence.
You and Dean slowly turned your heads toward him in unfiltered shock and disbelief.
âYou what?!â you screeched.
Dean shot up from the bed, throwing his hands in the air. âHow could you let this happen?!â
Sam held up his hands, clearly not appreciating the hostility being thrown at him. âLook, I tried to stop you both, okay? But then you," he pointed at Dean, "went on this whole rant about how in love with Y/N you are, something about how she was the girl youâd always wanted to marry.â
Your breath caught, and Deanâs head snapped toward Sam, eyes widening in horror. âDude, what the hell?!â
Sam ignored him, continuing with a shrug. âAnd then you threatened to break my iPod if I got in the way.â
You werenât listening anymore, though. You were still stuck on that part. The part where Dean apparently called you the girl heâd always wanted to marry.
Dean was panicking. His ears turned pink, his mouth opening and closing as he scrambled for damage control. âNoâit was nothing, is nothing.â He shook his head, flailing his arms.Â
âI was drunk! Blackout drunk, apparently! No one listens to drunk meâthatâs just crazy!â He let out a forced laugh, rubbing the back of his neck, but he wasnât looking at you. Because the truth was, if he ever did allow himself to dream of a normal, white-picket-fence kind of life, you were the face that had filled the once faceless woman in that dream. Always had been.
You swallowed, trying to keep your voice even, like your heart wasnât racing out of control. âRight. Obviously.â
An awkward silence settled over the room before you groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âWhat are we gonna do?â
âWe could get a lawyer?â Dean gestured to Sam, who frowned.
âI didnât even finish law school,â Sam huffed humourlessly, and Dean sighed like that was ever going to be an option, âbut I might know some old contactsâŠâ
You narrowed your eyes at the two of them. âAnd then what, huh? What lawyer in their right mind is gonna help a supposed deceased serial killer and a fraudulent criminal?â
Sam winced. âOkay, fair point.â
You took a deep breath, then grabbed your jacket.
âHey, where are you going?â Dean asked, his voice laced with worry.
You ran a frustrated hand through your hair. âIâm going to every damn chapel in town to figure out how the hell we get out of this mess.â
Before either of them could stop you, you stormed out, slamming the door behind you.
The room was left in tense silence.
Dean deflated, rubbing a hand down his face before turning to glare at Sam. âMan, why did you have to go and say that?â
Sam frowned. âBecause itâs the truth?â
Dean scoffed. âYeah, well, she didnât need to know that.â He let out a heavy breath, running both hands through his hair. âYou probably just freaked her the fuck out. Y/N doesnât do love, and neither do I. Thatâs why it works.â
Sam gave him a lookâone of pity. âDean⊠you shouldnât have to go through life alone.â
Dean clenched his jaw. âIâm not alone. I have you. I have Bobby.â His voice softened, almost bitter. âI had her.â
The weight of that realisation hit him like a truck.
Sam sighed. âYou know what I mean.â
âYeah,â Dean muttered, voice hollow. âAnd itâs a stupid fairytale.â His jaw tightened, his gaze dropping to the floor. âPeople like us? We donât get the husband and wife, the kids, the house. It all ends the same for us.â
A quiet beat stretched between them.
Sam wanted to argue, wanted to tell him he deserved more, but looking at his brotherâshoulders hunched, hands curled into fists, bracing himself for heartbreakâSam wasnât sure Dean would ever believe it.
The sun was beginning to slip behind the horizon, the sky a swirl of deep blues and purples as you sat on the stone wall outside the Bellagio, watching the fountain show dance in the glow of the Las Vegas lights, your thoughts swirling as fast as the water before you.Â
The cool breeze did little to calm the fire of frustration in your chest. Youâd been to every chapel in town, and every single one confirmed what you already knewâit was a legal marriage. The papers were real. The priest had done his job. You were bound to Dean in a way you never expected.
The thing was, deep down, you didnât even know what you were running from anymore. Though one thing run true.
Hunters didnât get married. They didnât have families. They didnât get to live out some idyllic, picture-perfect life becauseâwell, they werenât supposed to. They fought, they survived, and most of the time, that meant watching those they loved die.Â
So, the ones who did have families⊠the ones who thought they could have that normal, happy ending? You couldnât think of a single one who didnât lose it all in the end. Their families were gone. Their homes destroyed. There were no happy endings for people like you.
Still, in the quiet momentsâwhen the rush of a hunt faded away, when the liquor finally took the edge off, when you could almost imagine what it would be like to just let yourself breatheâyou had thought about it. Maybe Dean was the guy in your Vision. Maybe he was the one waiting for you at the altar. But that was just a pipe dream. A fantasy you couldnât allow yourself to get lost in.
As you sat there, your fingers gripping the rough edge of the stone, the sound of footsteps broke through your thoughts. You didnât need to look up to know who it was. Sam. Youâd known heâd come looking for you.
Without a word, Sam settled down next to you, his legs dangling off the side of the wall as he gazed out at the fountain too. He didnât push for you to talk, but you could feel the concern radiating from him.
âWhyâs being married to Dean such a bad thing?â Sam asked bluntly, getting straight to the point. Although his tone was light, teasing, but there was an edge of seriousness there, too.
You couldnât help the slight twitch of your lips, and shook your head. âItâs not bad, Sam,â you muttered, voice low. âItâs... complicated.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. âComplicated, huh? You two practically are a married couple already.â
You let out a small laugh at that, more out of disbelief than amusement. Yeah, you and Dean did have that vibe, didnât you? Always arguing, always looking out for each other, always circling each other in that maddening dance of will-they-wonât-they. Everyone could see it but you two.
You could feel Samâs knowing smile before he even spoke again. âYou know you love him, right?â he asked softly, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
You let out a long breath, staring out at the water again. âI donât know how to do love, Sam,â you admitted, the words coming out heavier than you intended. âEveryone Iâve ever loved is gone. All that Iâve known is loss. Thereâs no happy ending for people like me. Thereâs no happily-ever-after for us.â
Samâs gaze softened, and for a moment, you almost felt bad for saying it. It wasnât his fault, after all. But it was the truth, in your opinion.
Sam was quiet for a moment before he spoke again, his voice quieter now, more vulnerable. âI get it. Believe me, I do.â He shifted, his eyes downcast as he relived something only he truly understood.Â
âLoving Jessica,â he began and your gaze snapped over to him, surprised he was bringing her up, âhaving her love me back... that was one of the best feelings in the world. And then... I was lying to her. I was lying about who I was, about what I was involved in. And look how that ended.â
Your heart squeezed at the way Sam spoke about herâhow much she meant to him. You knew her story. You knew what that loss did to him. Youâd seen it all too many times: love, then bloodshed. It always ended the same way.
âButâ Sam continued, his voice steadying, âyou and Dean, you both know the risks. You already know what comes with this life. The danger. The blood. The loss. But youâre still here. Still fighting. Still breathing.â He turned to look at you, his gaze more direct now. âSo why not just take the chance? Why not go for it?â
You turned your head to meet his eyes, studying his expression. He was sincere. And for a second, you almost wanted to believe him. Maybe it was worth taking the chance. Maybe you didnât have to keep running. After all, life was short, right?
You huffed out a laugh, shaking your head as you watched the water dance in the glow of the neon lights. âYou make it sound so easy.â
Sam shrugged. âMaybe it is.â
You glanced at him, arching a brow. âYou really believe that?â
He was quiet for a moment, his gaze still fixed on the fountain. âI donât know,â he admitted, his voice softer now. âBut I do know that letting fear make the choice for you? Thatâs not living.â
Your fingers gripped the rough edge of the stone wall beneath you. Fear. Thatâs what this was, wasnât it? Not just the absurdity of being legally bound to Dean Winchester, but the weight of what it could mean. The possibility of something real. And the possibility of losing it.
âYou sound like a damn fortune cookie.â
Sam laughed, nudging your shoulder. âYeah, well, if I start talking about how life is a journey, feel free to punch me.â
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head before letting out a reserved sigh, like you still couldnât quite let go of the fear and Sam turned to you more determined.
âLook, from where Iâm sitting, you two have been doing this dance for years. You rile each other up like no one iâve ever met,â You chuckle at that because itâs the truth, âyou look out for each other more than anyone else, and Deanââ Sam let out a dry laugh, shaking his head. âMan, you should see him when youâre not around. Heâs miserable.â
Your heart clenched, and you hated that it did. Hated that it mattered.
Sam leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees. âYou love him and he loves you.â It wasnât a question, he was stating a fact.
Your throat tightened, and you swallowed hard. âIt doesnât matter.â
Sam scoffed, and it irked you, because you stubborn, in denial brain just wanted him to get it.
You tore your gaze from the fountain, looking him dead in the eye. âLook, I donât get to keep the people I love, Sam. Us hunters⊠we are just cursed with that burden.â Your voice was quiet, but it carried the weight of everything youâd already lost.
Samâs expression softened, was no less determined as he look at you; his teasing gone. âThatâs crap,â he said. âYouâre not cursed, Y/N. And neither is Dean, or any of us for that matter. Youâre not alone. Not unless you choose to be.â
You exhaled shakily, pressing your fingers against your temple. âItâs not that simple.â
âYeah, it is.â Sam turned to you fully, sincerity in every word. âDean loves you. You love him. The world is already a goddamn messâwhy not hold on to something good?â
The way he said it, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, made your chest ache.
You sat in silence for a long moment, watching the water rise and fall in a choreographed dance. The truth was, youâd thought about it before. Let yourself imagine it in the quiet moments, in the spaces between hunts, between drinks at some rundown bar, between stolen moments of passion in the sheets, where it always felt more than just a need to blow off some steam.
Maybe Sam was right. Maybe youâd been running from something that was already yours.
âHeâs not the best at this whole âfeelingsâ thing, but trust me, heâs all in. Heâs just... scared, I think. Scared youâll walk away.â
You looked away, eyes stinging for reasons you didnât fully understand. You loved him, too. You always had.
âWhy can things never be simple?â you asked softly, more to the universe than to Sam.
âBecause what is life without a little challenge,â Sam teases and you shoot him a look. âDeanâs worth it. And so are you.â
For a second, everything felt still. The fountainâs music was just background noise to the buzzing in your head, the pounding in your chest. Maybe Sam was right. Maybe you didnât have to be afraid of something good.
You took a deep breath. âMaybe itâs time I stopped running.â
Sam clapped you on the back with a grin. âI think youâre starting to get it.â
âHey.â
You watched Deanâs head snap up from where he was leaning over the bar, his focus pulling from the slow drag of his finger tracing the rim of his glass. His eyes, tired and unreadable, softened the moment they met yours.
"Hey." He returned, voice just as soft, just as uncertain. He sat up straighter as you approached, slipping onto the stool beside him.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The silence stretched, thick with all the words left unsaid, tension crackling between you like a live wire.
Dean broke first. âYou want a drink?â
You huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "God, no." You grimaced. "I donât even know how you're drinking that." You gestured toward his whiskey, still untouched except for the way heâd been absentmindedly spinning it in his grasp.
Dean smirked, lifting the glass slightly. "Never heard of hair of the dog?"
You chuckled despite yourself, shaking your head. And for just a moment, it felt normal again. Easy.
Until it wasnât.
Until the weight of everything youâd been avoiding pressed back down.
You exhaled, staring at the gleaming oak surface of the bar. "Iâm sorry I walked out earlier." Your voice was quieter now, careful. "I wasnât mad at you."
"I know," Dean murmured. "I get it. I do."
But you shook your head, fingers tightening slightly against the wood. "I donât think you do."
Dean frowned, his head tilting in that way he always did when he was trying to figure you out. You turned toward him, finally facing him, and the vulnerability in your eyes made his breath catch.
"DeanâŠ" You swallowed, trying to steady yourself. "I donât get to keep the people I love."
Deanâs brows knit together, his grip tightening around his glass. "Y/Nâ"
"I donât." You let out a shaky laugh, but there was no real humour in it. "Every time I let myself believe in something, it gets ripped away. And I thought⊠if I could undo this, if we could erase it like it never happened, then maybe I wouldnât have to face what it really means.â
Deanâs throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, his jaw locking. "And what does it really mean?"
You met his gaze then, your walls crumbling, your heart in your throat. "That I'm scared. That thisâ" You motioned between the two of you, voice almost breaking. "âthis is everything I ever wanted. And if I lose it? If I lose you?"
Deanâs face softened, something breaking open in his eyes. "SweetheartâŠ"
"Iâm tired of running, Dean." The words came out on an exhale, years of hesitation slipping away. "I donât want to waste another second pretending I donât want this. That I donât want you."
Deanâs lips parted slightly, his expression unreadable, but you could see itâthe way his whole body reacted to your words, the way he leaned in just the slightest bit, like he was being pulled toward you.
And then, his hand found yours, fingers threading together like they belonged there.
"You got no idea how long Iâve been waiting to hear you say that" he admitted, voice rough, edged with something that made your heart pound.
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, and before you could say anything else, before you could second-guess, Dean closed the distance.
The kiss was slow, unhurried, as if he was savouring itâsavouring you. His lips were warm, whiskey-smooth, his touch gentle but grounding. He kissed you like you were something precious, something his.
And when you finally pulled away, breathless, your forehead resting against his, a slow smile tugged at your lips.
"Okay," you murmured, your heart still racing. "But if we're gonna do this, really do thisâŠI want a ring on this finger." You wiggled your left hand for emphasis.
Dean let out a startled laugh, his head tilting back slightly before he grinned at you, his eyes twinkling.
âAnd not something subtle,â you added, your tone teasing with a raised brow as you leaned in closer.
âOh yeah?â Dean leaned in too, his grin never faltering as he played along.
"I want something big and flashy, like Iâm some damn Kardashian or whatever." You tried to hold back your laughter, but his amused expression only made it harder.
Before you could speak again, Dean captured your lips once more, silencing your laughter. You melted into him, the warmth of his kiss overwhelming.
"Anything for you, Mrs. Winchester." His voice was a soft murmur against your lips, the words feeling more natural than either of you expected.
You laughed, shaking your head, but the ache in your chest was the best kind of pain. Because, for the first time in a long while, you weren't running.

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Jensen Ackles as Soldier Boy THE BOYS (2022) | 3.04 â âGlorious Five Year Planâ
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Well i for one think thereâs more depth to him than we see in the show⊠or maybe iâm too hopeful đ€Ł But like you said, we may see more to him yet, i mean heâs a series regular in S5 and heâs getting his own show!! đđ€
Headcanon: Comforting you after a loss.
Pairing: Dean x reader, Beau Arlen x Reader, Soldier Boy/Ben x Reader
Warnings/Tags: Mentions of loss, angst, fluff, established relationships
AN: This is just a little something for @jackles010378, I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time, and hope this cheers you up some â€ïž
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Dean Winchester
Dean isnât great with words when it comes to griefâhe knows thereâs nothing he can say to take your pain away.
But heâs damn sure not going to let you go through it alone.
The moment he sees the heartbreak in your eyes, he'll pull you into his arms, holding you tightly against his chest.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, pressing a lingering kiss to your crown.
He would stay like that for as long as you needed, grounding you in his warmth, his security.
In the following days, he would watch over you like a hawkânot smothering, but making sure youâre eating, drinking, and not shutting down completely.
Heâll cook you your favourite food, even run in to town to get you your favourite cheeseburger if that's what you wanted.
If you canât sleep, neither does he. Heâll stay up, letting you rest against him, running his fingers through your hair until it finally lulled you to sleep
And when the grief feels unbearable, when you finally break down in front of him, he'll just hold you, whispering soft reassurances.
âYou donât have to be strong for me, baby. Just let it out. Iâm right here.â
He never rushes your healing, never tries to fix what canât be fixedâhe just loves you through it, in the way only Dean Winchester can.

Beau Arlen
Beau doesnât pretend to have all the answers, but he knows one thing for sureâyouâre his, and heâs not going to let you go through this alone.
The first thing he does is hold you.
Not just some half-hearted hugâno, he wraps you up in his arms, pressing slow, lingering kisses to your temple, your cheek, your forehead.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, his voice thick with emotion. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
He checks on you constantlyâbringing you coffee, making sure you eat, running his fingers over your back in soothing circles when you canât bring yourself to get out of bed.
And when the silence in the house feels too heavy, he takes you on a driveâwindows down, his hand resting over yours on the gearshift.
âJust us, baby,â he says softly. âBreathe.â
At night, when the weight of your grief is too much, he pulls you onto his lap, cradling you against him.
âI wish I could take this pain away from you,â he admits, pressing his lips against your shoulder. âBut Iâll carry as much of it as I can, darlinâ.â
He'll hold you for as long as you need, whispering sweet reassurances between soft, lingering kisses, letting you cry into his chest if thatâs what you need.
Beau Arlen isnât just your manâheâs your safe place, and heâll spend every day reminding you of that.

Soldier Boy/Ben

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Ben doesnât do emotions. Not really.
Heâs spent decades brushing off pain, cracking jokes, and punching his way through problems.
People cry? He rolls his eyes. People break down? He walks the other way. Thatâs just how he is.
But you? Youâre different.
When he sees you hurting, something inside him tightens, and for once, he doesnât have some snarky comment locked and loaded.
Instead, he stands there, fists clenching and unclenching at his sides, unsure of what the hell heâs supposed to do.
At first, he tries to be himself about itâgruff, no-nonsense.
âHey, shit happens. People die, the world keeps turning.â
But when you donât react, when you just sit there looking so damn lost, he feels something foreign creeping in. Worry.
So, he does the only thing he can think ofâhe pulls you into his arms, tight, unyielding. His grip is almost bruising, like heâs afraid youâll disappear if he lets go.Â
âI got you, baby,â he mutters against your hair, his voice rough but lacking its usual edge. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
Heâs awkward about itâcomfort isnât his thingâbut for you, he tries.
He sticks close, hovering even when he pretends heâs not. He wonât outright ask if youâre okay, but suddenly, heâs around more.
Sitting next to you, brushing his fingers against yours, silently daring you to take his hand.
When the grief finally crashes over you, when you collapse against him in sobs, he stiffens at firstâold instincts screaming at him to run.
But then he melts, wrapping you up in his arms, pressing rough kisses to the top of your head.
âShhh, sweetheart,â he mutters, voice softer than youâve ever heard it. "I got you.â
That night, he doesnât leave your side. He pulls you into his chest, holds you close, fingers tangled in your hair.
âYouâre not alone, doll,â he whispers, voice raw. âNot anymore.â
And maybe heâs never said those words before, but for once, he means every damn one of them.
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Thank you so much lovely! It means so much that I could convey it as I hoped đ„č. Ben was a little challenge but even he became a softy in the end and made up for, well, being him đ
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Headcanon: Comforting you after a loss.
Pairing: Dean x reader, Beau Arlen x Reader, Soldier Boy/Ben x Reader
Warnings/Tags: Mentions of loss, angst, fluff, established relationships
AN: This is just a little something for @jackles010378, I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time, and hope this cheers you up some â€ïž
Main Masterlist
Dean Winchester
Dean isnât great with words when it comes to griefâhe knows thereâs nothing he can say to take your pain away.
But heâs damn sure not going to let you go through it alone.
The moment he sees the heartbreak in your eyes, he'll pull you into his arms, holding you tightly against his chest.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, pressing a lingering kiss to your crown.
He would stay like that for as long as you needed, grounding you in his warmth, his security.
In the following days, he would watch over you like a hawkânot smothering, but making sure youâre eating, drinking, and not shutting down completely.
Heâll cook you your favourite food, even run in to town to get you your favourite cheeseburger if that's what you wanted.
If you canât sleep, neither does he. Heâll stay up, letting you rest against him, running his fingers through your hair until it finally lulled you to sleep
And when the grief feels unbearable, when you finally break down in front of him, he'll just hold you, whispering soft reassurances.
âYou donât have to be strong for me, baby. Just let it out. Iâm right here.â
He never rushes your healing, never tries to fix what canât be fixedâhe just loves you through it, in the way only Dean Winchester can.

Beau Arlen
Beau doesnât pretend to have all the answers, but he knows one thing for sureâyouâre his, and heâs not going to let you go through this alone.
The first thing he does is hold you.
Not just some half-hearted hugâno, he wraps you up in his arms, pressing slow, lingering kisses to your temple, your cheek, your forehead.
âI got you, sweetheart,â he'll murmur, his voice thick with emotion. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
He checks on you constantlyâbringing you coffee, making sure you eat, running his fingers over your back in soothing circles when you canât bring yourself to get out of bed.
And when the silence in the house feels too heavy, he takes you on a driveâwindows down, his hand resting over yours on the gearshift.
âJust us, baby,â he says softly. âBreathe.â
At night, when the weight of your grief is too much, he pulls you onto his lap, cradling you against him.
âI wish I could take this pain away from you,â he admits, pressing his lips against your shoulder. âBut Iâll carry as much of it as I can, darlinâ.â
He'll hold you for as long as you need, whispering sweet reassurances between soft, lingering kisses, letting you cry into his chest if thatâs what you need.
Beau Arlen isnât just your manâheâs your safe place, and heâll spend every day reminding you of that.

Soldier Boy/Ben

Gif by @becauseofthebowties
Ben doesnât do emotions. Not really.
Heâs spent decades brushing off pain, cracking jokes, and punching his way through problems.
People cry? He rolls his eyes. People break down? He walks the other way. Thatâs just how he is.
But you? Youâre different.
When he sees you hurting, something inside him tightens, and for once, he doesnât have some snarky comment locked and loaded.
Instead, he stands there, fists clenching and unclenching at his sides, unsure of what the hell heâs supposed to do.
At first, he tries to be himself about itâgruff, no-nonsense.
âHey, shit happens. People die, the world keeps turning.â
But when you donât react, when you just sit there looking so damn lost, he feels something foreign creeping in. Worry.
So, he does the only thing he can think ofâhe pulls you into his arms, tight, unyielding. His grip is almost bruising, like heâs afraid youâll disappear if he lets go.Â
âI got you, baby,â he mutters against your hair, his voice rough but lacking its usual edge. âI ainât goinâ anywhere.â
Heâs awkward about itâcomfort isnât his thingâbut for you, he tries.
He sticks close, hovering even when he pretends heâs not. He wonât outright ask if youâre okay, but suddenly, heâs around more.
Sitting next to you, brushing his fingers against yours, silently daring you to take his hand.
When the grief finally crashes over you, when you collapse against him in sobs, he stiffens at firstâold instincts screaming at him to run.
But then he melts, wrapping you up in his arms, pressing rough kisses to the top of your head.
âShhh, sweetheart,â he mutters, voice softer than youâve ever heard it. "I got you.â
That night, he doesnât leave your side. He pulls you into his chest, holds you close, fingers tangled in your hair.
âYouâre not alone, doll,â he whispers, voice raw. âNot anymore.â
And maybe heâs never said those words before, but for once, he means every damn one of them.
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Gosh I remember this all now đ€
God I have no words for how much I hate Dick! Pffft, what a fitting name!
And then there's Dean, being sweet and heroic and then an idiot again!
It was hard not to be when his inner alpha acted so possessive over you. âMine,â it rumbled. Snarling and gnawing away at his resolve piece by piece, even though hours earlier, the responsibility and temptation of a mate was something he didnât want. âShe deserves better,â he tried to reason with himself. Though anyone and anywhere different was an improvement on living here with your alpha in this middle of nowhere cesspool, and âWeâd never hurt her,â countered him back.
This whole inner dialogue is making me want to scream!! Listen to your instincts! Both hunter and Alpha you FOOL!! đ Also it's giving me Gollum and smeagol vibes? or is that just my nerd brain? đ€Ł
"We wants it" "No we can't haves it" -- No? đ
âYour alpha. Do you love him?â He repeated, waiting for any unspoken clues you might give. You took your time. For Dean it was agonising, but when you did speak, his heart panged with relief and dismay. âI thought I did,â you said. âBut I didnât think heâd do this either.â
This was just so heartbreaking!! And then he did it because she met her soulmate đ© God my heart!!
âPlease donât. Thatâs not you doing the talking. Your instincts are.â Just as youâd said, your neck and the punctures that formed a ring around it continued to draw his eyes. âYou donât know that.â âI do. Mine are affecting me, even though I have a mate. If you had wanted me, you wouldnât have taken me home.â
Oooof that one stung! đ But now she's being silly, Dean went back for her! That has to mean something!?
âI need you on babysitting duties.â âBabysitâWhere are you going?â Sam stared at him dumbfounded until Dean flashed his best smirk. One could say he was being cocky, and maybe he was. But in this instance, he needed all the confidence he could muster. âTo deal with Dick,â he said.
Dean's gon' go all overprotective Alpha on his ass. And I am here for it!! đ€
Such an intense Chapter! So many emotions! I'm so pumped for the next!!
Amazing work as always Beth đâ€ïžâđ„

TO YOU I BELONG: CHAPTER 2
Series Masterlist || Main Masterlist
Pairing: Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader
Summary: Dean isn't looking for a mate, and the last place he expects to meet his soulmate is while on a case. Fate ain't real. He still has free will, and saving you is just another part of the job. Except, monsters aren't the only things you need saving from... 18+ only MDNI
Chapter Word Count: 4.1k words
Chapter Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, language, referenced physical abuse, referenced sexual assault, injuries to reader
A/N: I wanted to have this out a few hours earlier, but my brain couldnât help playing around with things⊠Enjoy â€ïž
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The way the heat radiated off of you was just as Dean remembered, reminding him of what little memories he had of his mom of all things.
Your softness. The curve of your hips. Your body moulding perfectly into his had his blood thrumming in his ears and down below. Okay, that was nothing like his mother, he hoped, but he was enamoured. Had they been dealing with witches or wood nymphs, heâd say spellbound, struck by a potion or curse and growing soft.
It was hard not to be when his inner alpha acted so possessive over you.
âMine,â it rumbled. Snarling and gnawing away at his resolve piece by piece, even though hours earlier, the responsibility and temptation of a mate was something he didnât want.
âShe deserves better,â he tried to reason with himself. Though anyone and anywhere different was an improvement on living here with your alpha in this middle of nowhere cesspool, and âWeâd never hurt her,â countered him back.
No, he would not. Nor would Dean ever try to scent or mark you while you were injured. He was determined by that. Knowing if he was gonna claim you, heâd have to wait and do things right. If you agreed and became his, anyone who tried to whisk you away as he had just done wouldnât live to tell the tale, andâŠ
What the hell was he thinking? Claiming you? Making you his?
How âbout where the fuck was your supposed alpha? The one whose stench soured your own. The one he hadnât bothered looking for, and rather just picked up and took off with you.
YeahâŠ
Dean would never let you out of his sight. Heâd never do this to you in the first place, either though, and his fingers flexed where they held you.
He was quick to release them.
âRound your side and under your knee, the action caused your thighs to squeeze together and your breath to hiss on its inhale.
âIâm sorry, sweetheart,â he said.
He didnât dare use omega again. Not now. Not to your face. His alpha could call you that term all it wanted, but with your matted hair now feathering the stubble on his chin when you shook yours, his gut churned.
âNo. Youâre helping me,â you said. âI should be thanking you.â
You may as well have struck him with a blade. Reached right through skin and flesh and into his stomach cavity and assisted the churning; further twisted his insides with your bare hands to yank them out, even. Hell, heâd do it himself. Save some time. Same effect.
âYeah, well, I let you go back to your alpha before I knew how heâd treat you,â he said. And he shouldâve known better, but so should you.
âI told you Iââ
âDonât.â He clicked his tongue. âYou know Iâve thrown a lot of punches? Been on the receiving end of them too, and thereâs no way those injuries were from a doorknob. So you wanna try me again?â
âI said I fell,â you whispered, and Dean stopped in his tracks, crackling the gravel beneath his boots. He couldnât believe what he was hearing. Well, no, he could. Youâd used that lie already in the park.
He bent his torso to leer a cocked brow, regretting that decision the second his spine moved. What little light there was above revealed more than heâd bargained for.
Yes, your thighs tightened above his arms. But so did every joint, muscle and nerve ending in his own body along with them.
Your right eye and the opposite cheekbone had distinct patches of mismatched colour, spreading. Heâd say you were wearing lipstick. Only the last time he checked, makeup didnât come with a clear, watery film around it. No. Dean knew an uppercut when he saw one. He knew the strength of an aroused alpha, too.
The shirt you wore had ripped more, and though his initials were still sitting right there, they were harder to distinguish because abrasions and puncture marks now covered them.
He felt sick. That churning in his gut would spill over you if he werenât careful.
How?
Why?
You were his mate. Even without his scent, the swelling that billowed from your neck gave that away.
You werenât in heat; from the scent, he wasnât in rut, and that information just made Deanâs blood boil more than it already was. âDid he force his knot on you?â
âRitchieâŠis my mate.â And your pause was telling.
âI donât care who he is. Thatâs not what Iâm asking you. What did he do to you?â
As if a switch had flicked, or in this case, floodgates opened. The stench of your alphaâs sack wafted up into his nose, along with more fear from you.
Your eyes filled with tears. Your limbs scrambled to pull away from him. The added stench of pine and a cheap aftershave that wasnât his swept through the remnants of cum and sweat. But as much as that recoiled him, Dean still leaned back, taking a firm grip to shift your weight in his arms. He wasnât letting you go.
He took a deep breath over the shame hitching in his throat, and, âIâm sorry,â he said again. Only this time, it held more than one meaning. He just hoped he could make it all up to you.
When Dean reached the motel carpark, his feet kicked up faster across the ground. âSammy!â he yelled, not caring who heard him - heâd punch the lights outta anyone who got in his way.
His steel cap boot was raised and ready to strike the chipped wood as he yelled a second time, only for Sam to beat him to it by opening the door. His mouth, just as wide.
âDean?â
There was no lost puppy in sight. No soft and caring younger brother who could get even a drill sergeant to crumble with one look. His eyes scanned their way across your form, though, widening along with everything else before they narrowed, honing in on where Deanâs initials shouldâve been. âWhatââ
âWhat do you think?â Dean curled his frame through the door, allowing your feet to enter the room before him and the fluorescent lights to highlight the marring on your skin.
âIâll get some ice,â Sam said, and swept his way to the fridge.
âGrab the first aid kit, too,â Dean barked back as he carried you over to his bed.
He dipped your toes to the floor, keeping his arms near as you found your footing; lifting a fraction to see the full extent of his claim. The bruising was still forming. Your skin wouldnât turn black and blue for another couple of days, but the swelling, plus the dried blood and weeping cuts, showed early signs of infection.
His stomach stopped mid flip only to drop like a stone, heavy and solid. It sloshed the bile up his pipes, crashing over that hitch in his throat, and it burned. His shoulders shrunk. His knees buckled below him.
How could⊠Damn. Nope. He could ask that âtil the cows came home. Until his mouth was black and blue from lack of air, it changed nothing. You were still injured. Most likely in more pain on account of holding yourself up now.
âSit down, sweetheart,â he said. Course, it wasnât a command, but your hesitation made even his toes clench.
He needed to sit. Chuck. He needed to punch your alphaâs head in - both of them - and he dropped to his haunches, encouraging you down, too. Arms rested on his thighs, holding himself up even though every molecule and thought weighed him down.
He could hunch over this way. Push the acid and lack of self worth back into the pit of his gut and away from you. Close enough to touch when needed - and fuck, he wanted to - his knot still twitched at the thought. Skin crawling with an itch he shouldnât scratch, just to add on to all the other effects the sight of you did to him.
But what to say? What to do? You still sniffled. Gaze well directed away from him and looking down. It was really fucking awkward, spinning miles âround Sammyâs looks in the car.
He wasnât sure he wanted to see those eyes of yours up close if they were gonna rival the puffiness of your injuries, but he tried getting their attention, anyway. His amber greens flicking over his initials again and running with it. Anything to drown out everything else.
âYou know the, ah, the W stands for Winchester.â His boyish chuckle tethered off when your lip curled. âAnd youâreââ
Dean knew your name from the missing persons sheet, but hearing you repeat it then and there was a much needed do-over. If it werenât for your injuries staring you both in the face, you could almost class this moment as normal if he tried hard enough. Youâd been with him on the hunt after all, and if he just ignored the last two hours, his shower, the park, this could simply be agood old stich-up. Nothing more.
âRight.â He repeated your name, surprised at the way it rolled off his tongue with a pleasurable rumble. It suited you. Hell, it suited him. âWill you let me clean you up?â
âOkay,â you whispered, head nodding. Mouth and body out of sync until he gave you a nod back and your smile spilled a smidgen further into your cheeks.
There you were. Sort of. The omega heâd seen at the nest before heâd touched you and brought all this on.
His fingers flexed. Insides unravelled into a warmth that made his heart thrum faster and his head feel light. âThen weâre gonna need a few things,â he said, and stood up, distracting his mind and knot as he scoured the room for something that resembled a washcloth and a basin. Made easy by the grime and grease before him.
The film on the fridge. The stench of cigarettes competing with Ritchieâs. You didnât belong with him, but you didnât belong here either. That became more apparent as he moved throughout the room, collecting what he could.
Coffee-pot, brewed twice with water for cleanliness, then usage. A clean shirt from his duffle, sniff-tested first, and a bottle of Jack he found in Samâs. By the time Dean returned to sit before you, chair and supplies in tow, heâd returned with the ice, and a compress was made. Deanâs shirt doing wonders.
âHere. Hold this.â He brought the icy bundle up to your mateâs claim and placed it over the inflamed skin. There was that outta sight, outta mind again, except your fingers brushed over his on handover and he took pause through your latest hiss.
It was like a scene from a crappy romance movie. Some guy getting all worked up over the girl.Â
The kind were they were almost always soulmates, of course, and always meeting in high school or college and in the most convenient of places - funny âbout that.
You in the park, all banged up and injured. Your mate, nowhere to be seen. Of all the cases Sam couldâve found. Of all the people, being the one they needed to rescue was as far-fetched as one of those movies, too. But then there was that warmth from your skin. His damn gut and the newfound tingling of his nerves. It was all too real.Â
Was this it? Was this his crappy movie?
You were here, and he was here andâŠSam was hovering over his shoulder.Â
âAh, Dean, sorry to interrupt, but can I talk to you real quick?â he said from behind.
He didnât want to talk to Sam. Real quick never meant real quick for starters, and he had a feeling he knew what he was going to say.Â
âWhatâre you thinking?â heâd ask. Or âWhatâre you doing, Dean?âÂ
Well, Dean didnât know himself, besides knowing he wanted to be near you. To keep you under his watchful eye. His alpha, ready to strike if Sam or anyone else so much as looked at you the wrong way.Â
Damn instincts. But was it them, or the pull of being a soulmate? His body reacting and telling him he should want you? His alphaâs primal desires drawn to you like a mother, bonded and bound to her pups, after a single look?
His alpha snarled at that.
Dean sighed. âOkay, maybe not.â
He crooked his neck over his shoulder, flicking his eyes over your hand first. âCan it wait?â he said as they landed on Samâs bitch face.Â
âNo, it canât.âÂ
He shouldâve known.
âWhat the hell, Dean?â Sam said as he paced under the awning outside the room. His hands shoved in his pockets, straining them, arms stiff as a board, even though his elbows flapped everywhere like some giant chicken.
âSheâs hurt.â Of course, Dean knew full well what heâs actually meant - he didnât need to play dumb. He had planned to come to Sam in his own time after heâd finished helping you as intended. Thanks to the interruption, though, he was now indignant, standing tall even with the messed up insides. They still dragged him down, but he put up a fight.Â
More so, when Sam struck the cord, he wished to forget.
âWhat happened to her being nothing to you?â he said all too knowingly.
âI wanna help her.â He needed to.
âAnd you can. I just wanted to make sure you knew what you were doing. She already has a mate andââ
Dean shook his head. âThe son of a bitch raped her, Sammy,â he said, self-blame replacing his usual gruffness and spitfire. He wasnât at fault for what had happened to you. He understood that, but that didnât mean he didnât hold some accountability.
Your alpha had struck you because of him. Heâd attacked you. Forced himself on you in what Dean could only presume to be a bout of jealousy, and all he saw was the part heâd played by taking you home to him.Â
âYou know thatâs not on you.â
âYeah.â Yet his eyes grew dim all the same. He lowered them, focusing on the ground. His boots scraping the pavement, now the most fascinating thing in the world over Samâs, which widened when he said, âAnd I ainât letting her go back to him. If she doesnât want me, thatâs her choice, but thereâs no way that fucker will ever lay a hand on her again.
âO-kay. Letâs ignore the part about you wanting her for a second. Whatâre you planning to do about him? If theyâre bonded, chances are heâll be sniffing âround here soon.â
Dean was hearing what his brother was saying. He was, and he had a solid point. Heâd need a plan to set you free, but bonding? âI donât think thereâs a bond between âem. I found her in the park outside their building, and he was nowhere in sight.â
âHe could be asleep?â
Deanâs chin receded into his neck. âYou realise how ridiculous you sound?âÂ
âDo you?âÂ
Those words turned Deanâs body still as if he were made of stone. Eyes stuck and narrowed like the wind had changed. Jaw tight. Maybe he had fallen asleep after popping his knot. The asshole hadnât filed the report when you were taken, your coworker had, and âIâll deal with him if he shows,â he said.
âDean. Thatâs not whatââ
âAre we done?â
Sam sighed. His right hand left his pocket, and he gestured back to the room behind. âIâll be in the car.â
Dean hadnât even finished closing the door behind him when the smell of fresh tears flooded his nose. Heâd swept across the tattered carpet once again and sat on the end of the bed next to you before his mind had even registered it was happening.
Just as his own instincts had pushed him to you, yours buried your face in the crook of his shoulder. His flannel soaked up your tears.
He wanted to ease your pain, but what could he say? He didnât have the right to comfort you because he hadnât protected you when you needed him. His soulmate. Not that he understood what that meant.
He was a grunt, with nothing to his name, and you were, well, he still had no fucking clue besides knowing you had his initials on your skin.
The norm was for him to want you. The scary thing was, he did. Far too much for his liking.
He had lusted over you and continued to do so even now, when he was supposed to be helping you. If your mateâs jealousy was dangerous, Deanâs instincts were more so.
They swooped his arm behind your back, letting your fingers grip his shirt. Letting your tears soak into it. He even had the audacity to brush his lips through your hair and place a chaste kiss, only to feel disappointed when your body tensed and you let him go.
âIâm sorry.â You sniveled and swiped at your eyes. Only to wince when your palms got too close. âWhereâs your brother?â
Of all the things you could have said, your concern for someone other than yourself had him more smitten. There was seriously something wrong with him.
âHeâs sleeping in the car tonight.â
Your hands wiped at your eyes, and you pushed yourself out of his hold. âI donât want to put him out.â
He shouldâve been happy youâd considered Sam, but his inner alpha snuck through, rough and a little snappy. âHeâs sleeping in the car tonight.â
âI donât want to put him out.â
âYouâre not,â he muttered, reaching down to pick up his now wet shirt that had dropped to the floor below. He didnât want to talk about Sam. He didnât wanna talk about your mate either, though he knew it was inevitable. âLetâs get more ice on your neck. We gotta stop that swelling.â
He stood up and moved to the table where Sam had left the bucket earlier, and after refilling his makeshift compress, came back and took your hand again. âHere.â He positioned it over the icy bundle to hold it in place. âYouâll need some on your eye too, but that bite is a priority at the moment.â
Of course, there was still that ulterior motive to keep the offending section of skin covered, but as selfish as it was, Dean hoped that by forcing his own scented item over the top of it, you might form a bond with him.
Yeah. He was delusional, so he set the internal struggle aside, and got to work.
His hand reached for a piece of gauze floating in the now tepid water and squeezed the excess back into the coffeepot, while the other cupped your chin and pulled you to face him. With steady fingers, he brought it up to your cheeks and dabbed as gently as he was able.
âSorry,â he said when you hissed at the touch. He needed a recording if it would save his throat some pain and allow that lump to heal. âIf you wanna do this yourself, Iâll help you to the bathroom.â
âNo.â Your head jiggled more than shook. âItâs bad enough I can feel it.â
Dean could understand that. Not that he feared what he saw. For him, what he couldnât grasp was seeing your face marred that crushed him, raising the question of how.
He knew the logistics of it. Youâd been struck a number of times, and while he still suspected jealousy was the cause, it made no sense. Why would your mate do this to you?
âDo you love him?â He knew he was crazy to ask, but truthfully, he wanted to know if this douchebag did or not.
âWhat?â
It was a simple question, and very telling that you answered that way.
âYour alpha. Do you love him?â He repeated, waiting for any unspoken clues you might give.
You took your time. For Dean it was agonising, but when you did speak, his heart panged with relief and dismay. âI thought I did,â you said. âBut I didnât think heâd do this either.â
Deanâs eyes glassed over your neck. Your claim didnât swell like that earlier. It seemed unusual to him for an Omega not in heat. âYou wanna tell me what happened?â
âI met my soulmate.â
He swallowed hard. âSo he did do this because of me.â
Your head moved against him. âHe didnât believe me when I told him you didnât want me.â
You had struggled to finish your sentence, but you didnât need to for Dean to understand. Though he couldnât see your face, the room was now flavoured with rejection, and while it relieved his doubts of self-worth, it upset him to know you thought that.
âBut I do wantââ
âPlease donât. Thatâs not you doing the talking. Your instincts are.â
Just as youâd said, your neck and the punctures that formed a ring around it continued to draw his eyes. âYou donât know that.â
âI do. Mine are affecting me, even though I have a mate. If you had wanted me, you wouldnât have taken me home.â
Dean often struggled with words, spitting out whatever came to him at the moment, whether they were full of shit or something else. But he wouldnât let that thwart him. Not when the stakes were this high.
He dropped everything and adjusted his arms to scoop you up into his lap.
Your chest heaved, your brow grew sweaty, and his sharp senses heard the blood as it flowed to all the correct places in your body. Inside his, it did the same.
âYouâve got it all wrong.â Deanâs fingers moved on their own accord, pulling the hand and arm that attached to them to trace over the scratches and cuts that covered your shoulders. âI thought youâd be safer with him.â
âSo did I,â you said. And it sliced him deep.
You hadnât meant it that way, but Deanâs psyche was so full of self-loathing that even though he wished you werenât, he had already decided you were fearful of him.
Depleted and forever quick to act, he lifted you with ease and set you back onto the bed. âI should get you some more ice.â
He picked up his shirt and moved to stand, but before he could, your gentle touch gripped his arm. âAlpha?â The pleasant sound warmed his ears and tugged at his chest. âI didnât mean it like that. Iâm not scared of you.â
You were more perceptive than Dean thought.
âWell, you donât need to be scared of him anymore either,â followed the smirk that curled his lips as his back turned away from you. He really did need ice.
Four hours later, Dean was still wide awake while you slept under a pile of blankets in the bed next to him. Wearing sweats instead of his jeans, he sat up against the headboard. His ass, purposely on top of the covers. His knot just as alert as he was.Â
Morning wood had never been more painful.
It hadnât taken long for you to go down for the count after the first-aiding was done, no doubt exhausted as well as sore, but he worried about how your body would react when it woke up.
Last heâd seen you walking, your step held a jockeys gait. All movement, purposeful and slow.Â
Youâd had no issues showering. It had just taken some time. Maybe if heâd helped, things wouldâve gone faster, but he didnât dare offer. Even though his inner alpha wanted him to. Â
Youâd also had no issue stealing his jacket, having taken it when you thought he wasnât looking. The washed-denim sleeve poked out, as did your toes next to it. The sight of both bringing out his biggest grin.Â
No wonder he couldnât sleep. It was just a shame he had to confront your mate.Â
He wasnât scared at all. Nope, far from it. He couldnât wait to punch the fuckerâs lights out. But you were still his, and a small fragment of Deanâs mind feared you may choose him, even after the horrible treatment youâd endured at his hands.
With a groan, he leaned over and fished for his phone. It was close enough to six to not be too early for coffee, and he swung his bow legs to the ground, stretching his arms out wide; gaining two large cracks from his neck and shoulders as muscle and bone satisfyingly pulled away from each other.Â
He then braced himself to stand with his hands on his thighs, but the sound of blankets shifting and a fresh wave of omega scent laced with undertones of him flew under his nose, stopping him in his tracks. It brought another smile to his face and another rush of blood to his groin.
But he had a job to do. A mission. A quest. And without further ado, he jumped to his feet and shuffled towards the bathroom, keeping his morning wood pointing in a direction he hoped you couldnât see if you were to rouse. There was no way of hiding it when he was standing.
He was quicker about things behind the closed door. No one could argue Dean Winchester wasnât a multi-tasker. From brushing his teeth to taking a much needed leak, he accomplished it all under the icy stream heâd chosen to cool himself off with.
Thoughts of you, Ritchie, and what he was going to do plagued him while he washed. They continued to follow him as he dried off, then carefully slunk through the main room to further afield outside, where he found Sam cramped on Babyâs back seat.
The deep brown mop of Samâs hair rose behind the matte black paint of the Impalaâs side, sticking up against the window from the static that came with a cooler morningâs air. Â
âRise and shine, Sammy.â Dean fisted the glass above his brotherâs head for added effect. Sam was lucky he hadnât opened the door on him, because that had crossed his mind.Â
He wasnât that cruel. Mediocre at best.
âI need you awake, man,â his voice hissed through the cracked open window.
âDean?â Samâs startled head flayed around the Impalaâs cabin.
He stepped back to give his brother space to get out, throwing the room keys at him when he surfaced with no warning.Â
Samâs large hands fumbled as they landed on his chest. The silver tumbling through his knuckles like a creature come alive. âWhatâs going on?âÂ
âI need you on babysitting duties.â
âBabysitâWhere are you going?â Sam stared at him dumbfounded until Dean flashed his best smirk.
One could say he was being cocky, and maybe he was. But in this instance, he needed all the confidence he could muster.
âTo deal with Dick,â he said.
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Are we feeling the connection? Do we hate her mate? Did I name him Ritchie just so I could make a tonne of Dick jokes? You bet I did! Have I used it enough? Eh, time will tell, but I sure had fun with the next one!
Chapter 3 - Confronting - 07/03
Inside, Dickâs every movement was under his scrutiny. He wanted him to fuck up. To say or do something stupid. That way, Dean had probable cause. It would make whatever he ended up dishing out sit better on his conscience if he heard Dick admit it himself.
So Dean poked the bear. Outright asking him, âDid she say that while you were raping her?â
âI marked her as mine.â
Those words were Dickâs second mistake. Heâd just given Dean the chopping block.
âAnd I suppose she didnât ask you to stop when you hit her and tried to scratch my initials out of her skin, either?â Deanâs voice remained void of all emotion, even as the anger bubbled in his gut. If he held a mirror to his soul, Dickâs face would have been its reflection.
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Cherry Pie
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: Dean's feeling blue when he believes you have forgotten his birthday... or have you?
Word Count: 4.7k
Warnings: Swearing, SMUT!! (18+ONLY) fluff.
A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAN WINCHESTER!! đ in honour of @scoobydoodean 's birthday party for Dean 2025 post, I have wrote a little something for our favourite hunter. Boy it's a ride đ
but I really enjoyed writing this one. I hope you enjoy. âșïž
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Dean wasnât one for birthday celebrations. To be honest, heâd never truly experienced oneânot in the way most people did. Growing up in the life of a hunter didnât leave much room for cake, candles, or balloons. Birthdays were just another day, marked by a new set of scars, another hunt, or a quiet night spent patching himself up.Â
In his adult years, if he wasnât in the middle of a case, heâd spend the night nursing a beer in some dimly lit bar, convincing himself he didnât care. If he was lucky, heâd even find someone to warm his bed for the night, a fleeting distraction that never really filled the void. Birthdays were hollow, just another tally to another year alive.
But then, everything changed when he met you.
Youâd stormed into his life like a hurricane, dismantling his defences and staking a claim on his heart before he even knew what hit him. At first, your insistence on making every occasion special baffled him.
Heâd brush off your plans with a dismissive shrug, insisting he didnât need all the fuss. But you were relentless. You made it your mission to show him he was deserving of celebrationâof loveâand you did it with such conviction that, slowly but surely, his walls began to crumble.
It wasnât easy for him to accept at first. The scars of his past ran deep, and the idea that someone would go out of their way just for him felt foreignâalmost wrong. But you had a way of breaking through his stubbornness with a smile, a laugh, or a simple touch that reminded him he wasnât alone anymore. Over time, you turned his scepticism into something unexpected: anticipation.
However, as he shuffled into the kitchen that morning, seeing as you werenât in bed when he woke up, he couldnât help but glance in your direction, half-expecting some grand gesture or, at the very least, a good morning kiss. Instead, you barely looked up from the coffee machine, murmuring a quick âmorningâ before heading out, muttering something about reorganising supplies, leaving him confused beyond comprehension.
The rest of the day was no different. Every time Dean tried to strike up a conversation, you were already onto the next taskâcleaning, organising, cataloguing. By lunchtime, heâd given up entirely, retreating to the war room with a beer in hand.
Dean told himself he didnât care. It was just another day, after all. But the lack of acknowledgment, at all, from you stung more than he wanted to admit. He kept replaying moments from the day, wondering if heâd done something to upset you. Maybe heâd said something stupid. Maybe you were just tired of him? The thought left a bitter taste in his mouth.
By the time evening rolled around, Dean was nursing his third beer and wallowing in a cocktail of self-doubt and resignation. âFigures,â he muttered to himself, leaning back in his chair. âNot like it matters anyway.â
But the ache in his chest told a different story. Maybe it was childish to sulk, but it was you who had made him this way. He was happy going on not caring, he didnât need it. But you had somehow made him want it.
He eventually dragged himself to the kitchen for another drink. However, when he opened the fridge, his eyes landed on a folded note taped to a bottle of beer. Frowning, he pulled it off and read it:
âBeers on me, birthday boy. First clue: Where you pretend to âhit your markâ.â
Dean blinked at the note; it took him a minute to realise youâd been playing a game this whole time. He released a scoff of disbelief as well as slow smile creeping across his face. Boy did he feel dumb. Of course you wouldnât forget.
A jolt of giddiness as well as warmth sparked in his chest, until he reread the note. âOkay, smart-ass,â he muttered, pocketing the paper.
He made his way to the armoury, scanning the shelves until his eyes landed on a second note taped to a shotgun.
âNice work. Next stop: The place where you steal my snacks.â
Dean chuckled, especially at the hand drawn angry face. Shaking his head, he headed toward your bedroom. Sure enough, another note was waiting on the little snack box you stashed in your top draw.
âGetting warmer. Now, find the place where you brood the most.â
âThatâs a low blow,â he grumbled, making his way to the war room. The next note was tucked under a stack of books on the table.
âLast one, Dean. Head back to where you lay your pretty little head at night.â
Dean laughed outright this time, pocketing the final note before heading to his room. When he pushed the door open, he stopped dead in his tracks.
The room was transformed. Strings of fairy lights crisscrossed the walls, casting a warm, intimate glow. On the desk to his left sat a cooler of his favourite beer, what looked to be a homemade baked pie. Apple, from the sweet and cinnamonây scent, and a small box wrapped in colourful paper with a neatly tied with a bow.Â
You stood in front of the bed, dressed in a pretty silk robe; your smooth legs bare, leaving him wondering if the rest of you was underneath, with your hands clasped nervously in front of you, a shy smile on your face.
âHappy birthday, Dean,â you said softly.
Dean stepped into the room, his eyes taking in every detail in awe. âYou did all this?â
You nodded. âI⊠uh, baked the pie early this morning. Thatâs why I wasnât here when you woke up. And I know itâs small but, here.â You handed him the gift, a nervous tick in your movements.
Dean took the box from your hands, his calloused fingers brushing yours. He turned it over, examining it with curiosity before shooting you a questioning look.
âOpen it,â you scolded playfully, a giggle slipping out as he raised the box to his ear and gave it a testing shake. He smirked at your reaction but obeyed, tearing into the wrapping paper. He set the crumpled remains aside carefully, revealing a plain box underneath. Sliding off the lid, he pulled out a cassette tape.
It was labelled in your handwriting: âDean Winchesterâs Playlist.â
âI compiled all your favourite songs onto one tape⊠you know, for the longer drives. I figured it might come in handy,â you said, shrugging nonchalantly, though your insides churning with anxiety.
Deanâs smile was soft, almost reverent, as he looked at you, then back at the tape, cradling it like it was something precious. You always found new ways to surprise him. âI love it.â
âWait,â he said suddenly, as a thought came to mind from a few days ago. âIs this why you âborrowedâ my box of tapes to reorganise them?â he asked, making air quotes with his fingers.
You grinned. âGuilty.â
Dean chuckled, a deep, warm sound that made your heart flutter. âI thought it was strange when you returned them, and they didnât look any different.â
You bit your lip, the memory of sneaking around to plan this flashing through your mind. It had been no easy feat keeping it a secret, especially when you were together so often. And then this morning, when you kept up the facade not acknowledging his birthday, all in a ploy to get things ready.
You were thankful for Sam helping you place the notes whilst you got the room ready.
âUnorthodox methods had to be taken,â you said with a teasing glint in your eye.
âAnd here I thought you forgot,â Dean murmured, shaking his head. A pang of guilt crossed his face, knowing now how much effort youâd put into this.
âForget your birthday?â you teased, though your tone was soft. âNot a chance.â
Deanâs smile softened as he took a step closer to you, setting the tape back on the table. âYou didnât have to go through all this, you know.â
âI wanted to,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper.
For a moment, everything else faded. His green eyes shone in the glow of the fairy lights, filled with an emotion so raw it made your breath hitch.
âYouâre something else,â he said, his voice thick with feeling as he reached up to brush a strand of hair from your face. His hand lingered, cupping your cheek as his thumb gently traced your skin.
And when his lips met yours, it was soft, almost tentative, as if he was savouring the moment. But as you responded, his hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you closer.
The kiss deepened, a slow-burning fire igniting between you. Every ounce of tension from the day melted away, replaced by the warmth of his touch and the passion that simmered just beneath the surface.
You were lost in the moment, captivated by the way he held you, kissed you, made you feel as though you were the only thing that mattered. His free hand found your waist, anchoring you to him as he poured every unsaid word into the kiss.
When you finally pulled back, breathless and dazed, you managed a soft laugh. âI have one more surprise,â you mumbled, though it was hard to form a coherent thought when he was looking at you like that.
Deanâs arms tightened around you, his lips brushing against your jaw and trailing to your neck. âAnd whatâs that?â he murmured against your skin, his voice low and husky.
You giggled, placing your hands on his chest to gently push him back just enough to speak. âYouâre going to have to let me go first.â
He groaned dramatically but stepped back, his hands lingering on your waist. âThis better be good,â he teased, a playful grin on his face.
âOh, Iâm positive youâll think so.â You grinned over your shoulder as you pulled out a small box you had hidden behind the bedside table. Dean raised a surprised brow, only now just realising now how cunning you actually were.Â
You opened the box and dumped the contents onto the bed. Dean walked over and stood behind you, his hands resting lightly on your shoulders as he examined what you had. Various bottles of scented oils and lotions spilled across the mattress, and he frowned in confusion.
âWhatâs all this?â he asked, his tone a mix of curiosity and suspicion.
You turned to look at him, your grin widening as you leaned back slightly against his chest. âItâs for you,â you said simply.
âFor me?â His brows furrowed further, though there was a hint of amusement and wonder in his eyes.
âItâs the next part of your surprise,â you murmured, your voice soft and teasing as your hands glided up his chest and over his broad shoulders. Your fingertips pressed into his muscles gently but with purpose, kneading just enough for him to feel the hint of your intentions.
Deanâs eyebrows lifted, his lips curving into that familiar boyish grin that always made your heart flutter. âA massage?â he asked, his tone tinged with playful curiosity but unmistakable enthusiasm.
âMmhm,â you confirmed, stepping back with a bright smile. You moved toward the bedside, gathering a neatly folded stack of towels he hadnât even noticed sitting off to the side.
Dean watched you with growing intrigue, his eyes flickering between the towels in your hands and the way you were now spreading them out across the middle of the bed.
âJust making sure the sheets donât get ruined,â you replied with a sly grin at his questioning look. âThese oils might smell good, but I donât think theyâre exactly laundry friendly.â
Dean chuckled, shaking his head with amused disbelief. âYouâve really thought this through, huh?â
âDamn right I have,â you shot back, your grin widening as you pointed toward him with playful authority. âNow, Winchester, off with the layers.â
Deanâs grin turned roguish, a familiar spark of mischief lighting up his green eyes. Slowly, he shrugged off his flannel, letting it fall to the floor before pulling his T-shirt over his head. His broad, toned chest came into view, the scars scattered across his skin telling stories of battles fought and survived. You bit your lip, letting your gaze linger a second longer than you intended.
Dean noticedâof course, he did. His smirk deepened, and the heat in his gaze was unmistakable as he kicked off his boots and slid his jeans down, leaving him standing there in nothing but his boxers.
âFace down,â you instructed, your voice steady despite the flutter of anticipation in your chest.
Dean tilted his head, giving you one last cheeky grin before doing as you asked. His strong, bowed legs carried him toward the bed with an easy saunter, and you couldnât help but watch the way his muscles flexed and shifted with every step.
He stretched out on the bed with a low, satisfied groan, his back muscles contracting briefly before settling into the soft towels beneath him.
âMan,â he muttered, his voice muffled slightly by the pillow. âThis is already shaping up to be the best birthday ever.â
A smile tugged at your lips as you grabbed one of the bottles of oil laying on the other side of the bed. With a quiet squeeze, you poured a generous amount into your palm, rubbing your hands together to warm the liquid. The rich, earthy scent of sandalwood mixed with the comforting sweetness of vanilla, filling the air between you.
Carefully straddling his hips, you started at his shoulders, your hands gliding over his skin in slow, deliberate movements. The tension in his muscles was evident immediately, knots hardened from years of carrying the weight of the world on his shouldersâboth literally and figuratively.
âDamn, Baby,â you murmured, pressing your thumbs into a particularly tight spot between his shoulder blades. âHow are you even walking around like this?â
He groaned at your touch, his head turning slightly to the side. âYears of practice. That, and the occasional beer.â
You chuckled softly, your movements becoming more purposeful as you kneaded the stubborn tension from his shoulders. âNot tonight,â you whispered. âTonight, youâre going to relax.â
Your hands moved with intention, gliding down the curve of his spine, pausing to work out each knot and tight band of muscle. The scars beneath your fingertips were rough reminders of everything he had endured, but you treated them with reverence, your touch gentle yet firm.
Dean let out a deep, contented sigh, his body visibly relaxing under your hands. âWhere the hell did you learn to do this?â he asked, his voice heavy with gratitude.
âSpent some time watching videos,â you admitted with a grin. âFigured Iâd need to bring my A-game if I wanted to impress you.â
âYouâve got nothing to prove, sweetheart,â he murmured, his voice low and full of affection.
Your hands moved to his arms next, massaging the strong muscles there before returning to his shoulders for another pass. The sound of his deep breathing filled the room, a clear sign that he was letting himself fully unwind.
As you leaned down, your lips brushed against the shell of his ear. âI love you,â you whispered, your voice rich with warmth and sincerity, the emotion swelling in your chest as your hands continued their devoted exploration of the man beneath your fingertips.
Dean turned his head slightly, his eyes still closed, but the slow, genuine smile that spread across his lips told you heâd heard you loud and clear. It wasnât just the wordsâit was the way you said them, with a love so deep it felt like it wrapped around him, soothing the cracks heâd hidden from the world.
Although he was a man of very little words when it came to it, more of a shower than a teller, you knew he felt the same.
The tension seemed to melt away beneath your touch, replaced with the softness of surrender. You lingered at his shoulders, sweeping the area one last time, before sitting upright with a satisfied smile.
Deanâs eyes blinked open at the absence of your hands, his brow furrowing slightly before he rose onto his elbows with a deep groan, rolling his shoulders as if testing how light they now felt.
âDamn,â he muttered, his voice a little rough. âDidnât think I could feel this loose.â
He turned to look at you over his shoulder, his green eyes narrowing with curiosity at the sly smile playing on your lips.
âOn your back,â you instructed, your voice soft but laced with an unspoken promise that made the air between you hum with anticipation.
Deanâs brows lifted slightly, his lips twitching into a grin as he rolled onto his back, letting you slip off him to make space. His movements were deliberate but eager, his gaze never leaving yours. His eyes were hooded, glinting with both wonder and heat as he watched you, waiting for your next move.
You trapped your bottom lip behind your teeth, your gaze smouldering as you reached for the belt of your robe. Slowly, you untied it, letting the fabric part and glide down your body to pool in a crumpled heap at your feet.
Deanâs breath hitched audibly, his chest rising sharply as his eyes roamed over you, drinking in the sight. You were clad in nothing but a satin night-dress that skimmed every curve, the soft fabric clinging in all the right places and leaving little to the imagination.
âSweetheart,â Dean rasped, his voice thick with admiration and desire, âyouâre trying to kill me, arenât you?â
You stepped closer, your bare feet silent against the floor as you leaned over him, your hands finding their way back to his chest. âNot tonight, Winchester,â you murmured, your lips curving into a teasing smile as you pressed your palms to the solid planes of his body.
âTonight, Iâm going to take care of you.â
Deanâs heart thudded in anticipation, licking his lips as you once again climbed aboard, this time settling snuggly against his crotch.Â
He moaned his approval as he realised youâd forgone underwear, the warmth of your slick heat seeped through onto his hardening cock.Â
âFuck.â He cursed at the sight of you. His hands instinctively running along the flesh of your thighs.
âLook at you, all tense again.â You tutted disapprovingly, your lips twitching into a sly smirk. You leaned over to the side of you again, making sure to grind your hips into him as you did.Â
His responding moan sent a bolt of heat straight to your core, his hands tightening on your thighs just enough to leave a dull, thrilling ache. The unspoken tension crackled in the air, thick and heady. You shifted slightly, settling back into your previous position, pouring another generous amount of oil into your palm.
You never broke eye contact as you rubbed your hands together, warming the oil between them. The heat wasnât just from the frictionâit radiated between you, an unspoken promise that left your breaths shallow and synchronised.
Then, slowly, you pressed your palms to his chest, letting them glide over the firm, taut muscle beneath. The oil slicked his skin, making your movements smooth and deliberate as you traced the hard planes of his chest and shoulders.
Dean let out a deep, gravelly moan, the sound vibrating through your hands and sending shivers down your spine. His head tipped back slightly, eyes fluttering shut for a moment before they reopened, hazy and half-lidded. He stayed still, patient for once; his hands resting on your thighs, his grip firm but reverent as though grounding himself in the moment.
Your touch shifted between soft and purposeful, your fingers digging into the knots buried deep beneath his skin, ones he didnât even realise he had in those places. When you reached more tender spots, your pressure softened, your hands moving with care.
All the while, Deanâs gaze was locked on you, flickering between your concentrated expression and the curves of your body. His eyes were dark with desire, but there was something more profound thereâadoration, reverence. He was utterly captivated, wholly yours in every possible sense.
To him, you werenât just beautiful; you were his safe haven, his sanctuary. Every touch of your hands, every gentle motion across his skin, reminded him of how much he was loved, how much he belonged to you.
His chest rose and fell beneath your palms, the rhythm steady but deep, a testament to how completely relaxed he was under your care. For a man whoâd spent his life fighting, carrying the weight of the world, and never allowing himself to fully let go, this moment was a rarity.
His heart felt impossibly full, warmth flooding through him in waves. Watching you, feeling you, he was entirely at your mercy. And there was no other place heâd rather be.
His body was sinking again, your, almost professional, hands lulling him into a state of pure blissful relaxation. Heâd almost forgot about the feel of your bare pussy, separated by only a thin piece of fabric, against him until you shifted back on your hunches.Â
âHmm.â You frown in though, your expression almost serious. âI think thereâs still a part of you thatâs not quite as relaxed as Iâd have liked.â You punctuate with a role your hips.
Dean groans and drops his head back, his hands quickly finding your hips, feeling rather than guiding the grind of your pussy against his stiff cock.Â
âDammit.â He huffs, both amused and incredibly turned on. âYou really are tryâna kill me.âÂ
âI told you.â You smile as you slide off of him again, only to remove his boxers, which heâs happy oblige as you glide them down and off of his legs, dropping them unceremoniously to the floor. You climb back onto the bed, but this time settle between his spread thighs. âIâm going to take care of you.âÂ
With that you tenderly kiss along his inner thigh, suckling gently at his hip bone before repeating the action the other side. Dean gasps and gawks at you, his hips twitching upwards every time you get near to his aching length.Â
Just as heâs about to beg you for more, he feels your lips seal around his leaking tip. He all but cries out. The slow torture of watching you touch his body with so much care and tenderness, all the while feeling the wetness between your legs soak through the front of his boxers, because of that. Heâs about ready to burst.Â
However, you take your time to suck and lick at the reddened tip, welcoming the salty tang of pre-cum on your tongue with an appreciative moan. Dean fists the sheets beneath him as you work him over with your mouth this time. The sensation is too much and not enough all at once, but again, before he can whine - because thatâs what you have resorted him to - you engulf him into your mouth.Â
Itâs warm and wet and âoh so fucking goodâ, Dean thinks. You build a steady rhythm, taking him as far as you can go whilst your hand, which was still slick with oil, caresses his balls.Â
Dean was a moaning babbling mess, his skin shining with a thin sheen of sweat, his chest heaving, back arching slightly as he fucked up into your mouth. You welcomed it with encouraging moans of your own, sucking him harder, deeper until he was shouting out his climax and spilling down your throat.Â
You swallowed everything he gave you, softening your movements as you gently sucked him clean. He hissed at the sensitivity when you finally pulled away, his body going slack and weightless against the mattress. If his heart wasnât beating so wildly, he was sure he could easily pass out.Â
âRelaxed?â you murmured softly, settling against his side. Your hand moved in gentle, soothing strokes over the heated, flushed skin of his chest as he lay there, catching his breath and slowly returning from the blissful haze youâd pulled him into.
Dean let out a shaky chuckle, his chest still heaving slightly. âHoly shit,â he finally managed, turning his head to look at you. His green eyes shone with a mix of awe and disbelief, like he couldnât quite process how someone could make him feel like that.
You smiled bashfully, your heart swelling with pride at his reaction. âGood?â you teased lightly, though your voice was warm and tender.
âIncredible,â he corrected, his tone reverent. âThat was just⊠wow. I donât even have words right now.â He let out another breathless laugh, and you couldnât help but join him, the sound of your shared laughter filling the room with a lightness that made your chest ache.
When the laughter faded, you found yourselves locked in a quiet moment, your gazes tangling. The silence wasnât uncomfortable; it was charged with the raw connection you both shared. Deanâs face was still painted with the glow of his post-orgasmic bliss, his features relaxed and open in a way that made your heart skip a beat.
Even as a dull ache thrummed between your own legs, you ignored it, content in the knowledge that tonight wasnât about you. Tonight was for him.
One of his hands reached up to cup your cheek, his calloused thumb brushing tenderly over your flushed skin. The gesture was so intimate, so full of unspoken love, that it sent a shiver down your spine.
His gaze softened further, the warmth in his eyes making your chest tighten. âHow the hell did I get so lucky?â he whispered, the words barely audible but carrying the weight of his sincerity.
You didnât have a chance to respond before he leaned up slowly, his hand guiding you down to meet him. His lips pressed against yours in a kiss that was achingly slow and sensual, the kind of kiss that spoke volumes without needing words.
His lips moved against yours with deliberate tenderness, savouring every second of the connection. The kiss wasnât rushed or demandingâit was deep, filled with raw emotion, gratitude, and an overwhelming love that poured from him into you.
You sighed softly against his mouth, your fingers threading through his hair as you melted into him, feeling like the entire world had narrowed down to just this moment, just him. However, things quickly began to heat up again.
The kiss grew more needy, more desperate. A new surge of wetness coated your thighs as Dean trailed his lips from your mouth, jaw and to your ear, nibbling on the sensitive lobe until you were a whimpering mess.Â
He grabbed your thigh and lifted it to rest against his hip, pulling you flush against him as he did. You gasped in both surprise and pleasure at the feeling of his hardening length pressing against you.Â
âAlready?â You breathlessly asked, your tone laced with awe and giddiness. Dean hummed in acknowledgement against your neck as his lips sucked and nipped at your most sensitive spots.Â
You tugged harshly at his hair as a hand slipped between your bodies, long, thick and callused digits pressing against your swollen clit. You cried out desperately as he began a slow circling motion, tiny shocks of pleasure jolting through your body with each sweep of his fingers.Â
Just as you were building, that coil inside you winding tight, his fingers suddenly retracted and you were pushed onto your back. Dean hovered above you, his eyes dark and hooded as he gazed down at you.Â
âYou know. I have one criticism to make about tonight.â Dean confessed and leaned down to peck your lips once, then your jaw, your neck, your collar bone. You frowned, confused but curious.Â
âAnd whatâs that?â You asked a little breathless at his ministrations, and he pulled his head back up to look at you again, a devilish twinkle in his eye.Â
âMy favourite flavour of pie.â He said almost nonchalant, before he slowly returned to kissing down your body, keeping his eyes on yours as he pulled down the top of your night dress, exposing your tit to him.Â
Your mouth opened in a silent moan as he wrapped his lips around the sensitive bud and sucked, hard. You arched into his mouth, shivering at the pleasurable pulse travelling down between your legs.Â
After lavishing both breasts with his talented mouth, he released you with a soft pop and looked at you again, gradually slipping down your body until his broad shoulders were forcing your legs to part to accommodate him. He slowly slid the hem of your dress up your waist, exposing your soaked pussy to him with a deep hunger in his eyes.
âYouâve always known my favourite is cherry.â He winked, licking his lips before diving in for a taste.

AN: This was so much fun to right. I wish Dean could have really been shown this much love on his birthday. đ As always let me know what you think and thank you for reading â€ïž
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Here are some of my favorites! (A revamp of my old rec list.) They will span Tumblr, Ao3, and FF.net, as I did a lot of my early reading/writing on other platforms.
Keep in mind, I probably like several fics from each of these authors, but I'm featuring one or two that I very much enjoyed.
SUPERNATURAL FIC RECS
[OS] = One-Shot || [S] = Series || [HC] = Headcanon
Dean Winchester x Reader or OFC:
Stories are Dean x Reader unless noted OFC.
⊠Alisha Ashton
Clear the Area - [S | Excellent 4-part series!] This is the story of you and Dean, and how he manages to slip past your defenses. Written so that you can put yourself in the OC's shoes. Sorta set end S8. Slightly AU in the fact that Dean, Sam, Castiel, Kevin, and YOU all live in the MOL Bunker. Everyone is healthy. Cas is still an adorably clueless angel with zero tact.
⊠@luci-in-trenchcoats
Feral [S] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) Feral is an Alphaâs most dangerous state. Pure raw instinct. A killing machine with no thought. Only an Alpha under extreme duress can submit to their feral side and they rarely can come back out of it. It takes highly specialized rehabilitation to even have a chance at working. When a feral Alpha comes into the readerâs low level rehab facility one night, she knows heâs a dead man walking. But he doesnât deserve to die and a split second decision to help him escape before that can happen will put them both on the run. Heâs no ordinary Alpha though. Heâs Dean Winchester. The boy who went missing all those years ago. The boy that made everyone realize no one was safe from the Alpha black market. The man that could destroy them both with one wrong moveâŠ
Headcanon: How They Meet Their Plus Size Girlfriend (Dean Winchester, Beau Arlen, Soldier Boy, and Russell Shaw included)
⊠@deanbrainrotwritings
Wild Flower [OS] Dean gets hit by a spell when fighting a witch and assumes it was harmless or ineffective. He was wrong, but at least he wasnât dead. Heâs a woman now.Â
⊠@waynes-multiverse
Creature of the Night [OS] When her car breaks down on a dark lonely road, she is lucky a handsome stranger takes her in. Grateful, she is willing to do anything to repay his kindness.
Headcanon: Valentine's Day (Dean Winchester // Soldier Boy // Beau Arlen // Russell Shaw â Edition) How would your favorite men surprise you for Valentine's Day?
Headcanon: Gettinâ Down and Dirty with Dean Smutty headcanons with Dean...
⊠@rizlowwritessortof
Take a Shot [OS] Letâs face it, his henley looks good on both of youâŠ
Late Night Show [OS] Youâre spending a little down time at Bobbyâs when HE shows up with his brother. You try to ignore those old feelings for him, but when you accidentally walk in on him pleasuring himself, all bets are off.Â
Lost in You [OS] A casual flirtation leads to a violent encounter, and Deanâs reaction is a little more than you expected.
Thatâs How It Should Be [OS] (Sheriff!Dean x Reader) Sheriff Dean Winchester/Reader have to escape, quick - but Dean wonât let being on horseback stand in the way of showing a lady a good timeâŠ
⊠@dean-winchester-is-a-warrior
The First Time Series [S] Even though he's a lot older than she is, and more experienced in every possible sense, Y/N finds herself incredibly attracted to Dean Winchester. Amazingly, one day she starts to think that maybe the attraction isn't all one-sided.
The Dangers of Hope [S | Endverse!Dean] When Y/N shows up at Camp Chitaqua with her little girl in tow, her bloodshot eyes leave no doubt that she's infected. Or is she? Everything Dean has come to know for certain over the last five hellish years, is about to be challenged.
It's All For You [OS] After a hunt gone wrong, all Y/N wants is to make Dean feel better. Will he let her?
Things Learned and Unlearned [S] Y/N has spent her life trying to outrun her mother's reputation. When she meets the rich and successful playboy, Dean Winchester, how quickly can he get her to stop running?
⊠Lindsey D. Perez
Say I'm Beautiful [OS] You're feeling a little self conscious about your weight so Dean decides to show you how sexy you are. Dean x Reader Warning: negative body image, swearing Rated M for smut so go forth with caution.
⊠@ejlovespie
It Ain't About Pity [OS] (Dean x Plus-Size!Reader) Dean Winchester has eyes for the reader. She has no idea. When he finally figures out why sheâs been dieting, he isnât pleased.Â
⊠kittenofdoomage
More to Love [OS] (Alpha!Dean x Plus-Size Omega!Reader) Reader is a hunter, and an Omega, an unusual combination. Sheâs always been mocked for her size, so she keeps to herself but a case Garth persuades her to take ends up with a confrontation she never saw coming.
Never Spoken, Always Said [OS] He doesnât say the words much but he shows her every day.
Taste [S] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) The reader is pregnant with Dean's baby. Spanning the first year or so, we join them as they discover new things about each other.
⊠@impala-dreamer
A Simple Kinda Man Deanâs a pretty simple man. He likes the things he likes and you can rarely get him to change his mind about it.Â
Like Heaven (Dean x Curvy!Reader) Y/Nâs request might throw him off for a second, but heâs never going to deny her, not when it feels so good in her armsâŠ
⊠@justagirlinafandomworld
Remind Me [OS] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) There was no escaping what happened to you. There wasnât a magical number of days in which you would simply get over it either. It happened and you had to live with it. But your alpha would never leave you to work through it alone.
Delicate Dean made you feel things no one else ever had. But is it a good idea to see this through?
The Fallout (Alpha!Dean x Beta!Reader) [S] When Sam meets his true Omega, you fear your time with the Winchesters is fated to end. Before they can hurt you, you decide to distance yourself. But Dean isnât willing to let you get away so easy.
⊠@spnbabe67
Girls, Girls, Girls [OS - Part of a Series] (Dean x OFC) While on a witch hunt Dean gets hit with a spell. Later at the hotel, Dean feels the effects of the spell and Tori has to help him through it.
⊠@chevroletdean
NSFT Alphabet [Dean Winchester] [HC]
Masturbation [Dean Winchester] [HC]
⊠@thatonewriter15
Unspoken [OS] How many reasons are there to love Dean Winchester...?
⊠@iprobablyshipit91
Twenty Minutes or Less [OS] Dean raises an eyebrow at you, cocky smile firmly in place. "I bet I could get you there in twenty minutes or less.â
Magical Blooms [OS] After all, there was a flurry of customers walk through the doors to Magical Blooms each and every day, and quite a number of these were regulars. Just because one of those regulars was an undeniably gorgeous man that flirted shamelessly...
⊠@jawritter
Feral (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) [S] True mates don't exist, at least that's what everyone tells you. It's nothing but a childish, fairytale notion to believe that such a person exists. Someone that is made just for you, your person. Who knew they were so wrongâŠ
⊠@marvelfanfn2187a113
Here For You (Dean x Little Sister!Reader) [OS] You help Dean through a couple different kinds of pain.
⊠@deanwinchesterswitch
The Girlfriend Who Remade Christmas [S] Deanâs holiday spirit is nowhere to be found. Fed up with his Grinch-like behavior, Nicole is determined to open his heart again to the wonders of the world around them and help him find joy in the Christmas season.
⊠@spnexploration
Collared [S] Sam and Dean save a woman from where she has been held as a slave by a witch. But things turn dark whenever they try to take her magic collar off, leaving them with a slave to look after and a curse to break.
⊠@kaleldobrev
Old Man [OS - Part of a Series] Dean never had a problem with the age gap between you two; not until now any way.
⊠@deanwritings
Friends with Benefits [S] After walking in on Y/N following a fun encounter, Dean and Y/N decide it would be beneficial and much easier to use each other for their needs. But can they keep it just about sex?
⊠@waywardxwords
Safe [OS] You had hoped to get in and out when you heard what town the next hunt was in. Unfortunately, you canât outrun your past. You, also, canât outrun those old feelings--panic, anxiety and fear. You had hoped youâd never have to share this part of your life with Dean, but things donât always work out the way we had hoped.
Witches [OS] While hunting a witch, you accidentally stumble upon her collection of sex pollen.Â
⊠@acreativelydifferentlove
Carry On [S] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) Youâre an Omega in a small rural town. When your fatherâs gambling and drinking leaves him with a debt he canât afford to pay, he offers you to a group of Alphas. Dean Winchester is an Alpha desperately trying to escape his past and pain. Can you save each other?
You're Home [S] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) After years away at college, you have finally returned to your home town. In order to settle back into the community, you have to seek permission from the Head Alpha. What happens when you see his son for the first time since presenting as an Omega?
⊠@deanwanddamons
Helping Hand [OS] Dean is tired after a hunt, so asks Sammy to drive Baby. You and Dean cuddle up in the back seat.
⊠@mind-empty-just-fictional-people
Love Language [OS] Youâve never said it, neither has heâŠis that weird?
⊠@pink-sparkly-witch
The Widow [S] Sam and Y/N are happily married, but everything changes after a fatal car accident leaves her a widow. The Winchester motto: âFamily Donât End with Blood,â takes on a whole new meaning for Y/N as she navigates her new normal with the help of her brother-in-law, Dean. But what no one can tell her is what happens when she falls in love again. Â
⊠shirleypositive72
While They Dance On A Pin (Jane Series 5) [OS - Part of a Series] (Dean x OFC) Sam, Dean, and Jane have been on the road almost constantly since Dean's return from Hell. They're finding Seals, finding danger, finding out each other's secrets. But it's what they find when they open the door to one more motel room that sends Dean back into his darkest moments. An OC's experience of episode 4x16, On the Head of a Pin.
⊠BeccabooO1O
She's My Cherry Pie [OS] Dean was drunk. So terribly drunk. And it was hilarious. Just some karaoke!Dean (aka the best Dean of them all).
⊠@pamwritessometimes
Roots in My Dreamland [OS] Dean encounters a mysterious forest spirit whoâs an enigma.
⊠@supernotnatural2005
Sexual Encounters with Dean Winchester - Edging Exploring new kinks with Dean. How far can you push him before he breaks?
Happy Accidents (Dean x Plus-Size!Reader) You haven't seen the Winchester's in over a year, but the case you're working has you scratching your head, and who better to call than some old friends. However, insecurities arise as well as the reprise of a long time crush. Little do you know, it's reciprocated.
⊠@ambiguous-avery
When He Slides In And says âFuck, I missed you.â After a hookup with the (in)famous Dean Winchester, you figured that would be the end of it. Too bad you could never seem to get him out of your mind. People always told you that you got attached too easily. And they were right. You were just another notch in his belt. He couldnât possibly remember you...
⊠@bettystonewell
To You I Belong [S] (Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader) Dean isnât looking for a mate. Not only does he think he doesnât deserve one, but the last place he expects to meet his soulmate is while on a case. Fate ainât real. He still has free will, and saving you from monsters is just another part of the job.
Another Notch on His Belt [OS] Every little part of him is holding onto every little piece of her, and any other woman heâs been lucky enough to escape his life with. Even if itâs only for the night - or - Dean replaces intimacy with sex.
⊠@lamentationsofalonelypotato
It's Not a Big Deal [S] (Dean x Reader x Soldier Boy/Ben love triangle) Dean's in for a rude awakening when he finds out exactly what you did when you got stranded in another universe.
Dean Winchester x Lisa Braeden:
⊠adventuresinposting
Damages [S] Ben is in a car accident causing a fractured skull. Consequentially he remembers Dean. Ben tries to find Dean, who is now a retired hunter after losing Sam in a final battle. This is the story of Dean finding something and someone to replace the hole in his life left by Sam.
⊠FaithDaria
One Step at a Time [OS] The Winchester way of life changes, and Dean adjusts accordingly.
⊠bloodmagik
A Dad By Any Other Name [OS] Ben is sick and Dean stays home with him while Lisa is at work. Lisa learns something about Dean's relationship with Ben.
Sam Winchester x Reader or OFC:
Stories are Sam x Reader unless noted OFC.
⊠Avrilando
While You Were Sleeping - [S] (Sam x OFC) A seriously injured unconscious man is in the hospital Rachel volunteers. With no idea who he is and if anyone is looking for him, Rachel decides to keep him company while he's sleeping. With The Eyes of a Loving Man [S] (Sequel to While You Were Sleeping) Continuing through Sam and Rachel's relationship with all the highs and lows of dating a hunter. Mostly a collection of oneshots and some connecting stories.
⊠Lindsey D. Perez
It's Your Birthday [OS] The Winchester's find out it's your birthday and insist on celebrating with lots of alcohol. Sam introduces you to body shots and things get heated.Â
If You Give a Moose a Muffin [OS] ...he'll want kisses to go with it.
⊠ALoversDream
All of Me [OS] (Sam x Plus-Sized!Reader) Request where the reader (even thought she's usually pretty confident) is slightly insecure about her looks, and because she's plus-size. It ends in fluffy weight smut.
⊠BeccabooO1O
Could Have Told You That One, Winchester [OS] Imagine sitting one Sam's lap while you two are researching. She was reading one of the books about mythology for the Winchester's current case when she heard a frustrated groan from across the table. Sam Winchester had his laptop in front of him and various books of lore scattered around it.
⊠@princessmisery666
Samnesia [S] (Sam x OFC) Brooke is a calming distraction from the chaotic mess of Samâs life. When a hunt keeps them separated for over a month, Sam returns to find she no longer remembers him. The need to find out what happened while he was gone sends Sam on a case that will change the course of his life. What he discovers along the way will change the way he looks at love.
⊠@ohsc
Delicate [OS] Sam being intimate with an inexperienced reader.
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Oh yes we do!
And of course my friend! đ€ Like you know already, itâs one of my favourite series of yours đ
*shouts from a distant mountain top* It's NOT a trick!!!!!!
All of your reactions are so me đ€Ł. But especially this one in particular ^^ I have to remind myself sometimes im the one writing it!
Girl don't worry about catering to everyone, because this was hot as hell and I absolutely loved it!! The way you described him taking in and feeling up her every curve? Just perfection.
I really appreciate that Alex! đ„č it means so much especially when itâs regarding something like a plus!sized reader, for example, and iâm hearing how much people want this to be included because it makes them feel seen đđ»
So much so that itâs immediately going on my recs page because there are plenty of plus-sized and curvy lovelies out here who would appreciate this. It's why I started writing Midnight Espresso in the first place.đ
Thank you for all your kind words Alex! Iâm so happy you liked this one and that i could do it justice! đ Youâve made my morning friend đ«đ„°
'Happy Accidents'
Pairing: Dean x Plus!sized Reader
Summary: You haven't seen the Winchester's in over a year, but the case you're working has you scratching your head, and who better to call than some old friends. However, insecurities arise as well as the reprise of a long time crush. Little do you know, it's reciprocated.
Word Count: 3.1k
Warnings/tags: Dry humping! (18+Only), fluff, mutual pinning, Plus!sized Reader, body insecurities, curvy girl appreciation, swearing.
AN: Okay so this is my first time writing for a more specific reader body type, but being a curvy-girl myself it was interesting to implement it into a story. And with Dean being the appreciator? Yes please! đ I know this might not cater to all of you, but I'm inclusive to all y'all â€ïž Also taking some inspo from @bejeweledinterludes post for this one and @zepskies Midnight Espresso series, which is honestly one of my favourite series and stories featuring a Plus!sized reader!! I do hope you guys like this one! đ
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You hadnât seen the Winchesters in over a year.
Not since that hunt in Nebraskaâthe one that went sideways fast. The one that left you with a busted-up ankle and Dean with a fresh scar along his jawline. The one where, after all was said and done, you parted ways with an easy âSee you around,â never expecting âaroundâ to take this long to come back.
But when a case cropped upâone that twisted your gut with uneaseâyou hadnât hesitated. You picked up the phone and called the only people you trusted to have your back. If anyone could help, it was them.
And now, sitting in a dimly lit bar, waiting for them to arrive, your nerves were shot. Maybe it was the case. Or maybe it was the fact that youâd changed since they last saw youâsince he last saw you.
That old, ridiculous crush on Dean Winchester hadnât gone anywhere. That much had become painfully clear the moment he picked up the phone, his voice as deep, gravelly, and cocky as ever. But now, with time apart and the weight of your own insecurities pressing down, the idea of seeing him again made your stomach twist.
You had always been curvier, carrying stubborn weight around your thighs, ass, and middle. But in the last year, youâd softened even more. Life had been quieter, with less running and fewer adrenaline-fuelled hunts. You were still strong, still capable, but you felt different. And you knew the type of women Dean gravitated towardâtall, slim, easy.
You were none of those things, and you never would be. And that was okay. But it was a niggling fact that had always lingered in the back of your mind, that had stung each time the three of you got together and you watched him charm someone else. Someone who wasnât you.
A warm, unexpected hand on your shoulder brings you out of your darker thoughts, with a slight gasp, startling you a little.
âEasy there, sweetheart.â
You turned, heart stuttering as Dean stood there, grinning down at you like no time had passed at all. And damn it all, he looked the sameâscruffy and stupidly handsome in that effortless way of his, jeans snug on his hips, flannel worn open over a snug black tee. Sam stood just behind him, offering you a softer, more knowing smile.
âHey, boys,â you manage, hoping the warmth creeping up your neck isnât as obvious as it feels. You slip off the barstool, nerves buzzing, but force yourself to keep it together.
Deanâs eyes flick over youâquick, but thorough. For a split second, something unreadable flashes across his face, but itâs gone before you can place it.
âMissed us that bad, huh?â His smirk is pure Dean, cocky and teasing, slipping back into the easy rhythm of your old banter.
You roll your eyes, but are grateful for it. âDonât flatter yourself, Winchester.â
But your voice is softer than you mean it to be, and when you turn to Sam, pulling him into a warm hug first, you feel Deanâs gaze linger.
Then you step up to him, hesitation curling in your chestâbut before you can overthink it, his arms are around you, solid and warm, pulling you close like no time has passed at all.
That familiar scentâwoody, spiced, edged with leatherâwraps around you, grounding you, unraveling you. For a second longer than necessary, you let yourself sink into it, just this once.
The three of you settled into a booth once the bartender set down your drinks. Sam took the seat across from you, while Dean slid in next to you, his presence a little too warm, a little too distracting.
âSo,â Sam started, taking a sip of his beer. âWhat are we looking at?â
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. âA few people have gone missing over the last monthâno bodies, no traces, just⊠gone. Iâve ruled out everything I know of. Thereâs no signs of a struggle, no sulphur, no EMF spikes. Itâs like they just vanished into thin air.â
Dean frowned, brows knitting together. âAnd no patterns? No connection between them?â
âNone that I could find.â You shook your head. âThatâs why I called you guys. I was hoping fresh eyes might help.â
Sam exchanged a glance with Dean, both equally puzzled but already slipping into hunter mode.
âWell, weâre here now,â Sam said, ever the problem solver. âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah,â you exhaled, feeling some of the weight lift. âWeâll go over everything in more detail tomorrow. TonightâŠâ You glanced between them, the tension of the case momentarily fading. âItâs just good to see you both.â
âYeah, it is,â Sam agreed warmly, raising his bottle. âTo old friends.â
You clinked beers with him, and Dean followed suit, but as your bottles met, his eyes locked onto yours. There was something thereâsomething lingering, unreadable, sending a flicker of warmth through you. But just as quickly as it came, it was gone, masked behind an easy sip of his beer. You swallowed, shaking it off as nothing more than a trick of your mind.
The more the beers flowed, the easier it got. You caught up, swapped stories, and fell into familiar rhythms.
Dean was as quick with his smart-ass remarks as ever, and the two of you naturally fell into your usual back-and-forth. Sam, as always, was the long-suffering audience to your antics.
At one point, you and Dean tag-teamed a particularly brutal roast of Samâthis time about the time heâd gotten sick on a case and tried to insist he was totally fine, only to end up passing out face-first into a hotelâs continental breakfast buffet.
âOh, come on,â Sam groaned, shaking his head as you and Dean laughed. âThat was years ago.â
âAnd yet,â you grinned, âI can still hear the sound of your face hitting that tray of scrambled eggs.â
Dean snorted, nudging his knee against yours under the table. âDude, you took out the whole table. That poor old lady thought you died.â
Sam huffed, rolling his eyes as he pushed his beer away. âYeah, and thatâs my cue. Iâve had enough of you two for one night.â
You laughed, but before you could say anything, Sam stood, shaking his head. âIâll see you both in the morning.â He pulled you into a quick, brotherly hug, and you squeezed back.
âNight, Sammy,â you murmured, watching as he strode toward the door, leaving you alone with Dean.
You half-expected him to call it a night too, but instead, Dean didnât move. If anything, the second Sam walked out, he seemed to settle in more, arm stretching along the back of the booth, fingers barely grazing your shoulder. The casual touch sent a ripple of awareness through you, but you forced yourself to act normal, reaching for your drink instead of acknowledging the way your heart had picked up speed.
âI think Iâll stick around a little longer,â he said casually, surprising you.
Your heart kicked up a notch, but you welcomed the company. âYeah?â
Dean smirked. âYeah. We got a lot of catching up to do.â
And so you did. The conversation flowed effortlessly, laughter slipping in between shared memories and stories of the road. Some cases were so bizarre they barely seemed real, and a few had you nearly crying with laughter. Time seemed to pass in a blink of an eye, the bar thinning out around you, and you barely noticed.
At some point, Dean just sat back and looked at you. Really looked at you. His expression softened, head tilting slightly as he took you in, his green eyes flickering with something unreadable. Then, he shook his head and muttered, âDamn, itâs really good to see you.â
The sincerity in his voice knocked the breath from your lungs.
Your lips parted, a response on the tip of your tongue, but nothing came out.
Dean huffed a small laugh, eyes still studying you like he was committing you to memory. âYou look good, too.â
The words werenât rushed, werenât casual or offhanded. They were steady, like a thought heâd been holding onto for a while.
Heat crept up your neck, and you let out a small, nervous chuckle, dropping your gaze to your drink as you toyed with the condensation on the glass. âYeah, okay.â
Dean shifted, leaning in just a little, enough that the space between you felt smaller, more intimate. âI mean it,â he said, quieter this time, voice dipping low.
All you could think was; what the hell is happening here?
Dean had never been like this with you before. Sure, he flirtedâit was second nature to himâbut not like this. At least thatâs what youâd always believed. Had you just never noticed? Had you missed the way he looked at you before? Or had something changed?
Swallowing, you forced yourself to meet his gaze, only to find his eyes sweeping over youâslow, deliberate. No hesitation. No teasing. Just appreciation.
His gaze flickered to your lips.
The air felt heavy, charged with something unspoken, something you werenât sure you were ready for, but part of you wanted to reach for it anyway.
Thenâ
âLast call!â
The bartenderâs voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a blade.
You exhaled sharply, the moment shattering as you snapped back to reality. A part of you wanted to stay frozen in it, let whatever this was between you and Dean unravel, but instead, you reached for the safest thing to say. "We should head back."
Dean nodded, standing with you, hands shoving into his jacket pockets. But even as you stepped out into the crisp night air, the tension didnât fade. If anything, it followed you like a shadow.
The walk back to the motel was quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the crunch of gravel under your boots. The air was cool, a sharp contrast to the heat still thrumming under your skin. You kept sneaking glances at Dean, only to find him already looking at you, eyes dark, thoughtful, unreadable.
He was closeânot touching, but his presence was all-consuming. The scent of leather and whiskey clung to him, mixing with the crisp night air, making your stomach twist with anticipation.
When you finally reached your door, you hesitated.
"Well⊠this is me," you said, voice coming out lighter than you intended, a small, nervous chuckle slipping past your lips.
Dean huffed a quiet laugh, his lips curling into a slow, knowing smile as he looked down at you. "Yeah."
But neither of you moved.
The air shifted again, crackling with something dangerous, something inevitable.
Deanâs gaze flickered lowerâtracing the curve of your mouth, watching as you unconsciously pulled your bottom lip between your teeth. His pupils dilated. His breath hitched and something in his expression darkened.
"Fuck it."
The words barely left his lips before he was on you, crashing into you with a hunger that sent you stumbling back against the door. The force of it stole your breath, his mouth devouring yours, needy, desperate, like heâd been holding himself back for years and finally gave in.
A muffled sound of surprise left you, swallowed instantly by his lips, but it only took a second before you melted into him, your fingers fisting the open lapels of his jacket, anchoring yourself against him.
It was hot and messy, all teeth and tongue, the kind of kiss that left you lightheaded and aching. His hands were everywhereâgripping, pulling, claimingâsliding over your hips, your back, fingers digging into your flesh like he never wanted to let go.
You fumbled for the door behind you, barely registering how you managed to get it open before tugging him inside.
Dean groaned against your mouth as the door clicked shut, his hands already working your jacket off your shoulders. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this," he murmured against your lips, voice rough, breathless.
Your stomach flipped, your heart fluttering at the implicationâthe confirmation that this wasnât just heat-of-the-moment lust. This was Dean. Wanting you. For who knew how long.
A moan slipped past your lips in response because forming actual words wasnât an optionânot with his hands gripping you tighter, not with the way he was kissing you like he was starving.
You barely noticed when you reached the little loveseat, your room provided, until the back of his knees hit it. Taking advantage of his momentary imbalance, you shoved him down onto it and climbed into his lap.
Dean groaned, head tipping back slightly as his hands found your hips, gripping tight. Touching you like heâd always wanted to. His fingers dug into the soft curve of your thighs, your ass, holding you like he couldnât get enough.
You stiffened for half a second. The way his hands moulded to your body, the way he held you there so easilyâso greedilyâmade your head spin.
Youâd spent years second-guessing what guys thought when they touched you, wondering if they found you too much, too soft in places youâd been taught to shrink. The idea of straddling Dean, of all people, shouldâve sent a jolt of insecurity through you. Shouldâve had you hesitating.
But then Deanâs hands tightenedâfingers pressing into your thighs, squeezing like he couldnât stand not to have you closer. A deep, rough sound rumbled from his chest, his lips breaking from yours just long enough to groan, "Jesusâfuck."
The way he said it sent fire straight to your core.
He wanted you like this. Craved it. He wasnât just tolerating the way your body pressed against himâhe was obsessed with it.
As if to prove the point, his grip turned bruising, his hands dragging you even closer, pulling you down into him, despite the small part of you that feared you might be too much.
Dean grunted, his head dropping forward slightly, his forehead pressing to yours. "Goddamn, sweetheart."
A rush of confidence flooded through you, drowning out every lingering doubt.
And then you moved.
You rolled your hips, testing, teasingâjust enough to feel the hard, undeniable evidence of how much he wanted this. Wanted you.
The friction was incredible, sending a bolt of pleasure up your spine, making you bite back a moan.
Deanâs breath hitched. His fingers dug into your flesh, his entire body going rigid.
That only made you do it again. Slower this time, deeper.
Dean sucked in a sharp breath, his hands twitching on your thighs like he was trying to keep himself together.
"Fuckâ" His voice was raw, strangled, almost pained.
You could feel him trembling beneath you, every muscle coiled tight as you ground against him, feeling the delicious pressure between you, the way his cock strained beneath his jeans, thick and hot against you.
Suddenly, his hands snapped up to your waist, gripping hard, stilling you.
You barely had a second to register it beforeâ
Dean shuddered. His whole body tensed beneath you, a choked grunt ripping from his throat as his fingers dug into your flesh, his head tipping back against the couch.
He went still, and it took you a second to realise.
Dean Winchester had just cum in his jeans.
A rush of heat flooded his face, his expression shifting from shock to pure horror. He blinked up at you, wide-eyed, mortified.
"Oh, fuck." His voice was barely above a whisper, his hands still gripping your hips, as if he was trying to process what the hell had just happened.
Your lips parted in surprise. Thenâa slow, wicked grin spread across your face.
"Did you justâ?"
Dean groaned, head dropping back against the couch, squeezing his eyes shut. "Donât. Justâdonât."
But you couldnât help it. Because holy shit.
Youâd just made Dean Winchester cum in his jeans.
If that wasnât the biggest ego boost of your life, you didnât know what was.
Leaning down, you pressed a lingering kiss to his jaw, then his cheek, then the corner of his mouth, revelling in the way his breath stuttered. "That," you murmured, lips brushing against his ear, "is the best compliment Iâve ever gotten."
Dean exhaled sharply, shaking his head, but he didnât pull away. If anything, he melted under your touch, his hands hesitantly sliding up your sides, gripping your waist like he needed to anchor himself. When he finally looked up at you, the humiliation still lingered, but something warmer, something softer, began to take its place.
His green eyes flickered over your face like he was memorising you. His throat bobbed with a swallow. Then, suddenly, he let out a breathless chuckle, shaking his head.
"God, Iâm sorry," he huffed, running a hand down his face, still half-stunned. "Youâre justâ" His eyes swept over you, dark and reverent as his hands followed, tracing over the curve of your hips, the swell of your full breasts, the thickness of your thighs. His fingers flexed, like he couldnât get enough, like he needed to feel every inch of you to believe this was real. "Fucking gorgeous."
Heat rushed to your face, your stomach flipping as you instinctively tried to shy away. But Dean was already there, his thumb pressing lightly under your chin, tilting your face back toward him.
"Hey," he murmured, his lips twitching into something wicked and sweet all at once. "Give me five minutes," his hands slid around the curve of your hips, then lower, grasping large handfuls of your ass, his fingers digging in like he couldn't help himself. He groaned, low and deep, pressing you closer, like he needed you to feel just how much he meant it. "And Iâll really show you how much I want you."
Your own lips curled, mirroring his. "Five minutes, huh?" You couldnât help but hum as he kissed along the column of your throat, his lips soft and warm, his teeth grazing, sending a shiver down your spine.
His grip on you tightened, kneading the flesh beneath his hands, and another groan rumbled through his chest, when you shifted in his lap again and you felt the unmistakable twitch of him against you.
"Okay, make that two," he muttered, his voice rough with renewed hunger.
You laughed, and he grinned against your skin at the sound, before pulling you in and claiming your lips in a hot, deep kiss once more.
âBesides,â he mumbled between kisses, âI wanna sample the goods first, anyway.â
You rolled your eyes, about to retort, but then you squealed as he abruptly lifted you into his arms, carrying you over to the bed like you weighed nothing. With a playful smirk, he dropped you onto the mattress unceremoniously, making you bounce with a giggle.
Dean climbed in after you, hovering over you, his fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from your face, his expression turning unexpectedly tender. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted this," he admitted, voice quieter now, raw and honest.
Your heart fluttered.
"Then show me," you whispered.
And as his lips met yours again, slow and deep, Dean swore heâd take his damn time proving just how much he did.

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It means so much to me to hear that! đ„č iâm so glad you enjoyed it!! đ
Iâve been blown away by how much this has meant to people including a plus!sized reader! And iâm so happy itâs meant something to you! đ
'Happy Accidents'
Pairing: Dean x Plus!sized Reader
Summary: You haven't seen the Winchester's in over a year, but the case you're working has you scratching your head, and who better to call than some old friends. However, insecurities arise as well as the reprise of a long time crush. Little do you know, it's reciprocated.
Word Count: 3.1k
Warnings/tags: Dry humping! (18+Only), fluff, mutual pinning, Plus!sized Reader, body insecurities, curvy girl appreciation, swearing.
AN: Okay so this is my first time writing for a more specific reader body type, but being a curvy-girl myself it was interesting to implement it into a story. And with Dean being the appreciator? Yes please! đ I know this might not cater to all of you, but I'm inclusive to all y'all â€ïž Also taking some inspo from @bejeweledinterludes post for this one and @zepskies Midnight Espresso series, which is honestly one of my favourite series and stories featuring a Plus!sized reader!! I do hope you guys like this one! đ
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You hadnât seen the Winchesters in over a year.
Not since that hunt in Nebraskaâthe one that went sideways fast. The one that left you with a busted-up ankle and Dean with a fresh scar along his jawline. The one where, after all was said and done, you parted ways with an easy âSee you around,â never expecting âaroundâ to take this long to come back.
But when a case cropped upâone that twisted your gut with uneaseâyou hadnât hesitated. You picked up the phone and called the only people you trusted to have your back. If anyone could help, it was them.
And now, sitting in a dimly lit bar, waiting for them to arrive, your nerves were shot. Maybe it was the case. Or maybe it was the fact that youâd changed since they last saw youâsince he last saw you.
That old, ridiculous crush on Dean Winchester hadnât gone anywhere. That much had become painfully clear the moment he picked up the phone, his voice as deep, gravelly, and cocky as ever. But now, with time apart and the weight of your own insecurities pressing down, the idea of seeing him again made your stomach twist.
You had always been curvier, carrying stubborn weight around your thighs, ass, and middle. But in the last year, youâd softened even more. Life had been quieter, with less running and fewer adrenaline-fuelled hunts. You were still strong, still capable, but you felt different. And you knew the type of women Dean gravitated towardâtall, slim, easy.
You were none of those things, and you never would be. And that was okay. But it was a niggling fact that had always lingered in the back of your mind, that had stung each time the three of you got together and you watched him charm someone else. Someone who wasnât you.
A warm, unexpected hand on your shoulder brings you out of your darker thoughts, with a slight gasp, startling you a little.
âEasy there, sweetheart.â
You turned, heart stuttering as Dean stood there, grinning down at you like no time had passed at all. And damn it all, he looked the sameâscruffy and stupidly handsome in that effortless way of his, jeans snug on his hips, flannel worn open over a snug black tee. Sam stood just behind him, offering you a softer, more knowing smile.
âHey, boys,â you manage, hoping the warmth creeping up your neck isnât as obvious as it feels. You slip off the barstool, nerves buzzing, but force yourself to keep it together.
Deanâs eyes flick over youâquick, but thorough. For a split second, something unreadable flashes across his face, but itâs gone before you can place it.
âMissed us that bad, huh?â His smirk is pure Dean, cocky and teasing, slipping back into the easy rhythm of your old banter.
You roll your eyes, but are grateful for it. âDonât flatter yourself, Winchester.â
But your voice is softer than you mean it to be, and when you turn to Sam, pulling him into a warm hug first, you feel Deanâs gaze linger.
Then you step up to him, hesitation curling in your chestâbut before you can overthink it, his arms are around you, solid and warm, pulling you close like no time has passed at all.
That familiar scentâwoody, spiced, edged with leatherâwraps around you, grounding you, unraveling you. For a second longer than necessary, you let yourself sink into it, just this once.
The three of you settled into a booth once the bartender set down your drinks. Sam took the seat across from you, while Dean slid in next to you, his presence a little too warm, a little too distracting.
âSo,â Sam started, taking a sip of his beer. âWhat are we looking at?â
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. âA few people have gone missing over the last monthâno bodies, no traces, just⊠gone. Iâve ruled out everything I know of. Thereâs no signs of a struggle, no sulphur, no EMF spikes. Itâs like they just vanished into thin air.â
Dean frowned, brows knitting together. âAnd no patterns? No connection between them?â
âNone that I could find.â You shook your head. âThatâs why I called you guys. I was hoping fresh eyes might help.â
Sam exchanged a glance with Dean, both equally puzzled but already slipping into hunter mode.
âWell, weâre here now,â Sam said, ever the problem solver. âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah,â you exhaled, feeling some of the weight lift. âWeâll go over everything in more detail tomorrow. TonightâŠâ You glanced between them, the tension of the case momentarily fading. âItâs just good to see you both.â
âYeah, it is,â Sam agreed warmly, raising his bottle. âTo old friends.â
You clinked beers with him, and Dean followed suit, but as your bottles met, his eyes locked onto yours. There was something thereâsomething lingering, unreadable, sending a flicker of warmth through you. But just as quickly as it came, it was gone, masked behind an easy sip of his beer. You swallowed, shaking it off as nothing more than a trick of your mind.
The more the beers flowed, the easier it got. You caught up, swapped stories, and fell into familiar rhythms.
Dean was as quick with his smart-ass remarks as ever, and the two of you naturally fell into your usual back-and-forth. Sam, as always, was the long-suffering audience to your antics.
At one point, you and Dean tag-teamed a particularly brutal roast of Samâthis time about the time heâd gotten sick on a case and tried to insist he was totally fine, only to end up passing out face-first into a hotelâs continental breakfast buffet.
âOh, come on,â Sam groaned, shaking his head as you and Dean laughed. âThat was years ago.â
âAnd yet,â you grinned, âI can still hear the sound of your face hitting that tray of scrambled eggs.â
Dean snorted, nudging his knee against yours under the table. âDude, you took out the whole table. That poor old lady thought you died.â
Sam huffed, rolling his eyes as he pushed his beer away. âYeah, and thatâs my cue. Iâve had enough of you two for one night.â
You laughed, but before you could say anything, Sam stood, shaking his head. âIâll see you both in the morning.â He pulled you into a quick, brotherly hug, and you squeezed back.
âNight, Sammy,â you murmured, watching as he strode toward the door, leaving you alone with Dean.
You half-expected him to call it a night too, but instead, Dean didnât move. If anything, the second Sam walked out, he seemed to settle in more, arm stretching along the back of the booth, fingers barely grazing your shoulder. The casual touch sent a ripple of awareness through you, but you forced yourself to act normal, reaching for your drink instead of acknowledging the way your heart had picked up speed.
âI think Iâll stick around a little longer,â he said casually, surprising you.
Your heart kicked up a notch, but you welcomed the company. âYeah?â
Dean smirked. âYeah. We got a lot of catching up to do.â
And so you did. The conversation flowed effortlessly, laughter slipping in between shared memories and stories of the road. Some cases were so bizarre they barely seemed real, and a few had you nearly crying with laughter. Time seemed to pass in a blink of an eye, the bar thinning out around you, and you barely noticed.
At some point, Dean just sat back and looked at you. Really looked at you. His expression softened, head tilting slightly as he took you in, his green eyes flickering with something unreadable. Then, he shook his head and muttered, âDamn, itâs really good to see you.â
The sincerity in his voice knocked the breath from your lungs.
Your lips parted, a response on the tip of your tongue, but nothing came out.
Dean huffed a small laugh, eyes still studying you like he was committing you to memory. âYou look good, too.â
The words werenât rushed, werenât casual or offhanded. They were steady, like a thought heâd been holding onto for a while.
Heat crept up your neck, and you let out a small, nervous chuckle, dropping your gaze to your drink as you toyed with the condensation on the glass. âYeah, okay.â
Dean shifted, leaning in just a little, enough that the space between you felt smaller, more intimate. âI mean it,â he said, quieter this time, voice dipping low.
All you could think was; what the hell is happening here?
Dean had never been like this with you before. Sure, he flirtedâit was second nature to himâbut not like this. At least thatâs what youâd always believed. Had you just never noticed? Had you missed the way he looked at you before? Or had something changed?
Swallowing, you forced yourself to meet his gaze, only to find his eyes sweeping over youâslow, deliberate. No hesitation. No teasing. Just appreciation.
His gaze flickered to your lips.
The air felt heavy, charged with something unspoken, something you werenât sure you were ready for, but part of you wanted to reach for it anyway.
Thenâ
âLast call!â
The bartenderâs voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a blade.
You exhaled sharply, the moment shattering as you snapped back to reality. A part of you wanted to stay frozen in it, let whatever this was between you and Dean unravel, but instead, you reached for the safest thing to say. "We should head back."
Dean nodded, standing with you, hands shoving into his jacket pockets. But even as you stepped out into the crisp night air, the tension didnât fade. If anything, it followed you like a shadow.
The walk back to the motel was quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the crunch of gravel under your boots. The air was cool, a sharp contrast to the heat still thrumming under your skin. You kept sneaking glances at Dean, only to find him already looking at you, eyes dark, thoughtful, unreadable.
He was closeânot touching, but his presence was all-consuming. The scent of leather and whiskey clung to him, mixing with the crisp night air, making your stomach twist with anticipation.
When you finally reached your door, you hesitated.
"Well⊠this is me," you said, voice coming out lighter than you intended, a small, nervous chuckle slipping past your lips.
Dean huffed a quiet laugh, his lips curling into a slow, knowing smile as he looked down at you. "Yeah."
But neither of you moved.
The air shifted again, crackling with something dangerous, something inevitable.
Deanâs gaze flickered lowerâtracing the curve of your mouth, watching as you unconsciously pulled your bottom lip between your teeth. His pupils dilated. His breath hitched and something in his expression darkened.
"Fuck it."
The words barely left his lips before he was on you, crashing into you with a hunger that sent you stumbling back against the door. The force of it stole your breath, his mouth devouring yours, needy, desperate, like heâd been holding himself back for years and finally gave in.
A muffled sound of surprise left you, swallowed instantly by his lips, but it only took a second before you melted into him, your fingers fisting the open lapels of his jacket, anchoring yourself against him.
It was hot and messy, all teeth and tongue, the kind of kiss that left you lightheaded and aching. His hands were everywhereâgripping, pulling, claimingâsliding over your hips, your back, fingers digging into your flesh like he never wanted to let go.
You fumbled for the door behind you, barely registering how you managed to get it open before tugging him inside.
Dean groaned against your mouth as the door clicked shut, his hands already working your jacket off your shoulders. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this," he murmured against your lips, voice rough, breathless.
Your stomach flipped, your heart fluttering at the implicationâthe confirmation that this wasnât just heat-of-the-moment lust. This was Dean. Wanting you. For who knew how long.
A moan slipped past your lips in response because forming actual words wasnât an optionânot with his hands gripping you tighter, not with the way he was kissing you like he was starving.
You barely noticed when you reached the little loveseat, your room provided, until the back of his knees hit it. Taking advantage of his momentary imbalance, you shoved him down onto it and climbed into his lap.
Dean groaned, head tipping back slightly as his hands found your hips, gripping tight. Touching you like heâd always wanted to. His fingers dug into the soft curve of your thighs, your ass, holding you like he couldnât get enough.
You stiffened for half a second. The way his hands moulded to your body, the way he held you there so easilyâso greedilyâmade your head spin.
Youâd spent years second-guessing what guys thought when they touched you, wondering if they found you too much, too soft in places youâd been taught to shrink. The idea of straddling Dean, of all people, shouldâve sent a jolt of insecurity through you. Shouldâve had you hesitating.
But then Deanâs hands tightenedâfingers pressing into your thighs, squeezing like he couldnât stand not to have you closer. A deep, rough sound rumbled from his chest, his lips breaking from yours just long enough to groan, "Jesusâfuck."
The way he said it sent fire straight to your core.
He wanted you like this. Craved it. He wasnât just tolerating the way your body pressed against himâhe was obsessed with it.
As if to prove the point, his grip turned bruising, his hands dragging you even closer, pulling you down into him, despite the small part of you that feared you might be too much.
Dean grunted, his head dropping forward slightly, his forehead pressing to yours. "Goddamn, sweetheart."
A rush of confidence flooded through you, drowning out every lingering doubt.
And then you moved.
You rolled your hips, testing, teasingâjust enough to feel the hard, undeniable evidence of how much he wanted this. Wanted you.
The friction was incredible, sending a bolt of pleasure up your spine, making you bite back a moan.
Deanâs breath hitched. His fingers dug into your flesh, his entire body going rigid.
That only made you do it again. Slower this time, deeper.
Dean sucked in a sharp breath, his hands twitching on your thighs like he was trying to keep himself together.
"Fuckâ" His voice was raw, strangled, almost pained.
You could feel him trembling beneath you, every muscle coiled tight as you ground against him, feeling the delicious pressure between you, the way his cock strained beneath his jeans, thick and hot against you.
Suddenly, his hands snapped up to your waist, gripping hard, stilling you.
You barely had a second to register it beforeâ
Dean shuddered. His whole body tensed beneath you, a choked grunt ripping from his throat as his fingers dug into your flesh, his head tipping back against the couch.
He went still, and it took you a second to realise.
Dean Winchester had just cum in his jeans.
A rush of heat flooded his face, his expression shifting from shock to pure horror. He blinked up at you, wide-eyed, mortified.
"Oh, fuck." His voice was barely above a whisper, his hands still gripping your hips, as if he was trying to process what the hell had just happened.
Your lips parted in surprise. Thenâa slow, wicked grin spread across your face.
"Did you justâ?"
Dean groaned, head dropping back against the couch, squeezing his eyes shut. "Donât. Justâdonât."
But you couldnât help it. Because holy shit.
Youâd just made Dean Winchester cum in his jeans.
If that wasnât the biggest ego boost of your life, you didnât know what was.
Leaning down, you pressed a lingering kiss to his jaw, then his cheek, then the corner of his mouth, revelling in the way his breath stuttered. "That," you murmured, lips brushing against his ear, "is the best compliment Iâve ever gotten."
Dean exhaled sharply, shaking his head, but he didnât pull away. If anything, he melted under your touch, his hands hesitantly sliding up your sides, gripping your waist like he needed to anchor himself. When he finally looked up at you, the humiliation still lingered, but something warmer, something softer, began to take its place.
His green eyes flickered over your face like he was memorising you. His throat bobbed with a swallow. Then, suddenly, he let out a breathless chuckle, shaking his head.
"God, Iâm sorry," he huffed, running a hand down his face, still half-stunned. "Youâre justâ" His eyes swept over you, dark and reverent as his hands followed, tracing over the curve of your hips, the swell of your full breasts, the thickness of your thighs. His fingers flexed, like he couldnât get enough, like he needed to feel every inch of you to believe this was real. "Fucking gorgeous."
Heat rushed to your face, your stomach flipping as you instinctively tried to shy away. But Dean was already there, his thumb pressing lightly under your chin, tilting your face back toward him.
"Hey," he murmured, his lips twitching into something wicked and sweet all at once. "Give me five minutes," his hands slid around the curve of your hips, then lower, grasping large handfuls of your ass, his fingers digging in like he couldn't help himself. He groaned, low and deep, pressing you closer, like he needed you to feel just how much he meant it. "And Iâll really show you how much I want you."
Your own lips curled, mirroring his. "Five minutes, huh?" You couldnât help but hum as he kissed along the column of your throat, his lips soft and warm, his teeth grazing, sending a shiver down your spine.
His grip on you tightened, kneading the flesh beneath his hands, and another groan rumbled through his chest, when you shifted in his lap again and you felt the unmistakable twitch of him against you.
"Okay, make that two," he muttered, his voice rough with renewed hunger.
You laughed, and he grinned against your skin at the sound, before pulling you in and claiming your lips in a hot, deep kiss once more.
âBesides,â he mumbled between kisses, âI wanna sample the goods first, anyway.â
You rolled your eyes, about to retort, but then you squealed as he abruptly lifted you into his arms, carrying you over to the bed like you weighed nothing. With a playful smirk, he dropped you onto the mattress unceremoniously, making you bounce with a giggle.
Dean climbed in after you, hovering over you, his fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from your face, his expression turning unexpectedly tender. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted this," he admitted, voice quieter now, raw and honest.
Your heart fluttered.
"Then show me," you whispered.
And as his lips met yours again, slow and deep, Dean swore heâd take his damn time proving just how much he did.

AN: So this just popped into my mind, I hadn't planned on posting, but had to get it out đ
. I know this doesn't cater to everyone it's a little more reader specific, but, it's just another reason to love Dean! đ
If you would like to be tagged in my future works please respond to this >form< so I can add you to the character's you'd like đ
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Haha! đ€Ł well i love emâ so i hope you do keep finding them!
Ahh no, i hope everythingâs okay? Iâve been trying to catch up on reading and stuff myself, but i feel like iâve missed so many in that funk đ©
But iâm happy to be a welcoming return đ„°
I agree, Charlie is just the bestest đ€ we all need a friend like her! And Gary deserves nothing more!!
Iol - typical Dean. Isn't this similar to what he got him in the Xmas episode too?
Weirdly i hadnât connect the two, i just thought of something so basic, but i think you might be right đ€Ł
Oh heâs an absolute dream isnât he? đ And youâre not ready for the next chapter! đ
We got it all packed in, tbh, the next two chapters are! I canât wait for you to read them. đ€
I sometimes worry i feel like iâm being a bit repetitive, maybe not enough drama or too much, but itâs just how it came out đ
idk. But if you guys are still invested, iâm happy đ
But thank you Beth đ„°
P.s if you ever need to vent/talk outside of âblog/fandom worldâ iâm happy to lend an ear đ
The Arrangement - Chapter Four
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: Things are growing tense between the you and Dean, buried feelings seemed to be bursting at the seems. How long until they finally burst? Is the real question.
Word Count: 4.1k
Warnings/Tags: Angst, the usual pinning idiots, fluff.
AN: Okay this chapter became way too long so I had to split it đ
call it the first half to chapter 5, where we will continue on. As always I hope you enjoy! âșïž
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After your steamy shower escapades, youâd both decided to part ways for the night. As much as you wanted to bask in the aftermath, sleeping togetherâactually sleepingâfelt like crossing an invisible line you werenât quite ready to acknowledge.
Luckily, you had an easy excuse. You had work in the morning, and Dean had an even earlier start for his long drive out to Stanford. And after a day filled with very thorough extracurricular activities, the moment your head hit the pillow, you were out like a light.
By the time you woke up, Dean was already gone. A small part of you felt miffed that you hadnât gotten to see him offânot just because of whatever this thing was between you, but because, at the end of the day, he was still your best friend. And you missed him when he wasnât around.
That little pang of disappointment eased when you spotted the note on the coffee machine, still warm from where he must have made a fresh pot before leaving.
You werenât prepared for the wave of emotions that crashed into you at the sight of his familiar scrawl. Why did he have to be soâŠDean?
Letting out a long sigh, you lightly slapped your own cheek. Snap out of it. Itâs nothing new.
Dean had always been like this. A natural caretaker. Your friend. That was all.
You shoved those unwelcome feelings down, drowning them in bites of warm, buttery pancakes and strong coffee. The food did wonders for distracting your heart.
By noon, you were about ready to throw in the towel. Your caseload was piling higher by the minute, the endless spreadsheets and budget reports turning into a blur of numbers.Â
As the companyâs-chartered accountant, you were used to the pressureâbut Romanâs impulsive decision to buy into the Biggersonâs fast food chain had sent your workload into overdrive. You were now up to your eyeballs in audits and projections, making sure the company wasnât about to haemorrhage money on a half-baked business venture.
A familiar teasing voice broke through your frazzled thoughts.
âDamn, I donât know whether you need a drink or a cigarette.â
Spinning your chair around, you found yourself face-to-face with your favourite redhead, her signature smirk firmly in place.
âCan I have both?â you deadpanned, rubbing a hand over your already mussed-up hair. âSeriously, why couldnât he wait until after the holidays for this manic decision? And why the hell Biggersonâs?â
Charlie plopped down onto your desk, crossing her legs as she shrugged. âYeah, no clue. Although⊠Frankââ
You arched a brow. âConspiracy-theory Frank?â
âThe very one.â
Of course.
Charlie leaned in conspiratorially. âHeâs convinced the company heads are actually cannibals, and this whole buyout is part of some elaborate scheme to fatten up Americans before they, and I quote, âchow down.ââ
You burst out laughing, the stress momentarily melting away. âWow. Thatâs a new one.â
âRight?â Charlie grinned before giving your arm a pat. âCâmon, letâs get some lunch. And then you can tell me why Gary looks like heâs been sucking on a lemon all morning.â
A few blocks away, you and Charlie found yourselves at Rufusâ Deli, home to some of Kansasâ finest sandwiches. Rufus himself was a legendâgruff, no-nonsense, and about as approachable as a guard dog, but no one could deny the manâs skills. His sandwiches were that good, drawing lines down the block every day.
Luckily, you and Charlie had managed to worm your way into his good graces over time. Whether it was your shared appreciation for his craftsmanship or the fact that you never tried to chat his ear off like other customers, he had developed a soft spot for you both. And that meant one very important perkâyou got to skip the line.
So, when the lunch rush was in full swing and Rufus spotted you, a warm smile replacing his usual gruffness, jerking his head toward the counter. âWhatâll it be today, ladies?â
You gave him your order with a grateful smile, and within minutes, you and Charlie were seated at your usual spot, tearing into your sandwiches.
âSo,â Charlie mumbled around a bite of her chicken club, âwanna fill me in on the Gary sitch?â
You sighed, setting your sandwich down and swallowing before launching into the whole story. You kept the details lightâomitting the drinking with Jo and the deeper parts of your frustrationâbut you didnât hold back on the bare minimum effort Gary had put into your so-called relationship.
Charlie listened intently, her expression shifting from mild curiosity to full-on irritation. When you finished, she scoffed. âDamn. What a prick.â
She leaned back, crossing her arms before her lips curled into a mischievous smirk. âYou know⊠you just gave me the incentive I needed to fill that douchebagâs computer with enough viruses to make it cry.â
You nearly choked on your drink, barely managing to cover your mouth as you laughed.
Charlie worked in the tech department and she was the companyâs most valuable asset. The only one who came close to her level of expertise was Frank, and even he admitted she was the best. Youâd met her in your second month on the job when sheâd swooped in to fix a software issue youâd been struggling with. Not only had she solved it in minutes, but sheâd also taken the time to teach you a few tricks that you still used to this day.
The two of you had hit it off immediately. She was a giant nerd at heartâquirky, sarcastic, and fiercely loyal. Youâd bonded over your shared love of Harry Potter, both agreeing that Hermione was the real reason Harry even survived half his adventures.
âYou knowâŠâ you smirked, eyes glinting with amusement. âI wouldnât hate to see that.â
Charlie grinned, wiggling her fingers as if casting a spell. âThen consider it done.â
The two of you burst into laughter, the weight of your morning stress liftingâat least for now.
After lunch, you and Charlie made your way back to the office, the brisk winter air nipping at your cheeks and turning the tip of your nose red. The cold was sharp, but in a way, it was refreshingâlike it was clearing out the mental fog that had settled in after your morning of spreadsheets and stress.
As you neared the building, Charlie shoved her hands into her coat pockets. âYou coming to the company Christmas party tomorrow night?â
You blinked, nearly having forgotten about the annual bash Roman Enterprises threw right before everyone was released for their so-called âChristmas break.â
âShit, I completely forgot about that,â you admitted, your breath visible in the air. Your mind had been preoccupied with... well, other things.
âWell, Iâm only going if you are. I can only tolerate these people when Iâm getting paid for it.â
You laughed at that, shaking your head. âI mean, I guess itâd be the decent thing to show our faces, right?â You shrugged, considering it. âAnd I do have to admitâDick throws a damn good party.â
âRight? And thereâs always a chocolate fountain,â Charlie said, eyes lighting up.
You hummed in agreement. âFuck it. Letâs go. I can grab a new dress on my way home later.â
Charlie grinned, clearly pleased. âOh! You should invite Dean. Itâs been a while since I saw that knucklehead.â
That made you hesitate.
It wasnât that you didnât want to invite Dean, but an office Christmas party wasnât exactly a casual setting. And inviting him made it feel a little too much like... a date.
But then again, Charlie would be there. It wasnât like it would just be the two of you. Three friends hanging out. Totally normal.
âSure,â you said after a beat, forcing nonchalance into your voice. âIâll ask him. Though heâs not a suit-and-tie kinda guy.â You chuckled, already picturing his disgruntled expression. Getting Dean to wear anything remotely formal had always been a battle.
Charlie smirked. âTell him thereâs an open bar. Iâm sure heâll be persuaded.â
You huffed a small laugh, shaking your head as you pulled open the office door. âYeah... you might be onto something there.â
By the time you left the office, the sky had deepened into rich blues and purples, the last traces of daylight fading behind the city skyline. You made your way down to 9th Street, stopping in a few stores to find something to wear for the company Christmas party. Dick Roman always hosted black-tie events, and currently, your wardrobe leaned more toward casual attire, jeans, hoodies, sweatpantsânot exactly gala material.
Luckily, it didnât take long to find the dress. A deep red gown with delicate lace accents, an open back that dipped daringly low, and just enough side-boob to make going braless the only option. It was definitely more revealing than what youâd normally go for, but for some reason the thought of Dean seeing you in it, gave you enough incentive to buy it.
Once you got home, you decided it was finally time you got stuck into the gift wrapping. You slipped into your loungewear and set up in the living room, surrounded by wrapping paper, ribbons, and bows.Â
Wrapping gifts had always been something you enjoyedâit wasnât a chore but a ritual. You loved making each present look as perfect as possible, picturing the happiness on your loved ones' faces when they unwrapped them.
Deanâs gift was the last one left of the night, and it was by far the most meaningful.
You had managed to track down an original pressing of Led Zeppelin IIâthe very album heâd lost as a kid in the house fire. It had been bad, nearly costing Mary her life, the electrical damage so severe that renovations had taken years. They had lost so muchâfamily photos, keepsakes, and among them, the vinyl his dad had given him on his 10th birthday.Â
You could still remember the hours you spent in his room, the two of you lying on his bed, singing along to Ramble On, always a little off-key but never caring. Finding another copy had been next to impossible, but last month, Charlie had tracked one down in a tiny record store just outside of town. You had almost kissed her for it.
Now, as you carefully folded the wrapping paper around the record and tied a bow on top, you smiled to yourself. You hoped he liked it.
Just as you finished up, your phone buzzed. Dean. You ignored the flutter in your chest at the sight of his name and flipped open the screen.
ââSup?â
âWhy did I agree to this again?â Came Deanâs gruff voice.
âBecause youâre a massive pushover?â you deadpanned.
âDo you know Iâm currently parked out on a dirt road? No motels. Havinâ to rough it tonight.â
You bit your lip, picturing him scowling at his surroundings.
âI still donât feel sorry for you.â You chuckled, and he let out a dramatic sigh.
ââCourse you wouldnât.â
You smiled into the receiver, adjusting the phone against your ear as you stacked the last wrapped gift onto the pile.
âYou do realise Sam has a license and couldâve driven himself home, right?â
Dean groaned. âYeah, but I kinda only got him some shaving foam and a razor for Christmas.â
Your mouth dropped. âWHAT?! Thatâs all you got him?â You screeched into the receiver. âNo wonder you took, like, five minutes to shop. I thought they were your toiletries, not presents!â
âYeah, well, now heâs got a road trip with his big bro to add to it.â
âYouâre a nightmare,â you scoffed, shaking your head with an amused twitch of your lips despite yourself.
The line fell silent for a beat, the comfortable kind, before you remembered your conversation with Charlie.
âI, uh, had lunch with Charlie today,â you said.
âYeah? How is the nerd?â he teased, though there was clear fondness in his tone.
âSheâs good. Sheâs also plotting to destroy Garyâs computer with viruses.â
Dean let out a bark of laughter. âBrilliant.â
âShe also reminded me about the company Christmas party tomorrow night.â
âOh yeah? You goinâ?â
You hesitated, trying to sound casual. âWe agreed to go if the other did⊠but she also asked if you wanted to come.â
There was a pause. âReally?â Dean hummed. âDo you want me to go?â
Your heart thudded in your chest.
âI mean, I know theyâre not really your thing. Itâs a black-tie event, super formal,â you said quickly, then mentally facepalmed. Were you trying to talk him out of it?
âSounds pretty terrible,â he agreed, and you panicked.
âThereâs an open bar, though.â
Silence. Your stomach twisted uncomfortably.
âHmm. Now that does change things,â he mused. âI can come if you want me to?â
Your face flushed at the unintentional punâalthough, knowing Dean, it was probably very intentional.
âMore the merrier, right?â You shrugged it off, with a lame chuckle, wanting to smack yourself in the head.
Dean chuckled. âYeah, thatâs true.â
Another comfortable pause settled between you.
âIâll, uh, let you get some rest,â you said, softer this time. âDonât want you falling asleep at the wheel.â
âYeah, probably best.â He sighed, and you could almost picture him, all scrunched up in the backseat.
âGoodnight, Dean.â
ââNight, sweetheart.â
The next day, you busied yourself tidying up around the apartment. You didnât want Dean thinking you were completely incapable of living alone, so you straightened up, wiped down the counters, and even tested out a few cake recipes for Christmas.Â
After a few failed attempts, you finally landed on a winnerâa pecan upside-down cake. It was soft, sweet, and had just the right crunch from the pecans. For a first try, it wasnât bad. And that was exactly what Dean walked into a few hours later, when he finally arrived.
âWhoa. What the hell smells so good?â
You turned at the sound of his voice, smiling, and for a second, Dean forgot how to breathe. It had only been a little over twenty-four hours since heâd last seen you, and somehow, heâd missed you way more than he was willing to admit.
âHey. I was just trying out some recipes for Christmas. Think I found a winner.â You cut a slice of cake and slid it onto a plate before handing it to him.
He eyed it suspiciously, glancing between you and the dessert. âYou made this?â
You scoffed, your hands settling on your hips in a defensive stance. âWhy is that so hard to believe?â
Dean smirked at your reaction. He lived to rile you up. Still, he picked up the slice and took a big bite. The second the flavours hit his tongue, his eyes fluttered shut, and he let out a deep, satisfied moan.
âShit, thatâs good.â
You swallowed hard.
âReally?â you asked, voice a little breathier than you intended.
His eyes snapped open. âYou kiddinâ me? I think I just found my new favourite dessert.â
Your face warmed. That was high praise coming from him. Dessert was practically Deanâs second languageâspecifically, the pie dialectâso for him to say that about your cake. That was a damn honour.
âWell, thatâs that then. Dessert is sorted.â You dog-eared the page in the recipe book youâd picked up while dress shopping, mentally noting to make this again for Christmas.
Dean took a seat at the island as he finished his slice of cake, the two of you making idle chit chat about his trip, and how much LA traffic sucked, when you got onto the topic of Sam and his new lady friend.Â
âSo, Is he punching?â You asked rather bluntly, a teasing smirk on your lips as you gathered everything coated in cake batter and dumped it into the sink.
âOh, massively. Sheâs way out of my brotherâs league.â Dean laughed, the sound rich and amused, and you raised a brow.
âSounds like youâre just as smitten,â you mused, a little sharper than youâd intended. What the hell is wrong with you?
You turned your back to him to cover your idiocy, arms buried in warm, soapy water as you busied yourself scrubbing utensils clean.
It was just an innocent comment. It wasnât like you cared if Dean thought some girl was attractive. You werenât overthinking, not at all. Not about how easy it would be for him to fall for someone else, someone uncomplicated, someone not you.
Jesus, girl!
You were broken from your spiralling thoughts when you felt him behind you. His presence was unmistakable heat radiating off of him in waves, his scent a lingering mix of soap, leather, and the faded remnants of his cologne. It made your head swim.
A dish clinked gently as he slipped his plate into the water beside you.
âDo I detect some jealousy in that tone of yours?â His voice was low, teasing, the warmth of it curling down your spine.
âPfft, youâre joking, right?â You scoffed, but the slight crack in your voice gave you away.
Dean heard it too. You didnât need to see his face to know he was smirking. The self-satisfaction practically rolled off him.
You placed the last item on the drying rack and turned, only to find him closer than expected. Your breath hitched.
âNo. Iâm deadly serious.â
Your pulse pounded in your ears as his eyes locked onto yours, heavy-lidded and unreadable. The space between you shrank, an invisible force pulling you toward him. Like gravity, like inevitability.
Dean leaned in; his breath warm as it fanned across your lips. His hands braced against the counter on either side of you, caging you in. The heat between you was palpable, something crackling in the air, something that made your knees weak and your thoughts scatter.
Thenâ
His ringtone shattered the moment.
You jolted slightly, the haze lifting as quickly as it had settled. Dean sighed, raking a hand through his hair as he pulled his phone from his pocket. One glance at the screen and his expression soured.
âWhat?â he answered gruffly.
You took that as your cue to leave, slipping away down the hall and into your bedroom, pressing the door shut behind you.
You needed a breather. Badly.
What the hell was that?
He canât be home for more than five minutes before you want to jump his bones.
And, seriously, âSounds like youâre smitten?â What were you thinking?
You groaned, rubbing your hands over your face before shaking yourself out of your stupor. A shower. A cold one, preferably. Then you could focus on getting ready for tonightâbecause the last thing you needed was to be a flustered mess at a party where you were supposed to look put together.
The irony.
By the time you stepped out of the shower, steam curling into the air, Dean had left again. Apparently, Sam had forgotten one of Jessâs bags, the one containing all of her clothes for the next couple of days, in Deanâs trunk, so he had to drive back to his parentsâ house to drop It off.
That allowed you to take your time getting ready, without being rushed for âhoggingâ the bathroom.
You pampered yourselfâlotions, perfumes, careful grooming (not at all for a certain green-eyed man). You took your time with your hair and makeup, allowing the slow, methodical routine to settle your nerves.
Youâd just finished curling your hair when Dean returned.
Still in your robe, you stepped out of your room to grab a drink, only to nearly collide with him in the hallway.
âOof.â
Dean caught you, steadying you before you could fully crash into him. Your hands landed briefly against his chest, warm and firm beneath your palms.
He chuckled, the sound low and easy, but then his gaze flickered over you, taking in your appearance.
A slow smirk spread across his lips. âYou know, when you said black tie, I didnât realise you meant the robe kind.â
You glanced down at yourselfâsilk black robe, tied securely at the waistâand realised what he meant.
Unimpressed, you looked back up at him. âWow. Youâre freakinâ hilarious.â
Dean barked out a full-bodied laugh, clearly pleased with himself as you brushed past him toward the fridge, shaking your head. You twisted off the cap of a beer and took a sip.
âAny more jokes like that out of you tonight, and you can stay home,â you warned, levelling him with a serious stare.
Dean only grinned wider but raised a hand in surrender. âDonât worry, Iâll be well-behaved.â
But the dark glint in his eye told a different story.
He left you there and headed for the shower, while you worked to calm the nerves still rattling in your chest.
Tonight was going to be⊠complicated.
Questions would be asked.
Is Dean your date? Are you two together?
And youâd have to say no.
Which meant leaving him wide open for the kill.
The women in HR were like sharks in bloodied waterâdesperate, predatory, and not the least bit subtle. Theyâd be all over him tonight. And you werenât sure if you were equipped to handle seeing it. Because those were exactly the kind of women Dean would bed. And you were basically serving him up on a silver platter.
Lord, give me strength.
By the time the clock neared 7 p.m., you were dressed and ready.
You stood in front of the mirror, taking in your reflection. You had to admitâyou looked good. Hot, even.
The dress hugged every curves perfectly, the wide-open back revealing the delicate slope of your spine before stopping just above the curve of your ass. A bold red lip completed the look, matching the rich fabric of your gown. Your hair was swept up in a loose bun, soft curls framing your face.
Satisfied, you stepped out into the living roomâonly to stop short at the sight of Dean.
He was already dressed, waiting, phone in hand.
And he lookedâ
God.
A black suit, fitted just right, a crisp white dress shirt beneath. The same suit heâd worn for his parentsâ anniversary dinner last year. It had looked good on him then. It looked even better now.
The broad set of his shoulders, the slim taper of his waistâit was unfair how well he filled it out. His hair was neatly gelled, but not too much. Just enough to keep that natural, tousled look in place. And he smelled⊠incredible.
He mustâve sensed your presence, because he looked up from his phone, and had to do a double take.
Holy. Mother of God.
Dean couldnât breathe. It was as if youâd knocked the wind right out of his lungs just by existing in that dress.
You were stunning.
And that word didnât even come close to doing you justice.
His gaze dragged over you, drinking in every detail. The way the dress clung to you, the deep red fabric a striking contrast against your skin. The soft glow of the light catching on the shade of your eyes, making them look brighter somehow. The way your lipsâpainted that same rich shade of redâparted slightly as you waited for him to say something.
Jesus.
He wanted to say something smooth, something that would make you smile, make you roll your eyes at him the way you always did when he teased you. But his mouth had gone dry, and his brain wasnât quite catching up.
Dean cleared his throat, forcing his voice to work.
âYouâŠâ He exhaled, shaking his head slightly, his lips twitching up at the corners. âDamn.â
Your brows lifted in amusement. âThat bad, huh?â
Dean huffed out a laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. âNot even close.â His eyes met yours, more serious now. âYou look incredible.â
Your breath hitched. He meant itâthere was no teasing lilt in his voice, no smug grin. Just honesty, plain and simple.
You swallowed, feeling warmth rise in your cheeks. âThanks,â you murmured. âYou clean up pretty good yourself.â
Dean smirked, but it softened almost immediately. His gaze lingered, his expression shifting into something unreadable.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
The air between you felt differentâthicker, heavier. There was something unspoken in the way he looked at you, in the way his fingers twitched at his side like he was stopping himself from reaching out.
For a brief second, you let yourself sink into it. Let yourself feel the weight of his attention, the warmth in his eyes.
But then, just as quickly, you snapped yourself out of it.
âAlright,â you said, exhaling sharply and breaking eye contact. âWe should get going before weâre late.â
Dean blinked, like he was shaking off a daze. âRight.â He cleared his throat and followed you to the door, as you grabbed your coat.
Dean opened the door for you, placing a hand at the small of your back as he guided you out. The heat of his touch lingering long after.
AN: I just want to bang their heads together! but at the same time, where would be the fun in that!? đ I hope you noticed I gave y'all a little break from all the spice in this chapter, but fear not, these too can never stay separated long đ
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Your fingers tightened around your glass as you watched her laugh at something he saidâtoo exaggerated, in your opinion. He wasnât that funny. And then, as if things couldnât get worse, her manicured hand squeezed his bicep. That was the last straw. Charlie had abandoned you to use the restroom, leaving you with no distractions other than to sit and watch Dean practically fall in love with another woman right in front of you. Okay, maybe you were being dramatic. But he looked interested, smitten even, and it made your stomach churn. Deciding youâd tortured yourself enough, you pushed to your feet and manoeuvred through the crowd toward the bar. More alcohol seemed like the only logical solution. Except, before you got there, you walked straight into someone solid.
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The Hiatus Beard
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: Dean grows a beard during your much needed R&R, and it does things to you.
Word Count: 1.6k
Warnings: SMUT!(18+ONLY), swearing, Dean's beard đ
AN: I thought I'd release a little something before the first part of my series: The Arrangement, this Friday. Scruffy Dean/Jensen is just đ€đ» and does things to me. So enjoy this little one shot that got away from me đ«Ł
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For as long as youâd known Dean, heâd always been a minimalist.
Whether that was with his cut-and-dry humour, his âkill first, ask questions laterâ attitude on a case, or his appearance. The way he dressedâa simple jeans and t-shirt combo with a flannel thrown over. And then there was his hair, short, neat, a quick run-through with some gel, and he was done.
And it had always been the same with his face. Clean-shaven, jaw sharp, lips unobscured. He had a routine. No scruff, no fuzz, just Dean as he always had been. Until now.
The moment the world stopped burning for a minute, when the fight against Michael had finally ended, Dean had agreed to take a break.
A real break.
You and him up at Rufusâs cabin, away from the bunker, away from the weight of saving everyone. Sam had all but shoved you both out the door, telling Dean to let himself breathe for once.
And maybe that was what made it happen. Because, for the first time in forever, Dean let go. He let himself sleep in. He let himself do nothing. He even let himself grow a beard.
It had started as stubble, nothing unusual, just a sign of taking a day off from shaving. But then a day turned into a week, and the neat, smooth skin youâd grown used to gave way to something rougher, wilder. A thick layer of golden-brown scruff covered his jaw, making him look different.
It shouldnât have been that big of a deal. It was just facial hair. And yetâŠ
You couldnât stop staring at him.
Dean with a beard did something to you, something primal, something that made heat coil low in your stomach every time you looked at him.
Maybe it was the contrast, the way it softened him but somehow made him look rougher all at once. Maybe it was how it made him look even more like the hunter he was, like the kind of man who could haul you over his shoulder and take what he wanted. Maybe it was because it was just so damn new.
And then there was the way he felt when he kissed you. The scratch of his beard against your lips, the roughness dragging along your skin in a way that made your breath stutter. Every kiss was different now, leaving a burn that lingered, that reminded you hours later that heâd been there. That heâd touched you. And it only made your mind wander furtherâhow would it feel against your throat? Down your stomach? Between your legs?
The thought had haunted you for days, simmering under your skin, making it harder and harder to focus on anything else.
Whatever it was, it had you in a chokehold.
It didnât help that Dean seemed utterly oblivious to it. He wasnât doing it to be sexy. If anything, it was the opposite. The man had taken to walking around the cabin in old sweats and a stretched-out Led Zeppelin t-shirt, scratching at his beard like he was still getting used to it, completely unaware of what it was doing to you.
Until he noticed.
It was one night after dinner, sitting by the fire, both of you with beers in hand. Dean leaned back, stretching, and his eyes caught yours. You must have been staringâagainâbecause his lips curled into a slow, knowing smirk.
âAlright, what gives?â His voice was low, rougher with the rasp of relaxation. âYouâve been looking at me weird for days.â
You blinked, feeling heat crawl up your neck. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
Dean chuckled, setting his beer down. âOh, sweetheart, you definitely do.â He rubbed a hand over his jaw, the sound of fingers over scruff making your stomach tighten. âItâs the beard, isnât it?â
You swallowed. âMaybe.â
Deanâs smirk deepened. He shifted forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he levelled you with a gaze that made your breath hitch. âYou like it?â
You could have played coy. Could have brushed it off, made a joke. But screw it. You were tired of pretending.
âYeah,â you admitted, voice quieter than you meant it to be. âI do.â
Deanâs eyes darkened just a bit, his smirk flickering into something else. Something hotter. âThat so?â
You nodded, fingers tightening around your beer bottle. âYeah.â
Dean didnât say anything for a second, just let the weight of the moment settle. Then, slowly, he leaned in, eyes locked onto yours.
âWhat have you been thinking about?â
Deanâs voice was a low murmur, rough and coaxing, but there was something dangerous curled beneath itâsomething that sent a shiver racing down your spine. His gaze was locked onto you, sharp and unrelenting, like he was already inside your head, already picking apart every filthy thought youâd had about him.
Your breath hitched. You could lie. You could change the subject. But what was the point? Heâd see through it. He always did.
Your tongue darted out to wet your lips, pulse hammering like a war drum in your chest. âIâve been wondering how it would feel.â
Deanâs brows lifted slightly, intrigue flickering through the storm in his eyes. âWhere?â
Your stomach clenched, heat pooling low, so heavy it made your thighs press together involuntarily. âBetween my legs.â
Everything in the room shiftedâthickened. The air became stifling, charged, the space between you crackling with something untamed.
For a beat, he didnât move. He just stared, breathing slow and deep, jaw clenched tight like he was barely restraining himself. And thenâ
He snapped.
In an instant, Dean was on you.
His mouth crashed against yours, rough and claiming, his beard scraping deliciously against your soft skin. His kiss was brutal, messy, all tongue and teeth, like he couldnât get enough, like he needed to taste you, to consume you.
His hands gripped at you, dragging you against him, pressing your body into the hard lines of his own. You could feel himâall of himâthick and aching beneath his jeans, grinding against the heat of your core.
A whimper spilled from your lips, and that soundâit did something to him. A guttural groan tore from his chest as he wrenched his mouth from yours, only to drag it along your jaw, your neck, his teeth scraping, his scruff burning against your skin in a way that made you tremble.
âYou wanna feel it, sweetheart?â His voice was a rasp, breath hot against your throat as he nipped at your pulse, making you gasp. âThen let me give you exactly what youâve been thinking about.â
Before you could respond, he was hauling you up into his arms like you weighed nothing, moving with purpose, raw determination burning in his gaze as he carried you to the bedroom.
Dean didnât waste time. He laid you out on the bed, broad shoulders squared, chest rising and falling in slow, measured breaths as his eyes dragged over youâhungry, dark, wild.
And then, with agonising patience, he began undressing you. Deliberately.
He peeled away your top first, taking his time, letting his fingers linger on newly exposed skin before his mouth followed. Every inch of you was tasted, kissed, suckedâhis beard scraping, the contrast of soft lips and rough scruff making your body writhe beneath him. He worked his way down, his mouth hot and open over your ribs, your stomach, the curve of your hips.
By the time he reached your jeans, you were a trembling mess, already lightheaded from the way he touched you, the way he took his time like he was savouring you.
But when he finally stripped you bare, something in him snapped again.
His hands slid up your legs, fingers pressing into your skin with a bruising grip, parting you for him. His breath hitched as he took you in, eyes darkening to something animalistic, something primal.
âJesus.â His voice was low, almost reverent, but there was nothing holy in the way he looked at you.
Then he was moving, surging forward, his mouth hot and wet as he kissed up your legsâstarting at your ankle, his beard scraping along your sensitive skin, leaving a trail of fire in its wake. His hands gripped your thighs, thumbs digging in as he worked his way higher, pressing kisses, nipping at soft flesh, untilâ
He reached where you needed him most.
The first swipe of his tongue was slow, deliberateâa teaseâbut the effect was devastating. Your back arched, a breathless moan escaping you, and that sound shattered what little control he had left.
Dean growled, deep and low, the vibration sending a shockwave of pleasure through you. Then he dived in.
There was nothing gentle about it. He devoured you.
His tongue was relentless, flicking, curling, pressing deep as his scruff burned against the delicate skin of your thighs. The rough drag of his beard was intoxicating, every pass sending jolts of pleasure straight to your core. He gripped your hips hard, holding you in place, refusing to let you squirm away from the onslaught of sensation.
When your thighs clenched around his head, he groaned, the sound filthy, desperate. âFuck, babyâgive me that.â His voice was a growl, muffled against your slick heat, and then he buried himself deeper, sucking your clit into his mouth, his beard scraping in the best, most deliciously punishing way.
You shattered.
Your orgasm crashed through you, white-hot and endless, and he didnât stopânot when you cried out, not when your fingers yanked at his hair, not when your body shook from overstimulation. He just held you tighter, kept licking, sucking, fucking you with his tongue, dragging it out until you were wrecked beneath him.
Only when you were trembling, spent, did he finally pull back, his lips glistening, his breath ragged as he gazed down at youâhis work of art.
And you knew, with just that look, he was nowhere near to being done with you.

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'Happy Accidents'
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: You haven't seen the Winchester's in over a year, but the case you're working has you scratching your head, and who better to call than some old friends. However, insecurities arise as well as the reprise of a long time crush. Little do you know, it's reciprocated.
Word Count: 3.1k
Warnings/tags: Dry humping! (18+Only), fluff, mutual pinning, Plus!sized Reader, body insecurities, curvy girl appreciation, swearing.
AN: Okay so this is my first time writing for a more specific reader body type, but being a curvy-girl myself it was interesting to implement it into a story. And with Dean being the appreciator? Yes please! đ I know this might not cater to all of you, but I'm inclusive to all y'all â€ïž Also taking some inspo from @bejeweledinterludes post for this one and @zepskies Midnight Espresso series, which is honestly one of my favourite series and stories featuring a Plus!sized reader!! I do hope you guys like this one! đ
Main Masterlist

You hadnât seen the Winchesters in over a year.
Not since that hunt in Nebraskaâthe one that went sideways fast. The one that left you with a busted-up ankle and Dean with a fresh scar along his jawline. The one where, after all was said and done, you parted ways with an easy âSee you around,â never expecting âaroundâ to take this long to come back.
But when a case cropped upâone that twisted your gut with uneaseâyou hadnât hesitated. You picked up the phone and called the only people you trusted to have your back. If anyone could help, it was them.
And now, sitting in a dimly lit bar, waiting for them to arrive, your nerves were shot. Maybe it was the case. Or maybe it was the fact that youâd changed since they last saw youâsince he last saw you.
That old, ridiculous crush on Dean Winchester hadnât gone anywhere. That much had become painfully clear the moment he picked up the phone, his voice as deep, gravelly, and cocky as ever. But now, with time apart and the weight of your own insecurities pressing down, the idea of seeing him again made your stomach twist.
You had always been curvier, carrying stubborn weight around your thighs, ass, and middle. But in the last year, youâd softened even more. Life had been quieter, with less running and fewer adrenaline-fuelled hunts. You were still strong, still capable, but you felt different. And you knew the type of women Dean gravitated towardâtall, slim, easy.
You were none of those things, and you never would be. And that was okay. But it was a niggling fact that had always lingered in the back of your mind, that had stung each time the three of you got together and you watched him charm someone else. Someone who wasnât you.
A warm, unexpected hand on your shoulder brings you out of your darker thoughts, with a slight gasp, startling you a little.
âEasy there, sweetheart.â
You turned, heart stuttering as Dean stood there, grinning down at you like no time had passed at all. And damn it all, he looked the sameâscruffy and stupidly handsome in that effortless way of his, jeans snug on his hips, flannel worn open over a snug black tee. Sam stood just behind him, offering you a softer, more knowing smile.
âHey, boys,â you manage, hoping the warmth creeping up your neck isnât as obvious as it feels. You slip off the barstool, nerves buzzing, but force yourself to keep it together.
Deanâs eyes flick over youâquick, but thorough. For a split second, something unreadable flashes across his face, but itâs gone before you can place it.
âMissed us that bad, huh?â His smirk is pure Dean, cocky and teasing, slipping back into the easy rhythm of your old banter.
You roll your eyes, but are grateful for it. âDonât flatter yourself, Winchester.â
But your voice is softer than you mean it to be, and when you turn to Sam, pulling him into a warm hug first, you feel Deanâs gaze linger.
Then you step up to him, hesitation curling in your chestâbut before you can overthink it, his arms are around you, solid and warm, pulling you close like no time has passed at all.
That familiar scentâwoody, spiced, edged with leatherâwraps around you, grounding you, unraveling you. For a second longer than necessary, you let yourself sink into it, just this once.
The three of you settled into a booth once the bartender set down your drinks. Sam took the seat across from you, while Dean slid in next to you, his presence a little too warm, a little too distracting.
âSo,â Sam started, taking a sip of his beer. âWhat are we looking at?â
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. âA few people have gone missing over the last monthâno bodies, no traces, just⊠gone. Iâve ruled out everything I know of. Thereâs no signs of a struggle, no sulphur, no EMF spikes. Itâs like they just vanished into thin air.â
Dean frowned, brows knitting together. âAnd no patterns? No connection between them?â
âNone that I could find.â You shook your head. âThatâs why I called you guys. I was hoping fresh eyes might help.â
Sam exchanged a glance with Dean, both equally puzzled but already slipping into hunter mode.
âWell, weâre here now,â Sam said, ever the problem solver. âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah,â you exhaled, feeling some of the weight lift. âWeâll go over everything in more detail tomorrow. TonightâŠâ You glanced between them, the tension of the case momentarily fading. âItâs just good to see you both.â
âYeah, it is,â Sam agreed warmly, raising his bottle. âTo old friends.â
You clinked beers with him, and Dean followed suit, but as your bottles met, his eyes locked onto yours. There was something thereâsomething lingering, unreadable, sending a flicker of warmth through you. But just as quickly as it came, it was gone, masked behind an easy sip of his beer. You swallowed, shaking it off as nothing more than a trick of your mind.
The more the beers flowed, the easier it got. You caught up, swapped stories, and fell into familiar rhythms.
Dean was as quick with his smart-ass remarks as ever, and the two of you naturally fell into your usual back-and-forth. Sam, as always, was the long-suffering audience to your antics.
At one point, you and Dean tag-teamed a particularly brutal roast of Samâthis time about the time heâd gotten sick on a case and tried to insist he was totally fine, only to end up passing out face-first into a hotelâs continental breakfast buffet.
âOh, come on,â Sam groaned, shaking his head as you and Dean laughed. âThat was years ago.â
âAnd yet,â you grinned, âI can still hear the sound of your face hitting that tray of scrambled eggs.â
Dean snorted, nudging his knee against yours under the table. âDude, you took out the whole table. That poor old lady thought you died.â
Sam huffed, rolling his eyes as he pushed his beer away. âYeah, and thatâs my cue. Iâve had enough of you two for one night.â
You laughed, but before you could say anything, Sam stood, shaking his head. âIâll see you both in the morning.â He pulled you into a quick, brotherly hug, and you squeezed back.
âNight, Sammy,â you murmured, watching as he strode toward the door, leaving you alone with Dean.
You half-expected him to call it a night too, but instead, Dean didnât move. If anything, the second Sam walked out, he seemed to settle in more, arm stretching along the back of the booth, fingers barely grazing your shoulder. The casual touch sent a ripple of awareness through you, but you forced yourself to act normal, reaching for your drink instead of acknowledging the way your heart had picked up speed.
âI think Iâll stick around a little longer,â he said casually, surprising you.
Your heart kicked up a notch, but you welcomed the company. âYeah?â
Dean smirked. âYeah. We got a lot of catching up to do.â
And so you did. The conversation flowed effortlessly, laughter slipping in between shared memories and stories of the road. Some cases were so bizarre they barely seemed real, and a few had you nearly crying with laughter. Time seemed to pass in a blink of an eye, the bar thinning out around you, and you barely noticed.
At some point, Dean just sat back and looked at you. Really looked at you. His expression softened, head tilting slightly as he took you in, his green eyes flickering with something unreadable. Then, he shook his head and muttered, âDamn, itâs really good to see you.â
The sincerity in his voice knocked the breath from your lungs.
Your lips parted, a response on the tip of your tongue, but nothing came out.
Dean huffed a small laugh, eyes still studying you like he was committing you to memory. âYou look good, too.â
The words werenât rushed, werenât casual or offhanded. They were steady, like a thought heâd been holding onto for a while.
Heat crept up your neck, and you let out a small, nervous chuckle, dropping your gaze to your drink as you toyed with the condensation on the glass. âYeah, okay.â
Dean shifted, leaning in just a little, enough that the space between you felt smaller, more intimate. âI mean it,â he said, quieter this time, voice dipping low.
All you could think was; what the hell is happening here?
Dean had never been like this with you before. Sure, he flirtedâit was second nature to himâbut not like this. At least thatâs what youâd always believed. Had you just never noticed? Had you missed the way he looked at you before? Or had something changed?
Swallowing, you forced yourself to meet his gaze, only to find his eyes sweeping over youâslow, deliberate. No hesitation. No teasing. Just appreciation.
His gaze flickered to your lips.
The air felt heavy, charged with something unspoken, something you werenât sure you were ready for, but part of you wanted to reach for it anyway.
Thenâ
âLast call!â
The bartenderâs voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a blade.
You exhaled sharply, the moment shattering as you snapped back to reality. A part of you wanted to stay frozen in it, let whatever this was between you and Dean unravel, but instead, you reached for the safest thing to say. "We should head back."
Dean nodded, standing with you, hands shoving into his jacket pockets. But even as you stepped out into the crisp night air, the tension didnât fade. If anything, it followed you like a shadow.
The walk back to the motel was quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the crunch of gravel under your boots. The air was cool, a sharp contrast to the heat still thrumming under your skin. You kept sneaking glances at Dean, only to find him already looking at you, eyes dark, thoughtful, unreadable.
He was closeânot touching, but his presence was all-consuming. The scent of leather and whiskey clung to him, mixing with the crisp night air, making your stomach twist with anticipation.
When you finally reached your door, you hesitated.
"Well⊠this is me," you said, voice coming out lighter than you intended, a small, nervous chuckle slipping past your lips.
Dean huffed a quiet laugh, his lips curling into a slow, knowing smile as he looked down at you. "Yeah."
But neither of you moved.
The air shifted again, crackling with something dangerous, something inevitable.
Deanâs gaze flickered lowerâtracing the curve of your mouth, watching as you unconsciously pulled your bottom lip between your teeth. His pupils dilated. His breath hitched and something in his expression darkened.
"Fuck it."
The words barely left his lips before he was on you, crashing into you with a hunger that sent you stumbling back against the door. The force of it stole your breath, his mouth devouring yours, needy, desperate, like heâd been holding himself back for years and finally gave in.
A muffled sound of surprise left you, swallowed instantly by his lips, but it only took a second before you melted into him, your fingers fisting the open lapels of his jacket, anchoring yourself against him.
It was hot and messy, all teeth and tongue, the kind of kiss that left you lightheaded and aching. His hands were everywhereâgripping, pulling, claimingâsliding over your hips, your back, fingers digging into your flesh like he never wanted to let go.
You fumbled for the door behind you, barely registering how you managed to get it open before tugging him inside.
Dean groaned against your mouth as the door clicked shut, his hands already working your jacket off your shoulders. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this," he murmured against your lips, voice rough, breathless.
Your stomach flipped, your heart fluttering at the implicationâthe confirmation that this wasnât just heat-of-the-moment lust. This was Dean. Wanting you. For who knew how long.
A moan slipped past your lips in response because forming actual words wasnât an optionânot with his hands gripping you tighter, not with the way he was kissing you like he was starving.
You barely noticed when you reached the little loveseat, your room provided, until the back of his knees hit it. Taking advantage of his momentary imbalance, you shoved him down onto it and climbed into his lap.
Dean groaned, head tipping back slightly as his hands found your hips, gripping tight. Touching you like heâd always wanted to. His fingers dug into the soft curve of your thighs, your ass, holding you like he couldnât get enough.
You stiffened for half a second. The way his hands moulded to your body, the way he held you there so easilyâso greedilyâmade your head spin.
Youâd spent years second-guessing what guys thought when they touched you, wondering if they found you too much, too soft in places youâd been taught to shrink. The idea of straddling Dean, of all people, shouldâve sent a jolt of insecurity through you. Shouldâve had you hesitating.
But then Deanâs hands tightenedâfingers pressing into your thighs, squeezing like he couldnât stand not to have you closer. A deep, rough sound rumbled from his chest, his lips breaking from yours just long enough to groan, "Jesusâfuck."
The way he said it sent fire straight to your core.
He wanted you like this. Craved it. He wasnât just tolerating the way your body pressed against himâhe was obsessed with it.
As if to prove the point, his grip turned bruising, his hands dragging you even closer, pulling you down into him, despite the small part of you that feared you might be too much.
Dean grunted, his head dropping forward slightly, his forehead pressing to yours. "Goddamn, sweetheart."
A rush of confidence flooded through you, drowning out every lingering doubt.
And then you moved.
You rolled your hips, testing, teasingâjust enough to feel the hard, undeniable evidence of how much he wanted this. Wanted you.
The friction was incredible, sending a bolt of pleasure up your spine, making you bite back a moan.
Deanâs breath hitched. His fingers dug into your flesh, his entire body going rigid.
That only made you do it again. Slower this time, deeper.
Dean sucked in a sharp breath, his hands twitching on your thighs like he was trying to keep himself together.
"Fuckâ" His voice was raw, strangled, almost pained.
You could feel him trembling beneath you, every muscle coiled tight as you ground against him, feeling the delicious pressure between you, the way his cock strained beneath his jeans, thick and hot against you.
Suddenly, his hands snapped up to your waist, gripping hard, stilling you.
You barely had a second to register it beforeâ
Dean shuddered. His whole body tensed beneath you, a choked grunt ripping from his throat as his fingers dug into your flesh, his head tipping back against the couch.
He went still, and it took you a second to realise.
Dean Winchester had just cum in his jeans.
A rush of heat flooded his face, his expression shifting from shock to pure horror. He blinked up at you, wide-eyed, mortified.
"Oh, fuck." His voice was barely above a whisper, his hands still gripping your hips, as if he was trying to process what the hell had just happened.
Your lips parted in surprise. Thenâa slow, wicked grin spread across your face.
"Did you justâ?"
Dean groaned, head dropping back against the couch, squeezing his eyes shut. "Donât. Justâdonât."
But you couldnât help it. Because holy shit.
Youâd just made Dean Winchester cum in his jeans.
If that wasnât the biggest ego boost of your life, you didnât know what was.
Leaning down, you pressed a lingering kiss to his jaw, then his cheek, then the corner of his mouth, revelling in the way his breath stuttered. "That," you murmured, lips brushing against his ear, "is the best compliment Iâve ever gotten."
Dean exhaled sharply, shaking his head, but he didnât pull away. If anything, he melted under your touch, his hands hesitantly sliding up your sides, gripping your waist like he needed to anchor himself. When he finally looked up at you, the humiliation still lingered, but something warmer, something softer, began to take its place.
His green eyes flickered over your face like he was memorising you. His throat bobbed with a swallow. Then, suddenly, he let out a breathless chuckle, shaking his head.
"God, Iâm sorry," he huffed, running a hand down his face, still half-stunned. "Youâre justâ" His eyes swept over you, dark and reverent as his hands followed, tracing over the curve of your hips, the swell of your full breasts, the thickness of your thighs. His fingers flexed, like he couldnât get enough, like he needed to feel every inch of you to believe this was real. "Fucking gorgeous."
Heat rushed to your face, your stomach flipping as you instinctively tried to shy away. But Dean was already there, his thumb pressing lightly under your chin, tilting your face back toward him.
"Hey," he murmured, his lips twitching into something wicked and sweet all at once. "Give me five minutes," his hands slid around the curve of your hips, then lower, grasping large handfuls of your ass, his fingers digging in like he couldn't help himself. He groaned, low and deep, pressing you closer, like he needed you to feel just how much he meant it. "And Iâll really show you how much I want you."
Your own lips curled, mirroring his. "Five minutes, huh?" You couldnât help but hum as he kissed along the column of your throat, his lips soft and warm, his teeth grazing, sending a shiver down your spine.
His grip on you tightened, kneading the flesh beneath his hands, and another groan rumbled through his chest, when you shifted in his lap again and you felt the unmistakable twitch of him against you.
"Okay, make that two," he muttered, his voice rough with renewed hunger.
You laughed, and he grinned against your skin at the sound, before pulling you in and claiming your lips in a hot, deep kiss once more.
âBesides,â he mumbled between kisses, âI wanna sample the goods first, anyway.â
You rolled your eyes, about to retort, but then you squealed as he abruptly lifted you into his arms, carrying you over to the bed like you weighed nothing. With a playful smirk, he dropped you onto the mattress unceremoniously, making you bounce with a giggle.
Dean climbed in after you, hovering over you, his fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from your face, his expression turning unexpectedly tender. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted this," he admitted, voice quieter now, raw and honest.
Your heart fluttered.
"Then show me," you whispered.
And as his lips met yours again, slow and deep, Dean swore heâd take his damn time proving just how much he did.

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'Happy Accidents'
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Summary: You haven't seen the Winchester's in over a year, but the case you're working has you scratching your head, and who better to call than some old friends. However, insecurities arise as well as the reprise of a long time crush. Little do you know, it's reciprocated.
Word Count: 3.1k
Warnings/tags: Dry humping! (18+Only), fluff, mutual pinning, Plus!sized Reader, body insecurities, curvy girl appreciation, swearing.
AN: Okay so this is my first time writing for a more specific reader body type, but being a curvy-girl myself it was interesting to implement it into a story. And with Dean being the appreciator? Yes please! đ I know this might not cater to all of you, but I'm inclusive to all y'all â€ïž Also taking some inspo from @bejeweledinterludes post for this one and @zepskies Midnight Espresso series, which is honestly one of my favourite series and stories featuring a Plus!sized reader!! I do hope you guys like this one! đ
Main Masterlist

You hadnât seen the Winchesters in over a year.
Not since that hunt in Nebraskaâthe one that went sideways fast. The one that left you with a busted-up ankle and Dean with a fresh scar along his jawline. The one where, after all was said and done, you parted ways with an easy âSee you around,â never expecting âaroundâ to take this long to come back.
But when a case cropped upâone that twisted your gut with uneaseâyou hadnât hesitated. You picked up the phone and called the only people you trusted to have your back. If anyone could help, it was them.
And now, sitting in a dimly lit bar, waiting for them to arrive, your nerves were shot. Maybe it was the case. Or maybe it was the fact that youâd changed since they last saw youâsince he last saw you.
That old, ridiculous crush on Dean Winchester hadnât gone anywhere. That much had become painfully clear the moment he picked up the phone, his voice as deep, gravelly, and cocky as ever. But now, with time apart and the weight of your own insecurities pressing down, the idea of seeing him again made your stomach twist.
You had always been curvier, carrying stubborn weight around your thighs, ass, and middle. But in the last year, youâd softened even more. Life had been quieter, with less running and fewer adrenaline-fuelled hunts. You were still strong, still capable, but you felt different. And you knew the type of women Dean gravitated towardâtall, slim, easy.
You were none of those things, and you never would be. And that was okay. But it was a niggling fact that had always lingered in the back of your mind, that had stung each time the three of you got together and you watched him charm someone else. Someone who wasnât you.
A warm, unexpected hand on your shoulder brings you out of your darker thoughts, with a slight gasp, startling you a little.
âEasy there, sweetheart.â
You turned, heart stuttering as Dean stood there, grinning down at you like no time had passed at all. And damn it all, he looked the sameâscruffy and stupidly handsome in that effortless way of his, jeans snug on his hips, flannel worn open over a snug black tee. Sam stood just behind him, offering you a softer, more knowing smile.
âHey, boys,â you manage, hoping the warmth creeping up your neck isnât as obvious as it feels. You slip off the barstool, nerves buzzing, but force yourself to keep it together.
Deanâs eyes flick over youâquick, but thorough. For a split second, something unreadable flashes across his face, but itâs gone before you can place it.
âMissed us that bad, huh?â His smirk is pure Dean, cocky and teasing, slipping back into the easy rhythm of your old banter.
You roll your eyes, but are grateful for it. âDonât flatter yourself, Winchester.â
But your voice is softer than you mean it to be, and when you turn to Sam, pulling him into a warm hug first, you feel Deanâs gaze linger.
Then you step up to him, hesitation curling in your chestâbut before you can overthink it, his arms are around you, solid and warm, pulling you close like no time has passed at all.
That familiar scentâwoody, spiced, edged with leatherâwraps around you, grounding you, unraveling you. For a second longer than necessary, you let yourself sink into it, just this once.
The three of you settled into a booth once the bartender set down your drinks. Sam took the seat across from you, while Dean slid in next to you, his presence a little too warm, a little too distracting.
âSo,â Sam started, taking a sip of his beer. âWhat are we looking at?â
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. âA few people have gone missing over the last monthâno bodies, no traces, just⊠gone. Iâve ruled out everything I know of. Thereâs no signs of a struggle, no sulphur, no EMF spikes. Itâs like they just vanished into thin air.â
Dean frowned, brows knitting together. âAnd no patterns? No connection between them?â
âNone that I could find.â You shook your head. âThatâs why I called you guys. I was hoping fresh eyes might help.â
Sam exchanged a glance with Dean, both equally puzzled but already slipping into hunter mode.
âWell, weâre here now,â Sam said, ever the problem solver. âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah,â you exhaled, feeling some of the weight lift. âWeâll go over everything in more detail tomorrow. TonightâŠâ You glanced between them, the tension of the case momentarily fading. âItâs just good to see you both.â
âYeah, it is,â Sam agreed warmly, raising his bottle. âTo old friends.â
You clinked beers with him, and Dean followed suit, but as your bottles met, his eyes locked onto yours. There was something thereâsomething lingering, unreadable, sending a flicker of warmth through you. But just as quickly as it came, it was gone, masked behind an easy sip of his beer. You swallowed, shaking it off as nothing more than a trick of your mind.
The more the beers flowed, the easier it got. You caught up, swapped stories, and fell into familiar rhythms.
Dean was as quick with his smart-ass remarks as ever, and the two of you naturally fell into your usual back-and-forth. Sam, as always, was the long-suffering audience to your antics.
At one point, you and Dean tag-teamed a particularly brutal roast of Samâthis time about the time heâd gotten sick on a case and tried to insist he was totally fine, only to end up passing out face-first into a hotelâs continental breakfast buffet.
âOh, come on,â Sam groaned, shaking his head as you and Dean laughed. âThat was years ago.â
âAnd yet,â you grinned, âI can still hear the sound of your face hitting that tray of scrambled eggs.â
Dean snorted, nudging his knee against yours under the table. âDude, you took out the whole table. That poor old lady thought you died.â
Sam huffed, rolling his eyes as he pushed his beer away. âYeah, and thatâs my cue. Iâve had enough of you two for one night.â
You laughed, but before you could say anything, Sam stood, shaking his head. âIâll see you both in the morning.â He pulled you into a quick, brotherly hug, and you squeezed back.
âNight, Sammy,â you murmured, watching as he strode toward the door, leaving you alone with Dean.
You half-expected him to call it a night too, but instead, Dean didnât move. If anything, the second Sam walked out, he seemed to settle in more, arm stretching along the back of the booth, fingers barely grazing your shoulder. The casual touch sent a ripple of awareness through you, but you forced yourself to act normal, reaching for your drink instead of acknowledging the way your heart had picked up speed.
âI think Iâll stick around a little longer,â he said casually, surprising you.
Your heart kicked up a notch, but you welcomed the company. âYeah?â
Dean smirked. âYeah. We got a lot of catching up to do.â
And so you did. The conversation flowed effortlessly, laughter slipping in between shared memories and stories of the road. Some cases were so bizarre they barely seemed real, and a few had you nearly crying with laughter. Time seemed to pass in a blink of an eye, the bar thinning out around you, and you barely noticed.
At some point, Dean just sat back and looked at you. Really looked at you. His expression softened, head tilting slightly as he took you in, his green eyes flickering with something unreadable. Then, he shook his head and muttered, âDamn, itâs really good to see you.â
The sincerity in his voice knocked the breath from your lungs.
Your lips parted, a response on the tip of your tongue, but nothing came out.
Dean huffed a small laugh, eyes still studying you like he was committing you to memory. âYou look good, too.â
The words werenât rushed, werenât casual or offhanded. They were steady, like a thought heâd been holding onto for a while.
Heat crept up your neck, and you let out a small, nervous chuckle, dropping your gaze to your drink as you toyed with the condensation on the glass. âYeah, okay.â
Dean shifted, leaning in just a little, enough that the space between you felt smaller, more intimate. âI mean it,â he said, quieter this time, voice dipping low.
All you could think was; what the hell is happening here?
Dean had never been like this with you before. Sure, he flirtedâit was second nature to himâbut not like this. At least thatâs what youâd always believed. Had you just never noticed? Had you missed the way he looked at you before? Or had something changed?
Swallowing, you forced yourself to meet his gaze, only to find his eyes sweeping over youâslow, deliberate. No hesitation. No teasing. Just appreciation.
His gaze flickered to your lips.
The air felt heavy, charged with something unspoken, something you werenât sure you were ready for, but part of you wanted to reach for it anyway.
Thenâ
âLast call!â
The bartenderâs voice rang out, cutting through the tension like a blade.
You exhaled sharply, the moment shattering as you snapped back to reality. A part of you wanted to stay frozen in it, let whatever this was between you and Dean unravel, but instead, you reached for the safest thing to say. "We should head back."
Dean nodded, standing with you, hands shoving into his jacket pockets. But even as you stepped out into the crisp night air, the tension didnât fade. If anything, it followed you like a shadow.
The walk back to the motel was quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the crunch of gravel under your boots. The air was cool, a sharp contrast to the heat still thrumming under your skin. You kept sneaking glances at Dean, only to find him already looking at you, eyes dark, thoughtful, unreadable.
He was closeânot touching, but his presence was all-consuming. The scent of leather and whiskey clung to him, mixing with the crisp night air, making your stomach twist with anticipation.
When you finally reached your door, you hesitated.
"Well⊠this is me," you said, voice coming out lighter than you intended, a small, nervous chuckle slipping past your lips.
Dean huffed a quiet laugh, his lips curling into a slow, knowing smile as he looked down at you. "Yeah."
But neither of you moved.
The air shifted again, crackling with something dangerous, something inevitable.
Deanâs gaze flickered lowerâtracing the curve of your mouth, watching as you unconsciously pulled your bottom lip between your teeth. His pupils dilated. His breath hitched and something in his expression darkened.
"Fuck it."
The words barely left his lips before he was on you, crashing into you with a hunger that sent you stumbling back against the door. The force of it stole your breath, his mouth devouring yours, needy, desperate, like heâd been holding himself back for years and finally gave in.
A muffled sound of surprise left you, swallowed instantly by his lips, but it only took a second before you melted into him, your fingers fisting the open lapels of his jacket, anchoring yourself against him.
It was hot and messy, all teeth and tongue, the kind of kiss that left you lightheaded and aching. His hands were everywhereâgripping, pulling, claimingâsliding over your hips, your back, fingers digging into your flesh like he never wanted to let go.
You fumbled for the door behind you, barely registering how you managed to get it open before tugging him inside.
Dean groaned against your mouth as the door clicked shut, his hands already working your jacket off your shoulders. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this," he murmured against your lips, voice rough, breathless.
Your stomach flipped, your heart fluttering at the implicationâthe confirmation that this wasnât just heat-of-the-moment lust. This was Dean. Wanting you. For who knew how long.
A moan slipped past your lips in response because forming actual words wasnât an optionânot with his hands gripping you tighter, not with the way he was kissing you like he was starving.
You barely noticed when you reached the little loveseat, your room provided, until the back of his knees hit it. Taking advantage of his momentary imbalance, you shoved him down onto it and climbed into his lap.
Dean groaned, head tipping back slightly as his hands found your hips, gripping tight. Touching you like heâd always wanted to. His fingers dug into the soft curve of your thighs, your ass, holding you like he couldnât get enough.
You stiffened for half a second. The way his hands moulded to your body, the way he held you there so easilyâso greedilyâmade your head spin.
Youâd spent years second-guessing what guys thought when they touched you, wondering if they found you too much, too soft in places youâd been taught to shrink. The idea of straddling Dean, of all people, shouldâve sent a jolt of insecurity through you. Shouldâve had you hesitating.
But then Deanâs hands tightenedâfingers pressing into your thighs, squeezing like he couldnât stand not to have you closer. A deep, rough sound rumbled from his chest, his lips breaking from yours just long enough to groan, "Jesusâfuck."
The way he said it sent fire straight to your core.
He wanted you like this. Craved it. He wasnât just tolerating the way your body pressed against himâhe was obsessed with it.
As if to prove the point, his grip turned bruising, his hands dragging you even closer, pulling you down into him, despite the small part of you that feared you might be too much.
Dean grunted, his head dropping forward slightly, his forehead pressing to yours. "Goddamn, sweetheart."
A rush of confidence flooded through you, drowning out every lingering doubt.
And then you moved.
You rolled your hips, testing, teasingâjust enough to feel the hard, undeniable evidence of how much he wanted this. Wanted you.
The friction was incredible, sending a bolt of pleasure up your spine, making you bite back a moan.
Deanâs breath hitched. His fingers dug into your flesh, his entire body going rigid.
That only made you do it again. Slower this time, deeper.
Dean sucked in a sharp breath, his hands twitching on your thighs like he was trying to keep himself together.
"Fuckâ" His voice was raw, strangled, almost pained.
You could feel him trembling beneath you, every muscle coiled tight as you ground against him, feeling the delicious pressure between you, the way his cock strained beneath his jeans, thick and hot against you.
Suddenly, his hands snapped up to your waist, gripping hard, stilling you.
You barely had a second to register it beforeâ
Dean shuddered. His whole body tensed beneath you, a choked grunt ripping from his throat as his fingers dug into your flesh, his head tipping back against the couch.
He went still, and it took you a second to realise.
Dean Winchester had just cum in his jeans.
A rush of heat flooded his face, his expression shifting from shock to pure horror. He blinked up at you, wide-eyed, mortified.
"Oh, fuck." His voice was barely above a whisper, his hands still gripping your hips, as if he was trying to process what the hell had just happened.
Your lips parted in surprise. Thenâa slow, wicked grin spread across your face.
"Did you justâ?"
Dean groaned, head dropping back against the couch, squeezing his eyes shut. "Donât. Justâdonât."
But you couldnât help it. Because holy shit.
Youâd just made Dean Winchester cum in his jeans.
If that wasnât the biggest ego boost of your life, you didnât know what was.
Leaning down, you pressed a lingering kiss to his jaw, then his cheek, then the corner of his mouth, revelling in the way his breath stuttered. "That," you murmured, lips brushing against his ear, "is the best compliment Iâve ever gotten."
Dean exhaled sharply, shaking his head, but he didnât pull away. If anything, he melted under your touch, his hands hesitantly sliding up your sides, gripping your waist like he needed to anchor himself. When he finally looked up at you, the humiliation still lingered, but something warmer, something softer, began to take its place.
His green eyes flickered over your face like he was memorising you. His throat bobbed with a swallow. Then, suddenly, he let out a breathless chuckle, shaking his head.
"God, Iâm sorry," he huffed, running a hand down his face, still half-stunned. "Youâre justâ" His eyes swept over you, dark and reverent as his hands followed, tracing over the curve of your hips, the swell of your full breasts, the thickness of your thighs. His fingers flexed, like he couldnât get enough, like he needed to feel every inch of you to believe this was real. "Fucking gorgeous."
Heat rushed to your face, your stomach flipping as you instinctively tried to shy away. But Dean was already there, his thumb pressing lightly under your chin, tilting your face back toward him.
"Hey," he murmured, his lips twitching into something wicked and sweet all at once. "Give me five minutes," his hands slid around the curve of your hips, then lower, grasping large handfuls of your ass, his fingers digging in like he couldn't help himself. He groaned, low and deep, pressing you closer, like he needed you to feel just how much he meant it. "And Iâll really show you how much I want you."
Your own lips curled, mirroring his. "Five minutes, huh?" You couldnât help but hum as he kissed along the column of your throat, his lips soft and warm, his teeth grazing, sending a shiver down your spine.
His grip on you tightened, kneading the flesh beneath his hands, and another groan rumbled through his chest, when you shifted in his lap again and you felt the unmistakable twitch of him against you.
"Okay, make that two," he muttered, his voice rough with renewed hunger.
You laughed, and he grinned against your skin at the sound, before pulling you in and claiming your lips in a hot, deep kiss once more.
âBesides,â he mumbled between kisses, âI wanna sample the goods first, anyway.â
You rolled your eyes, about to retort, but then you squealed as he abruptly lifted you into his arms, carrying you over to the bed like you weighed nothing. With a playful smirk, he dropped you onto the mattress unceremoniously, making you bounce with a giggle.
Dean climbed in after you, hovering over you, his fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from your face, his expression turning unexpectedly tender. "You have no idea how long Iâve wanted this," he admitted, voice quieter now, raw and honest.
Your heart fluttered.
"Then show me," you whispered.
And as his lips met yours again, slow and deep, Dean swore heâd take his damn time proving just how much he did.

AN: So this just popped into my mind, I hadn't planned on posting, but had to get it out đ
. I know this doesn't cater to everyone it's a little more reader specific, but, it's just another reason to love Dean! đ
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