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{ ooc: … i wish I could snap my fingers and remember how to edit html again so I can just fix my theme and get on with it. I wanna write. I also want to dive into the Spirit Hunter rpc really fucking bad because honestly, Oz would be a walking disaster in horror / haunting scenarios and I’d live for it— }

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happy new year from jack vessalius

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My heart cannot contain the love I have for you

It is spilling out into my soul

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{ ooc: ... tumblr changed so much while I was gone though, what the fuck. Where do I even start HAHA… }

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{ ooc : i fucking reawaken in the year of 2024 after what feels like a fucking decade old dissociative slumber thanks to college and work and I’m in pain because I miss writing very much?? AND I WANT MY FUCKING OZ MUSE BACK I NEED TO REREAD PANDORA HEARTS BADLY. I MISS IT SO MUCH I'M GONNA BE ILL? BUT ALSO. My ship… }

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a wild thought: Just because I write it, doesn’t mean I condone it. Just because my characters do it, doesn’t mean I do it. It is possible to write about problematic things without actually endorsing them

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@0nce-ina-blu-m00n // the mad doctor

  Vanitas gave a sigh, tilting his head to the side as he looked over the pathetic creature, “тσ мє, уσυ נυѕт ℓσσк ℓιкє α ναмριяє נυѕт αвσυт яєα∂у тσ ∂яιηк ƒяσм ωнσєνєя тнєу ρℓєαѕє.” He hummed, eyes turning serious.

  “ιт ѕєємѕ αѕ тнσυgн уσυ αяє яαтнєя нυηgяу, вυт ησ σηє ιѕ αяσυη∂. αяє уσυ ρєянαρѕ тяуιηg тσ ¢σηтαιη уσυя υяgєѕ тσ ρяσνє тσ мє уσυ αяє ησт ωнαт ι тнιηк уσυ αяє?” He questioned, walking over the mud that the vampire had written in, ruining their speech and preventing them from saying anymore.

  The noir placed his hands on his hips and shrugged a shoulder, “∂ι∂ ι ησт мєηтιση вєƒσяє?”He gave a mutter as he looked down at the vampire, dull eyes scanning any kind of expression they can muster from this mystery in human form, “ι’м вσяє∂, αмσυяєυχ.” He chuckled.

  Vanitas dared getting closer to them and did not stop from fear, it was almost as though the word did not exist for him and instead he wanted to disappear into the unknown. Oh, just to have his name and face on a missing poster, 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶.

The snarl that tore from their lips wasn’t fearful- no, it was angry. There was nothing they needed to prove to such a foolish man- to a stranger, no less, especially not when there were matters far more important than a raving lunatic’s opinion. Though instead of claws or fangs sinking into the stranger’s flesh, it had been open palms that made contact in effort to shove him away. 

While their strength had indeed been diminished due to various injuries, it still was, of course, the strength of a vampire, and far more than that of the average human. Should they have wished for harm to be done, there would be harm. However, as it stood even now, all they wanted was distance.

He̙̜̜̻̜'͇̺̦ş̮̞̼̣ ̸̠ͅa͍͔̯̗̼͎ ̫̼̟̣̦̤f̙͡o̪̳͈̬͇̙̮o̜̪̝͚͟l͏̻,͕, 

A voice, as strained as their own should sound if they ever were to speak in the current situation, whispered- though it wasn't through the ears that the youth heard it, so much as it was the mind. Oddly enough, the youth hadn’t thought to question the other voice in their head until now... Yet still, they did not, eyes remaining trained on the human. Their throat felt as if it were parched to the point of cracking, and it were almost as if scowling into the depth of those ridiculous blue hues was all that could be done to keep their gaze from drifting to his throat.

But no.

Even when the fangs elongated further, even when the youth approached the other once more as if in a trance, those fangs would not sink into the noir. Instead, they pierced the pale flesh of their own arm, as the ivorette kicked a cloud of dust at the other, eyes bright with irritation for his previous display of rudeness- trampling over their words as if they meant nothing. Coughing in quiet distaste at the tang of their own fluids, the vampire spat the sanguine liquid towards the incomprehensible fool, turned on their heel and started to limp away. 

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Do you ever have sudden surges of thirst for someone?? Because... Yikes.

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“You can always ask for help if you need to”

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apricxri -> superfixialis

{ outofcharacter;; Conversion to multi-muse complete~  I still have to add the other muses, but!  Right now, I have Oz Vessalius and an OC, Kyran Blanchett, on this blog. As everyone is familiar with Oz (… I hope, anyways ;;; I-I was just an Oz blog until yesterday, after all!! ), but unfamiliar with Kyran here, I’ve got an about page set up for him now, and the blog theme has been revamped! }

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                          If I fall, I don’t want your                           hand to catch mine

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Reblog if your muse would risk their life to save a loved one

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Announcement:

{ outofcharacter;; S-So, erm, I’ve kind of decided I may make this blog into a multi-muse after all? There will likely be some sort of URL change happening in the near future, once I finally settle on something. (I want a French URL but that’ll make little sense when one of my muses is Korean, so I’m still trying to figure it out).  Just kind of wanted to give everyone a heads-up. Oz will remain my main muse, but you’ll likely see some different characters and a couple of OCs of mine pop up every now and then + a theme revamp and some new tags (And I’ll have to make a page / list for them because god knows I’m not gonna remember ALL of them). 

The line-up includes: 

My Vanitas no Carte vampire twin OCs

My split-personality fallen angel OC (fandomless)

and Saeyoung Choi/707 from Mystic Messenger.

More OCs may be added in the future, but I’m not quite sure who just yet (Because holy shit do I have a lot of OCs.) }

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Announcement:

{ outofcharacter;; S-So, erm, I’ve kind of decided I may make this blog into a multi-muse after all? There will likely be some sort of URL change happening in the near future, once I finally settle on something. (I want a French URL but that’ll make little sense when one of my muses is Korean, so I’m still trying to figure it out).  Just kind of wanted to give everyone a heads-up. Oz will remain my main muse, but you’ll likely see some different characters and a couple of OCs of mine pop up every now and then + a theme revamp and some new tags (And I’ll have to make a page / list for them because god knows I’m not gonna remember ALL of them). 

The line-up includes: 

My Vanitas no Carte vampire twin OCs

My split-personality fallen angel OC (fandomless)

and Saeyoung Choi/707 from Mystic Messenger.

More OCs may be added in the future, but I’m not quite sure who just yet (Because holy shit do I have a lot of OCs.) }

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       UNWANTED  UNWANTED  UNWANTED  UNWANTED  UNWANTED 

                 UNLOVED  UNLOVED  UNLOVED  UNLOVED  UNLOVED  

                                              you didn’t need to tell me                                                         I already knew

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you can’t protect everyone.

                                                 I have to Try.

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me:   someday i’ll do all the replies i owe, answer          all my asks, and completely clear out drafts

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