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obsessed with this sign i saw taped up outside the bat room at the zoo yesterday. the enthusiasm, the hand-written note, the bat drawing.

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To fellow physically disabled people I highly recommend saying PARKCORE whenever you try to stand up. Makes the struggle very epic poggers.

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"Read Banned Books" a new full page cartoon essay published in The New York Times Arts & Leisure section today.

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cardboard cutout scans ~

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i love teeaa

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me today

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star puppy ⭐️

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for you,

🌷🌸🌷🌸

🌸🌷🌸🌷🌸

/ᐠ🌷🌸🌷🌸🌷

( ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ🌷🌸🌷

\ つ \ /

U U / 🎀 \

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for you,

🌷🌸🌷🌸

🌸🌷🌸🌷🌸

/ᐠ🌷🌸🌷🌸🌷

( ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ🌷🌸🌷

\ つ \ /

U U / 🎀 \

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for you,

🌷🌸🌷🌸

🌸🌷🌸🌷🌸

/ᐠ🌷🌸🌷🌸🌷

( ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ🌷🌸🌷

\ つ \ /

U U / 🎀 \

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Being tired is so tiring.

Much the same way being poor makes it difficult to save or make money, being exhausted makes it so much harder to do things that could help you feel better and replenish energy.

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vampirism poses the question "what if there was a fundamental, horrible, unending well of want in your soul that, if truly satisfied, would lead to great pain for all those you hold closest and, in turn, their absolute and total revilement of you?" and naturally as a person with no problems I don't relate to this in any way at all.

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✨ Things I'm insecure about because of my disabilities ✨

Being unreliable

Having a messy room

Abdominal bloating

Not being 100% on top of my hygiene

Having to excuse myself to the washroom more often

Using my mobility aids

Random bruising

My chicken (weak) legs

Having to explain myself to strangers

Taking the accessible seating on the bus/train

Tripping over myself

My brain fog (I used to have a fantastic memory, I feel like I come off as stupid now)

Being super sweaty

Not being "good representation"

Leaving functions early

Sitting on the floor in public

And so much more. This is a reminder that you're not alone in feeling gross or undesirable, it's also okay to feel that way.

Sometimes you need to feel the feelings before you deal with them.

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u heard him ladies

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Belief in Diagnosis

It is funny that the difference between belief and dismissal can be diagnosis As if I didn't live with these symptoms years before "Why didn't you come in before? Treatment is much more effective when started early." I did. You didn't believe me.