sunlightmatt

[sunlightmatt]

What we are not gonna do is tell someone who I considered one of my bestest friends ( @pinksturns ) to kill herself just because she believes the victim. Its never wrong to believe a victim of SA. I also believe her. Yall gonna tell me to kms too? Please go ahead ive been waiting for yall to show yalls true colors. Tumblr is supposed to be a fun safe space where we can all express our thoughts and opinions on this app. And just becase she feels a certain way and decides not to supoort someone is her decision.

Yall seriously need to grow tf up. Yall fr dont know wtf people are going through off this app and sitting here telling people to kill themselves is fucked up. Yall need fucking help or come out and say it with your actual account bc one thing ab me is i go to war for my friends. Step up so i can fucking flame ur ass. Stfu. Stop bullying my friend. Get a fucking life.

[sunlightmatt]

about me!

hi!! my name is orchid, im 19 and this post is about me!! (yay i get to talk about myself!)

cronic theme changer (i cant make up my mind for the LIFE of me)

music!!

very much a lyric listener, fiona apple, boygenius, phoebe bridgers, mazzy star, the cranberries, clario, docheii ( i think thats how to spell her name im to lazy to look it up) jeff buckley, the velvet underground, harry styles, fleetwood mac, and finally clairo

who ill write for if i ever end up having motivation!

teen wolf (not fully done watching it so only some characters so check my masterlist!!)

sturniolos

maze runner

outsiders

i donno anything else i wanna?

what i wont write for!! (not changing my mind)

daddy kinks ( personal preff im not comfortable with it!)

slut shaming/ dumbifacation and humiliation stuff ( again personal preference sorry!)

inset (pretty ovi why)

threesums (i have no clue how to spell that sorry!! again my personal preff)

gromming

age gaps (like BAD ones)

anything i dont feel comfortable with! but feel free to ask <3

extra stuff i wanna add!!

always feel free to talk to me about anything i wanna be able to support u guys in any way possible <3

following that, i think mental heath is SUPER important, so if you need to talk im here for u no matter what baby

i think thats it!! ILYSMM

[sunlightmatt]

MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY BB

I just watched ravens TikTok’s and what she saying does not line up with Jake or Carrington pov AT ALL!!! Jake and Carrington are lying idgaf.

There’s no way you have all this security at parties, yet somebody who not even 21 was handed alcohol and was “lingering around” mf get them an Uber home or get them to a safe space in the house! And then Jake saying he offered the footage? Mf why would she still be asking for the footage if you been offering to give it? NOT TO MENTION Jake said the party was thrown to be filmed so that means they have other footage besides cctv.

Carrington saying he tried to reach out but raven saying she was the one who reached out MULTIPLE TIMES AND EVEN TRIED TO TALK IN PERSON TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED!?

SHE AINT EVEN ACCUSE THEM OF SHIT FR ALL SHE DID WAS ASK FOR FOOTAGE SO SHE COULD PEICE TOGETHER HER NIGHT CUZ SHE WAS SO FUCKED UP SHE COULDNT REMEMBER AND THEY COULDNT EVEN GIVE HER THAT!

IDC ITS FUCK JAKE AND CARRINGTON! JOHNNIE SEEMS TO BE OK FOR NOW BUT IM KEEPING AN EYE OUT ON HIM! AND TARA!

CUZ PEOPLE TRYNNA SAY DONT BRING TARA INTO THIS BUT SHE ALWAYS AT THEM PARTIES AND THIS HAPPENED IN OCTOBER! SHE HANGS OUT WITH THESE BOYS 24/7 ! SHE KNOW SOMETHING!

JAKE AND CARRINGTON HAVE TO KNOW WTF HAPPENED AND THEY COVERING IT!

AND WHILE WE AT IT, LEAVE @pinksturns TF ALONE! THEY AINT DO SHIT WRONG! THEY DOING THE RIGHT THING BY BELIEVING THE VICTIM AND I CAN ONLY APPLAUD THEM FOR THAT! STOP SENDING HATE CUZ YOUR LIL INFLUENCER CRUSHES ARE BEING SOME WEIRD ASS LOSERS!

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I really like the song Such Great Heights by The Postal Service because those boops at the beginning scratch my brain just right when I listen with headphones. It's also such a chill and gentle song. It gives me a strange sense of nostalgia

[sunlightmatt]

according to my father this isnt "christmas music" he doesnt get it.

Getting in that holiday spirit except the spirit is being sad and gay

[sunlightmatt]

Still Life with Cheese and Wine – John F. Francis // Luncheon Still Life – John F. Francis // Wine, Cheese, and Fruit – John F. Francis // So Much Wine – Phoebe Bridgers (cover)

[sunlightmatt]

“and it will never be enough to save you from the bottom of your glass”

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BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK BOYGENIUS WILL COME BACK

I scream as they take me away

[sunlightmatt]

Shout out to dysfunctional teenage friend groups from 80s movies, gotta be one of my favorite genders

[sunlightmatt]

Went on insta and saw doechii hate. Yeah im bout to crash the FUCK out! LEAVE MY SISTAH ALONE SHE DESERVES EVERYTHING

[sunlightmatt]

if chris doesn’t post something soon im afraid i will perish into thin air

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wtv you say beautiful *twirling my hair*

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[sunlightmatt]

i’m sorry but i physically can’t read sub!chris or dealer!matt fics like shit just doesn’t seem right😭😭