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happy holidays all. I won’t be silent about what i saw today, December 8 at 10:06am on I-74 West.

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obsessed with these photos of an albino (?) brandt’s cormorant. he looks like a sad little turkey

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this is your special little reminder that i have a nsfw hlvrai discord server. right here. come in and make an intro and the mods will approve or deny you access. youll probably get approved its mostly to keep shit stirrers out. peace

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i want ur baja blast

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this is my official announcement that i’m taking a break from social media, including discord. i’m too easily triggered by things to the point where i feel it is genuinely dangerous for me to stay. i don’t know when i’ll be back, unfortunately. thanks for being here. seeya. 💛

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i hate that "that that" is grammatically correct. why is english the joke language

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while im thinking about fatphobia i still cant get over an interaction i had with my doctor earlier this year. i'd rapidly lost upwards of 40 pounds due to ptsd and a kidney stone— a combination of anxiety-induced dysphagia, unending constipation, nausea, and fatigue. i'm sure my diet being scrutinized by the person who gave me ptsd didnt help the situation (they said i deserved to get kidney stones because fried chicken is my comfort food). i was frail, weak, tired, malnourished, and hated what happened to my body. when i went to see my doctor about this and other physical ptsd symptoms, i told her all of this, and she responded: "i think this is a good weight for you."

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It drives me fucking insane how even when people say “hey don’t be fatphobic and don’t hide behind ‘health concerns’ to do so. Fat isn’t inherently unhealthy” people line up out the goddamn door to go “yeah!! There’s a difference between being fat and being obese!” Fuck off !!!! First of all I’ve been considered “morbidly obese” (god what a dehumanizing term) for nearly my whole life despite living a healthy lifestyle, but even if I hadn’t, even if I were completely immobilized and disabled due to my fatness, even if it were “my fault” according to those arguments — I’d still be deserving of respect

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"you should use your libby for ebooks" "you shouldn't pirate your ebooks" BITCH you can do both.

Simply borrow the ebook from libby, download it as a .ascm (drm epub thing) on your computer, then run the .ascm file through a drm remover of your choice (third-party plugins in Calibre is what to do). you can then keep the drm-free .epub and return the libby loan. Boom.

Win/win/win.

You get to keep the ebook (ALSO libby usually has high-quality files. so it's better than piracy).

You're borrowing the book from the library. They get their numbers up, you're supporting the author and your library.

You're not holding up the line.

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i hope im not just a mutual to you but also a really annoying stranger who is somehow always going through something

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maybe its just because im an ear plugs warrior but i truly dont understand why people hate snoring so much. i grew up with the worlds loudest snorer (my dad) and it still doesnt bother me that much. i honestly think its really cute when some people do it. like awww theyre sleeping so soundly.. getting a big rest..

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Things used to be so racist man I remember like in middle school people would be like "Hey ching chong" and I'd be like "Hey David" and they'd be like "Can you give me the math answers" and I'd be like "Yeah" and the answers would be wrong every time bc I was bad at math but they wouldn't stop asking me.

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"so do you misgender everyone you meet or just trans women?" remains my go to response to "i call everyone dude/man/guy/etc"

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Sorry baby, but mommy has to make sure you're not secretly cake and cut you open with this big knife.