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it's always that one mmo character i make on a whim and usually only starts off as a joke with the least amount of thought put into it is the one that grows on me the most

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making my own heart ache because a few weeks ago i accidentally found a very good deal of lala's pullip doll and even though i wasn't even looking for it, somehow i ended up getting so obsessed that i kept checking the listing over and over again, almost every single day until it finally sold out.

i was SO relieved like damnn after all this time i am finally free!!! cuz to be honest, i love dolls and there were times when i really wanted one (specifically a dollfie dream) but i ended up deciding that i will not, because they're expensive, everything about them from face ups to accessories is expensive, they're addictive and i really don't need another hobby like that….

not to mention i always, ALWAYS found pullips to be ridiculously ugly, and i still do, seriously!!! but somehow lala literally lives rent free in my head, this morning i was having my coffee and caught myself feeling SO much regret over not getting her!!! i be minding my own business at work and then i glance at the little twin stars charm on my phone and that's all it takes!!! day ruined!!!! i hope i can get over her soon…. i can't live like this..

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i probably passed by this arcade a thousand times already but the other day was finally the day when we decided to go inside with my friend and we had so much fun!!!!

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august is for stargazing so can the clouds and cold weather please go away so i can sit out on my blanket with my iced tea to vibe a little before sleep

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I've been thinking a lot about queerness lately and I keep getting stuck on how deeply I want it to be normal. I want little girls to come home excitedly telling their parents about a pretty new girl in school that they have a crush on. I want young boys to have their first kiss with another boy and be able to tell their friends about it. I want them to be impressed and slap him on the back and say congrats. I want to bring home a woman to my family and have my father give her that whole fake threatening, "you better be good to my daughter" speech before offering her a handshake and a beer. I want people everywhere in the world to be able to hold hands in the street and not even think twice about it, not have to feel afraid, not have to feel like they're making a statement. I want so desperately for the world to catch up with something that so many of us already understand as normal. I don't want to be merely tolerated, and I wish pride wasn't necessary. I wish that having confidence in myself wasn't a revolutionary act.

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There will never be another show on this planet that hits like Madoka Magica. Listen to the soundtrack when you're driving back home at ungodly hours and experience emotions unable to be named. Try to pretend Conturbatio doesn't make something old, tender, and melancholy rise in the pit of your chest while you drive past a hundred buildings you'll probably never set foot in.

This show just Does something to you

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Extra heavy on the “Be safe” and “I love you” because life is so short fr

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love being drunk texted actually. like yes think about me and wish i was here

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♡

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Oh, to be a Sanrio character. My only responsibility being to bake little heart shaped sugar cookies for my friends.

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accepting that you’re objectively weird & owning it is infinitely better than being constantly desperate to appear normal to people who don’t even matter to you

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every time someone points out that i speak very monotone im like im sorry i will never be your anime girlfriend i will never homph when eating bread i will never kyaa when the wind blows ill never be her why even fucking try