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SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED THE FIC YET i was immediately shot and killed (i have the flu) and i haven't managed to finish it 😭😭

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omg.. somno won the poll everyone cheer!! I'll have that out in a few days probably

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Debut Fic Poll!!

nsfw mentions under the cut!!

hi!! i wanna actually start writing on this blog, so im making a poll to decide my debut fic. i'm a man of the people, so i wanna know what you wanna see! yeah, these are all smut fics about ness, but i never claimed to be unbiased. anyways, if you have any other ideas or requests then feel free to message me or put them in the notes <3

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you don't like sleeping alone. kaiser not only knows this, but he teases you relentlessly about it. about how you cling to him in your sleep. about how you'll plead with him, only half-conscious, not to leave when he tries to slip out of bed in the early hours of the morning. he delights in how embarrassed you get when he brings it up. revels in your feeble attempts to deny what you both know to be true.

but when you wake up early one morning, still tucked up in bed and wrapped around the comforting warmth of a toned body, you're quietly beyond pleased with the circumstances. it seems this morning you've managed to stir before he's had to slip away, and can luxuriate for just a little while longer in the warmth that radiates from him beneath the plush hotel sheets.

but that contentment doesn't last, because when you lift your head to greet him, you're shocked to find ness at your side—wide awake, and peering at you with startling alertness.

your entire body goes stiff.

"michael was right," he says, his tone entirely too jovial for how horrified you are. his smile too easy and sincere for the circumstances. "you really are clingy in the morning."

you can't even bring yourself to speak. to move. to breathe. there's something unpleasant sitting in the pit of your stomach, inching up to the back of your throat the longer it's left to swell; heavy like shock, but cold like dread.

"don't worry, michael will be back soon," ness says, but you take no comfort from his words of reassurance. he reaches out, and you flinch, but he simply picks up the sheet and brings it up to cover your bare shoulder from where it had slipped down your back. "he just told me to keep the bed warm."

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yukimiya has a thing for stockings & thigh highs.

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missing ness so bad. i need to cover him head to toe in hickeys and lovebites and then ride his brains out unfortunately.. i need to leave him walking funny the next day

on a completely unrelated note i really need to actually write something because as much as i love screaming into the void im shy and i want moots so i must freakpost in the main tags for traction :')

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today i'm thinking hopelessly about kaiser cumming prematurely during sex and making ness finish you off, probably with only his mouth because kaiser is mean and jealous.. but its okay because ness is a service bottom with an oral fixation who likes to please </3

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thinking so hard about cunnilingus with ness someone kill me

i think ness is such a thigh guy and that goes hand in hand with his oral fixation. that man could die happy between your legs. totally the type to hold hands with you while he eats you out (partially so you can't shove him off as easily when you get overstimulated LOL) but also because he likes how sweet and intimate it feels.. crying.. alexis ness munch of the year everybody!!!

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alexis ness #1 bllk bf that gets too lost in the sauce when eating you out you have to physically pry him away from your pussy </3 he pouts really hard when you do. he wanted to make you cum more because you deserve it and he loves you :(

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obligatory pinned post under the cut <3

hiiii im mai and this is my freaky side blog that i will use to ramble into the void about blue lock; i might post drabbles occasionally, probably about ness #fav but im in blue lock purgatory so everyone is on the table really

THIS BLOG MAY NOT BE YOUR CUP OF TEA and that's okay.. i just want more moots that have similar tastes :( im gonna be so brave and put this in the main tags for traction, very sorry.

DNI if you're a minor or uncomfortable with explicit content!! including dead dove-esque topics!!! im strange and unusual and unfortunately that does translate into my taste in fiction. most of my posts will probably be nsfw. things will have appropriate warnings, but still, expect weird shit honestly.

um idk what else to include here but here's some of my interests and corresponding favs, though—again—this blog will be about mostly blue lock (feel free to talk to me about any of this stuff though) ^_^

blue lock (ness!!! and kaiser.. I guess..)

jjk (kashimo, mahito, gojo, yuta)

csm (power, asa, aki, yoshida)

demon slayer (douma, giyuu, yushiro)

maoujou de oyasumi/sleepy princess (#1 cursed musician fan!!! and leo)

wind breaker (togame, choji, kaji, suo)

danganronpa (everybody lmfaooo, come talk to me about danganronpa so I can be insane about it :3)

dandadan (jiji solos)

soul eater (STEIN!!)

haikyuu (rintaro, fukunaga, bokuto, kenma)

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can't be freaky on main because of woke.. made a side blog..