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Full Azriel Chapter

This includes the missing page, all in order. 

All credit goes to Lola-hollin662 on reddit! My BAM edition still hasn’t come in the mail but the redditor was kind enough to post it.

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Top 10 times my heart broke for Rhysand

#1 When she never smiled at him

I waited for you at breakfast, but you slept in. Or avoided me, apparently. And I tried to catch your eye this afternoon, but you were so good at shutting me out completely.” “Is that what got under your skin? That I shut you out, or that it was so easy for Tarquin to get in?” “What got under my skin,” Rhys said, his breathing a bit uneven, “is that you smiled at him.” The rest of the world faded to mist as the words sank in. “You are jealous.”

and that one time she finally did

His fingers tightened on mine, and I looked up. He was smiling at me. And looked so un-High-Lord-like with the glowing dust on the side of his face that I grinned back. I hadn’t even realized what I’d done until his own smile faded, and his mouth parted slightly. “Smile again,” he whispered. I hadn’t smiled for him. Ever. Or laughed. Under the Mountain, I had never grinned, never chuckled. And afterward … And this male before me … my friend … For all that he had done, I had never given him either. Even when I had just … I had just painted something. On him. For him. I’d—painted again. So I smiled at him, broad and without restraint. “You’re exquisite,” he breathed.

#2 When Rhys confessed to having his wishes unfulfilled

“Isn’t that what High Lords do?” My breath clouded in front of me in the brisk night. “Whatever they please?” He studied my face. “There are a great many things that I wish to do, and don’t get to.”

#3 When we find out what his nightmares were about

“I’m sorry I didn’t find a way to spare you from what happened Under the Mountain,” Rhys said with equal quiet. “From dying. From wanting to die.” I began to shake my head, but he said, “I have two kinds of nightmares: the ones where I’m again Amarantha’s whore or my friends are … And the ones where I hear your neck snap and see the light leave your eyes.”

#4 When the High Lord of Night Court physically flinched from an emotional wound

“What is it that you want, Feyre?” I had no answer. I didn’t know. Not anymore. “What is it that you want, Feyre?” I stayed silent. His laugh was bitter, soft. “I thought so. Perhaps you should take some time to figure that out one of these days.” “Perhaps I don’t know what I want, but at least I don’t hide what I am behind a mask,” I seethed. “At least I let them see who I am, broken bits and all. Yes—it’s to save your people. But what about the other masks, Rhys? What about letting your friends see your real face? But maybe it’s easier not to. Because what if you did let someone in? And what if they saw everything, and still walked away? Who could blame them—who would want to bother with that sort of mess?” He flinched. The most powerful High Lord in history flinched. And I knew I’d hit hard—and deep. Too hard. Too deep.

and when we learned how deep that wound went

“Why didn’t you tell me?” “You were in love with him; you were going to marry him. And then you… you were enduring everything and it didn’t feel right to tell you.” “I deserved to know.” “The other night you told me you wanted a distraction, you wanted fun. Not a mating bond. And not to someone like me - a mess.” So the words I’d spat after the Court of Nightmares had haunted him

#5 When he considered settling for ‘whatever pieces she offered him’

“You think I didn’t want to tell you? You think I liked hearing you wanted me only for amusement and release? You think it didn’t drive me out of my mind so completely that those bastards shot me out of the sky because I was too busy wondering if I should tell you, or wait - or maybe take whatever pieces that you offered me and be happy with it? Or that maybe I should let you go so you don’t have a lifetime of assassins and High Lords hunting you down for being with me?”

#6 When he cried…

“But then she snapped your neck.” Tears rolled down his face. “And I felt you die,” he whispered.

But I was being ripped apart from the inside out, and I thrashed, unable to out-scream the pain. “Feyre!” someone roared. No, not someone—Rhysand. Rhysand yelled my name again - yelled it as though he cared 

-A Court of Thornes and Roses

#7 When he spent 3 months thinking she hated him

“And for three months… for three months I tried to convince myself that you were better off without me. I tried to convince myself that everything I’d done had made you hate me.”

#8 When he put her happiness above his own

“I heard you were going to marry him, and I told myself you were happy. I should let you be happy, even if it killed me. Even if you were my mate, you’d earned that happiness.”

#9 When he thought he wasn’t that type of person for her

“I heard what you told him,” he said. “That you thought it would be easy to fall in love with him. You meant it, too.” “So?” It was the only thing I could think of to say. “I was jealous—of that. That I’m not … that sort of person. For anyone.“

#10 When we found out that all this time he had been in love with Feyre

“It killed me, Feyre, to send you back. To see you waste away, month by month. It killed me to know he was sharing your bed. Not just because you were my mate, but because I … ” He glanced down, then up at me again. “I knew … I knew I was in love with you that moment I picked up the knife to kill Amarantha.”

Quotes from ACOMAF and ACOTAR

On a happier note: Another Top 10 for Rhys

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Chapter 42: The Court of Nightmares (Rhys POV)

I do not own any of the dialogue or ideas written here. They belong 100% to Sarah J. Maas.

For the one gagillion anons and non-anons who have asked me for this scene. So here’s Chapter 42 of ACOMAF when Rhys takes Feyre to his court to get the orb and they essentially have a drool fest all over each other. This ended up being one of the fics I enjoyed writing the most. Love these two morons. <3

The Darkness that Binds

For the first time in 500 years, I was nervous stepping through those gates. The Court of Nightmares was never my home nor even a place within in my own court that I took interest in ruling. The beasts it housed were cretins, the lot of them, easy to rule and I had enough power several times over to drown them all if I wanted. Wearing the cruel mask of the High Lord they cowered before was easy.

But today was not that day. Today, someone important would be watching. Someone I still couldn’t quite fully understand how she felt towards me, much less how she would feel after I’d exposed her to the monster that would be pawing at her in front of the court I despised.

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Falling Skies: 01 | JJK

☼ Summary ☽

     ↳ Jeon Jiyeon was your childhood best friend; her brother, Jungkook, was something else entirely. You used to be friends, but then he had gone from endearingly frustrating dumb boy to card-carrying fuckboy so fast it had given you whiplash. 

Despite the teasing and fighting, Jiyeon realized how Jungkook felt about you long before he did - it was a twin thing - and if you were her sun, and he was her moon, then she just wished she could show you how he reflected your light.

         ✫ Pairings: Jungkook x Reader, Namjoon x Reader, OC x Reader, (mentioned) Taehyung x Reader, Hoseok x OC

         ✫ Rating: 18+; explicit smut in some chapters          ✫ Word Count: 7.3k

         ✫ Series:  Prologue ; 02; 03; 04; 05; 06

         ✫ Genre: Friends to Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Fuckboy!Jungkook, Badboy!Jungkook, Nurse!Jungkook, slow burn, angst, fluff, sexual tension, I hate that I like you, smut/eventual smut, some attempts at humor

         ✫ A/N: You should really click the prologue link and start there so you aren’t completely blindsided by the end of this chapter. Or you can skip it, I guess, but just know that’s a hard angst tag right there. Hard. I had a lot of fun writing most of this chapter and then I poured my feelings into the last two sections. 

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It was eight in the morning when you started pouring an absurd amount of cereal into your favorite bowl. It was extra absurd because the bowl wasn’t a normal bowl but a deep serving dish. You added an equally absurd amount of milk, holding the pour until it threatened to spill over the rim, and only realized your mistake when you tried to carry both your dinner and the Screwdriver you had mixed at the same time.

You took a moment to hum your discontent before lowering your face to the bowl and slurping loudly. It was a choice that apparently disturbed the man leaning against the counter beside you. You glanced over at him, taking in the way his features scrunched up from watching you.  

“God, you’re gross, you know that?” Jungkook shook his head and picked up his plate, grimacing when you took another long sip of the orange juice. He sucked his teeth. “That milk is gonna curdle in your stomach with all the vodka you put in there.” A sip turned into a long chug just to drive home the unspoken point you were making.

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dissonance

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Ravaging through this mindless soul

Wondering how to find a heart

I stumble upon yours and it’s made perfectly for me

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Fydoror Dostoevsky // Clarice Lispector

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aries placements are usually faced with the challenge of breaking free from their parents. the parents of aries struggle to accept aries for who they are because of their own narrative that they have already wrote for their child. no matter what your parents project onto you, aries, it is your responsibility to break free from that. you were meant to be the pioneer of your own life. do not let the projections make you feel incapable of forging a nu path in life that allows you to march to the beat of your own drum.

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after everything, i refuse to be “loved” in private. love me proudly, love me loudly or leave me the fuck alone.

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What a year this week has been.

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This is the only place I can say this because I know no one I know follows me on here.

I’m so broken and im tired.

I’m tired of being hurt.

I’m tired of things and people.

Craziest thing is I’ve told people this multiple times,

But in the end I’m always push aside.

Once they see me smiling they think I’m okay

But I’m not. Inside it still hurts.

Inside I know I’ve told someone has hurt me and

they’re still brought around.

I know I’ve said those jokes hurt but in the end they’ll

Still be made.

In the end I don’t matter at all.

As long as I’m handing them my pieces it’s still the

same.

I’m broke and tired.

What do you do when the world is overlooking you.

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𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. march 21 - april 19 | ruler.- mars | element.- fire | mode.- cardinal | house.- associated with the 1st house | rules.- the head