sugar-coated-agony

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Being 23 is a fucking joke and right about now I look like boo boo the fool while I eat my silly little soup at my silly little job instead of being in the ER where I probably belong

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I know it seems so Edgy™ but I fucking hate my birthday and the fact that my family can't grasp that and just let me be that day is fucking irritating. Just let me sleep and fuck off that day dude. Hit me up a week later with "birthday" shit.

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No one wants to deal with you when you’re sad all the time.

Such-Heavy-emptiness

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are you ok?

Me: no, but it's ok

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parents be like: “i accept your mental illness” until you’re struggling to shower and clean your teeth and stay hygienic :/

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me: I need a fucking hug tbh vodka bottle: hey me: sure,

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reblog if you think that curves are beautiful

just not on you

and if you support body positivity and healthy eating

just not for you

and if you love your curvy friends so much

but you just can’t seem to love yourself

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*bopping along to the tunes*

my brain: you are an imposter in your own fantasy

me: ........

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I'm slowly realizing how traumatized I actually am. I mean I know I'm pretty fucked but I keep realizing more and more and I kinda don't like it.

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I was not equipped to hear about how your life is horrible and how you wish you were dead since I was ten, mom.

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I always flinch when somebody yells.

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I want a mother who will actually mother me, is that too much to ask?

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one fairly common experience of gifted children is wishing for pain. wishing you had some great big horrible thing in your past so that you can justify the pain you’re in, and so that you’ll deserve help. it’s exhausting and it fucks you up and to anyone out there who feels like they haven’t suffered enough to get help: you’re allowed to want help. you’re in enough pain. you deserve to feel better

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emotional abuse is so agonizing because no one takes you seriously. if it’s not physical, it’s not valid, apparently. i’m still dying on the inside but ya know it doesn’t matter haha

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reblog this if you want anonymous opinions of you