suddenlyspectral
a suburban night terror
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suddenlyspectral · 18 days ago
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probably the best advice I've ever got was from my grandpa when I moved from my town and started a university, he told me to leave the house everytime when I start to feel down, just to go to the park, a supermarket, a bookstore, to even drive in a bus or tram, just be around other people because staying at home all the time kills you; and you know he was right
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suddenlyspectral · 3 months ago
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suddenlyspectral · 3 months ago
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If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.
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suddenlyspectral · 3 months ago
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So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before
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suddenlyspectral · 3 months ago
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btw with art when people say 'youve got to do it scared' 'youve got to draw bad' 'youre not gonna know how to do it until you do it' it sounds like bullshit but its true. 90% of art is just getting over the fear that it's not going to be good enough to deserve to be made in the first place. but you're here. you're alive and, with no need to justify that, you're going to make art. it's just part of being alive. you'll spend so long worrying you aren't doing it good enough that you'll look back and realized you didn't live a single day of it.
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suddenlyspectral · 4 months ago
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No matter how our hearts ache time will keep moving, so plant the garden, write the letter, start the painting, learn something new from someone you love, become something brand new, change for the better, start now and keep on going with everything you’ve got in that glorious heart
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suddenlyspectral · 4 months ago
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suddenlyspectral · 4 months ago
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You will get farther in one week paying close, nonjudgmental attention to the unmet needs underlying your "bad" behavior than you will in a year of punishing yourself and demanding you become a different person. I'm right shut up.
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suddenlyspectral · 4 months ago
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suddenlyspectral · 5 months ago
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maybe if you take a hot shower. cook something. eat a little soup. feel a little sunshine. make something with your hands—it doesn’t have to be big. maybe if you stretch your body and draw a silly little picture and get some rest, the world will feel like something your hands can still hold
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suddenlyspectral · 5 months ago
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literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.
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suddenlyspectral · 5 months ago
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apparently there is a thing called "wanting something" and when it happens to you you're allowed to just do the thing that you want. yep that's right. even when it wouldn't hurt anyone and would make you really happy. does anyone know anything about this
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suddenlyspectral · 6 months ago
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thinking about this 24/7
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suddenlyspectral · 7 months ago
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old commission. get strawbernie'd
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suddenlyspectral · 9 months ago
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i hope biden fucking kills himself. i hope that man is torn apart by wild dogs in the street. i hope he rots 6 feet under as people piss on his grave. what he has allowed to happen is so horrific that i don't think there's a fitting punishment for him in this life, even if there was a universe in which someone could give it to him. genuinely despicable and inhumane. i know he knows better than almost anyone else on earth what is happening in palestine, and he could stop it, and every second he chooses not to is another decade he will spend burning. may he never sleep again without hearing screaming may he never eat again without the food turning to ash in his mouth, and may he choke and die on his own vomit on live television
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suddenlyspectral · 10 months ago
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my role on the leftist commune will be passive-aggressively moving the freshly-washed “clean” dishes that still have food residue on them back into the “unclean” section
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suddenlyspectral · 11 months ago
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