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I feel so alone and just want all this pain to end. I feel so secluded even with people. I feel not good enough. Why cant I change my feelings?

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You're nothing to no one. You're nothing in this world. You never will be. You'll never be good enough for this world or anyone. Your weak. Your overly sensitive. You're a baby. You're lazy. -thoughts on my mind

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I tried to get better but somewhere along the way something went wrong, I fell apart again, I lost again

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I dont think I'd ever be able to have sex tbh. I just cant bring myself to be comfortable with touching someone let alone someone touching me. Even just hugging friends is a lot of anxiety for me. Wtf is wrong with me?

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My grandmas teachings to us grandchildren when we were like 7: "they can call you any name in the book ,just shine it on and say whatever,but the minute they touch you,you better fight back and whoop their ass and if you dont ,when you come home I'll whoop your ass."

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Its fucking sad when you've been depressed for so long that your mom knows to leave you by yourself

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On Wednesdays we listen to emo music.

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