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It’s great seeing her smiling and being happy. I wish I could tell her congratulations, I wish I could tell her how happy I was for her.

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What is the value of a life?

What is the value of my life?

Does it matter, that you’re the only one, the only thing that ever felt really real?

I miss feeling alive, I miss being able to believe the words that came out of my mouth. I miss you.

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Time just keeps marching on. I don’t know who I miss more, you or me. I wonder how you are, I wonder what your life is like. I hope you’re happy and safe.

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This doesn't end with you I walk around and I think if people only knew That I wish they were cursed That I wish them the worst I really wish 'em the worst But I'm doin' my best And I hope you forgive me now that I've confessed 'Cause I'm trying to resist My heart becoming a fist Forever

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I still miss you every day. Life’s just not the same without you in it.

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Why am I still here? Please make it stop. Please let me out.

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She told me I was the reason I'm always blaming myself, I'm never leaving I'm so weak I'm so beat and I'm freezing and I fear the empty

You pulled the plug and I was never enough I know this isn't my fault but I will take the blame Because I just want to see you and feel you and breathe you and fuck you til our never ending day I hope this lasts forever

I just want you to fade away

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I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

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I saw Jupiter and Saturn in a rain puddle and I wanted to share it with you. Venus is a bright, gorgeous little bitch, and I thought of you.

I don’t understand sometimes. I think I’m kind of okay, I think maybe I’m actually not human garbage, I think maybe I might have worth and value to the right person, and I think of you. I push myself to do one more set, thinking maybe I could one day be attractive, and I think of you.

“Disfigure me until I’m perfect,” and I think of you.

I hurt, and I think of you. I love, and I think of you.

I’m going to try to sleep now, but I know I’ll dream of you.

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I still miss you every day. It’s all I know how to do anymore.

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Now I stand the fool in the play I thought I wrote She is still summer heat, I am April snow It was Jesus who tempted the Devil in the desert And the Devil who said no

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Oh when it's time, I hope that I'm I'm not forgotten or despised. Oh when it's time, what will I find? That life's the sentence for my crime.

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Forget goosebumps, I think I just had a religious experience. This motherfucker spittin though.