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Since everything happening now was a visual mystery, Kai opened his mouth without expectation of what would come next. Was the cool steel a bit of a surprise? Definitely, but he adjusted his jaw to make Harrison putting it on him be with as little resistance as possible. It was a little bit unusual for Harrison to use one of these type of gags on him, but everything leading up to this had been unusual, so Kai trusted him implicitly. Reaching out his hands, he lowered his torso until his hands met the cool floor, then he crawled forward, trying not to take it too slow but also not wanting to pass the mark. He stopped as soon as Harrison spoke then pushed himself back up into kneeling, setting his hands on his thighs, very curious about the towels but even if he wanted to ask, he couldn't. Since he couldn't talk properly, he nodded his head to show he understood that he had to try and keep still, drawing in a breath and swallowing with a little difficulty from the gag.

Even though Harrison had very little doubt that Kai didn't complete his daily morning task, it was still encouraging to hear him confirm it. "Good boy." It also meant that Harrison didn't have to stop during the scene to prepare Kai. After he received the verbal confirmation, Harrison told Kai to open his mouth and then placed a spider gag on his submissive. While he didn't really like how those types of gags looked aesthetically, Harrison couldn't deny their functionality. Plus the extra stretch that it would just one more sensation that Kai would be dealing with. Before they truly got started, Harrison wanted to make sure that their cleaners didn't have to do any extra work, so he reached into the basket and pulled out several large towels. He spread them out on the floor right in front of Kai and then addressed the younger man. "I want you to crawl forward a few feet and then when I tell you to stop, get back on your knees with your arms behind your back and then we'll begin. The only rule that you'll need to follow is try not to move too much. Since you're not really able to speak, raise one hand if you need me to slow down and then both arms if you need me to stop."

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Text: Now that you mention it, I don't think I know what having a lot of filler feels like to have or to touch... I suppose that would make balls less sensitive, but couldn't that technically be a bad thing in sexual scenarios? Losing sensation to make your balls bigger sounds wild to me, but I guess that just means I'm happy with mine.

Text: Are you actually trying to tell me you've never fucked a guy before?? Is that personal preference? Are you saying you wouldn't have tried to fuck me I had been your roommate longer?

Text: I imagine it's like my step-mom but a hundred times worse because she has money, reputation, and deep down you might actually care what she thinks.

Text: Nah, my guy, I thought we talked about this already? I was dick drunk from day one and there hasn't been a single day in the year I've known him now that I haven't felt a need for it filling up at least one of my holes.

Text: I'm more curious about how it would make someone's balls feel... Like 85% of my mother's face is filler at this point, so you'd think I'd know how it feels. However, I can't remember the last time I even touch her hand. let alone her face.... I keep thinking that it would made their balls feel kind of hard, so it be like playing with those silver stress balls instead of a dude's actual balls.

Text: If you're talking about women, sure. Although the selection of women around here is lacking compared to the guys.

Text: Well if you ever have the chance to meet my mother, she will gladly inform you of all the many ways that I do deserve such a fate.

Text: LOL I promise you that I'm not. Just more like wanting to make sure that you were satisfied with his cock, which I sounds like you are. You don't have to go into any details or anything like that unless you want to go ahead and wax poetic about it.

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Text: I suppose so... I suppose I was thinking about how someone would maybe want one without the other if their dick was already making their balls look big. But if you like your proportions and just wanna go overall bigger, I guess you'd wanna go both.

Text: Why are you talking like you can't fuck? You could definitely fuck if you wanted.

Text: Please, as if you've done anything bad enough to somehow get stuck with a small-dicked asshole.

Text: Are you trying to get me to describe my Dom's cock? I didn't want to answer because it sounds like a try-hard kind of answer, but I would try to make sure he knew I didn't think he needed it at all but if it was what he really wanted, obviously it's up to him

Text: Yeah... the balls part really threw me off a bit as well but then I figured it would look weird if your cock was really thick but you still had small balls.

Text: Sadly since I'm not only a sub but also an uber twink, the only fucking I'm doing is to my own hand, so even if I was self-conscience about the size of it, wouldn't really be worth it.

Text: And I guess it just depends on who claims me for the second part. Probably for some karmic retribution, I'll end up with some small-dicked asshole who doesn't realized he does have a small dick so would only be insulted if I brought it up.

Text: You still didn't answer if you want your Dom to have it done though...

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Text: Cock AND balls? Well, want, no, not really. Would I consider it if he brought it up to me, though, sure?

Text: What about you? Would you want any enhancements? Or to be fucked by enhancements?

Text: So I was reading an article and I guess like the 'new thing' is guys are now getting filler injections in their cocks and balls to make themselves girthier. So my question to you is this and you have to answer honestly... would you do it and would you want your dom to do it? @subkaikelly

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Shuddering pleasantly as Harrison's grip dragged him back down just as he had been hoping for, he was all too eager to return to kissing him. Grinding his hips into his Dominant's ass, his kiss was desperate for several reasons, since he felt it breathed life into him, accentuating the already intense please coursing through his body. Kai kissed him as long as he could stand to, but it wasn't too long before his thrusts brought him back to the edge.

Breaking away from the kiss with a sharp breath, his thrusts were more shallow, on the off chance that Harrison denied him, though he didn't see it happening. After all, Harrison had said if he asked nicely... and surely, he hadn't disappointed his Dom. "Please- sir- please, will you let me cum?" It was nearly painful to be so close again, and to keep thrusting since Harrison didn't say he should stop when asking, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't love teetering, forcing himself both to feel pleasure and to hold it back until he had permission.

Even though he might not share the same level of stamina that his younger sub was still blessed with, Harrison's body was still overly sensitive from his recent orgasm. Luckily, Kai didn't start fucking him with the same intensity that he was before Harrison had him stop. It also helped that Harrison was now on his back instead of his knees. Even though Kai still felt incredible good inside of him, he didn't feel as full so it wasn't too overwhelming for him.

Another advantage of being on his back meant that Harrison could now actually see what Kai was doing, which was always a wonderful thing. Since he was watching his submissive so closely, he knew the kiss was coming as he saw Kai's gaze glance down at his lips. Sadly, it was just short kiss, and Kai was pulling away much too quickly. To remedy that, Harrison reached up, wound his fingers in Kai's hair, and dragged his face back down to his. When the younger man's lips were finally in reach, Harrison lazily licked his way inside of Kai's mouth and kissed him deeply.

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With his eyes closed, it felt like he could hear his surroundings better. For the most part, it was his own breathing, the shifting of his knees on the floor as he waited, his swallowing. So, when Harrison came back, he was aware of it, but he didn't make a show of it and he definitely didn't open his eyes, however tempted he was when the sound of his dominant stopped and he didn't know what he was doing. However, it was only a few seconds and he could hear the footsteps return. The blindfold was a bit of a surprise, since he already had his eyes closed, though he had to admit it felt nice. Kai hadn't realized how tightly he had had his eyes closed until the blindfold took the edge off. "Of course, sir, always," He answered easily, since it was generally the first thing he did in the morning if Harrison wasn't in his bed, and maybe the second or third if he was.

Even though Kai had mentioned wanted to feel numb, Harrison decided to try to do the exact opposite. He wanted Kai's senses to go into overdrive to be able to properly distract his submissive from having to think about the new developments with his mother. Harrison had an idea of what he wanted to, but since he was unsure of the specifics, it took him a bit longer to gather all the items that he wanted to potentially use. As Harrison walked back into the office, he had a basket full of items in one hand and a cooler, also filled with various items, in the other. Like he normally did, Harrison took a few seconds to appreciate just how good Kai looked on his knees before setting the basket and cooler on the desk. Once his hands were free, he walked over to the cabinet where he now stored various useful items that he and Kai could use for impromptu scenes. Harrison trusted his boy to keep his eyes shut, per his orders, but he went ahead and put a blindfold on Kai so that his submissive could focus on just feeling everything instead of worry about keeping them closed. Before he put a gag on his mouth though, Harrison wanted to ask Kai an important question. "I know you've been distracted today, for obvious reasons, but did you prepare yourself this morning?"

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Secret power or perhaps superpower. Ahh, all right, then I think I got confused and thought you were saying you wouldn't have seen the opportunity to "play" with me if I was a switch, but I suppose you mean because you might not have instinctually been dominant? Would you have more likely gone babygirl on me?

May I ask a question about something I've been curious about? You use the word "adorable" in ways I wouldn't expect, so I'm starting to wonder- is that just how you distinguish it as something more- serious, outside the realm of the purely sexual? To try and show you're elevating it higher? Or am I making assumptions?

That's my secret power- being able to make corny things oh so attractive. Oh. I play with switches all the time- I do like them. There's a certain sexual fluidity about that I enjoy. Eh. The complicated part depends on person, really. Oh really? You like it when I was all dominant? Hm?

You and Harrison are adorable. So- it makes sense that you two fit together enough for home. Sometimes you just find that perfect fit, you know? And it's not like I'm not attached to people here. I adore some of the people in this city. And I have my memories of people here- So, you never know, maybe I'll end up staying. Just a mood. You know? God knows Wyatt and a few others here would make me stay.

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The tautness of the lead was more prominent the deeper Kai took his Dominant into his mouth, but it wasn't remotely a deterrent. He was determined to give him an orgasm to match the intensity of his fucking him. Sure, it wouldn't have the same full-body motion to go with, but if he did it right, Harrison would surely feel it all through his body. He was able to push aside his focus on his throbbing cock whenever he took his Dom's cock to the back of his throat and felt the tightness of the collar, and so he did it frequently, dragging his full lips along his shaft.

Humming in pleasure when he felt Harrison push his hips up and he felt the telltale signs that he'd cum, he swallowed it down thickly and eased his attentions down to simple cleaning to not make him too sensitive. The tug was enough to get him moving and it felt like a head rush to move upward again, for whatever had been distracting him from his own cock to be broken. He shuddered as the need hit him again with full force, crawling up between his legs. "Thank you, sir," He spoke quietly, his throat feeling coated by cum in a fantastic way but one that made speaking feel like effort.

Reaching his hand between them, he lined his cock up again with Harrison's waiting hole and quickly removed it from between them as he buried his cock as deeply as he could in this new position. He wasn't going to take it too slow, but wanted to work his way back to it, so his thrusts were steady. Meanwhile, his gaze flicked between Harrison's eyes and his lips and he leaned in to give Harrison a brief kiss before lifting his head to look at him again, his own dark eyes searching for the answer to an unspoken question. Is that okay? He knew he would be happy to gaze upon his Sir, but urge to kiss him was a strong one.

As Kai began to kiss his way down his chest, Harrison was glad to get a bit of a breather. Even though obviously his lips felt good against his skin, the fact that Kai didn't immediately wrap them around his cock gave Harrison just enough time to pull himself a little further from the edge. While his empty hole was eager to have Kai back inside him, Harrison also wanted to make sure and have time to enjoy Kai sucking him off.

Harrison had given Kai's leash some slack while he was kissing down his body, but he quickly wrapped it back around his hand and pulled it taut as Kai's lips wrapped around his length. With his free hand, Harrison reached down and wound his fingers into Kai's hair as he leaned up so that he could watch the scene before him. Just as he predicted, it only took a few minutes of Kai's mouth working his cock over expertly before his hips lifted off the mattress so that he could bury his cock deep into Kai's throat and cum. After he had finished with his release, Harrison gave Kai a few moments to swallow it all down and clean off his dick before he gave the leash a hearty tugged and bent his knees. "Now get back to fucking me, but as always, make sure you ask before you finish."

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A neon sign? That would look corny in most anyone else's residence, but I think it would actually fit quite perfectly. You don't play with many other switches, sir? Does it come with some complicated sexual politics? I guess it could take some of the fun out of it to have to navigate that... you certainly never had to waste any time showing me who was in charge when I was in your room. In fact, I remember it radiating off of you.

Hmm... well, I can hardly argue for Lima in the case of home sickness... nothing's going to feel like home if you don't feel attached to certain things or people in one place more than the other. I'm currently in a transient state where I think I'd consider anywhere "home" as long as I was with Sir Harrison.

"Bless with rizz" Oh, that is so going on my resume. Or maybe I'll make one of those fancy lit up words posters to put on my wall. I mean personally I'm glad you're a sub- mostly because I adored the times we played together.

Pretty much. My father casts a long, long shadow and he's certainly not the easiest thing to escape from but hey, maybe I'm just homesick. Or missing the city. But yeah, I do wanna put my own happiness first. Hm, I suppose that's true. You beautiful people will be without me. And that's just tragic.

I suppose that's true.

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Hey, I'd probably have been the same, if I had been a switch and been blessed with the rizz and way with words that you possess, so it's no judgement from me. Good, good, I'm glad he's appreciated.

Yeah, that makes total sense to me. He doesn't own you, and you're gonna spend a helluva lot more of your life with yourself than you are with him, so you do have to do what makes you happy. Obviously it's just disappointing for the rest of us if Lima's no longer the thing. I don't think those two things are mutually exclusive, sir. Especially not if the unforgettable experience was enough to make someone feel a type of way.

Eh. I'm a slut and I know it. "Sexually liberated." So I don't take it too much as an insult when its very, very true. Hm, he's certainly top of the line in my eyes.

I think it's more that I care a little less about what my father desires. I can't keep living my life in the way that makes him less mad. You know? It's not exactly fair to me. Aw. Me? Break hearts? Never. I just give someone an experience that they can't ever forget. I like it when a guy yearns for me. It's very regency era desire.

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There was always a chance that the next thing out of Harrison's mouth would be to strip down, so the words didn't phase Kai in the least. The kiss wasn't fully a surprise either, but as he melted into it, his instinct was for his hands to raise up to cup Harrison's face. The part of his brain that recognized Harrison was in the middle of issuing orders stopped him from being so bold, and in the end his hands hovered over either side of his Dominant's face as he kissed him back, dropping them once Harrison broke away. Swallowing as he took in the rest of the order, he nodded, already toeing off his shoes by the time Harrison was standing to leave. Kai quickly stripped and left his folded clothes on the arm of the couch. "Back facing against the desk," He repeated quietly to himself. He couldn't quite imagine what Harrison had in mind, but his Dominant's creativity had never ceased to amaze him, so he wasn't questioning it for a second. He settled onto his knees on the floor, lightly resting his hands on his thighs as he breathed in deeply and closed his eyes. He had no idea how long Harrison would be, so he tried to just focus on his breathing and took himself back through memories they shared, to keep himself focused on them any only them.

Since there was very little that Harrison could currently do to help the situation between Kai and his mother, he was pleased that Kai gave him the go ahead to try and help out in another way. Harrison pressed one more kiss to Kai's forehead and then another kiss to the back of Kai's hand that he was still holding before making a move to get off the couch. "I want you to strip down completely and then kneel down in front of the desk with your back facing against the desk." Before he fully stood up though, he leaned in so that he could properly give Kai a deep, lingering kiss. "I'm going to go gather a few things, so after you're on your knees, I want you to close your eyes and take deep breathes while you wait. Also, don't open your eyes until I tell you that it's okay to do so." Once he gave Kai his first set commands, Harrison stood up and walked back out into the kitchen area to pick up everything that he needed for the scene that was rapidly coming together in his mind.

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It was very reassuring to see Harrison shake his head, since even though Kai knew he would be swapping out one pleasure for another, he had felt guilty to take away one being so thoroughly enjoyed by the both of them. He simply had to remind himself that he wouldn't have lasted very much longer at that pace either way, and at least in this scenario he was doing as he was told. It was difficult to keep his hips still as Harrison left him inside of him, but he didn't want to be the first to pull away and knew moving his hips would be too deliciously torturous.

A soft huff of laughter escaped him when Harrison promised him it wouldn't take long, since Kai did find it hard to imagine minding taking his time with his Dominant's cock. Then again, the throb of his now neglected cock reminded him he selfishly wouldn't mind if he could finish him on the quicker side. Nodding his head, eager for everything that came with pleasuring Harrison, he leaned down onto his arms and dipped his head down, kissing his way down Harrison's chest, over his abdomen, down to his cock. Since the head of it was closest to him, he took no time in closing his lips around it and greedily engulfing his shaft with his hot mouth and throat, hollowing out his cheeks around the hard cock in his mouth. One of his hands moved up to massage and squeeze Harrison's balls as he sucked eagerly.

With the speed, angle, and ferocity that Kai was fucking him, it didn't take long for Harrison to be on the edge of his own release. The only thing that saved him finishing well before Kai was the fact that he kept one hand on the headboard and the other hand wrapped around Kai's lead. His cock was hard and aching, but he made sure it remained untouched until Kai's lips were available. With each passing moment, Harrison's body became more tense has he had to mentally and physically stop himself from cumming, so it was honestly a relief when he felt Kai began to slow down.

When he heard his submissive start to apologize, Harrison started to adamantly shake his head. "No, no... nothing to apologize for..." Harrison was already breathless from everything that had transpired, so he took a few minutes to gather himself before reluctantly pulled his body away from Kai's cock so that he could turn around and lay down on the bed. "You did so good, baby, so come finish me off. I promise you it won't take long at all." Now that he was on his back, he was able to fully appreciate seeing his boy flush and sweaty with excretion, and he eagerly reached out to run his empty hand along Kai's thigh now that he was able to touch his submissive.

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I don't have nearly anywhere like the experience as you do, which I hope you'd never take as an insult, but I like to imagine he'd rank pretty high up there as pretty boys with little on would go.

I assume your father cares less now than he did back then if you're thinking about it? Four years is a long time... I think you'd break a few hearts leaving, but obviously if you thought it was a better move for you, sir, that would be the most important thing.

He'd certainly be a fun company, but I may be biased when it comes to watching pretty boys walk around a room wearing very little. Heh, I'm sure we can get you a little peek sometime.

Or at go to a smaller one closer to New York. The only reason I'm in Lima is because my father insisted. God, like....four years?

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Nodding to show he understood that Harrison had no desire to push Kai to calling his mother right away, it did appear from the look in his eyes after Harrison finished speaking that it had never occurred to him to have Harrison tall to anyone. In fact, with the effort to stay stone faced while working around others had dissipated, there seemed to be no filter left in him, with all his emotions sculpting his expressions as they came to him. The initial dismay, frustration, and slowly the sadness and relief to know Harrison had his back.

The moment his tension broke too was on his face, as Harrison took up his hand. His forehead had relaxed with the kiss and a tear, like a sign of him letting go of his built up angst, fell from his eye. He quickly reached up with his free hand to swipe it as a smile spread over his face from the heartachingly sweetness his Dom showed him. "You always can, sir," he spoke quietly, his eyes shining with the devotion he felt for the man in front of him.

Feeling betrayed by someone was always one of the hardest emotions to deal with, but when that betrayal comes from a parent, it makes everything so much worse. Harrison had dealt with similar emotions and thought when his own father was arrested, so he wasn't going to push Kai to try to interact with his mother until he was ready. "Well unless you really feel the need to, there's no rush to call her. Take all the time you need. I'm not sure if this will help any, but if you'd like me to call your father and June for answers, you know I would."

After Kai let his hand fall into his lap, Harrison immediately picked it up and placed it in his own. Then he leaned in and pressed his lips right to the stop on Kai's forehead that he was just rubbing. "I'm not sure if I can help you feel numb, but I can give you something else to think about for a bit."

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At the moment, with all the pleasure coursing through his body, he had to tuck the compliment Harrison was giving him and enjoy it later. He was already so flooded with endorphins and focused on giving his Dominant pleasure as well that he couldn't think of or feel much else. Keep going, that was the only thing that currently filtered through his brain, a mantra that he could feel in every hard thrust forward, punctuated by the slapping skin that got louder with the increase sweat from exertion.

He shuddered in pleasure and gripped onto his hips as he drove his hips into him. The way his Dominant's back and shoulder muscles flexed as he braced against the headboard was a feast for the eyes, adding to the pleasure of the entire situation, to be able to see him underneath Kai and just give into the pleasure, something he could take pride in because it was him giving it to him.

If it had been up to Kai, he would have kept going until Harrison was warning him he was going to cum, but before any such dream scenario could occur, he could feel the tightness in his balls and whatever intense focus he had had was broken with a gasp as he forced himself to slow down, feeling his body shake with the effort to bring himself back from the edge. "I-I'm so close, I'm sorry, sir-" He panted, only regretting that he had to temporarily stop pleasuring Harrison, though he knew it was only momentary before he could start pleasing him in another way. "Would you- like to lie down or have me crawl under you?"

As Kai's hips began to not only speed up but also thrust harder, one of Harrison's hands squeezed the pillow that was under his hand as his other hand gripped Kai's lead tightly. Even though he could hardly think of anything else besides the feeling of Kai's cock pounding into him, he briefly made a mental note to make sure to always bring different types of collars for his sub because he would have loved to have one that would easily choke Kai by just tugging on the leash.

He was tempted to spur Kai on to go even harder, but Harrison honestly didn't know if that would be possible. Harrison could feel his whole body shift higher on the bed under the force of Kai's thrusts, so he let go of the pillow and placed his hand against the headboard. This not only helped braced his body against moving even further on the bed, but it also gave Harrison some leverage so that he could push his body further down on Kai's cock. "So good, baby... So good. Keep going." He was somewhat curious if Kai would remember that he was supposed to stop right before he felt like cumming, but he trusted his submissive not to get too carried away to forget an order. Even if Kai did though, he was fucking Harrison entirely too good to draw too much ire from the Dominant.