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System culture is being everyone and no one all at the same time

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i try to be positive and funny but man can we just talk about how depressing it is to be sick all the time. i can’t do anything fun or productive without feeling absolutely miserable for days. i spent a few hours outside with my family and now i’m in bed feeling nauseous and dizzy and my joints hurt like a motherfucker, not to mention the sunburn i got even with all the spf 70 i put on. i’m supposed to be on vacation and i feel like playdoh in a hydraulic press.

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Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!

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as someone who spends a huge amount of time laying flat on my back due to my disability . i think ceiling decorations should be more of a thing . i wanna look at stuff

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I wish more people understood this. Autism affects everyone differently. And this means every single individual.

I CAN Network Ltd

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Me: What if I'm faking my illnesses?

Literally me a few days prior: *debating crawling to another room instead of walking because of my symptoms*

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Why does no one talk about the boredom of chronic illness? Like I have to spend so much time resting, that I’ve just run out of things to do, despite trying every hobby I can think of

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i think everyone hates me actually

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Always trying to find songs that fit the same genre as this one other song and it never happens

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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Blitzøs entire life spent being unwanted. So he adapted, and learned how to be something needed, something to be used.

Which is why I think he firmly believes he is being used by Stolas. He simply cannot fathom a different reality, one in which he is wanted for once in his life.