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peace and love on planet earth

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today's latte. getting back in the groove!

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i hope you understand how much your love means to the people in your life

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i want to fall asleep next to someone just get into bed clean and cozy and pass out with my arm around them

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My study sessions of late are more reading for fun and less reading for study than I’d like to admit but the cozy season is here

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A matcha on a hard day.

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Spoons from a Japanese ceramic store and a list of things I like (written as a grounding technique when I was in an anxiety spiral).

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Two essays down, two remaining. New week—clean slate! My mental health has been thorny recently, and I want to seek a new sense of balance. Priorities today before and while I spend time with my partner:

Continue research

As much drafting as possible—!

German practice

Yoga

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this morning's latte + the most amazing cardamom bun made by my lovely friend

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It’s panellet season

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autumn evenings ⋇ 19 oct

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Current tasks:

Peaceful walk

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Draft introduction with theory

Draft conclusion

German practice

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A collection of recent life-moments. The past few weeks have been strange, with my mental and physical health both not excellent. Still, reassurances from my partner that I am doing far better (psychologically, overall) than I have been for months are heartening. I want to come back to that grounded place, leave this unmoored feeling behind.

As I said to a friend recently, I think it is "just that time of semester"—though I hate saying that, because I do not want my life to be constant cycles of this, depending on my busyness. I want to trust that I can feel safe during stressful times; I don't want to accept that I will regularly succumb to depressive–anxious–unwell periods. I want to feel okay! I will keep trying my best.

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actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

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