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To Erin: Please read later

'Cause I don't think I have the heart to let you read this now

But if I had the heart

Oh, you know that I know better

This isn't how you say aloud,

"Don't let me go back"

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Is he here? Are you making out?

I can hear you guys on the couch

Shut up, make out, do something already, I'm waiting

After reading that text from your friend

I start losing all my confidence

So I'll stay tired, I know soon I'll be bailing

Then you, you asked if I gotta leave

And I wish that I could say no

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Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes

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I used to wonder if it was God's plan that I should be alone for so much of my life. But I found peace. I found happiness within people and the world.

-Lana Del Rey

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“i have a girlfriend” “i have a boyfriend” ok well i have this dream that im hitting my dad with a baseball bat and he is screaming and crying for help

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It's probably been 12 years since my father left

Left me fatherless

And I just used to say I hate him in dishonest jest

When honestly, I miss him like when I was six

And every time I got the chance to say it, I would swallow it

16, I'm hollow, intolerant, skip shots

I storm that whole bottle, I'll show you a role model

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We can chill, and I can act like I don't wanna fuck

You can tell me all your problems like I really give one

But I give two for us 'cause you're the one that I want

Don't wanna seem like a punk pussy, that seems I'm a punk pussy

See when I'm with my friends, I just put on a front

But in the back of my top, I'm writing songs about we

We as including I and yourself, making three

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You were too good, I should have known

You were a prize my hands could never hold

She says you, you should admit it

She knows I, I probably won't

That he is the sound you want now

And I, I'm just the noise you don't

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Not enough midwest emo in the world to get us out of this one buddy

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How low is your self-esteem?

How low could it possibly be?

And I know, I know you're in love with me

And I've been ignoring you

I will stop cutting my pants into shorts

I will address the issues I cannot ignore

And I will do the things I think you might like

And I will be alone, probably the rest of my life

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The good thing about this cast

Is I can still hold a knife

So if you ever twist my arm again

I'll be sure to put up a fight

You see, I just don't wanna do the things

That you want me to do

But I'm a sucker, so I do them

'Cause I am still in love with you

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'Cause I was young

I thought I didn't have to care about anything

But I'm older now and know that I should

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