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I was going to make a post about how much i hated my ex, and how much he tries to blame me for the way his life has turned out because I “took our son from him” but literally, it went no where, just everything came back to me over and over, because he blames me for everything. Everything is always my fault, always. So i decided making a post trying to prove how he is to blame for his own actions, wasn't worth it because somewhere in the story it would all come back to me. 

He shared a post today saying.. “keeping your ex from their child does more damage then you think” but you know what.. he doesn't think, he doesn't see that he chose a shitty path to go down and i wasn't willing to go down it with him, especially not with my son. Thats what he will never understand, and he will never let anyone show him that it really is his fault.

Honestly I'm just so tired of being blamed for everything thats ever gone wrong in his life. 

But besides him..

I can actually say that i have my life together and things are actually going good for me, my boyfriend, and my baby. I haven't been on tumblr in a long time but i needed to vent.. and if you haven't heard, friends don't really stick around after you have kids, so tumblr was my go to..

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mood: i’ll wait in the car

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i am sorry that someone out there made you distrust love. that they walked into your life and broke apart the most beautiful feeling there is. that now you don’t trust family, don’t trust friendship. that you live waiting for people to abandon you, that you leave early so they don’t leave you.

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but please don’t give up because not everybody is going to hurt you

(via misjudgments)

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young adult things: washing your colors with your whites because you don’t care you JUST don’t fucking care

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You will not heal by going back to what broke you.

love and take care of yourself (via misjudgments)

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Hey guys, i finally left him.

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Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

Paulo Coelho, By The River Pedra I Sat Down And Wept (via ohteenscanrelate)

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Sometimes you break the things you love and sometimes the things you love break you.

r. m. drake (via difficult)

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Watch out for people who never try to understands someone’s perspective but their own.

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So you delete all the conversations. In a moment of weakness or in a moment of empowerment you don’t really know but it feels good and it fills you with dread but your friends call you strong and you wake up the next day and you tell yourself that it’s gonna be okay. Things are gonna be okay. But then it’s two weeks later and your fingers are trembling so much you can’t even type you can’t even look through your pictures but you’re desperate for any proof that he loved you. And the only thing you find is a conversation from a few months ago. One of those times where it was 3 in the morning and you had rolled over and blinked at your phone with sleepy eyes just to text him I love you and by some magic, some love connection, he had woken up too. And you ended up sending I love you’s back and forth till your eyes were blinking away tears cause you were so fucking tired but it was worth it because your smile was so big it was biting at the edges of your cheeks. And you’re reading it but all you can do is cry so hard the bed’s shaking and you don’t know how to stop your teeth from chattering and everything just fucking burns through you, every I love you and forever you promised each other because that forever seems so far away now. So it burns, it’s acid in your stomach because you only ever wanted a forever with him and you’re not sure why that ended up being too much to ask for. And you realize that you’re so fucking scared, because every part of you really believed that the love wouldn’t leave. You thought the love was never gonna change.

love lessons (via loveserum)

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“ At 16 or even 21, nobody is worth stressing over. Like move on, leave people behind. Go find yourself, the world is yours. Life goes on. ”

http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)