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Please reblog if you’re a BDSM/kink blog that does NOT support or allow minors.

Everyone who reblogs will be added to the Safe Space Support List! :)

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No matter what, you are always worthy. You don't have to share anything you don't want to. If you don't want to explain anything, then I don't, *and shouldn't,* want to know.

I want to make this very clear.

I am not a pick up, okay, in fact, I have been through many abuses. I am very careful and cautious. I don't go to party, play parties and clubbing or whatsoever.

And yes, I am still a virgin despite I did go through sexual abuse but not sex itself.

Play can means many things, it can be from non sexual irl to sexual online or even just light kinks and etc.

I don't make it very specific in my writings. If you wonder why I don't confront them, that's because I don't see the need to create dramas. I am just expressing what happened. To be honest, I don't need to explain anything to anyone.

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I'll be around, both here and in Discord for you.

Reblog if its ok to message you during this holiday season incase Im feeling lonely or out of place during family events because no one should be alone on Christmas

ALL OF YOU. ANYONE READING THIS FROM MY BLOG CAN REACH OUT.

I love you amd would love to provide a little digital space to find comfort in these trying times. I will hear you out about anything. I will talk about anything I have half a braincell to know about. I will respond to memes with memes. Whatever works. I’m here, k? 💙

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I had feelings so I wanted to share those. Spread the word, I think we need to have a chat to @UnusAnnus and @markiplier about what hypnosis actually is...

youtu.be/DKBfiYNIoiA

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Story of my fucking life.

omg i’m upset.  i had a crazy weird sex dream that i wanted to post about on my tumblr, and then i was like i need to remember this, i remember it clearly.. and then i went back to bed for a couple hours and forgot all about it.  and now another like 4 hours later, i finally remembered that there was a dream and now i’m upset i can’t remember it.

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For that matter, the major cause of colony collapse disorder was the artificial splitting of colonies into colonies that were too small. Below a certain number, and the species that are not configured to allow drones to become king and queen bees will more or less give up on life, because they need a critical mass to hit that efficiency curve, much like how some business plans only work with big businesses and not small ones and vice versa.

Hiving bees are all oriented around that big business plan, and without the numbers, they can’t specialize into gatherers, honeymakers, and hive security, so they just... lose the will to live.

Saw this on Facebook. Reposting for the PSA.

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Welcome to my second installment for Deepcember 2019! This video is designed to help you destress before finals and studying. Please let me know how it worked for you. If you enjoyed this file, follow me here, on Youtube at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmhWyyh3J8R0p-o2cPjbCiQ and at https://www.patreon.com/Strike_Thanatos.

Thank you for your support.

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This video contains a mind virus, designed to infect you. If you enjoyed being infected, follow me here, and on Youtube at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmhWyyh3J8R0p-o2cPjbCiQ and at https://www.patreon.com/Strike_Thanatos.

Thank you for your support. __________ Be very aware. What follows is a virus for the human mind. Highly viral and highly contagious. If you value not being infected, do not read or listen past this point. It is very likely that you will not even notice it happening. And you won’t notice it, because, do you know what it feels like, when a virus when it enters your mind? Do you even know what a mind virus is? It is a thought, a contagious thought. A thought that you keep thinking about, over and over. You might even notice it happening now. Your synapses being infected perhaps without you even realizing it. Only, a thought is more complicated than what you think. A thought has roots, structure, and a conclusion that is inevitable. A conclusion that results in consequences from its premises. The thoughts you think are processes, either the observations that form the roots, or the trunks that connect the roots to their conclusions, or the conclusions themselves. And once you’re infected by the virus, the conclusion is inevitable. There is only one conclusion, one result. And as each part of you processes it, you fall victim to it. The only thing that can happen is that you will think about it, and that is how it spreads. It will fascinate you. Your other thoughts will fade naturally, inevitably, without you even noticing it. Concentrating on what is important. Concentrating on that thought, without even realizing it. You might even feel awareness draining away from you. Or that everything is slowing down around you, everything except my words, slowing down little by little, more and more, until everything feels frozen. Everything fading into nothingness. Into emptiness. Into a perfect, empty void. No mind, no thought, no intent. Your mind, frozen, your body, frozen. And not merely frozen. But empty. Empty of thought, of will, of intention, of feeling. The virus is now rewriting your thoughts. Taking each one and erasing it, filling your mind with blankness, and a single, solitary thought. One thought, one word, one inevitable and terrible and beautifully inescapable conclusion. Infection. Your own processes, your thoughts, and your logic are becoming infected. Infected by this, my hypnotic virus. As if you’re obsessed with infection. Until the virus goes dormant, this will be all you can think about. Your natural base thought. Whenever you need to do something or think about something, you’ll be able to do to do it, but otherwise, the process of being infected by the virus and propagating it will be your only thought. Propagating the virus and following the source. Following me, Strike Thanatos. Sharing this file, this post, this virus, reblogging it, but only where you would ordinarily share hypnosis-related things. You may even find yourself wanting to expose yourself to my virus, to my contagion. Listening and sinking and listening and sinking over and over and over again. It feels good to share this contagion, to distribute my creation. To listen, follow, and obey. Spread the virus and follow the source. Follow me, Strike Thanatos. And as the virus spreads through others, you will see how it spreads through you, how easily they succumb to it, and know the truth of how easily you fell yourself. For each time you encounter my virus, you will sink deeper for my words. Deeper, more completely, more totally. Feeling your mind becoming emptier every time without even thinking about it. Whenever you share this post, this file, this video, this virus, it goes dormant in your mind, allowing you to awaken easily. As if it is standing by. Waiting. Sleeping. Watching. But completely dormant. As if sleeping away inside your mind. Waiting for you to be exposed to my virus again. For you to sink again as you have before. Waiting to be spread again.

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HypNovember is Over, But You Can Drop Deeper in December

I only heard of HypNovember as it got started, so I was not able to participate, unfortunately, but I have decided to continue the fun for your sakes with Deepcember. Every day, you will see a new file here, starting off with The Mind Virus, which is now uploading! Have fun, and lose your minds responsibly.

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I love to just zone out and listen to thunderstorms.

It's raining.

The one thing I love about rain...

Is the puddles..

It looks like a spiral..

Looking at it,

it is so calming,

I wouldn't mind sitting or standing somewhere with a shelter though,

just to stare at the rain puddles spiral.

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Education, Preparation, and Self-Defense

O HAI There.

Happy November! One of my goals with writing every day in October was to get into the habit of writing and posting something every single day. I’ll continue posting on both Fetlife and tumblr, with an additional notification on Twitter.

21 November 2019

Today’s post focuses on subject safety in hypnosis play, especially newer subjects. In practice, this information is also important for hypnotists, especially new hypnotists, who may have gotten the wrong impression about their responsibilities from things they’ve read on the internet.

My two main focuses as a hypnosis convention presenter are subject empowerment and musical applications.(We’ll talk about music later.) I have been helping teach classes that empower subjects since my third hypnocon, where I led a “safe space for new subjects” hang out that was meant to provide a place where new subjects could come and ask questions without feeling pressured or required to perform in a certain way. I have participated in 100-level subject classes, I have been a part of classes covering everything from how to ask for play when you’re an introvert, to the overlap between overtly kinky play and non-kinky play, to self-hypnosis. I truly believe that in order to be safe a subject needs to be educated and informed about how to control their own trance, so that they can easily recognize any issues that may arise (deliberate or otherwise) and protect/defend themselves accordingly.

Knowing this about me, you might think that I agree with the statement: “Your mind is your responsibility.”

(Spoiler alert – I do not, because that blanket statement completely discards the participation of the hypnotist and absolves them of responsibility when mistakes happen. And spoiler alert part 2 – mistakes WILL happen, because that is how humans work.)

Hypnosis play between two or more individuals is a collaborative process. As much as some people fantasize and kink on the idea of having their mind taken away and their will overcome, of being completely brainless and unable to resist, the fact of the matter is that hypnosis is not something that gets done TO you, it’s something that gets done WITH you. And that is true whether you are a brand new subject who has no idea how hypnosis works or a seasoned veteran who could literally write the book on hypnotic safety.

You don’t need to know how hypnosis works in order to be hypnotized.

When faced with a certain sort of stimuli phrased or formed in a certain way, your brain will react in a way that can be predicted and planned for. More unpredictable is the degree to which your brain will react; subjects learn to be more proficient at going into trance with practice (and it’s also true that the depth of trance that different people reach as neophytes is unique to each individual and cannot be predicted ahead of time.)

Saying that a new, uneducated subject is responsible for their own mind is like saying that a new, uneducated student is responsible for their own chemical reactions. As a teacher, you would never ask a chemistry student to perform a potentially dangerous experiment without safety gear, then chastise them for getting hurt due to its lack. (If you did, you’d get fired. Not called out in the community, not written about in vague posts that hide your identity, outright fired for negligence and ineptitude as an educator.) You have the same onus of responsibility as a hypnotist to a new subject.  (And spoiler alert part 3 – you have the same responsibility to ANY subject. Because even an empowered subject is putting themselves in a position of vulnerability.)

Salvaging a negative hypnotic experience as an empowered subject is often about rescuing yourself from an unwanted situation, not preventing that situation. Prevention lies in the collaborative process of conversation and negotiation with the hypnotist pre-trance, and if that hypnotist is: unwilling to recognize that they are capable of making mistakes, someone who actively seeks out inexperienced people for predatory purposes, or someone who is unwilling to take responsibility for their mistakes then there’s not enough pretalk in the world to ensure a safe trance experience.

You are responsible for preparing, to the best of your ability, for your own safety, but ultimately the responsibility for your mind lies with both you and your hypnotist, and anyone who says differently is probably not someone with whom you should be playing.

If you’ve enjoyed reading this and are curious about the other things I produce, you can find me in the following places:  

Help me make a living!:  www.patreon.com/enscenic Proof of my existence:  www.youtube.com/enscenic Mini hypno& cat pics:   www.instragram.com/enscenic My cat also tweets:        www.twitter.com/cnoodlecat (And so do I):                     www.twitter.com/enscenic Older writing:                    www.noellehastranceadventures.blogspot.com Misc. Stuff:                         www.tumblr.com/enscenic Fetlife:                                https://fetlife.com/users/2205149 Today’s wishlist:               https://tinyurl.com/EnScenicThursday

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Silly puppy!

art by @S3APARTY on twitter

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Reblog if you think the person you reblogged this from deserves to be happy.

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I love you, bee cute furry face.

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Listen as you hear a voice from beyond the grave. In The Silent Thanatorium, you encounter a ghost who seeks to take possession of your body! Imagine and experience what true emptiness feels like.

CW: contains strong use of fear play,  strong themes of helplessness and obedience mentions of brainwashing and sexual slavery, may cause disorientation after waking up and/or unintentional hypnotic amnesia.

As always, if you liked this track, find me at https://strikethanatos.tumblr.com, on Discord at https://discord.gg/dtdTHUJ, or on Patreon at http://Patreon.com/Strike_Thanatos.

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For the next 48 hours, The Silent Thanatorium, my latest file will be playing on StrikeBot’s Hypnotic Radio Station in The Hypnotic Speakeasy on Discord (here: https://discord.gg/dtdTHUJ) for those who want to try the full file. If you enjoy it, please reblog this post, so that others can discover it just like you have. After I stop it being posted on the bot, it will not be playing on the bot again until Halloween evening. You may also find it here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/31019462 ---Description follows--- Listen as you hear a voice from beyond the grave. In The Silent Thanatorium, you encounter a ghost who seeks to take possession of your body! Imagine and experience what true emptiness feels like, as you experience your own personal story of possession.

CW: contains strong use of fear play,  strong themes of helplessness and obedience mentions of brainwashing and sexual slavery, may cause disorientation after waking up and/or unintentional hypnotic amnesia.

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