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@writinginthesecrettrees this is reminding me of your "Thinking of Henriksen" series!

rare security camera footage, after the brothers killed some werewolves

BONUS: outsider pov: Victor Henriksen

dealing with grave desecrating incest freaks is really not their devision

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Everybody Loves Hitler 8x13. The bunker makes its first appearance. I can already see Dean getting comfy whereas Sam is focussed on the academic side of things and trying to figure out the how, and why of it all. More fics than I expected with more writers I haven't rec'd before or encountered before (always love finding "new" writers).

Episode-inspired fics:

Keep This Secret by ellerkay

Shower Me With… Love And Affection by alienat (bottom Sam)

The Dead Guy's Robe by w_x_2

But the Moon Is Low and I May Let Go by nccis (bottom Dean)

Cum on Feel the Noise by soulfulsam

Lonely or a little bit crazy by echidnoodle (bottom Dean)

nude by ani_coolgirl (there is a part b too)

Call It Education by eggnogged

When I Lose Myself (I Find You) by stardust_made

The One True Thing by zubeneschamali (also has a part 2)

Shower Seductions by morrezela

Redshift by road_rhythm (both bottom)

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a small collection of these kinds of images, but spn characters

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Underwater [x]

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Fic that appears to be an AU where the characters have a little low stakes meet cute and are having a sweet little romance, only for it to be revealed that no, this is in-universe and they both have amnesia and all the other characters are trying to find them and are losing their fucking shit

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Dark!John Fic Recs

requested by @clairvoyantsam

if you’re a John!fan, this is not your list!

What Doesn’t Kill Us  Normal doesn’t mean anything when it comes to Winchesters, and they do what they have to to keep the team together. (This fic includes abuser!Dean but is one of my ‘faves’) pretty dark, I loved the Dean’s pov. fucked up stuff!)

Daddy, Please, No    After Mary’s death, John is very lonely, and he can’t help but notice how attracted he is to Sam (who is eight). So, feeling absolutely disgusted with himself, John attempts to drink his feelings away. But that doesn’t help; only makes them stronger, and harder to control. One night, while he’s drunk out of his mind, he goes into Sam’s room and starts touching him. And once he’s started, he does it every night, his actions getting bolder until he finally rapes Sam (who is now eleven). After the rape, Sam becomes anti-social, and jumpy. He won’t let anyone but John touch him (only because he’s scared to flinch away from John). Not even Dean. And Dean noticed it, and goes to investigate, trying to get Sam to open up to him. And when he doesn’t, he scopes out his room at night, finally catching John in the act. Once John’s been caught, Dean takes Sam and runs to Bobby’s house

Bitter Trust  Dean went to college instead of Sam. After being abused by his father for 2 years, Sam goes to Dean and asks for help under the pretense of finding their father who isn’t actually missing because he misses Dean and wants to be with him again.

It’s Better to Ask Forgiveness Than to Beg Permission  (GEN) Sam has a special request.

The Long Way Home Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it’s going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home. (GEN)

Waking Up!verse (WIP) John Winchester isn’t the best father in the world, and Dean made a deal with a demon long before Sam was stabbed.

Splintered Dean is always in the middle, struggling to hold his family together, to take care of his father and Sam…no matter what that means…no matter what that costs.

Sins of the Father     Sam get hurt during a hunt and Dean comes to realize some things about his feelings for his brother and some ugly truths about his father

The Bringer    Sam has a special destiny, but is it for good or for evil? Dean may be the deciding factor. Wincest. And a happy ending was had by all except for the two who don’t get a happy ending. What the hell. Nobody liked them anyway.

Between the Shadows (GEN)  Follows Devil’s Trap. The Winchester family is faced with something it never saw coming not even in their worst fears, especially Dean’s

Mother Mary Comes to Me   Sam sometimes reminds John of his mother. When John sees more than a resemblance, he lets himself believe something that can’t possibly be true. Sam pays the price

Playing Monsters It was just a game … a game that those boys used to play. They’d pretend that they were monster hunters, that they were some kind of heroes. The problem was that they started to believe that all of that nonsense was real, you see.

If There’s Life After This Sam and Dean go to another school while on yet another hunt, expecting the usual blending in, research, killing whatever’s hurting the local populace, and burning rubber out of town when they’re done. But what happens when they discover that some of the worst monsters are plain, old humans? What happens when one of their own is the victim? Will Sam and Dean be able to pick up the pieces of their shattered lives?

The Touch of His Hand   Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn

The Comfort of Brothers  Dean takes care of Sam after John abuses him.

With These Broken Wings I’m Fallin’ Dean has spent his life following in his father’s footsteps, hunting down evil and never getting close to anyone. All of that changes though when he meets Sam.

To Fight in the Shade  During a hot summer in a cabin in a remote part of Alabama, John trains Sam and Dean for their future as hunters. Dad expects the boys to pay attention and work hard. Dean loves hunting and is happy as can be. The only thing that makes him mad is the fact that Sam is as unhappy as he can be because Sam doesnt love hunting or anything to do with it. To Sam, its the summer from hell because the only thing he wants to do is go to school and play soccer. But theyre not in school, and Dad thinks soccer will attract the wrong type of attention so hes forbidden soccer to Sa

Tell Me To Stay  Sam has been accepted into Stanford. He finally tells Dean while the two of them are holed up in a rainy little town, Dad investigating a simple hunt and burn that Dean opts out of. What follows is Dean’s need to decide on his loyalties, and confront just what his job is really about.

Freak Camp ‘Verse  The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grows up in a concentration camp for monsters, and Dean is raised as an only child and a hunter. Together, they make each other human.

Sin’s a Curse and the Cure Is Worse  John finds out and loses it, violently

Pieces of Us   John Winchester loved his son, Dean, desired him and cherished him. He was the perfect boy. John Winchester despised his offspring, Sam, hated him with a passion because of how his late wife and now his eldest boy loved the whore. So, John took his due from the slut and made sure that Sam understood that it was all his fault

Dying From a Broken Heart   The big fight between John and Sam…can Sam’s heart take it?

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jasper beardly

would you let him give you a paddlin'?

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i love when a man is fresh of getting his ass beat. it’s like a pregnancy glow

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i was reading your fic that was (is honestly) so goood and then boom a mention of cas in the middle of a scene of them doing it passionately….. massive turn off for me like it kinda ruined the beautiful build up you created why was he here help (the fic is relay) 😭😭😭😭😭

Hm. Let's review:

It pops Dean's eyes wide. That, somehow, and that makes it all Sam wants to know. He dips in, bites the inside of Dean's thigh, feels the muscle quiver under his teeth. "Dean," he says, looking up the heaving expanse of Dean's torso, "you gotta say. Tell me, or use your veto." The veto gets him. He licks his lips, his thigh straining under Sam's grip. "I like—" he says, and swallows. Face flaming. Jesus, Sam didn't realize—even with all this, Dean being shy. He lifts his head up, rolls Dean's nuts with his thumb, petting the smooth root of his dick, and Dean gulps air and says, in a rush, "When you get all—when you're super into it, and you start—like now, you keep biting me." Sam stares at him, dick pulsing where it's shoved against the box spring. Dean turns his face away, looks up at the ceiling. "Shit, Sam, you—don't look at me like that, you're the one—" "Yeah?" Sam says, interrupts, and Dean bites his bottom lip but, fuck, Sam can do him one better, and he dips and bites the other thigh, sharp and hard and sucking, and Dean's leg jerks in his grip and he groans, and the groan gets deeper and turns into a yelp, gasping, and he says, thin, Sam—and Sam lets go, sees the shape of his teeth bit in there, the skin ruddy-dark and ready to bruise, and he surges up, pushes his hips into the cradle of Dean's and bites him again, on his chest, and around his nipple, lapping against the rough-tight bud of it with his tongue. Dean makes a strangled noise, dropping flat on the bed, and he gets his hands in Sam's hair and his thighs close around Sam's hips, his whole body straining. Sam lets go and breathes there, his own spit hot and Dean's nipple puffy and hurting, he bets, and his gut twists, and he grips Dean's ribs and says there against his skin—"Anyone ever do this?" He looks up, finds Dean staring at him, foggy-eyed. "Anyone else? Tell me. Lisa, or—or fuck, I don't know, Cas, or some guy—marking you up, getting you—" "No," Dean says, squirming back. Sam's dick spits against his own stomach, for a second of weird triumph, except—Dean's flushed in his cheeks now too, and his chest, red from navel to hairline, and he shakes his head, says, "No, Sam, I'm not—veto. Veto, I'm not telling you that." Sam breathes, turned on still, beyond all reason. "Okay," he says, a pit of—something, opening under him. Dean turns his face away, his jaw clenching, and Sam licks his lips. "Okay," he says, and pushes up and bites Dean hard—hard, on the curve of his shoulder, and Dean half-yells fuck and grabs his head, squirms up with his dick shoving into Sam's stomach, and Sam doesn't break the skin but his gut is almost there, telling him to, and he says, "Dean," and smears his mouth up Dean's throat, catching his lips against the stubble, and he lifts up enough to get Dean's head in both hands, gripping, and he says, "Dean, I'm gonna fuck you," and Dean's eyes shock wide and he pants and nods but that—that doesn't matter, because if he hadn't nodded, Sam would've—he would've anyway.

So, in this scene we've got established that: Sam is able to do a full time D/s scenario with Dean with absolutely zero effort, and Dean loves it and gets super turned on by it; Dean has obviously had other relationships, whether Sam knows about them (Lisa) or not (Cas or indeed any other guy, which Sam might guess at but doesn't know the extent or if they even happened); Dean doesn't want to discuss other people when he's about to get Sam's dick up his ass, and keeps that private; Sam is actually more turned on that he finally got a no from Dean after all these days of incessant yes, and actually that makes it hotter, and Sam then proceeds to blow Dean's mind and get all the yes in the world, because this story isn't actually about sex but is about the counterbalance and back-and-forth of agency and autonomy, of the difference between object and subject, about choosing and what it means to choose. But that one word in a scene of full on incestuous fuck-and-sucks was a dealbreaker, huh.

There's plenty of other fic to goon to if that's all you're after. But at least there's this ask instead of bothering to leave a comment on the fic, lol.

Happy wincest wednesday, everybody.

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(I was nonnie here)

I also TOTALLY agree about him getting spanked and pegged by Jess!

And yes, they both need it, they both miss it. Dean wants to let go of his anger at Sam, but without some kind of release it just settles somewhere in his chest and seeps out without actually dissipating.

And Sam is sorry for running off. (I think he still thinks he's right about them needing to face whatever is coming, that sticking their heads in the sand won't help. And I think he was right about that and should stand firm on that.) But he can admit that the way he handled it wasn't the best. He wants to pay for what he did and be able to move on.

I think Dean would still take some convincing though. Especially since he wouldn't be in a good headspace just then.

"I can't believe you're actually suggesting I spank you."

"Not saying I'm looking forward to it, but if that's what it takes to get past this, then I'll take it. Whatever you feel like giving me."

"Just like that huh? We aren't kids anymore Sam. It's not that simple."

"What, cause what we're doing now works so much better? You stew for days, make us both miserable until you finally blow up about something and take a swing at me?"

Dean winces.

"I'd rather just take an ass-beating now. Especially since..."

Dean raises an eyebrow, waiting for him to finish.

"Look. I know I fucked-up. I shouldn't have taken off like that. We almost both got blown up by Gordon. I still think we need to face this thing, and find out what we can, but we need to do it together. So... I know I deserve it. You woulda taken your belt to me if I'd done something like that when we were younger."

Dean considers Sam's words for a bit then slowly nods. "Alright. But I'm warning you, this isn't gonna be a few token swats."

"I wouldn't expect it to be."

"Okay then. Get over here and drop your pants."

(But yeah. Think of how many problems they could resolve if they took this approach to it? I also think things between them would eventually get tangled up and wires would cross. They'd both come to depend on it and possibly look for reasons to bring it into play.)

Wincest Wednesday headcanon! Sometimes when they were growing up, and John had left Dean in charge while he was off on a hunt, Sam would act up. Sometimes it was just pushing the boundaries, other times it was cause he was mad at their dad, but regardless it was up to Dean to keep him in line (and safe.) Sometimes he'd give him extra pt, but if Sam had done something actually dangerous, he'd haul him over his lap and let him know in no uncertain terms that endangering himself was not acceptable. Sam hated either, of course, and he hated the humiliation of being spanked like a little kid, but one thing he could say about it was that afterwards the air was clear between them. The bad feelings didn't linger for days (or longer) and they could go back to their usual easy camaraderie. Now that they're adults and hunting together again, there's been times he's sort of wished they could go back to things being that simple. He'd rather get his ass beat by Dean than the days of the silent treatment interspersed with passive-aggressive and biting comments. Now, a few days after running off and almost getting blown-up by Gordon, and Dean's barely spoken to him, he just blurts it out.

Thoughts? (Or is this not up your alley?)

Oh no it's up my alley anon 👀👀👀

I like to think that was something they both could rely on in there earlier years.

A balance that definitely crossed the line once they got into their teen years.

Obviously when Sam left for Stanford everything stopped and wasn't the same.

Well for Dean it wasnt the same.

Sam was still getting spanked and pegged by Jess and I stand by it.

@fandom-hoarder has a pegged!Sam tag and it's 👌👌👌👌👌

When they get back to being on the road again, looking for John, saving people, hunting things, etc etc, it's there in the back of both of their minds.

They both need it to sort of reset things.

Like I said, it's a balance between the two.

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I guess were both messed up

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/N1q5ZQm by ChronicallyBroken Sam gets jealous whenever her big sister brings home girls to sleep with. Dean catches Sam watching her with this girl and decides to confront Sam about it the next day. The outcome is better than either of them could have ever imagined. Female Teenchesters. Sam is 14. Dean is 18. Words: 3343, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Sex Categories: F/F Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Original Female Character Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester/Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Lesbian Sex, Underage Sex - Freeform, Voyeurism, Vaginal Fingering, Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation, Sexual Overstimulation, Multiple Orgasms, Praise Kink, Incest Kink, Weecest, femchesters, Female Sam Winchester, Female Dean Winchester, Jealous Sam Winchester, First Time, Incest, Sibling Incest, Wincest - Freeform read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/N1q5ZQm

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smart and talented queen whose tastes i trust could you recommend me some extremely good wincest fics? i’m running out of them and it’s not looking good for me without them </3

🥺 this is such a nice thing to say to me in the midst of a horrible two weeks but bestie i don't know what you like!! here are some of my more recent reads, hopefully some of them will be up your alley.

(trying to tag author's urls where i can find them so this isn't anonymous praise, and i urge anybody who likes this list to leave comments for the authors)

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i read sponge bath by mumble_bee recently (1.5k words)

Dean might be a demon, but that’s not going to stop Sam from taking care of him.

i was really really intrigued by sam's characterization here because it seems to be a sam who was pushed way farther in his search for demon!dean than he was in canon, so i've been kind of turning it over in my head and thinking about hallucifer connections with sam's disconnect from reality in this one ever since i read it (also because spn20rewatch is in s7 hahaha)

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i read he'll follow me down every street, no matter what my crime by @according2thelore (17k words) which made me feel INSANE, featuring meg!sam choosing to sexually menace and terrorize dean instead of jo. very sexy and psycho-sexual and written for my @wincestwednesdays event which i should really host another round for 👉👈 unfortunately i have other things cooking at the moment that are equally exciting to me!

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in january i read through the tabernacle reconstructed by the_circadian (12k words) which is the wincest take on dean's djinn dream that i have been craving my whole lifetime...

@cassandraleeds i am not lying when i say that i have been looking for this fic my whole life 🥴 the care-taking, the pining, the self-denial, the giving in... PHEW. absolutely stellar work, pitch-perfect angst. fabulous. i need to re-read it another six times. if this had been published back at the peak of the fandom, it would have 57 million hits and be on every rec list. hey, i'm doing my part!!!

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and finally when i was brutally sick two weeks ago i read through @gracerene's entire spn oeuvre which you should ALSO do here. i'm actually not completely done with this mission but everything i have read is thoughtful, gripping, and leaves me like this: ��! by millimeters in particular is a fantastic spiritual successor to ergonomic with its humour and its super cute characterization of dean fetishizing sam's Bigness. i have a soft-spot for sam jerking them both off at the same time <3 i also very much enjoyed this beautiful needy!sam fic set during the trials era, and this really fun one where dean gets cursed and sam decides to be a huge tease hehehe <333