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Puki you said you have a camera, care to share photos?

hmm,.,,, just some maybe

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[My art, don't steal, tag if reposting]

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Oh and everyone responding are chasers 🥲

Y’all what’s happening in the trans tag btw 😭 like I look up transmasc for The Funny Memes and I get a bunch of OF transwomen. And like yes!! Love it!! But where are my transmasc things?? Give me boys!!!!

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Y’all what’s happening in the trans tag btw 😭 like I look up transmasc for The Funny Memes and I get a bunch of OF transwomen. And like yes!! Love it!! But where are my transmasc things?? Give me boys!!!!

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Any suggestions to how to come out to your parents as an adult? I live on my own, dad kinda already knows, I’m set up for everything but I’m so scared

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Ghost's overarching message continually being like: life is hard and unfair and we don't deserve the bad things that happen to us by forces out of our control but they aren't your fault. life is still worth living. you arent tainted or broken or alone. claim your joys and weather your storms. you can hope for the future. and I'm just so emo. when I started listening to them like 10 years ago I never thought that the silly satanic pope band was gonna make me feel so many things.

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OH MY GOD????

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Rereading the posts I make in the throws of my hyperfixations, down bad to the worst degree

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Source: This

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Personal stuff

This is not a return

I don't know how to begin this.

This is mostly for my friends.

Idk if I'll ever come back the way I used to. With fics and chatting and all that. I loved it back then, but now it's so much. It got outta hand for me; I'm not trying to be negative though! It's just a lot that I can't handle.

I graduated, got my dream job, and yet everything still feels bleak which is kinda crazy. I think it's depression. But I want to write again, I want to chat and make friends again, it's just.. please be patient. I can't do what I used to do, or what I want to do.

I have a few half done fics because I'm trying to distract myself and have a good hobby, so you may or may not see my AO3 update with new stuff. idk.

uhh.. anyways. Love y'all, I'm not giving up, I'm not dead (yet), I'm depressed and trying my best to give myself a fighting chance. This isn't really a "return", it's a note. I post it here because going through all my servers is a lot and seeing all the @'s and notifications makes me feel horrible for not being there and anxious.

Love y'all

-Delsin

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Shouting this at all the tumblr porn bots that have been following me

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Me aloud: oh yeah I’ve been plotting a book for about 8 years now :)

Me in my head: Ive had the same universe in my head for 8 years; they grow with me. There will never be a book because I could never have an end.

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Me, coming back to reality after daydreaming, staring at the cleared rhythm game level on my screen that I was definitely not conscious for:

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I spent too much time on this only for it to look like crap so 💀

This is just a personal hc of mine tbh so yeah

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honestly i HIGHLY recommend making getting tattoos/piercings/other body mods a part of your transition. have a part of your skin that makes you insecure, like stretch marks or old acne scars? tattoo. have a part of your body that you think looks too feminine/too curvy? tattoo. think your nose is too small/cute/feminine? piercing. lips too shapely? piercing. nipples didn’t heal right after top surgery? tattoos AND piercings.

putting art over your insecurities is a great way not just to hide what makes you insecure, but to grow to love it as what it is: potential. canvas. you can put a tattoo almost anywhere. you can put a piercing almost anywhere. you can put scarification and branding and horn implants almost anywhere.

it’s hard to love your body, and many of us will never get there. but if we can appreciate our bodies in a neutral way, to see the potential for wearing art that makes us happy, maybe we can hate our bodies a little bit less. maybe instead of focusing on the body, we can simply love the art we wear, and that’s good enough.

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Night yall