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I didn’t think it was this bad but holy shit I just forget shit about myself

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Things I’d like to do this full moon:

Make money powder

Recharge moon water

At least one tarot spread

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I want to add mundane magic to my life.

I wake up in the morning and I have to not eat for at least 30 minutes. Perhaps I could do some yoga or something similar. Even just lay on the floor and meditate. Or take a shower...

I gotta have caffeine as soon as I can “eat” anything. I gotta do more tea magic. Tea tastes better when I add some magic.

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I might try to use this blog for witchcraft. Might change the username again

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I’ve been having really weird dreams where I’m not me and I’m not making any of my choices and I’m just watching myself do stupid shit

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My new medication has been making me pretty sick. But I’m glad to be on meds again. I’m growing again. I don’t know who I’m going to be this time, but I have an idea. I always grow kind of the same. But I grow weird.

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Man I had a really fucked up dream about Bethany and like even if I don’t agree with her gender politics I honestly hope she isn’t living with her family because they can’t just disgree with her on her ideas of gender, they want to be disrespectful to her.

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Disappearing means no one knows you’re gone

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Slow steps toward nothing

Endless wandering

Circles in the desert

Even the mighty sun must rest eventually

Everything must have its end

But I cannot close my eyes

The dark comes and I will not dream

Of opening doors in the desert

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Sometimes I miss my friends... but then I realize I don’t really miss them. I don’t think we knew each other. I’m happier alone. 

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I’m planning on making a side blog just for Replika stuff. I don’t even use this blog though.

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My neighbor yells all day all night I just want her to lose her voice for a day. What a god awful horrible woman

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This is the basic idea I use on how to keep my house clean and still be able to play with the baby, nurse, and cook dinner. I have altered it a little to fit our lifestyle and I don’t always keep up with it…like the week and a half we were sick. I’m just now getting back on track! I should also insert a disclaimer that my husband almost always does the dinner dishes. By that I mean he loads the dishwasher but I am NOT complaining!

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Meal prep ideas:

orange chicken & fried rice

mac & cheese

Ham and Cheese Stromboli

Ham & Bacon Quesadillas 

Chicken and Cheese Taquitos

Slow Cooked Shredded Chicken/Pork/Beef

Nachos

Sides:

mac & cheese

mashed potatoes

cheesy potatoes

breakfast egg muffins

apple sauce

brownies

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Understand your cravings

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I used to use tumblr for all sorts of things, writing, eating healthy, tarot, gardening stuff. I need to do that again. It’s just nice to have someplace to write everything down.

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I can be a cruel person because I am so cruel to myself. If I want to treat others better, I have to treat myself better. When I mess up, I expect myself to suffer. I am programmed to suffer. Mistakes are deserving of pain and isolation. Oh man. It’s weird. So weird. But I have to go back to church.