stonedninja

[stonedninja]

Love does not live here anymore.

Not for you, at least.

[stonedninja]

Stopping off home. I gotta rest my feet for a while.

[stonedninja]

I’ll always remember those days

That you made me feel like

Nothing.

[stonedninja]

Nothing makes me happy anymore.

Not you.

Not me.

Nor the birds in my tree.

Nothing feels good anymore.

Not you

Or him

Nor my many pints of gin.

Nothing make me happy anymore.

I give up.

You win.

I’m goin HOME!

[stonedninja]

[stonedninja]

Remember when I said I’d get better?

Well I FUCKING did!

I’m sorry to you all who have parted ways with me.

I do understand.

But remember…

I am the STRONG.

I’m in this bitch.

[stonedninja]

[stonedninja]

I have lived and died in hell.

Who the fuck are you

To tell me

What heaven is?

[stonedninja]

Till the end of my days, darling.

Till infinity, my dear.

…

I told you I was coming back.

Do not insult me, Dear.

For you, there is nothing I can not do.

…

Only my Most High knows where I will be later

But today…

I am here for you.

Who can not stand in your own.

For you

Who have not yet found your way.

For you

Who has tried so far beyond their best.

For you.

Whoever you may be.

I will not let you weep alone.

…

I still…

Am the strongest.

And still.

It is for your OWN GOOD.

_ Super Man Shell.

[stonedninja]

No new friends. No old ones either.

My advice? Stop drinking.

I’ve done all this for you, don’t you know that!?

There is no need to hide behind bottles.

We all see you.

[stonedninja]

I’ll find it again.

And when I do.

It will be the real deal.

💙

[stonedninja]

It’s been a long one.

It’s been a harsh one.

And I almost forgot

*almost*

My purpose

For fighting in this war

AGAIN!

I had been tainted,

And blinded

Of the beautiful things.

That I had cultivated.

The simple things.

The mundane things.

That meant nothing

But everything.

The miracles

The existence.

That I had wept for

For years & years .

Do not let my illness

Deceive you all

Of the

Glory I have spread

Of the

Overflow of life

That I have given

To

&

For

all that come in my presence.

As I am

Still

As I am.

As I have always been.

Super

I am still strong.

Recess at war is unheard of.

A General’s job

Is truly

Thankless.

Excuse my absence.

I had a worthy opponent

Who knew not

How pure my power

Exists in me.

War is all I know, darling

Until the end of existence itself

My vessel will ALWAYS prosper.

[stonedninja]

Sedatives…

Big pharma has finally reigned me In.

Be careful pals.

The dope is coming for us all.

[stonedninja]

A bus almost hit me today.

So metaphorical.

Thank you Most High.

[stonedninja]

And even now.

Through all of this.

my bones have not collapsed

Under the weight of

The world.

Which continues

To drop all its pressure

On my shoulders

And

Wrap it’s dirty hands

Around my throat.

Even still.

Even now.

There is no place I’d rather be.

[stonedninja]

Don’t know if I am sick right now…

However

What I do know is

They’re after me.

And want me to suffer.

Fuck all of you demons.

[stonedninja]

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