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I love him i love him i love him i love him i love him every time i talk to him i can’t help but fall harder. We were ending our phone call and he said “good night sweet pea” and i about exploded. He says he wants to kiss my face and he wants to cuddle me and take me on dates and i am trying not to jump ahead but it’s hard bc im so happy. But im trying to take it slow. Im trying to be more mindful. But it’s hard bc I cant stop smiling every time i see his face or hear his voice. AHHHHH I LOVE HIM

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never mind

hi i think Mikey and i are gonna be friends again and may one day smooch again. Three years of low/no contact and I’ve been holding onto a thinthinthinthinnnn thread of hope of us rekindling and I think it might amount to something and i can’t fucking believe it. I fucked up so much in the past and he still can find it in his heart to wanna be friends again 🥹 I’ve missed him so much and i can’t believe he’s actually flirting with me again 😭😭

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Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner/Jaun beaur

Almost, Almost, almo...

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conversations with my sisters cat

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discovering the queer country scene has honestly been so healing because most queer musicians i've seen recommended for years i just couldn't really connect with because it wasn't the sort of music i listened to or had investment in and with queer country it's like. yes. this is the language i speak in. this is Fuck You, I Belong Here Too, not just as a queer person in the country but as a rural person among (sub)urban queers, and saying it with a laugh. when will my hometown take pride in me, goddamn it

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3am in Fairbanks, Alaska

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hi i think Mikey and i are gonna be friends again and may one day smooch again. Three years of low/no contact and I’ve been holding onto a thinthinthinthinnnn thread of hope of us rekindling and I think it might amount to something and i can’t fucking believe it. I fucked up so much in the past and he still can find it in his heart to wanna be friends again 🥹 I’ve missed him so much and i can’t believe he’s actually flirting with me again 😭😭

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tonight’s sunset 💘

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I had forgotten that they sleep with a loud as fuck white noise machine and it makes my room sound like an airplane and for some reason even having my own white noise ontop, it couldn’t cover theirs up :(((((( even with the speaker right near my ear :(((( I’m investing in some ear plugs tonight bc i cant take this !!!!!

I can’t complain abt this on Twitter anymore bc i feel so repetitive but living in an apartment is the woooorst for my sensory overload issues. The sound of my upstairs neighbors steps vibrating through the floor and hearing their music playing makes me wanna kms. I’m so so so sensitive to sounds that i cannot control. I try to vent to my roommates abt it bc i get so overwhelmed but they repeatedly dismiss my feels with “well we do live in an apt…that’s apts for you” and like yeah i get that. I 100% get that. I’m not gonna ask the neighbors to change or anything but i just need to vent about it before i erupt.

i hate hate hate feeling so overwhelmed i hate feeling like I’m going crazy just bc of sound ;-; i even have my fan on to dilute it but it isn’t working ;A;

Upstairs neighbors were away on vacation this past week so maybe I’m just overly sensitive going from peace and quiet to loud ass noises :(

Bleh.

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I can’t complain abt this on Twitter anymore bc i feel so repetitive but living in an apartment is the woooorst for my sensory overload issues. The sound of my upstairs neighbors steps vibrating through the floor and hearing their music playing makes me wanna kms. I’m so so so sensitive to sounds that i cannot control. I try to vent to my roommates abt it bc i get so overwhelmed but they repeatedly dismiss my feels with “well we do live in an apt…that’s apts for you” and like yeah i get that. I 100% get that. I’m not gonna ask the neighbors to change or anything but i just need to vent about it before i erupt.

i hate hate hate feeling so overwhelmed i hate feeling like I’m going crazy just bc of sound ;-; i even have my fan on to dilute it but it isn’t working ;A;

Upstairs neighbors were away on vacation this past week so maybe I’m just overly sensitive going from peace and quiet to loud ass noises :(

Bleh.

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tbh yes

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You’ve crossed my mind too many times, crazy to see you’re back here 🙏🏻

Keep your head up

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 👁️👄👁️ what a sweet message, i hate that it’s anon lol.

And you know what they say, once a tumblr menace, always a tumblr menace.

I’m trying to keep my head up! Thanks for thinkin bout me

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I don't really remember who you are or why I started following you but welcome back!

That’s a good thing bc younger me was cringe af ;A; (as if current me isn’t lmaoooo)

Thank you sm!!

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I am away from home > i want to kms

I am home > i want to kms

I just feel uncomfortable everywhere and nothing is giving me any peace TT. I feel distant from everyone and like I’m not really friends with anyone and no one really knows me and I’m going to feel this alone for the rest of my life.

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I’m back bitches

My bio says I’m 24 so it’s been 3 fuckin years

WHO IS STILL HERE

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does anyone else get mischievous joy out of being nice sometimes? like “Haha, I knew you were going to be hungry so I got you your favorite food so I can surprise you with it being ready when you get here GOT YOU”