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Baby, this a cool smoking spot

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May i be the one you wanted to tell stuff & be heard? I can be that one:(

That'll be cool. I wouldn't know where to start lol

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Idk why I thought I meant shit to u. lol I don't even mean shit to my own family

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It comes to a point where u truly don't wanna feel like this no more. And some people really don't make it past that point

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At the start of this blog, I fully believe I was making London my bitch. Now I truly acknowledged that the joke is on me. I am Londons bitch ahhh

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Lol one day you'll actually wake up and realise you lost the best thing that's ever happened to u. I am living that proof

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I spend 80% of my days thinking, crying about shit that's bothering me daily. Dude I legit go to the toilet just to let emotions out. and everyone just thinks I'm this happy, sassy "idgaf" attitude kind of person that I'm really not. It's just u can't wear ur problems on ur sleeve for everyone to see. People talk

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Ahhh lol

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Everyone seems to be doing so good with me out of their life

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But back then, in those first days, I was so alone that every day was like eating my own heart.

Junot Díaz, This Is How You Lose Her (via theliteraryjournals)

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26/06/15

16/06/15 I made a friend and he’s everything I’ve ever wanted and everything I need rn though he isn’t aware of it. I hope he sticks around.

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01/07/15

“I like you, I think you’re really different” “we have a connection, I dunno…we connect.” Just after a week of meeting and having intimate and deep conversations. I feel it Wish I could record it when he said it. Though I struggled to believe it

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Lying to my family that I’m doing overtime at work, to a “fun-filled” bus ride to Tescos and using coupons to buy snacks to sneak in the cinemas. Watching Ted 2, your hands caressing my inner thigh resulting the goosebumps to rise. My mind fixates on the feeling, my heart beats out my chest whiles I try not to lose my mind . Smoking a zoot after the movie in the shopping centre parking lot to riding fooling around on the shopping trolley. Deep chats no small talks. Making out, my lipstick all over your face and King Krule playing.

Last night was like a fucking movie. Shit

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....a person cannot bare such pain

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I want to die in my sleep tonight

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I’m not going to be the girl you marry, but I’ll be the girl you’ll be thinking of 20 years from now while you engage in polite sex with your boring wife who fakes her orgasm to make you feel better about your receding hairline.

e.b.   (via wanduring)

This.

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