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Garage: Bad Dream Adventure (1999)

Garage is a surreal and nightmarish point & click adventure inspired by the works of Carl Jung, developed by Kinotrope and published by Toshiba-EMI in 1999.

Garage - This weird machine is said to create a bizarre dark world by working on the subject's subconscious mind.

You are thrown into a weird world by this machine. Can you escape from it?

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forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

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this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

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they hated this poor herb so fucking bad

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Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone

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chopped judge: as delicious as this prawn reduction is I can’t help but feel that your soul is absent from your movements, and that your entire life is but a performance for my entertainment

chopped chef: thank you chef

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mundane tasks like wiping down surfaces & folding the laundry can be spiritual practices and even blessings if we allow them to be

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Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone

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GOALS FOR 2024

1. HOLD HANDS MORE

2. KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN

3. DON’T BE AFRAID TO CRY WHEN YOU NEED TO

4. DON’T BE AFRAID TO LAUGH WHEN YOU NEED TO

5. LET PEOPLE BE THERE FOR YOU

6. WATCH A SCARY MOVIE FROM 1987

7. KEEP BEING BRAVE

8. ALLOW HOPE YOU FIND YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN

9. BE KIND TO YOUR INNER CHILD

10. FORGIVE YOURSELF AS MANY TIMES AS IT TAKES

11. EAT FOOD THAT NOURISHES YOU BODY & SOUL

12. JOURNAL BEFORE BED

13. DO THINGS SCARED IF YOU MUST. BUT DO THEM.

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for 2024:

read a lot and read everything

film and art and music are what builds ur soul

be outside

love and romance will not come to you any quicker if you are focused on it constantly

possessions don't improve things

movement does improve things

university is <4 years of the rest of your life - make the most of it

find the pleasure in hard work

lose the pleasure in scrolling

creation is essential

joy, love & intelligence are the tenets of life

stagnation isn't inevitable. no person is in a fixed state. you can always change

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New Years resolutions: do whatever i want forever

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do you ever laugh with your friends and think oh this is the point. this is the point of everything

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