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I’d do anything for her I feel so bad

going on tour with a chronic illness is a much more exhausting experience than i thought it was going to be , not going to lie. my brain feels like a cotton ball and being on stage makes me feel like i’m gonna pass out. idk how other artists do this shit for months at a time, this is a nightmare lmao. 

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hello tumblr! one of my best friends damien is raising funds for his top surgery and i would be very appreciative if u could give this a share! thank u v much ♡

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This is the lately, someone save me

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So little I have left

Everything I loved tried to kill me

To break all that I am,

I’m not who I am, I’m looking

I’m looking for the girl I lost along the way

The girl who I would be today if it wasn’t for my family

I just wanted to be good

If they’d let me I’d let go of all they did

When I was just a scared little kid

But I’m a big girl now I gotta break myself down

To find my soul

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Life is good while it lasts, it’s a long long time of lifelessness but the little bit of life I keep reaching for it, I’ll reach for it till I need my mama so bad that I can’t take it anymore, run home knocking on her door, she told me one day you’ll be just like me and I said no way, you’ll be crawlin back to me, and now I’m crawlin back to you mama

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actually i changed my mind, i have no hope for the world and i’m going to start doing drugs again

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This girl ain’t me

That’s me

https://share.amuse.io/XJfJJkcjOQdn

My new song Tractor beam dream is out right now and just hit 50 streams, click to listen!

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https://share.amuse.io/XJfJJkcjOQdn

My new song Tractor beam dream is out right now and just hit 50 streams, click to listen!

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Busy day

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getting groomed through my ouija board

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I think I’m going to be alone forever

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I never meant anything to you

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Saw this abandoned stroller at the park yesterday, walking up to it day dreaming about finding a baby curing my baby fever. It was empty, I was heartbroken

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I’m soooooo pretty

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Finally found a man who both adores me and scares the lord out of me

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men bitch too much