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Oceanshades | By Frederick Judd Waugh (1861-1940)

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Your icon is rad :OO I was scrolling through my liked posted and noticed it

ah!! my gf @pestolesbian drew my dnd pc and i loved it so much i made it my icon

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being gender nonconforming is great bc straight people think i'm edgy and intimidating but lgbt people see me and immediately think i'm friend shaped :)

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But the question remains, do you offer the same chivalry to black femmes as you do white femmes? What parameters must one meet to be a femme? Is it body type... skin tone... facial features, vocal tone, hair length, fashion sense, mannerisms... do you keen after the midnight-kissed fatbellied oversized-jumper wearing femme as you do the miniskirt high-heeled long nailed pale-skinned flat stomached femme we all have internalized as the femme prototype... how do you describe the femmes you desire to protect? Which femmes do you desire to protect you back? Of course we have internalized heteronormativity, but have you unlearned its racism? Have YOU caught yourself from labelling her as strong, when she so obviously needed help no one had ever, in her 23 years of life, offered to give? Do you walk up to these black women and offer the coats off of your backs... offer to walk her to her car, interrupt the argument between her and an audacious white femme, bickering over a seat at a bar... do you see her skin in sunlight as heavenly... yearn to kiss down her dark body, from her coils to her flat nose to her feet... do you think of her sex first, or how she laughs heartily with glee... What have you done to strip away whiteness from femininity?

What, then, will you do to add femininity to blackness? Blackness to womanhood? Can you join blackness and humanity?

Or are we destined to, once again, be shamed from this community for being both too much to exist and too little to care for? (Where is my butch prince? Does she/he/they even like women like me? Will they swoon after me as my heart will do for them? Can I for once trust enough to be protected, as I will protect with my entire being, or must I fade back into nonexistence so as to save myself from my world's ire, a world decidely done with my existence... a world forgetting I ever existed, denying I could.)

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hi everyone, i’m sorry to be making this post but due to a bunch of expenses i’m having trouble affording both food and rent this month. i’m a mentally + physically disabled trans lesbian so i can’t really work or search for a job atm due to, y’know, the pandemic and everything. if you could either spread this post or kick some $$$ my way that would be really great.

my paypal is https://www.paypal.me/vvvv

you can also ask for my email for etransfer if you live in canada.

thank you so much if you decide to rb or send something, there’s not a whole lot i can do in return aside from offer digital prints of my photography… so thank you so much.

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My honest thoughts abt cottagecore are not that you shouldn’t dream of living an intimate, environmentally friendly life, taking care of the land, but what we have problems with is the idea of homesteading. A lot of colonialism was fueled by the inherent want to find new land and tame it, so you can live a domestic life on it, and natives of all countries have felt unsafe of that idea for centuries due to the effects it has had on us. Theoretically, we would rather you live on land we have autonomy over, and in my personal opinion, you would use local methods of permaculture and knowledge from people who’ve taken care of the land for thousands of years, to effectively live on the land whilst maintaining the fragile ecosystem within it. Not only does the idea of western farming harm lands that it’s been introduced to when practiced in certain ways, but we just don’t want to hear the homesteading rhetoric. I’ll gladly enjoy the idea of drying herbs and cooking tender meals for my affectionate lover, but.. until we set this boundary,

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I just realized it’s the last day of pride month and I haven’t drawn anything yet and I’m angry about the google doodle erasing our flag so here’s some lesbian rats. 

Also fun fact! Female rats engage in sexual behaviour together so girl rats are in fact lesbians irl :) 

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I really love it when trans and nb butches

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Anyways I’ve been on a kick lately, anyone want to commission me?

I do genealogy record research through ancestry.com. I’ve very thorough and have helped over a dozen if not 2 dozen people at this point for which said people can testify to my work. I charge $20 an hour which I think is a fair price for the work that I do. Comment and I’ll DM you more about it.

Please reblog, y’all.

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Help a Black Trans Family Keep Their Housing

Hi everyone, I’m making this post because my beloved friends Riot, March, Wren, Taqari, and Nyah (not shown but she lives with them too!) really need help! They’re a black trans family, and they all live together in a small apartment owned by a really shitty landlord who they now owe $5000 in rent to, with an additional $3000 in bills. 

Almost none of them have jobs right now after being laid off when the pandemic hit, and additionally, not all of them can work right now, due to immunocompromization. (Yes, they’ve applied for unemployment, multiple times.) Please help them hit their goal of $8000! Even one dollar is really helpful, even one reblog is really helpful!

Support black trans people! Support black transfeminine people, a group that includes 3 of the family members! Please consider donating!

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I was going to have this at CALA last week but I ran out of time, but then I came back and finished it and here it is. CALA was a really great festival, bursting with talented folks and kind fans.

This is the longest Sex Fantasy yet by a wide margin! As always, you can read every Sex Fantasy by perusing this tag here.

By the way, Sean T. Collins wrote an eerily perceptive review of Sex Fantasies 1-4 on TCJ, check it out. I oddly never felt that I’d spilled my guts with these zines but Sean has revealed that I indeed do.

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jsyk the blog that posted this is very actively full of transmisogyny / terf rhetoric, probably best that their post on this doesnt get spread, gofundme link is here though

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here is a twitter thread of black trans women’s gofundme’s that still need to reach their goals

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I am angry and I'm not sorry. I don't care if you're tired of seeing BLM content on your dash because I guarantee you Black people are more tired of being killed and incarcerated and belittled everyday. People want everything to return to "normal", but normal for me and every Black person is to return to an existence where everybody else gets to ignore our circumstance but us. I hate that my life's value is not enough when presented with my own hands. I hate that Black people have to continuously insist that their lives matter. I will never stop being angry and loud and you shouldn't either.