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Do you ever like…. Have a really bad anxiety attack and it starts to get really really hard to breathe and then like your stomach curls up and starts hurting really bad as if you have to throw up and then when you try to stand up you get extremely dizzy and almost pass out? Dude I thought I was dieing today when I had one😭

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Colored and digitalized this drawing I did like a month ago!!🍎

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hi guys uh😅 I’m gonna take another break so I won’t be online or posting until probably early or mid January. I will post on the 21st and the 25th because I already have posts and art planned out.

sorry it’s just I feel horrible mentally and my mental health in general is causing so many issues rn I just can’t focus on any social media when it’s this horrible.

and if I take longer than January to come back thennnn 😅 sorry. ❤️

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I know his hair is tangled as fuck ToT

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okay…. I think it’d take more than a single bandaid if I’m bleeding out to death but! You guys understand what I’m trying to say😚

ugh I hate how I could literally be bleeding out to death but I would still deny a bandaid if it meant that I wouldn’t be bothering someone with my existence.

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ugh I hate how I could literally be bleeding out to death but I would still deny a bandaid if it meant that I wouldn’t be bothering someone with my existence.

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Why am I crying over the stupidest thing ever rn😅You need to lock in Lexus it’s not that deep.

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I love writing for multiple reasons but creating a character and writing them like you would be writing about yourself and the way you feel about yourself💥💥💥💥💥 it makes me love writing that character so much more because I can relate to them but explaining deeply how they feel is also really hard.

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Thank you for the lovely commission @ponko-tsu!

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Vent😓😓😓

Uagh I’m so tired😓

you guys can ignore this I only posts vents to get stuff out 😭😭

I hate venting here, cus Ik you guys don’t wanna hear me talk about my problems 😅😅

I hate so much being at a different school than my partner because I just feel like the reason they don’t talk to me as much anymore is because they have more cool people they’d talk to and things they’d rather do than talk to me😓😓😓

ITS NOT THAT I’m mad that they have fun things to do or that they like talking to other people, it’s just😓😓😓 I feel like a horrible person whenever I text them because I know they’d rather be doing other things than talking to me.

for the past couple weeks I’ve been trying to make them cute crafts of their favorite characters and just doodling anything I think they’d like so I can give it to them when I see them so that (it makes them happy is the one goal)maybe they’d like me more😓😓

AND IM NOT SAYING IT LIKE THEYRE AWFUL AND THAT THEY DONT LIKE ME!! I love them very much 😓😓 i honestly think half of this is just my anxiety 😅😅

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trials and tribulations ending !!!!!!! one of my fave games !!!!!!! ever !!!!!

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(Credit to @PhillipBankss)

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i forgot to post :'[ but here are some aa doodles!!!!

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We finish this together.

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I put him in animal crossing