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Me when I'm in the shower of anguish and screaming

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✨️ The Enrichment has Enriched! ✨️

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In highschool I wrote a story about a middle-generation of stellar travelers. Their parents were born on earth and left as children, and the middle generation will not live long enough to see their destination. They live their entire lives on the ship and I wrote about them trying to find their place in everything. They will never know blue skies and warm beaches and open fields with warm breezes. They’ll never know birdsong or crickets or frogs. They’ll never hear the rain on the roof of a dreary day. I never could find the right way to end the story. I wanted it to be a happy ending, but I didn’t know how to do it.

I realize now that it was a book about me dealing with depression before I even knew it. Looking back at how blatant the projecting was, it’s obvious now. It wasn’t then.

In the story, the middle-generation people are lost. They’re apathetic. They’re just a placeholder. The only job they have is to keep the ship running, have kids, and die. As the middle generation of people began becoming adults, suicide rates were skyrocketing. Crime and drug rates were jumping. This generation was completely apathetic because they felt that they had no use.

In the story, a small group of people in the middle-generation create the Weather Project. They turn the ship into a terrarium. They make magnificent gardens and take the DNA of animals they took with them and recreate them and they make this cold, metal spaceship that they have to live their entire lives on into a home. They take what little they have and they break it and rearrange it into something beautiful. They take this radical idea and turn the ship into a wonderful jungle of trees and birds and sunshine.

And I realize now how much it reflects my state of mind as I transitioned from a child into an adult while dealing with depression. You always hear “it gets better” and “when you’re older things will be easier” and I was so sick of waiting for it to get better. I was in the middle-generation stage. And I was sick of it. I was so sick of waiting.

When I was in highschool I didn’t know how to end the story. I didn’t know how to have a happy ending. I didn’t have the life experience then to finish the story in a meaningful way. I didn’t know how to make it better for these middle-generation characters.

But now that I’m older, I’m learning. That if you sit and wait for things to get better, it never will. You have to take your life and break it apart and rearrange it into something beautiful. You have to make the cold metal ship into the garden that you deserve. You have to make your own meaning. You have to plant your own garden.

You have to teach yourself that being happy is not a radical idea.

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They've done it, y'all.

They made T4T pickup artistry

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it's just me and my horrible reputation (friend sent it to me)

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we did it guys, we found the most American reddit post. woman in a bad enough financial situation that she has to work for the rent-a-serf app while 9 months pregnant has her water break while delivering groceries for like a dollar per mile, OP doesn't believe her, shows up with a gun, and then takes his groceries and leaves her there on the ground. "I made sure she was ok and walked away w my stuff as she double over in pain" is unironically one of the most chilling statements ive read on reddit because you know that it 1. actually happened and 2. the guy writing that thought it made him look good

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Looking at Warren Geary, you’d never suspect. A respected business owner and devoted family man, the 41-year-old Geary, by all outward indications, would appear to be just like anyone else in this sleepy New England hamlet of 4,700.

But looks can be deceiving.

Dig a little deeper, beyond the many years of PTA involvement and Kiwanis Club membership, and you’ll discover a very different Warren Geary, one who derives sexual stimulation and pleasure from the sight of unclothed women. This seemingly normal husband and father of three has a naked-lady fetish.

Full Story

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The women's pants in MASH are like the most flattering, well fitting pants a woman's ass have ever seen whereas the men all look like boys whose mothers bought their pants a couple sizes bigger for them to grow into.

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⛓️‍💥

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you could always just give estrogen a try, you know. set your concepts of gender aside and focus on what it would do to your flesh. your skin would get softer, your body hair would become thinner and softer, and the smell of your body would shift, all within the first few weeks. it'd start small, sure, but it'd grow over the next coming months - where, of course, the emotional changes come in. you'll cry a little easier each day, emotions flowing much more smoothly as your body aligns with the shape it wants.

sometime in that first year you'll probably notice the start of some breast development - especially if you've been eating well. little, firm nubs of flesh, right beneath the nipple, that'll slowly grow into cute little a cups - more than enough to cherish and adore, as you've probably heard.

they'll be significantly more sensitive to touch, of course, which might then lead you to discover how much more sensitive overall you've become. with your body softened, you naturally can feel every physical sensation a bit more. play your cards right, touch yourself properly, and you might just experience the intense, full-body orgasms you can now experience.

all of this and more could be yours, you know. i give you permission. i promise it's worth it.

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White people do reblog without going "I'm white but—" "As a white person—". If you have a story about another Black or brown person's experience, then share it without drawing attention to your whiteness, or share what made you laugh in the tags and move on.

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smiledog puppygirl.

would you watch youtube videos with her?

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princess: [after just having read a bunch of lurid erotic fiction] maid, come here

maid: yes princess?

princess: maid, i need you to jerk me off

maid: .....

princess: right now, maid

maid: no, your highness. i am not doing that

princess: wh- im the princess! you cant say no to me

maid: yes i can, your highness. i am not doing that

princess: awwww man.. but all the fiction i was reading said i could do that

maid: i am afraid fiction is just that, your highness, fiction

princess: can you at least get naked so i can jerk off

maid: no. get some rest, princess, you have to dine with your 5 male suitors tomorrow

princess: no beautiful ladies???

maid: afraid not your highness

princess: oh my god i am never getting laid am i. fuck i hate my life can i abdicate the throne or something

maid: no,

princess: fuuuucckkkkkkkkk