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I dont. Want to go to college.

I really dont. Im a failure smh. I wish i could just be an author or something but id fail at that too. And my dad is right, it wont rlly make me money cause lord only knows i cant write smthn good enough to significantly profit off of.

I should give up on my arts. All of them. Writing, drawing, beading, music, theatre, all of it. I should give up on roleplaying too, while im at it tbh. Leaves me more tine for academics. The only thing im decent at! Yay! >.<

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when the disability disables me :(

(i took one (1) step and my hip hurt so bad that it made me fall. like onto the floor. kinda embarrassing </3)

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I've decided on a writing software to start my book <3

(YWriter!)

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Also, if i may add.. his japanese VA is the lead singer of the band who did the s1 (i think it was s1) op song for the anime. So he can sing

Clears Throat. Hello Everyone. I made this presentation instead of working.

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raising a duck that dazai found

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guys. im writing a fem!kunizai fic... where kunikidas a math teacher and dazai is a waitress at one of those diners where the waitresses/waiters are on skates.

why? idrk.

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what's your user on ao3 (if u use it!!)

Hii! My ao3 is nel_the_loserr

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If I ask you what canonical dislikes Kunikida has…and you do not say authority…you must put down the pen, take your hands off your laptop keys, fingers away from typing on your notes app

PLEASE DO NOT WRITE KUNIKIDA IM TIRED OF ALL THE MISCHARACTERISATION

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The first thing you see after you zoom in is how you die.

How're you dying? 🤣😭💀

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giggling im literally in highschool. im not burnt out. im fine <333 peace and love on planet earth.

if i were burnt out now, i couldnt make it through college. and i have to go to college.

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why am i so fucking lazy. i cant get anything done early because i do fucking nothing all day and i just stress myself out more when deadlines come. im never gonna make it fucking anywhere, i dont even write or do things i enjoy anymore.

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yes he would.

i desperately need the public consensus on this

reblog for larger sample size

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I wanna cry :/

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I am so. Fucking tired. Ugh.

I hate that my whole mood relies on one fucking person. I love them so so so so so much but I hate how attached I am. They'll never be that attached to me. But I can't help it. Why do I feel so lonely when they're offline?? I have other friends for fuck's sake..

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I COULDN'T FIND IT SO I DID IT MYSELF.

kunikida in a skirt.

click for quality, reblog to make me cry??