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Really Bad Boy // 181225

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That's My Jaehyun

8:37 AM

bing J: I miss you! take care~ 150 days to go 'til i see u again

Y/N: awww >:( don't forget to eat and stay hydrated!

J: :)<3 I love you u should go now!! another big day 4 u !! Fill me in later zzzz

Y/N: go!! Sleeepppp !!! I'll try to keep u posted, J! I love u more

Sigh. You haven't seen jaehyun since august. Days are getting longer, nights are getting colder. You just want to feel jaehyun's embrace.

9:45 AM

Class is always boring and to distract yourself from thinking about Jaehyun, you just took down notes. You wonder what's his state now. A gloomy Jaehyun isn't a productive Jaehyun, after all

9:54 AM

Jaehyun kept on attempting to text you because he can't sleep but he knows that you're in school and it's important to him that you achieve all of your goals. So instead of sending his texts, he saved it to his drafts. 5th draft that night.

11: 45 PM

Jaehyun was already asleep while you're about to eat lunch. Life goes on even when Jaehyun isn't around but sometimes your gang can be annoying so you made a mental note to tell Jaehyun later about this. You checked your phone. You hope he is resting well.

5:56 PM

Commute to home. It's such a pang in the heart when you saw two kids talking in hushed tones. You remembered how Jaehyun on his day offs would wait for you outside of school and you'd go on an adventure.

6:32 PM

Study. Study. Study. Watch drama. Eat. Night routine.

9:28 PM

Crying because of a drama you're watching.

10: 45 PM

You can't sleep. you checked your email for school updates.

11: 58 PM

Still can't sleep.

1:05 AM

Jaehyun wouldn't want you to stay up late and you can't help it already!! so you texted him

"No progress at all, can't sleep, this drama im watching made me cry you gotta watch it so that we can discuss after....i have so much to tell u!! :(("

6:08 AM

bing

alarm

"uuuhhhhhhh" you received 2 [two] messages from Jaehyun

J: Made a new song and the place we're staying at is warm. It's really warm here. Awww :( wish I'm there with u!! I want to hear your sweet voice~

J: saw something that made me think of you so i bought it [sends a pic of a poem book] fighting~

He's okay. You teared up a little.

Laziness? Who is she? I don't know her.

7: 23 AM

149 days left til you see each other again. The commute to school wasn't bad and you unexpectedly got a notification from Doyoung and Taeyong, it' a video of them and Jaehyun reminding you to do your best and that you don't have to worry so much about him, Jaehyun quickly inserts himself between them and starts to ramble how he can't wait to hear whatevers in store for him and he said he loves you which made the whole gang wild lastly he mentioned that there's not a day that he can't stop thinking about you.

"Fighting, y/n!!! Achieve your goals!! I believe in you so you have to believe in yourself too!!!"

You can't stop giggling. Your so lucky to have your very own ball of sunshine. As you stepped out of the bus, you watch the video again. Paying to the little details again and again.

Bright, energetic and loving

That's my Jaehyun, alright!

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current goal: make it through the week

long term goal: make it through all the weeks

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Open Your Eyes [Mark]

You describe Mark as an undecided person, since he clearly doesn’t know where he’s headed to. He’d avoid his responsibilities, his family, his friends but not YOU. Especially not you. Each night, both of you would tour around the neighborhood listening to indie music, you both basically kill time by being with each other. When he’s with you, he laughs uncontrollably, he tells you how his day was, how busy the industry was and how he cant promise you that this ride won’t be the last. You know exactly how hard working he is even though he’s a bit sluggish and messy. You love him and you can’t stop loving him. You can’t imagine him being unhappy--not doing what he loves. You doubt this moment because one wrong move and everything will be unclear. But, as Mark faced your worried eyes he told you to close them--and so you did--suddenly you felt Mark’s warm embrace, the feeling that you are so used to and you will never forget. LOVE. “quickly, open your eyes”

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yyooooo so this is like where i post some of my works (?)