starryninelives

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My brain dosent work like its supposed to

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girls after realizing that obsessing over someone internally dosent mean youre showing or expressing your love for them and is a symptom of mental illness not a form of affection

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okay im gonna try not to post some depressing ass shit on my tumblr now

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I bet you think im a little odd hehe.

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If i could have any superpower in the universe, i would have one that lets you clean yourself and your surroundings from the inside out flawlessly, in a way that wouldn't negatively impact your immune system from having lack of contact with bacteria.

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He’s probably already found someone else because of you

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Every time you try and be your own person it backfires like why can’t you just be a shell that reflects anything other people want you to be

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reasons you’re not good enough:

You’re too mouthy and cause too many problems when you should just listen to everything he says and nurture him instead of speaking up

You are too fucking fat and ugly like why can’t you just care about the way he wants you to look? Why can’t you atleast try and have a nice body and sense of fashion

Your boobs are not big enough and they do not compare to anything remotely that he wants

You talk too much

You are lazy and messy and you sleep too much and never have enough energy for him

You’re just not who or what he wants like why not just be who he wants

Your interests are childish and you are immature

You cry ugly

you don’t process and you don’t think

You waste his time when he could be with someone 100% better

None of your clothes fit you because your weight is unpredictable and fluctuates so why can’t you just fucking starve yourself so things like this wouldn’t happenover and over and over again with everyone you meet

You exist outside of him and have too many interactions with other people because you’re disloyal

You don’t do anything he wants sexually just because of your low sex drive, why can’t you just put that behind you? Just fucking force yourself because otherwise he’s only going to go and find someone else

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Me when I jump off a building

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no more Fortnite (eating)

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My hair is literally going to frazzle off.

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Oh :3

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Sorry for taking to u I was just kinda exited now I feel bad and not exited

Lilolol

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I just need to smell your head

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Jumping up and down around and around like arghhhhhha aaaaaa ammmmaaaatfhhhhhh aargagagahahagahah aarghhhhhhaaaammmm let me out!!!! Intotge wild!!!!🦁🦁🦁🦁

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Light pink hair inspo! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

(Frm Pinterest)

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thinking of you a.lllwayz 🎀

My handsome. Sorry I don’t person very well