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Dream SMP World Download (TRIMMED)

Hello, I said I would try to trim down the world download for slower computers if I got my hands on it and I have now done the thing.

I got it down to 2,82 Gb (2.54 Gb zipped) while still being able to keep pretty much everything anybody would actually care about (unless you're a perfectionist) because I only deleted chunks that hadn't been loaded for longer than 10 minutes

My point is: you shouldn't be missing anything important even though this is trimmed down, and your computer will be much happier

Let me know if it works btw. I did do a quick test myself but nothing comprehensive

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don't forget to leave a stack of tnt out tonight for c!wilbur

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just posted some oc stuff on the ao3 :D

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cwilbur my pathetic little man i’m so sorry they don’t treat you right i’m so sorry they feed your mental illness and don’t understand you come with me to therapy and i will support you while you fight the long path of finding the right medication cwilbur please it doesn’t have to be this way you are deserving of love i promise.

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THE BOY HAS RETURNED (BRIEFLY)

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c!Tommy phrasing the end of the dream smp as "when everyone went away" and clarifying that the nukes weren't canon is so interesting to me. Everyone, minus perhaps c!Jack and c!Tubbo just.. Went away. They moved on. The Syndicate made their way to the end with c!Kristin, c!Ranboo left with Michael to the nether, Jack.... Got into gambling, I guess. Everyone, for some reason or another, left the place behind.

And they left Tommy with it.

Of course, Tommy left too, but he's the only one who comes back to l'manberg. Comes back to the greater dsmp in general. It's as though he could never truly sever his ties with it. He says he's almost happy. And I think that's because he can never truly move on from it all. And I don't think its a coincidence that Tubbo is the only other one who's mentioned to still be kicking around the place. Tubbo and Tommy are inexorably tied to L'manberg. They're the only ones alive that have that connection to it.

Tubbo was around for the longest in L'manberg. Longer than its creator. He was there for the war, for the schlatt administration, for new l'manberg, and for its final demise. He couldn't leave it behind once and for all because so much of his life was spent there.

Tommy is part of L'manberg. L'manberg was created in his visage, it was an extension of him. He couldn't leave it behind once and for all because it was so much of his life. The idea of L'manberg persisted throughout all of his life. Even in exile, it was the only thing keeping him going.

They're the only ones who can't move on. Not fully. They're trying. They're almost happy. But they can't leave it all behind. I've seen a lot of people calling this a c!Tommy happy ending, but really, it was Almost Happy.

And I think one day he can be Happy. But we won't see it. We got our closure, but he hasn't. Not yet.

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T.G.I.F !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank guns im friday. Last night.My husband went missing in the darkness but i found him flat on his back in a field. And all around him chunks of dirt were missing from the ground. Shephards pie for dinner

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more q as i’m toying around with designs. i am not settled on this one as i liked her better drawing her flat chested (because my headcanon is that she is transfem and early hrt much like i am) but the reference i used suited this body type better, and i needed practice :)

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4 years since you arrived. maybe it'd have been better if you'd never showed up.

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Hey guys i wrote a ctntduo fic where they're being gay in 3 different eras of their lives basically (elections,pogtopia,Las nevadas) lol

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tntduo stranded in utah as a break from other serious drawings

last two are them playing fortnite

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"my little champion."

a nickname. a derivative. you are mine. you are my child and my child alone. you will never grow to be something more. you are small, insignificant. your victories will mean next to nothing, because you are mine, and i lay claim to all that you do. the memory of my hands will stain your own touch, and you will keep me alive far after i am dead, because you are a part of me. a part. a product. never a whole, because that is a right reserved for those who can stand alone. i am a leader. you are a follower. you can take a different trail, but all roads lead back to me. you are my son. you are my son.

fundy will always be remembered as wilbur's son.

my little champion, and that's all you can be.

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T4Tduo is real bc I said so ok ( wss dni obvi.)

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STAND UP PUPPET BOY!

TIME TO START THE SHOW!

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Sweet moments in early L'Manberg

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i missposting

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And they circle back here again. Plagued by thier opinions and what was.

You can’t fix this