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. . . ♡ MAKNAE ! ? 🪞 LINE ★ ﾟ๑

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ POPULARITY — 65%

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ SHIP NAME — jimin + seulki ❪ SEULMIN ❫

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ DESCRIPTION — to everyone’s surprise (not really) seulki is the one to always look out for jimin.

during the first year or so of debuting, jimin was struggling with not only his weight but with how he perceived himself and seulki was the first one to notice. with that, seulki did all he could to make the older boy happy and comfortable with himself. he would put more food on jimin’s plate, bring him mom’s home cooked meals to share with only jimin, and he would even hype him up like a crazy fan screaming “ahhh jimin hyung you look so good!” . . . “you’re so pretty minnie, i wanna be just like you when i get older!”

this dynamic is still how they act to this day, but now jimin hypes seulki up just the same. it’s quite funny though — especially when seulki did a dance cover of serendipity. jimin fake fainted and wouldn’t stop screaming like a teenage girl.

fun fact, jimin is seulki’s moms favorite member — ALL BECAUSE he sat down with her and thanked her for encouraging seulki to join the label.

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ THEIR SONG — brave , twice

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ POPULARITY — 61%

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ SHIP NAME — taehyung + seulki ❪ TAEKI ❫

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ DESCRIPTION — these two did not start off on the right foot, not even in the slightest. they just didn’t really get along right away, seulki was very quiet and didn’t like to be touched without permission where as taehyung was loud and always wanted to hug no matter what.

there was many fights and arguments in the dorm, which always led to seulki and taehyung crying and being comforted by the older members. one of their fights even resulted into a physical one — now that made them realize that instead of talking over the other, they needed to listen and set boundaries. it took some time but they eventually reached a point where they could be in the same room without wanting to rip the other a new one.

now a days, taehyung and seulki are extremely close. they actually have a lot in common and tend to seek the other out amongst everyone else. seulki loves taking tae to concerts or even teaching the older member how to play guitar (tae has been begging for years to learn from seulki).

also, seulki has become taehyung’s unofficial cuddle buddy! i don’t make the rules, that’s just how it is.

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ THEIR SONG — stay anything , chelsea cutler

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ POPULARITY — 85%

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ SHIP NAME — jungkook + seulki ❪ KOOKI ❫

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ DESCRIPTION — these two are a package deal, please do not separate!

the peter parker to his ned leeds, woody to buzz, and the lilo to his stitch. basically what i’m trying to say is. . . they are best friends and probably couldn’t live without the other. that goes to say that jungkook is literally the godfather to seulki child and they live together.

jungkook is seulki’s brother. seulki’s parents basically adopted the boy and would always invite him to cook outs and sleepovers after practice. he has his own room in the IM household, it’s crazy. this just made them 100 times closer to each other. they know when the other isn’t feeling well or when the other wants to say something. it’s like they have there own secret language — you’ll see a lot of it in run bts, they’ll just look over and nod and bam, they’ve won.

seulki and jungkook will be bestfriends even when bts is done. it’s a friendship that will last a life time.

˳ ׄ ཐིiཋྀ ⟡ THEIR SONG — best friend ever , nct dream

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For the gays and theys I present: Shin Ryujin <3

@shnryjn and @ryudaeng

#libby ៸៸ visage!

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the cover is beautiful and aesthetically pleasing! 😍 i wish i could edit like this 😭🤍

🌕 || ECLIPSE is the FOURTH single by CHLOE, released by FLOWERBANK Entertainment on MAY 25TH 2023. It’s available digitally and physically and has TWO tracks with “ECLIPSE” being its title track. Chloe promoted the album for a week as a part of "The Venus Project" where each member had a promoted solo for one week.

“ECLIPSE” received FOUR music show wins and the music video reached 52.1 million views in 24 hours.

( 🌕 ) GET YOUR PHOTOCARD HERE !

–– ( TRACKLIST ! )

– ECLIPSE––– [ TITLE TRACK ! ]

– HAUNTED

— PHYSICAL ALBUM CONTENTS !

1 disc + photobook (68 photos) + one random photocard out of four + one out of two random mini posters + one out of two postcards + one out of three random polaroids + stickers + one letter from chloe to constellations + (PREORDER EXCLUSIVE) a single U silver chained necklace.

— STYLING !

— ERA HIGHLIGHTS!

–– oh the girls at this UP!

–– chloe's solos have always done well so no one was really surprised that eclipse did well but they were surprised with the sound she decided to go with this comeback.

–– it's more mature than she usually does but chloe would go on to clarify she wasn't making the music she wanted to under angelico. when asked if she still had the rights to her solo discography, she revealed that her and yoonah are in the same boat as she doesn't have the rights to her former music as well.

–– chloe didn't seem as distraught about it as yoonah did, simply saying: "it is what it is. i'll get it back eventually."

–– stan twitter was kind of tearing her up for her stage outfits lol she usually styles herself but said she didn't get to do that this era.

–– chloe produced and wrote both of the songs on the single. she composed haunted and even played the guitar herself for the track.

–– she was finally able to show off her talents when it came to instruments during her fan meets playing the guitar, kazoo, and piano for her fans just for fun.

–– she only did one encore stage alone. she made the venus girls come on stage with her for the other three.

–– everyone loved the physical packaging for this album, quickly making it a need for kpop album collectors everywhere!

–– she didn't vlog as much as the other girls did. she only did two and apologized for the lack of content, explaining that it's been a while since she's promoted like this and she's been too sleepy to vlog.

–– which was backed up by all the girls posting pictures of chloe asleep in various locations lol

–– great release by a great girl! it got fans really excited for the album to finally drop! only 2 more weeks!

#astraea ៸៸ comments!

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starmaniic · 2 years ago

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⭐️ : WIPS !!

pre-debut trainee scenario

debut idol scenario

2kids room - chanby

libby and her ships

libby’s relationships outside of skz

the kim twins scenario

i hope by doing this, makes me remember and feel motivated about working on stuff for this account 🫠

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starmaniic · 2 years ago

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i wish i made libby apart of the 90s line so she could date wonwoo or minghao from seventeen 😫

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starmaniic · 2 years ago

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👥 ... ⃕ THE IDOL and HER SHIPS !

mona notes. and i give credit again to matty ( @skzinka ) and yxjiwin on youtube for the audio edit ❤️

taglist : @stealanity @lost-leopard-beanie @annoyingbitch83 @starmaniic — send an ask / dm if you’d like to be added !

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RYUJIN + PINK requested by @chaechaez

#libby ៸៸ visage!#on wednesdays we wear pink 🩷

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#libby ៸៸ visage!#host!libby <3

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starmaniic · 2 years ago

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NXDE

2023.06.10. 1PM KST | 0AM ET

#NXDE #NARA #BTS #방탄소년단

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💗 || KNOCK is the FIRST single by YOONAH, released by FLOWERBANK Entertainment on MAY 20TH 2023. It’s available digitally and physically and has TWO tracks with “KNOCK” being its title track. Yoonah promoted the album for a week as a part of "The Venus Project" where each member had a promoted solo for one week.

“KNOCK” received SIX music show wins and the music video reached 73.6 million views in 24 hours.

( 💗 ) GET YOUR PHOTOCARD HERE !

–– ( TRACKLIST ! )

– KNOCK––– [ TITLE TRACK ! ]

– UNDERWATER

— PHYSICAL ALBUM CONTENTS !

1 disc + photobook (68 photos) + one random photocard out of four + one out of two random mini posters + one out of two postcards + one out of three random polaroids + stickers + one letter from yoonah to constellations + (PREORDER EXCLUSIVE) a single N silver chained necklace.

— STYLING !

— ERA HIGHLIGHTS!

–– she did it yall...she survived being locked in the basement for a full year!!

–– this was an EVENT! the second it was announced that knock was yoonah's solo the views SKYROCKETED, everyone was attending!

–– yoonah's knock MV has the most views garnered in 24 hours in flowerbank history! she's only been there a month and is breaking records.

–– it was obvious yoonah was really excited to get back to work. she went live every night, her starpetal account was thriving for the first time since it was activated, she was doing tiktoks with anyone who wanted her to. she truly was everywhere she could and wanted to be.

–– knock did phenomenally. no shock!

–– everyone was on the edge of their seat on who'd they see doing the knock choreography with yoonah next because everyone and their mothers were doing it with her

–– a few of the most notable faces doing the knock choreography with yoonah were: xiaojun of wayv, former member nakyung, flowerbank's CEOS (this one went ridiculously viral), soyeon of g-idle, youngjae of got7, deepdive's finn and kiwoo, stray kids' lee know and felix, itzy's yeji, and, of course, all the venus girls!

–– during a fanmeet, yoonah announced that she styled herself for this comeback, a first in her career. she also said she was very excited to wear pretty dresses that she got to pick out herself.

–– every encore stage she had her girls with her! she didn't want it any other way!

–– she choreographed the song herself and is very proud of it. she said she had a lot of time to perfect her craft during her hiatus and is grateful for it as it paid off.

–– when asked why she doesn't go by "baebi" yoonah got a little emotional, telling people she didn't own the copyright to the baebi brand nor the masters to her discography. while flowerbank is still working on obtaining the masters and copyright to her stage name, yoonah didn't want to hold the comeback back.

–– "#FREEBAEBI" trended after this revelation and "WHAT'S HIS ISSUE" which people believe is about son jinhwa, venus' former ceo.

–– despite not being baebi this comeback, yoonah has never been happier! you can never take down the it girl!

–– overall, she had a GREAT time and the release did AMAZING! it was so refreshing to see yoonah doing what she loves again.

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hurt

( 2019 )

Ivy could apologize a million times and it still won’t change the fact that she hurt him. Mingi doesn’t know what to do. The room felt cold, the only sound was the air conditioner and the ringing in his ears. The summer night heat made it impossible to sleep, so Seonghwa always had the AC on high at night, that explains the freezing air, but not the constant ringing. Mingi sat next to the girl, listening to her every word as she bawled her eyes out, wanting to make things right. But he wasn’t sure if she could do that. She doesn’t even have faith in herself.

“If you wanted me why did you go out with people?" "Why did you put yourself in scandal after scandal?" "Why did you put yourself in danger?" "Why are you doing this?”

She couldn’t find the words to explain it. She wanted to, she tried, but to Mingi it was just excuse after excuse. Because there’s no reason to put herself in that kind of danger, in the hands of strangers and Dispatch, and if there is one it better be a damn good reasoning.

She would say, “Because I wanted to move on,” but that wasn’t enough in his book, and if she’s being honest, it wasn’t enough in hers either. Then there was the “I just wanted to try something new,” but let’s be real, Ivy is so extremely anxious around new people. She was going out with people Mingi hasn’t even heard of, where did she even find them?

So what was the reason? Well, if she’s being honest. She wanted a reaction. In some sick, fucked up way, that’s what she wanted. She wanted Mingi to confess everything to her, she wanted him to bring her back to reality. But she never meant to hurt him. In the beginning, all she needed was a confession. Then these dates started to become fun. Free drinks and food, meeting some interesting people. She felt sort of free, like a normal 18-year-old.

Isn’t this what young adulthood was about? Dating? Having fun? Experiencing a new view of the world. But she realized she was in the wrong when she came home drunk one night. Hongjoong and Seonghwa were waiting up until two in the morning. They got her to bed, stating that Hongjoong would have a word with her in the morning about how she needed to take some responsibility because she was going to jeopardize not just herself but the whole group. But she left early that next morning without a word. She didn’t need a lecture. But again, she knew she was falling off the deep end at that point. And she didn’t think to fix it until now. But why?

It felt like an addiction of some sort, with or without alcohol and nicotine. Going out with strangers she met through friends of friends of friends, going out with Somi or some other friends. These moments felt like a drug to her. She didn’t care who she was with, who she was seen with. She was just fucking around for the hell of it, she felt like she was living.

But at what cost did she live? Was hurting the love of her life worth it? Was it worth some sorority-like living? Hanging out with people she just met in the most suspicious bars, she had nightmares about them.

“Did you stay safe?” His number one concern is her safety. Was she safe? Was she?

“Not really…” She trailed off. She was harassed, almost got caught up in a fight, left alone drunk in the streets.

People would grab her, telling her she was gorgeous and they’d just love to do things to or with her. Then saying “You’re that idol chick aren’t you?” No. Her answer was always no. Some drunk college girls would pick fights with her because it would get them some press. Then one of her five actual dates had her pay for everything, then asked her to go to a bar in the middle of town. She went, saying she could use some drinks. And then he disappeared once they arrived. He used her and then left her for dead. Somi picked up a few too many late-night calls from her drunk best friend, she started going with her everywhere, not letting her go into specific places, not letting her meet with people alone. “Your members have got to be worried about you.” She’s said that so many times, it was starting to get on Ivy’s nerves.

“Oh well” was what she would respond with.

“Jisoo…” Mingi’s disappointment laced his voice, snapping out of her memory reel.

“Everything I did, I did it so you would talk to me.” She blurted out, making the taller furrow his eyebrows and look her in the eyes. “And then it went too far. I came home drunk a few times, I got harassed, and I almost got into some physical altercations.” She chuckled at her own ridiculousness, she met his eyes again seeing nothing but a worried expression. He looked like he was going to be sick almost. “Could you imagine me coming home with a black eye?” She joked, but a tear fell down her face before she started bawling. And the next words that left her mouth, the thing she was thinking through this whole situation, broke him.

“I’m turning into my mother” She sobbed. He knew every story about her mother, every story she could remember at least. The trauma, the abuse, the addiction. Maybe it had played a part in her current affairs. But she didn’t want to admit that her mother’s past actions had this effect on her.

Mingi held her as she sobbed into his chest. “All I wanted to do was for you to notice me” She wept out.

“There was no need for it” He whispered as he kissed her head. The boys that had their ears to the door backed away, and a feeling of nausea filled Jongho’s stomach. His best friend was hurting, and he was so angry with her.

Cries filled the room. You would think someone died. And maybe a part of herself did die at that moment. Maybe she was useless, she felt like it. Like a burden. How could she do this to them, how could she turn out like her mom?

The cries began to die down after a while. The coldness started to make her shiver, but then again it could be her anxiety, she couldn’t tell, nor did she care. She was exhausted. She was living off of adrenaline, 2 hours of sleep each night, and whatever energy drink she bought that morning. Mingi was still holding her, his back was beginning to ache but he didn’t dare move, not until he noticed how her silent sobs and sniffles turned into soft, deep breathing. Almost snores. He looked down at her, seeing her limp body resting on his. He sighed, leaning back so he laid flat on the couch, Ivy lay on his stomach after jolting awake. “Go to sleep, we’ll talk more in the morning.”

The next morning Mingi woke up to someone tapping his shoulder. He felt a weight on his chest as he opened his eyes, seeing the weight was Ivy’s sleeping body and the tap on his shoulder was Yeosangs hand. “We’re gonna leave for a while,” the older of the two said softly, making sure not to wake the girl up, “you two still have some stuff to work out, and none of us have been able to go out and do anything when we’re worried about her.”

Mingi nodded in agreement and waved at the others as they all left as quietly as possible. His phone had been laying on the coffee table, he wasn’t sure when he set it there, and he wasn’t even sure he actually did. He picked it up to see the time, the bright light making him flinch as he read 10:24 AM. He put the phone beside him, plopping his head back on the couch.

His body ached, he had been laying on this uncomfortable couch that his legs didn't even fully fit on. Ivy had moved around a lot over the night, she somehow went from laying face-first on his stomach to laying on his chest. She somehow fit her body in the small space between Mingi’s body and the couch. She had to be uncomfortable…

He gently shook her awake, surprised she didn’t wake up from his shifting as it was. She didn’t move but instead hummed to confirm her consciousness. “Wake up.” his morning voice made her feel that familiar fluttering in her stomach. “No,” she mumbled and shifted herself in an attempt to get comfortable.

“At least let me up,” he begged as he nudged her repeatedly. “It’s already almost 10:30. My body hurts, c’mon.” She grumbled and sits off, letting the taller finally sit up straight. They both stretched before Mingi sat up against the back of the couch, just to have the girl plop her head right back on his shoulder. She was still so exhausted from the previous night, she let out a yawn as Mingi scrolled through his phone. She fell back asleep not long after, he could tell by the way she was breathing. But it wasn’t long before he started getting hungry, and he can’t imagine the last time she had a real meal. He gently moved her body so that she went from laying on him to laying on the couch. She grumbled and pouted as she rested on the cold couch, but she eventually dealt with it while Mingi cooked a simple breakfast. The smell of food is what woke Olivia up again a few minutes later, making her sit up with a pout. She could hear Mingi humming from the kitchen, he always does that when he’s doing something like cleaning or cooking. Usually, she can’t recognize the tune and she wonders if he and Hongjoong made it.

She gets off the couch and shuffles to the kitchen, she fell asleep in her daytime clothes but she didn’t seem to even notice until she stood up and her jeans were twisted around her waist. She makes a turn into her bedroom to change into a pair of boxers that fit like shorts and one of Mingi’s t-shirts before she walked back out.

“What’re you making?” She mumbled a little as she stepped into the kitchen. Mingi turns and looks at her, “Just some eggs and rice, yours is already done” he points at the big bowl of rice and fried egg sitting on the counter. He put all of her favorite sauces to put on her food, she’s a hot sauce addict so she usually drenches it in sriracha or some other hot sauce. She puts her favorites over her food before sitting at the table and devours the food as soon as Mingi starts eating.

After eating the two sit awkwardly on their phones. How are they supposed to bring this up? How do they start the conversation? Where do they start?

“You’re not turning into your mother.” Mingi blurts out, taking the girl by surprise. She looks at him with wide eyes and a head tilt “You said it last night, you’re not turning into her.”

Mingi didn’t personally know Nicole, and nor did he really have the desire to, but he knows enough about her to know that she just isn’t a good person. Sure she tries to be, but the things she put her kids through were absolutely horrible, and Ivy is nowhere near that. She’s such an amazing person, does she make stupid mistakes? Sure, but who the fuck doesn’t?

“I’m scared I will…” It’s her biggest fear, it’s even caused her to not want kids. Well, kind of, she would love to have a kid in the future, she loves children, but she doesn’t want to hurt them. She knows it’s probably better if she doesn’t have kids, at least not until she’s healed.

“You won’t. None of us will let you, not Jongho, not Hongjoong, not Miya or Austin, not me.”

He knows Olivia would never turn into her mother, she has too much of a support system to do that. It’s easy for Mingi to say these things, and easy for him to believe them. But to her, not so much. Olivia grew up with so much trauma and history rooted in drugs and addictions. She didn’t believe she could beat that, she didn’t believe that the long line of addictions were easy to beat. She wanted to give up, and she hadn’t even begun.

“Promise?” She knew it was silly, she felt like a child asking it. But she needed his word. “Promise.”

The hours went by. Talking non-stop about their feelings, their actions, their hurt. It's safe to say they were both in some sort of wrong, Mingi should have confessed or talked to her when he knew he could. Ivy shouldn't have done any of the things she did.

They were both red-eyed from the tears, stuffy noses, and hoarse voices. They both had this feeling in the pit of their stomachs. The gut-wrenching feeling. They both knew the next step in this conversation, and the silence between the two proves it. All it took was a look from Mingi after a few seconds to make her tear up again. She knew what was coming, she knew what they wanted versus what they needed. And she knew those two things had completely different outcomes.

“We’re not ready,” He spoke silently. “We need to focus on other things right now, we can’t be doing this all the time.” It’s true. Their main focus as rookies should be their careers. They need to focus on comebacks, dancing, singing, and fans, they can't worry about what they are and how they feel at the moment. Maybe in a few months, years, but not now. Did it kill them both inside? Of course. But they need to worry about their livelihood before they worry about them.

“I know,” she whispered and stared at her fingers as they fiddled with each other. Her feet were planted on the couch, knees close to her chest. Mingi was leaning forward with his elbows on his knees, head in hands.

“I love you, Jisoo,” He states, making her heartbeat faster and her eyes finally meet his. His dark eyes were filled with sorrow “But we can’t.”

These final words make Ivy break out into tears again. She hides her face in her knees and sobs as Mingi scoots closer and holds her. He whispers sweet words and apologies into her hair as his lips plant kisses there. But he has nothing to apologize for. He’s doing what needs to be done. This is how things need to go. It’s not their time right now.

The two are interrupted by the door opening and Wooyoung’s laughter. Ivy hugs her legs as Mingi looks at the others. Wooyoung looks at them with an uncomfortable feeling as the other members flood into the room. Jongho moves past him to grab the girl to her bedroom, he knows she probably wants to be alone right now, she doesn’t want to be seen. The rapper lets go of her and watches as her best friend drags her away from him.

“So… I’m guessing you two aren’t together?” Wooyoung whispered as the bedroom door shut. The singer earns a slap on the head from Hongjoong as the taller member on the couch shakes his head.

“What happened?” The leader asked with sincerity lacing his voice.

"Nothing."

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