starlover8016

[starlover8016]

Highkey one of the funniest parts of Gravity Falls is how obnoxiously close they come to revealing Ford’s existence in the early seasons but never do out of just. Cosmic levels of dumb luck

Episode 1 Stan nearly catches Dipper with the journal and it’s passed off as a gag about Gold Chains for Old Men magazine. In Time Travellers Pig they go back to the Shack 30 years in the past and miss Ford opening the door on them by literal seconds. In bottomless pit Mabel gives him a set of truth teeth that make him incapable of lying and he tells the twins TO THEIR FACES that he regularly commits massive tax fraud and if they had asked him to elaborate he would’ve told them who he was impersonating. In one of the shorts Dipper and Soos find a sentient omniscient mailbox that will answer any question in the universe, and right before they can ask it who wrote the journals Mabel shows it a video of herself snorting gummy worms and it kills itself out of disgust. The entirety of Dreamscaperers is them delving into the depths of Stan’s psyche, going through his memories, all while fighting his brother’s ex-boyfriend and it somehow just. Doesn’t come up. Bill never mentions him. Their grandpa Shermie never said anything. Their parents never said anything. Either the universe was conspiring to cover it up or they are genuinely all that oblivious

[starlover8016]

Carl Sandburg, from The Selected Poems of Carl Sandburg; “Clark street bridge”

[starlover8016]

you seem to be everything i dream of put into one person.

SOTD:

[starlover8016]

the loneliness is starting to set in again.

SOTD:

[starlover8016]

I don’t think it’s ever dawned on me how lonely i actually am.

SOTD:

[starlover8016]

it’s the way that I crave for intimacy and love, but once I get inches away from it I get too scared…the disappointment in myself skyrockets.

But one day i’ll have someone to love, and I’ll show that they’ll always be enough for me to stay. Even when i’m scared.

SOTD:

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please, don’t let go. I don’t think I would take it. I’ve spent years pining over this. So please don’t let go. Does the desperation in my voice not prove anything?

when in reality, there is no words coming out of my mouth. Because I’m simply too scared and too small…so I bite my tongue. I bite my tongue and curse at the world while whispering to myself, “maybe in another life.” when the world has nothing to do with this. And it could’ve been this life, if I didn’t shrink.

[starlover8016]

My youth is depleting, and it feels like I’d do anything to get it back even though I’m already in it. Still living it. So much love for it, for the people in it, for the people loving me in their youth.

[starlover8016]

i like to think we’d be great together…but maybe that’s just my hopeless romantic tendencies.