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Tumblr routine for me lately seems to be log on, reblog one funny post, get depressed by current events, consider risking doxing myself by complaining about too specific of problems, log off and stare at the ceiling

I can't tell if the antidepressants aren't working right or if that's just a normal response to everything going on right now

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Why is it?? That I can go through the whole day feeling fine and dandy but the second I lay down for bed impending doom settles on me?

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Well, I guess I should check if I actually backed my likes archive from 8tracks up or if that was something I just told myself I needed to do and then forgot about 😮‍💨

If they're down forever, an email would have been nice. I know a lot more now about archiving that site than I did in 2019 and I would have worked for as long as the site was up to efficiently back up as many tracklists as humanly possible.

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Thinking About Fictional Character while you have music on is such a risky activity. there’s no way EVERY song on this album is literally about Fictional Character. and yet……..

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no, i dont lose hyperfixations. theyre just moved to a different, slightly less used, shelf in my brain.

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are you a “filters tags from my mutual’s new obsession” Tumblr user or are you a “learns about their new obsession (semi-forcefully) by osmosis” Tumblr user

there is a correct answer

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If you don't know click the link to find out what yours is (I'm not 100% sure how accurate Wikipedia is though)

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Every time, without fail that I see "rotten girl" and vocaloid in the same context, I immediately think it has something to do with that horror song and get so thrown off when it's cutesy nerd Miku and not dead stare stalker Miku 😂

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dear usamerican high schoolers looking for a way to resist fascism: sit through the pledge of allegiance.

no getting up. no looking at the flag.

everyone will be looking at you. you'll be sweating like a fucking hippopotamus. your teacher will sternly tell you to get up. you'll feel stupid and that maybe its not worth it because you're just a kid in a classroom. but I'm here to remind you that there are no real life consequences to detention. there are however real life consequences to resisting a thoughtless performance of nationalism.

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I must not respond to stupid comments on the internet. Responding to stupid comments on the internet is the mind-killer. Responding to stupid comments on the internet is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face the stupid comments on the internet. I will permit them to pass over me and through me. And when they have gone past I will turn the inner eye to see their path. Where the stupid comments on the internet have gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

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I must not respond to stupid comments on the internet. Responding to stupid comments on the internet is the mind-killer. Responding to stupid comments on the internet is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face the stupid comments on the internet. I will permit them to pass over me and through me. And when they have gone past I will turn the inner eye to see their path. Where the stupid comments on the internet have gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

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Small joys on Tumblr:

When your notes make a perfect cat

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Reprogramming Miku to like Yuri instead so she can become a tasteful girl

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Had a dream that I got a second cat that I forgot about because she was very quiet and shy and was just eating the other cat's food/drinking his water. So I was also trying to figure out what to name this cat so that I'd have something to call her so that I wouldn't forget that she lives behind the couch anymore. It was between "Cindy" and some name that I swore up and down was diminutive of Melissa but definitely isn't.

...I miss her.

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i hate looking at the thermometer and seeing some fuckass number like 2

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remember how fucking godawful the divergent series was