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Abschirmung von allem und jedem

Alleine ist man besser dran

Kein Vertrauen mehr

Keine Gefühle zulassen

Nichts.

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Within a bubble we told each other secrets,

We kissed and had sex with so much passion.

I loved You more than I should,

But within this bubble it felt right and fulfilling.

We weren't meant to be together,

Nonetheless, what we had was special.

Still thinking about You,

Still hoping You're good.

I miss the feelings and desire You gave me...

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Wie Säure

Siehst du es kommen, die Kälte, unbeschreibliche Leere?

Ich verrotte unter der Last und der erdrückenden Schwere.

Niemand sonst erkennt den Schmerz, der mich zerfetzt.

Letztendlich gehst du, siehst zu wie es mich zersetzt.

Unter tosendem Applaus verlasse ich die Welt mit Pein,

Die mich lieber verrecken sieht, als mir nahe zu sein.

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Wenn man die Zeit zurückbringen könnte,

Die man für verschwendet glaubt,

Würden wir die zweite Chance wirklich nutzen

Und alles besser machen,

Oder es wieder genauso machen?

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Unter den Sternen, die langsam verschwinden,

Milliarden Lichtjahre weg sind und sterben,

Da kümmern wir uns trotzdem um Kleinigkeiten

Die für uns das Universum bedeuten.

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100 days until the suffering comes to an end.

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You can't hurt an overthinker, because they've already seen it coming.

You're just proving them right

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126 days

Last chance

Then it'll be over

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I need You so much and partly have You

But I can't call You mine

The punishments getting even worse

I see the beginning of the end

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If you expect disappointment,

then you can never really get disappointed.

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I accepted the way it is.

I'm not made for this world.

It's so fast, so merciless, so unfair.

Karma won, I couldn't balance the scale.

Sometimes it's better to let go than to stall it.

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I already knew from the beginning that you wouldn’t choose me but that didn’t stop me from loving you genuinely because deep down in my heart I silently hoped that in between those late-night talks, those ‘I love you’ and my constant validation of your emotions, you’d finally see me and feel at home. It was nothing but an almost.

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You're seemingly a perfect girl

I like You so much more than I should

Is it again being doomed

To fell for the wrong one?

Fate is gonna fuck me up

Again, again and again

Please, haze me of my desire

Spare me this time

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And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours

But I sang 'em all to another heart

And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love

But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love

Another Love by Tom Odell

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I forgot how to love

The feeling has vanished

I'm done

Don't need it anymore

You suffer better alone

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Isn't it better without me?

Don't You feel the freedom since You moved on?

Aren't You happier without my issues?

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can't differentiate those feelings

just want to see a friend in her

maybe the sister I always wanted