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From Quantum Computing to Infinite Possibilities: My Journey and Philosophical Reflections:

Part I: The Raw Journey

My Quantum Computing Journey

It all started with a YouTube video—IBM Quantum Computer—and from there, I let myself daydream. On my birthday, I treated myself, imagining owning my own business. In my secret fantasies, I often envision a family-owned business. And when I dream, I dream BIG! I also purchased the Black Opal certificate program on my birthday. Momentum came to a halt when I hit a speed bump—a roadblock, really—realizing my lack of physics knowledge. I’ve never taken a physics or calculus class, which threw me off course. Yet my mind constantly wanders, as I juggle business ideas and a golden opportunity (GOLD!). I wondered if I was accomplishing anything at all, especially while managing constant pain and recurring mental health challenges.

April 2024: 1 day spent learning quantum computing, and 1 day spent researching quantum computing stocks and deciding which ones to invest in.

November 2023: 5 intense days full of creative bursts and sparks of imagination. These sessions lasted around 20 minutes, but I spent an hour or so watching videos, mostly rewinding and learning, trying to focus and absorb everything.

October 2023: 8 days spent actively trying to connect my ideas into practical code, but I struggled without a background in coding. I sought help from various AI tools, and my favorite quickly became ChatGPT. It was a learning curve, figuring out prompts and writing them in ways that gave me better results. After reaching my limit, I turned to Azure, Microsoft, and eventually Q#.

P.S. This is to keep track of my interests and knowledge of quantum mechanics. I’ve never taken calculus or physics, but I love to think and learn. This is my approach to quantum theory, and I plan to continue learning by taking those courses in the future.

String theory—the way I visualize it—is like picturing a baseball wrapped in yarn, where the ball of yarn is still there. That’s how I see the multiverse and the 4th and higher dimensions existing all at once, interconnected with each other. This is how I explain time travel and the “ripples” or ways of splitting and not coming back, as well as going back and forth, seeing subtle changes. It’s how I understand phenomena like the Mandela Effect and even concepts like the Earth being flat when I explain it philosophically.

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Hello, and welcome to my world of thoughts and musings. I’m an INTJ, navigating life with ADHD and anxiety, and I’m on the autism spectrum. These facets of my identity shape how I see the world and how I express myself through writing. You’ll find that my posts often reflect a deep dive into topics, through a lens that’s uniquely structured yet unpredictably vibrant—mirroring the nonlinear paths my thoughts often take. My writing is not just a form of expression but an invitation to see the world through a different set of eyes. I appreciate your openness and patience as we explore complex ideas together, sometimes in ways that might seem unconventional but are always genuine. So, let’s embark on this journey of exploration and understanding together.

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Unveiling My Unique Perspective: A Journey Through Words and Ideas

Hello, I'm Liz!

Welcome to my humble corner of the internet. My blog is a reflection of both my intellectual and personal journey.

I've always been fascinated by a wide range of topics—philosophy, romance, writing, music, films, the color spectrum, chivalrous courtship, quantum computing, and the ethical implications of AI. My insatiable thirst for knowledge comes from a deep curiosity, and with a racing mind and short attention span, I often juggle countless ideas, creations, questions, daydreams, and even entire story universes.

Beyond tech, I love diving into personal growth and creative expression. Here, you'll find a bit of everything: technical insights, personal reflections, occasional poems, creative musings, and a touch of randomness, too.

I hope you enjoy what I share, and thank you for taking the time to read it!

What makes this blog unique is the way I blend these diverse interests. I often surprise myself by finding connections between seemingly unrelated ideas—whether it's discovering philosophical meaning within STEM or using creativity to explore personal growth.

I'm often forgetful, but I'm grateful to have rediscovered my love for writing and to have recently picked up journaling as a new hobby. This is a place for learning, exploring, and reflecting on both the world around us and our inner selves.

I look forward to having meaningful conversations with you. Please know that I never intend to cause discomfort, and I apologize in advance if anything I write is unintentionally triggering.

Whether you're here for the tech, the philosophy, or just curious about my journey, I hope you find something that resonates—or at least satisfies a curious mind. Welcome! Stay tuned for posts that will range from deep technical dives to thoughtful reflections on life.Original Transcription

I want to share my unique perspective. More than just sweet words, or a genuine reflection that satisfies all the senses and enchants my mind with the aesthetics. Even a fleeting glimpse I catch, I cherish—the slightest meeting between my eyes and yours. I want to tell you you're beautiful, not in such a basic form, because, for me, it's something meaningful to distinguish an adjective I'm sure you've heard before from the essence I behold.

Edited Version

I want to share my unique perspective. More than just sweet words, a genuine reflection that satisfies all the senses and enriches my mind with the aesthetics. Even a fleeting glimpse I catch, I cherish. The slightest meeting between my eyes and yours—I won't tell you you're beautiful. No, not in such a basic form, because, for me, it's something meaningful to distinguish an adjective you've surely heard before from the essence I behold.

Haiku

Unique perspective,

More than an adjective, it’s

Beauty! I behold.

Personal Reflection

Writing this poem taught me how much I love expressing my emotions. When I feel free and able to do so, communication comes easily. My favorite part of this process was rediscovering little gems from myself, like finding self-love notes. In a way, I'm also manifesting my kindred spirit through these words.

It’s supposed to show how chaotic my mind works and how I struggle to write my ideas as they come. The edited version shows me going back to finish the idea. I love that it captures the essence of editing in writing. You can write something and always be able to edit it, and it’ll keep changing. "I'd love to hear from you!

Have you ever found unexpected insights in your writing?

How do you express your emotions through creativity?

Do you remember the first piece of writing you shared publicly? How did it feel?

Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments below!

Thank you for reading this.