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TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO KEEP SEEING MY ART

I will post exclusively to deviantart from now on.

Posting on tumblr has honestly been very damaging to my mental health, as it's been going nowhere! Neither it has on Deviantart, but at least there I feel at ease. I just see people here pop off all the time and manage to grow a following and have people to appreciate their art. While mine, despite using whatever tags that fit, despite posting on active hours, and despite trying my best to bump it and show it around- has gone nowhere. I came here because of how shit Twitter had become for artists, and I hate to say Tumblr is just as bad, if not worse.

So, from now on, my art will be exclusively on Deviantart. I might delete this tumblr later- I don't know. I'll decide later. All I know is that I don't want to be here anymore.

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I heavily consider shutting down this tumblr, in all honesty. Sometimes my art is noticed, but most of the time it isn't. I'm exhausted of the stress it's causing me. It's just aw bad as when I was on twitter.

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Such a cool guy.

I wanted to practice making T-Shirt designs, so I came up with a few ideas. This was the first I wanted to do, as I really love Eevee, and I honestly really love those old Cat Glasses pics that went around. I do feel a little guilty for using Japanese text for what would be a T-Shirt design. I'm deeply afraid of culturally appropriating things so I'm shaking here posting this afraid of being called out for it when I'm not sure and I have no one I can ask if it's okay.

Yes, there is a Shiny Alt :3

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If any of you are wondering about the proposal...

He said yes ❤️

I already knew he would, but I was afraid he didn't feel like it was the right time or that he wasn't ready to show others how serious our relationship is. He was very confident and happy about our engagement, and he's excited to move in with me futurely.

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I'm from Brazil and I have to hear about US politics more than politics of my own country. Even from my local peers in my town I have to hear about US politics, because it's that predominant.

i dont think usamericans rly understand how prevalent their culture is. english is taught in schools. we hear about usa news, watch usa shows and movies, know usa actors, read usa books, listen to usa music, have usa brands. i have a shirt somewhere with some usa flag motive from like 15 years ago. cant remember why i even have it. why were they even selling that in croatia. your books and culture are everywhere, you dominate social media, and then come on here whenever someone gives even a middle criticism and act like spoiled children because someone wants you to open an atlas

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I know this is the Anti Small Talk Website but small talk is one of the most effective social glues out there for getting to know people and forming friendships with them.

When I was just starting out at a job right after college I had a coworker who I thought was the nicest person alive and after a few weeks I realized this was just because she consistently asked other people things like, "How ya doing? Whatcha having for lunch? Got any weekend plans? Seen any good movies lately?" instead of politely ignoring everyone around her.

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generally speaking a lot of people wrongly take TERFs and other transphobes at face value when assembling their awesome rhetorical gotchas in a way that makes them seem like gullible suckers

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old twitter banner I got as a gift years ago, redraw of a screenshot in system shock 2 co-op

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Anyone likes art streams ?

I've been considering making art streams over on Picarto! But I'm unsure people would watch. (I'm already unsure that people even see my art!) So I'm throwing here a poll to ask you my followers if you'd like to watch me draw! Not sure if I'll have music, as I'm unsure of the copyright terms on Picarto. Not sure about mic, unless we grow a little stream community!

If it does interest people, I'd probably do it often on Mondays, as those are the days I get on PC at night. It'd be the best time for people in the West, after all. But not unreasonable late for Europeans.

And if people enjoy, I'd even consider maybe branch out to some videogame streams! There's some videos I want to make soooooo badly but I never get around to it because I get very bored out of the game. So, maybe if we had a community watching I'd get around to finally finish making those videos!!!

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Art of my OC Molly based on the Joji Album Art, Nectar.

I made this extremely anxious about the result, and still very anxious about the reception. I also made a Non-Red Variant, because I really wasn't sure, and my friend is out with her boyfriend, so I have no one to vouch for which is best LOL. My boyfriend is at work and I have no chill, cannot wait for him to arrive.

I doubt this art will reach anyone LOL.

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Say hi to Comet Blazer! She's the daughter of Spitfire and Rainbow Dash!

I was surprisingly never a fan of Rainbow Dash. I always thought she was kinda badly written in the show and always get pretty annoyed with her. So when I made an OC based on her, I slacked off a lot. Me and my friend kept joking whenever I drew her that you can see she's my least favourite. Then I told her I was gonna redesign this OC, and she just dumped onto me a full design for her. She likes Rainbow Dash more than me, and they have been asking for the OC for itself even! They were kind enough to let me have the redesign, and I have a lot to thank her for. I had similar ideas, but I wouldn't have come up with such an awesome design as this! So thank you, @ScootTheBat

About Come Blazer though :3 She was born very skilled at flight, and was even enlisted on the Wonderbolts by her parents. She didn't join, and instead became an independent racer. She remains the champion of the Equestria Flight Race. She used to date Golden Noble, but no one knows why they broke up. Comet Blaze is still very attached to Noble, and keeps pestering her at work and trying to get them back together.

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Headshot of my Sona I did a while back 😸

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In case you missed my last art :3

I'm just very very very veeeeeeery proud of it

A year and a half... It's insane that we've come such a long way <3

It weird to talk about it in detail, because it is my personal life. But I've truly been happy with my boyfriend. We've been greatly, not only improving each other's life, but being able to have so much fun together and introduce each other to new things everyday.

I never thought a trans girl like myself would ever catch the attention of a cisman like him. I was genuinely scared because he's cis. But he has always treated me with so much respect and supports not only LGBT as a whole, but so many things about me I've always felt insecure and afraid about.

He really did change my life. Sorry if I'm being all lovie dovie right now. It's just really special to me.

We came to the mutual agreement to engage, and plan to marry legally, and have a pagan ceremony by next year!!!

I planned to fund raise for the engagement rings. Nothing big, just $35. But as I was having an episode, suddenly the money just showed up in my Bank LOL. I immediately bought the rings.

I just never thought this day would come. I never thought someone would go through with engaging with me like this. I'm so glad to have fallen in love with you.

This weekend we'll rent a hotel and have a whole night together, and I'll propose that night. I'm glad he's not against the girl proposing! I really can't wait for the best day of my life. (It only sucks that I will only have $4 to spend on food. Oops.)

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A year and a half... It's insane that we've come such a long way <3

It weird to talk about it in detail, because it is my personal life. But I've truly been happy with my boyfriend. We've been greatly, not only improving each other's life, but being able to have so much fun together and introduce each other to new things everyday.

I never thought a trans girl like myself would ever catch the attention of a cisman like him. I was genuinely scared because he's cis. But he has always treated me with so much respect and supports not only LGBT as a whole, but so many things about me I've always felt insecure and afraid about.

He really did change my life. Sorry if I'm being all lovie dovie right now. It's just really special to me.

We came to the mutual agreement to engage, and plan to marry legally, and have a pagan ceremony by next year!!!

I planned to fund raise for the engagement rings. Nothing big, just $35. But as I was having an episode, suddenly the money just showed up in my Bank LOL. I immediately bought the rings.

I just never thought this day would come. I never thought someone would go through with engaging with me like this. I'm so glad to have fallen in love with you.

This weekend we'll rent a hotel and have a whole night together, and I'll propose that night. I'm glad he's not against the girl proposing! I really can't wait for the best day of my life. (It only sucks that I will only have $4 to spend on food. Oops.)

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A year and a half... It's insane that we've come such a long way <3

It weird to talk about it in detail, because it is my personal life. But I've truly been happy with my boyfriend. We've been greatly, not only improving each other's life, but being able to have so much fun together and introduce each other to new things everyday.

I never thought a trans girl like myself would ever catch the attention of a cisman like him. I was genuinely scared because he's cis. But he has always treated me with so much respect and supports not only LGBT as a whole, but so many things about me I've always felt insecure and afraid about.

He really did change my life. Sorry if I'm being all lovie dovie right now. It's just really special to me.

We came to the mutual agreement to engage, and plan to marry legally, and have a pagan ceremony by next year!!!

I planned to fund raise for the engagement rings. Nothing big, just $35. But as I was having an episode, suddenly the money just showed up in my Bank LOL. I immediately bought the rings.

I just never thought this day would come. I never thought someone would go through with engaging with me like this. I'm so glad to have fallen in love with you.

This weekend we'll rent a hotel and have a whole night together, and I'll propose that night. I'm glad he's not against the girl proposing! I really can't wait for the best day of my life. (It only sucks that I will only have $4 to spend on food. Oops.)